A Dreamer's Dreams

Journal Entry uncategorized #1 Dream,Lucid, Comments)
Background: I have no idea how this dream came to be.

Dream: I was in my room with a friend, from Calculus 2. He was telling me that I can control the objects in my room by turning and then imagining and looking back. I tried it, made some food appear (I think). I made other objects appear as well. I didn't think of this as odd for some reason. I looked at his eyes and one eye had a black line running through it. I turned and imagined it normal again, and it was. He asked me," what did you changed?" I said, "your eyes". He laughed and smiled. Then a thought of fear showed up, what if he was possessed by an evil spirit. I quickly recognized fear for what it is a thought and I let it go. Then for some reason I wanted to check if it was a dream or if it was the physical world. I looked at my hands it had 6 fingers on it an extra thumb on the other side of my hand. I said, "this is a dream". He looked at me smiling. I looked at the other hand and it was also odd. As I kept saying this is a dream to become in full control. The dream environment began shaking, my body began shaking, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to wake up, so I told myself this dream is about to collapse and I can't move my body. I thought maybe if I let go of my lucidity, just maybe I will not wake up. So, I did, next thing I remembered was me in a different dream scene, still in my house though, and not aware . Well it wasn't that bad, but I wish that I didn't let go of it, but as in Buddhism attachment is the root to all suffering, so letting go should be good..