GAH! Sorry been super busy days guys and have not had enough time to journal everything, but working on it right now. So should be finished either tonight or tomorrow morning.
Waking up every day with a beam of the moonlight in my eye
Stimulate my consciousness with the focus of my mind
I've got to take myself back to the feeling of eternally breaking free
Knowing that my body's motionless and still asleep
I am laying in bed. Then I am laying on the couch. I think that this is normal, but then my legs start floating. I try to ignore it, but I realize my entire body is off the couch except my hand. I RC and then I see through my eyes. I let go of the couch and look around. I am in my living room, I banish everything in the living room at once to make room for flying. I then change it so gravity is pulling to the ceiling and I land there. I meditate and try to bring up my mind more. Stability rises, dream goals surface but my DC wife is trying to talk to me, so I then teleport to a river and touch the water. I fly over and through it for fun. Dont remember what happened next. I slept a ton last night to fix the last few days of non sleep.
RC = 1 point
Unspecified control (see through eyes) = 5 points
Fly = 5 points
Adv banishing = 10 points
Change gravity = 5 points
Teleport = 10 points
Old personal goal (meditate) = 10 points
Three step task part 2 and 3 = 25 points
Total = 90 points
Comp total = 129 + 90 = 219 points
+2 Non-Lucid Dreams
12:50a Rampaging Mongrels / Young Hot & Immoral Girl / Powdered Cheese Bread / More Girls / Confusion
_2:05a High Speed Wind / Trying to use Bathroom / Prepare for Test / Reflections on Youth and Possessions / Walking Down Street / Predicting Political Victory
+10 First DILD 3:50a (Lucid)
+1 Jump Test
+5 Fly
+0 NO Mass Telekenesis (fail)
+0 NO Super-Speed (fail)
+5 Partial Transformation
+5 Super-Strength
Spoiler for Lucid:
Non-Lucid Lucid
I was waiting for a bus when it pulled up I and many others got on. The bus was strange with most of the seats facing the back, finally I came to a seat facing sideways and sat down. Some DC(s) walked past me and at the back sat in chairs that were set on three sides like a lounge section. Somehow as I sat here my attention drifted and the dream changed I was watching a movie among others in chairs, I realized it was like a movie at church. I saw the Sr Pastor. I also saw my brother, they seemed to be alternately holding out hands to shake but never at the same time. Someone got up from a recliner and several others left. I moved and sat in the recliner. I pulled the lever and it folded right up over me so I was sandwiched inside. It was comfortable so I watched the scene and the movie. Then I felt something crawling on me, it was like a spider but it was made of white gooey material like slime mold. I crushed it. Then I could see a much larger mass of white stuff, I tried to unfold the chair. The mass was breaking into many creatures and tentacles, I began crushing them into ever smaller pieces as my brother watched. Suddenly I must have false awakened, I began to reflect on the Dream I thought had ended. Then I think I once again started to false journal like the middle of previous lucid. I got up and the house was a wreck, I tried to go to the bathroom but it was a disaster too. Then a dead relative walked down the hall I knew it was a dream [+10 First DILD] I watched as the relative backed away and a tall strange looking version of my brother walked from the opposite end of the hall to come somewhat hostilely at my dead relative. I came into the hall and saw them go away from the door around the corner. I performed a jump test [+1 RC] and then began to fly [+5 Fly] I flew out the front door. I think back on the other lucid and remember I need to do the real the third task (Mass Telekenesis) I begin to walk on the dark road, but it isn't laid out right and around the corner I see a compact car I attempt to wave my hands forcefully and toss it with my mind, but it doesn't move [+0 FAIL]. I try again then swear a bit, the driver hears me and complains. I decide I should try for super speed so I try to run fast, but I'm not going very fast. So I begin to make rapid short steps imagining that my legs are fully extending but still I'm not moving fast [+0 FAIL]. I think back to a lucid trick, and my last lucid where I wanted to get tall, so I set one of my feet sideways on the ground and then walk sideways away from it stretching it out several feet (maybe 5 extra feet or so) [+5 Partial Transformation]. I step up onto my one long leg and begin to swing my other leg back and forth towards the ground. The long leg begins to shorten a bit, but the short one lengthens until it touches the ground. I now come around another corner. My legs are quite long so I attempt to run but still I wouldn't call it super speed, my legs were working like pendulums and I was more or less stilt walking. I could see a group of 4 steel poles I walked up to them and thought I'll use super-strength, I try to tear one of the middle poles off, but its seems a bit rusted thru and tears off easily, even so It would have been super heavy as it was nearly as tall as a flag pole [+5 Super Strength]. Next I toss it aside and decide that I should try to fully phase again. I see a corner of solid walls but look away hoping for a giant glass window instead, I destabilize. I wake.
Estimated Total Lucid Time 2 - 3 min
Night Total 2 + 2 + 26 = 30 points
Competition Total 104 points (Tripple digit Territory)
Best Dream Effect: the super High Wind picked me up and slammed me into a wooden wall, it was pretty cool being dragged and tossed across the dreamscape.
Scariest Moment: there were rampaging monster like people who seemed like half giants, with distorted features. They were armed with all sorts of stuff, I wasn't really scared but I was zigging a path and keeping my distance
Best Moment: That chick was super-hot, and many around her were singing a song about her immoral nature, she looked young and innocent, they were signing some sort of lyric about how she was just a week outta school, but...
Best Dream Food: I suppose it has to be the powdered cheese bread, it was a cheddar flavor
In the Hypnogram I clearly miss the first good REM and wake from the lamer second one at just before 1 AM, The S+ seems to miss the next Rem just around 2 AM, and then I don't think I really went back to sleep till the end of what shows as a seperate (red) disruption. The final Lucid containing REM looks nice a wide from just before 3:30 onwards
I suppose I still have time for a nap, but I'll wait until just before 8:00 and then head to sleep
I have posted off next week on Tue and Thurs, so that means I still have Sat Sun Tue Thurs Sat Sun as good days ahead. Hopefully I can pull off some unlikely normal weekday lucids like this last one
My next Lucid will be my official 200th (including 5 ones I count from when I was young) then I'll set my count back after the next one to 196th Intentional Lucid, and then If I break 200 again I'll further set it back to 196th Since Join (Dream Views) and try for the Bicentenial a third time (not that I have any real chance of doing that during the competiton! I like to use this +5 +10 differential to encourage myself to break thru some nice benchmark sized numbers
Last edited by cooleymd; 03-21-2018 at 12:57 PM.
Reason: add non lucid moments
"Dream look real, but they're in your mind, so you realize that the physical world is also a construction, which shows that the mind can affect reality in more ways than you can imagine." ~Stephen Laberge
I was thinking I would use lights to try to indicate I was dreaming
(might as well do something with all my lights since they cost well over $1500) he he
My sleep room is actually blacked out, and I only have one Philips Hue light in there, but I could try tapeing a Lifx 2M strip to the ceiling and set it to make some kind of colored light tornado
also I fall asleep to the "Ok Google Play White Noise Babbling Brook" but I could have it switch to "Take Flight by Lindsey Stirling or something when in a dream"
I still want to get one of those AERA, if only they would release more scents, I want there scent called 'Hunger' that they only sell to casino buffetts and I think they should whip up one called 'It smells like a Whore-House in Here' but apparently they like to focust on Woodsy, Flowers, and Citrus, What king of crap dreams would those produce
After waking up, I tried to return to a dream. My body felt heavy and I started experiencing hypnogogia. During the hypnogigia, a dog said "the password is doggy doggy." I finally ended up in a room and out of curiosity, I said "doggy doggy" A dog came up barking and I woke up.
I had multiple dreams, but I’ve been lazy about writing them down. I have to force myself to write down a dream. Reeeeeee. When I wake up, instead of writing down a dream, I fall asleep. I need to make changes and write all dreams I remember.
+3 Non-Lucid Dreams
9:35p Visting Relatives / Short on Time
1:50a Eating Ham / Partial Paralysis
3:40a New Giant Tablet Smashed
Night Total 2 + 3 = 5 points
Competition Total 109 points
Best dream effect disasembling Giant Tablet it was like a 20in tablet with many layers of all sorts of stuff, paper, glass, dioeds, LEDs etc
Best Dream Food: Ham
Stupidest Lucid Miss(es): 2 of the 3 dreams had Dead Relatives in them still no trigger
Well in this Hypnogram you can see I got to sleep on time, and had the first dream and woke, but then supposedly I woke after the next two cycles too (almost right after and right after respectively) but I don't so much as remember rolling over in bed. Then the last two REMs each with a little pre REM rolling around seem quite clear. In any case this Is what a good night should look like, if Only I woke and recalled and journaled all 5 REM and not just the First and then the Last two.
Was swamped with assessments for accounting and so did nothing but study for 2 days. So no results what-so-ever for night 2 and 3. But the tests are over and so I can now pursue getting the dreams back up to scratch:
Night 4:
Net Total Points = 1.0
Gross Total Points = 5.5
Night 5:
Net Total Points: 0.5
Gross Total Points = 6.0
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