A Dreamer's Dreams

Journal Entry non-lucid #42 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I had a headache after going to a meeting in my school. I couldn't concentrate so no mantras just a short meditation. The first dream got greatly influenced because I have to take care of my grandmother after she got some minor health problem.

Dream fragment 1, 8:43pm-12:45am." Grandma can't see":My grandmother tried to eat the fruits on the table. I noticed it was rotten. I told her not to eat it, but she did anyways. She picked up this traditional spicy food and she said there is nothing in there. I saw a big chunk. I told her to look again. She put it extremely close to her eye and she said I don't see it.

I woke up feeling better, but I still felt a little light headed. I played some BF3 which explain the landscape in my dream.
I stayed up and tried to do WILD. As I was laying on my back and drifted off. I noticed myself drifting off and instead of just awareness I gasped right back up. I felt some sensation disappear from me, maybe SP. Again I drifted off while on my back and I jolted, my legs kicked up. I got frustrated and slept after about 30-40min later. Instead of WILD I tried to do MILD. I tried visualizing and kept on saying the mantra. I was sleeping not on my back but my front. I fell asleep after some time.

Dream fragment 2, 3:50am-8:00am." Sleeping in a dream": The environmet looked like BF3, Northern Canal. I jumped and landed in some water. I got sleepy and I fell asleep. I woke up and I was sleeping in some pond. The dream was vivid at this point. I looked at the water and thought about the reflection and I look up I see the same pond as a reflection of this one.


This is yet another dream that I have slept inside of. It is strange and it might be a dreamsign.