A Dreamer's Dreams

Journal Entry non-lucid #15 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 from 8:40pm-1:47am" I can't hear you": I was in a class room. This women was teaching. She was Asian, had glasses on a mildly attractive. Well she asked me how to say my name. I told her. She asked again I told her. This went on for a while. She then started hunching forward to hear me. I started screaming at her. She said still nothing. I felt my throat hurting so I stopped. I woke up to record and accidentally fell asleep, if I didn't kick my dream journal while sleeping I wouldn't have remembered any of the detail.

When I woke up. I didn't read any thing about lucid dreaming, but instead prepared for an quiz for chemistry. I meditated before going to bed. I tried to relax myself and re-enforce the thought of having a lucid dream, but concentration wasn't clear and I had half sleep for a while.

Dream fragment 2 from 4:34am-6:09am" Wet dream": It was a wet dream. I haven't had this in a while, why I have them now doesn't make sense to me. I really don't want to share it, but I want to mention it to easily keep track of dreams without losing them through the pages of dream journal.


Dream fragment 3 from 4:34am-6:09am " The train that leads somewhere": I was on a train. It was going somewhere. I went on it with the thought that it will come back to the original place it came to. I checked my pockets, I had my cellphone and my wallet. I think it had $10 with me. I hopped on the back of the train. As the train stopped for a while, so I came out. I saw this man on the alley that looked like Saul Goodman from Breaking Bad. I told him about my problem with getting rid of old habits and my problem on starting new ones such as lucid dreaming. I turned around suspeciously for some reason. I saw a football player run across. When I turned back around Saul was gone. I looked around and saw him curled up on the floor pretending to hid. I said, "why did you do that?" He told me that habits can't be changed. He told me he has bad habits too.He said the study that supports habits has mostly to do with psychology, not neurology. He said," the study didn't looked at chemical of brain. You will have to fight bad habits forever". I told myself what he told me and accepted it as a good thing. It is all psychological so I can convince myself to overcome it. I walked to football field. People were making fun of a player. He could throw a football very far though. The football was odd. It was long and white. The train was about to leave so I went back to it. I sat in the back once again. As we were passing these construction wood. The wood was passing thorough the train and through me. I looked at my legs and it didn't affect any of my sensations. .