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Sleep 10:00 pm
10/5/10

Smoked last night, terrible recall.

Was driving on a motorcycle to taco bell (could have previously been lucid, I don't remember if the dream started like that or not). I was driving on the main road in my town, and I didn't have my permit for a motorcycle. I quickly zoom through traffic, but the bike was not accelerating. I end up trying to find a parking spot, and I think I can't fit because the space was too big? Anyway, a geek squad car just corners into the parking lot and steals my spot. I was pissed and then I realized I was inside the building. I was walking around trying to find the bathroom or something and someone was with me.

Went to bed 10:30 10/4/10
Supplement: Melatonin 5 Mg

I was on a different planet, that resembled a flat cratered moon with the color of mars. There was a contraption that looked like an L and it held a special suit. In order to use it, you were strapped in. I was standing in line with a ticket in my hand. I looked at the ticket, and then around the landscape. I realized, I've had this dream before. The planet's landscape looked way to familiar. I looked back at my ticket, and it looked very strange, almost as if the text was caved in on itself. It was different than before.
Lucidity.
The oh so familiar feeling flooded me, and I felt pins and needles in my hands and feet. I wasn't sure what to do in the dream, and i forgot how it went. As I turned around and looked behind me, I saw a line of people going as far back as the eye can see. "Dave." I hear my name called. I turn my attention to the sound, and I am next for the contraption. I decide to play along, and see how the dream turns out and be lucid at the same time. I go up and stand on the platform of the L contraption. A suit was strapped on to me, and I felt compressed in an air pressurized suit. It confused me still because we were surviving in an airless environment, and they are giving me air. I heard a "Go!" and I blasted off. Involuntary flying was a very weird feeling, and I didn't control the contraption. I just went... up. As I look down at the crowd, I see my mom goodbye. I feel extreme sadness, and I lose my concentration. My lucidity was lost, and then I woke up to my alarm with blurry and watery eyes.
6:00 AM

Went to sleep at 11:30 PM, 10/3/10
Melatonin: 5mg
WBTB 2:30 (feeling groggy)

Lay down, buzzing SP at what felt like ~10 minutes
Thinking about Halloween, costume ideas
After the trip, I find myself in a dark room without lights.

As I walk around the room I feel like a piece of my brain is missing.
Something feels different. Suddenly, a feeling overtook me.
Lucidity.
The room takes a different shape, and now I can make out a light switch in the dark. As I approach the light switch, the room begins to distort and twist while I stand still.
Fearing the worst, I default landscape into my driveway.

It's night time. A slight breeze tosses and turns my hair. I am walking with my friend down my driveway. As proportion and relativity becomes clear, he is talking to me about my Halloween costume. I am wearing only my swim suit. I don't feel cold, but experience occasional shivers as we walk further down the street. A pillowcase in hand, we make our way to the first house. I decide that I want to be alone, and my friend dissipates from the dreamscape. As soon as the thought had crossed my mind, it had happened so quickly I realized just moments later. I walk up to the door, and it appears to be your average colonial style frame. I start to say "trick or tr-" and the door opens. A middle aged man confronts me, and asks for a trick. The idea of being a god and using a super power pops into my head. I began to remember about the ToTM and grew excited about remembering this task. I decide to be Dionysus because I had never been drunk in a lucid before. Soon a bottle of hennessy in one hand, and a pillowcase in the other had me satisfied. As I conjured the cognac, the man at the door grew weary of my so called "trick" even though I thought it was the coolest thing. He grabbed the cognac, and shut the door on me. I was bewildered. I decided to get angry and open the door, but the handle was no longer there. As I ponder how to retaliate, ideas flooded my mind, but they were cloudy and I could not make any sense of them. I was losing grasp of lucidity, and decided not to fight it.

The next thing I know, I was awoken by my alarm.
6:00 AM

Smoked weed last night, killed recall. Only one dream remembered.

The Golden Frozen Mangos

I was walking along a sidewalk sale, something similar to a clearance sale in a rich town.
There was a fresh market stand with some very delicious looking food.
I pull out and glance into my wallet, I find IOU's and a used condom wrapper.
Then I walk over to the stand and look at what they have.
All kinds of exotic fruits and berries were sprawled out on a wooden cart.
The stand-keeper notices me nearby and says he "noticed my interest in his stock."
He exclaims to me that he has "what my mind desires"
At this point I'm like WTF this guy is a creeper.
He tells me that I need to give him $5 and he will show me.
I tell him I have no money, and I look into my wallet again.

There were 2 crisp $50 bills lined up in the pocket of my wallet.
I didn't have that money before, and instantly it hit me.
Reality had melted and reformed before my eyes.
I was lucid.
I handed the man a 50 and told him to keep the change.
He led me over to something I had not previously seen.
It reminded me of one of those ice cream vendors that can be wheeled around with an umbrella.
Inside there were bags of frozen mangos.
They seemed to glow.

The man gave me a bag, and I was on my way.
I tore open the bag and started eating the mangos.
They were the most delicous, and ripest flavored mangos I had ever tasted.
It seemed like 5 minutes that I had walked down the street and ate mangos.

As I do in all my lucids, I found the keys to my BMW in my pocket, and there it was by the sidewalk.
I hopped in, and sped off.

The leather stitching, and interior were all down to the mark. Gear shifting as smooth as butter, the smell of the clutch was in the air.

All the lights were turning green in my favor and I was enjoying myself.

I heard a strange sound that seemed almost external.
Everything turned to blackness, and I felt tired.

My friend had woken me up for breakfast.

July 25. 2010
6 Dreams Recalled
Non-Lucid

1.
Me and my friends are at this Amusement Park place, walking around. There was this one ride where you free fall, and land through hoops in the air like when you throw a basketball into a hoop, its the same idea. We went on the ride to see what it looked like, and when we got in line it was closed so we left.
2.
I am strapped to some kind of luggage in a dead moss covered field. There is one person there telling me that a plane is coming to pick me up. In the distance I hear a plane. The plane crashes into me, but this is how I am supposed to go on the plane, and I ride harnessed with the luggage on the plane with a rope. Not inside the plane but outside. Then we fly off.
3.
I'm in a train station now, with two of my good friends. We walk off the train station and the room turns into a 6th grade hallway. We walked down the hall and kept bumping into little 6th graders, and they started to punch us. We just kind of pushed them off and kept walking. We walked down a staircase, and the room resembled a basement. It turned into an interrogation room somehow, and we sat down in chairs, that didn't happen to be there before. My friend pulls out a bowl, with weed already in it. For some reason he pulls out a spray can and starts spraying the weed in the bowl. He tells me he does this so it bunches up better and it smokes better or something like that. He starts to light, but the dream ends.
4.
*Dream Fragment*
I'm in a hotel walking with random girls, that I don't even know in real life, and we just walk around and do stuff I don't remember.
5.
I am now on a bus going to a championship meet. The buses windows are full of signatures of other people. The people there are from a championship meet that is supposed to happen two weeks after the one we are going to, so I was confused. I talked to them nonetheless and did not find anything wrong. The bus stops, and I go to sign my signature on the bus.
6.
*Dream Fragment*
Escaped some kind of trippy place with people chasing me, and I have to cross waterfalls with icebergs and stuff. Don't remember how it went.