non-lucid - Notes - lucid 12-10-11 No real intentions, had quite an interesting day, but I was up early due to yesterday's perceptual dream so was fairly shattered. “I know my hands can soothe your pain” I am massaging Tenna, sat behind her, she is wearing black underwear and some trousers of beige and brown colour. We are placed on a wooden floor with pillows spread around the room, it is fairly bright in the room. I am focusing on areas that have been missed by the people doing her massage earlier. Which turns out to be somewhat painful for her. In particular the right side of her neck is causing trouble and when I start working on this area she jolts and might even have reached out to grab me. but I continue slightly lending a hand in her back to support her. I somehow feel that I have to do it for her to get better. Though she is in pain she also likes having my hands on her body. It turns into a sensual experience where I gently lie her down, though it is fairly annoying it is a hard wooden floor. I am trying to remove her trousers and she is helping a bit with this, but then we stop. She explains that she will go out and prep the room and make it a little more comfortable. I wake up rather excited almost to the point where it becomes painful. …............ “My snake and I” I have bought a snake, a tree snake. I think to myself that it is a rather odd purchase considering I have a thing for venomous snakes. I am aware that it will have to actually chew on me in order to inject it's venom, but still it is loose in the apartment, having released it at some point. It is a baby snake, very small and completely silver (unnaturally so) in colour. My flat is strange it is two fairly narrow rooms across each other on a hall way that is far longer than it needs to be. It seems dark in either of the rooms. Looks a bit like this guy Though emphasis on silver! I regret having released the snake as it is making me on edge, so I spent a fair amount of time walking from one room to the other trying to figure out a safe method of catching this snake. I distinctly remember holding a large glass in one hand intending on luring it in there, though I am nervous about having my hand so close to the animal. At one point the snake darts from one room to the other right next to me as I am standing in the hall way. I am not sure if it is because I have thrown some food in there or what it was. I remember it glinting with it's silvery colour. Some way or another I end up catching this snake and I am carrying it on my body, not even sure if it is in a container or even if it is inside me. …............. “Meeting in Cells” I am sat in a room discussing the deployment of the cell group chat room. Mikkel J is there and he tells me that he want to help out, but seeing as he is not part of the group there is limited he can do so he is sort of left out, which he understands. There is someone else there that might be Floatinghead. …............ “The guard got gunned down” Two people are going to get kidnapped or have already been kidnapped and they are stuck in a cellar behind bars. There is an Italian guy, dressed in white, who is supposed to watch over them. They keep telling him that he and all of them are in danger, in fact they specifically warn him that he is going to die. He does in fact die a couple of times throughout the dream and these scenarios sort of act as the visions the two girls are using to warn him with. The two people are a woman and a younger woman or girl. The last time he gets killed you see 4 people in the room waiting behind the door and for the guy to walk downstairs to the cell. The cell in the cellar has a sort of a dungeon feel to it with rocky walls and there may even be a small stream running through the room. As the guard is walking down the stairs the four men attack and shoot him down with shotguns which results in blood spatter all over the place. …............ “Handy legs” Fragment of sitting in a sofa using my arms as an illusion for my legs towards someone, though I understand little of why. …............. “Bridge to the new hood” We are starting to use a new section of the city and it is connected by a rather large white marble bridge. At first though the bridge is very half circular, so much that it is too steep to get over it. However over the duration of the dream the bridge level off so it is possible to actually use it. I get the feeling that the city is important, in particular the new section of it will come in handy. The dream is longer but this is the only fragment that stands out to me.
dream 1 - it was about my vampire comic Bit by Bit, but I dont recall anything. fragments of Amy, Bel/ Sel... dream 2 - I was in a big bookstore. I saw new Muse album on the shelf. took one out, and there were several songs from Black Holes and Revelations. I was listening to a new song, dont remember the melody, but I heard Bellamy's first vocal sounds. near Muse album there were Muse and Evanescence Wii game(?) with fan art-_- jackets on them... on the book shelf I saw Sonic Generation, and one big and 3 small BLAME! books. they were all Nihei's artbooks. book colors were orange and light green. the weird thing was that in the book there was Nihei's family portrait. one fine art I remember was this orange ski and some megastructures and linear jet-cloud thingy...(in the description, that jet-cloud was semen........wut. -__-) on the back of the cover, the price was $16.87. I really wanted to buy BLAME! artbook so badly but I didnt have money. I even thought of begging my parents. suddenly my brother appeared and said that we have to go somewhere. "come on, sis! we have to watch Korea vs a country(dont rememebr which country) for World Cup, hurry!" I wanted to keep reading BLAME! books so I said... "I dont really care about World Cup... dude, that 2010 game sucked! I'm not interested in World Cup right now. I wont go" "we have to count the goals and write down on the notebook! did you bring the notebook?" he said with frowned face. "the notebook? no" "I said bring it before!!" "I dont recall you saying that." so I think he got away himself, frustrated.. I returned reading the book. then a brothers-dad-family came behind me with a bluish-grey fur cat. the cat jumped on my lap, playing with my left hand with his paw. the cat was kinda young(I saw his cute little face^^) his paw had sharp nails; my hand hurt. then this boy who's the owner grabbed his paw, putting the nails in(?).. and he said, there you go. the cat again played with my hand and it didnt hurt. I gently stroke his head. I think I was leaving the bookstore... my mom came in and she said something with this kind of line: stop drawing cartoons already... so I thought, what the heck is the matter with me drawing cartoon? why is it a big deal?, whimpering. scene jump I was doing the Internet. I saw HHD's blog post 'Ghost Song has finally come to an end!' written. there was no reply so I replied to the post in English(it should have been in Korean..felt weird): Congrats! I'm really happy that you finished your comic ^^ how about publishing webcomic next time...?'. and when I clicked the reply button, there were already some 4-5 posts saying 'I'm first!!!' 'me first' idiots...
1st: (Fragment) I was walking down a street with a friend of mine. For some reason he carried some bags and the street was pretty crowded. I look around and see that there are many shops around me. (Fragment ends) 2nd: I was inside some kind of bar/restaurant. It was pretty small but for some reason I liked it. I was with 2 people, a red haired girl who was a bit smaller than me and another guy who had black hair. We were sitting on chairs and suddenly I noticed 3 guys next to us. They looked strong and I guess they were typical bullies. Suddenly one of them insulted the girl. I got mad and said something that really boosted my self-confidence when I woke up. He said something like "Freaking ginger" to her and I answered like this "Hey you! Are you insulting others again to feel stronger? Maybe you just want to distract from yourself. You look pretty fucked up and to be honest I bet that your mom still does everything for you!" He then got angry and I said "Haha are you going to beat me up just because you are too stupid to fight with words? Pathetic..." For some reason I knew that this would end in a fight. We walked out of the restaurant and downstairs. On the way the guy locked the girl up in a locker and I told my friend to help her get out while I take care of them. Me and the jerk were standing in a hallway now and I got into a funny fighting position. It was like I could do Kung-Fu. He tried to attack me and I could punch him 2 times in his stomach. He got angry and grabbed me to do a Bear-Hug. I punched rapidly at his head and he let me down. We ran outside to continue. It was a real hard fight. My fists seemed to do almost no damage. He grabbed me again and I kicked him. Then suddenly the other 2 guys came and the dream got weird. For some reason I had Fireworks in my pants and that really hurt ^^ The girl and the boy came back and I ordered them to help me. The boy suddenly looked like myself (:O) and ran towards me. At this point I almost got lucid but then my mom woke me up...
After getting woken up by my daughter at around 4 am I get back to bed and go straight into a false awakening: Flying through a circus My wife gets out of bed and decides that she can't sleep and gets dressed (it's only about 5am) I pull myself out of bed and head towards the bathroom - on my way to the bathroom I decide to do a reality check - I read the spine of a book in the bookcase, I look away and read again - it looks the same writing but in closer inspection the writing doesn't seem to make any sense - yay - I'm dreaming!! Katsuno - must find him! I go to run downstairs but remember that there is something I wanted to check - so I go back upstairs and look at a space on the wall where I noticed strange writing there in a dream before - nothing there now! The scenery start to turn darker - it's fading quick - I need to get out before I wake. I run out of the front door but now I can't see anything - 'CLARITY NOW' I shout aggressively - and suddenly in crystal clear HD the scene appears in front of me. Some kind of a beautiful lake with a town around it with strong overtones of blue. I need to search for Katsuno though - so I take off - fly into the air as easily as superman and try to pick up speed going faster and faster while shouting Katsuno! I fly through what looks like a farground/circus scene and get caught up in a part of a circus tent but manage to burst through it. I keep on flying and finally reach what looks like a shopping district, I see a shop called 'Gellete' like the mans shaving foam - apart from the fact that it's called 'Gusette' and I start to get confused and think I'm looking for Gus from the tv series Psych. The dream then starts to go into a regular dream, I have a dream fragment of somekind of sergeant in a large circular room telling me off, and saying that I should have tracked down the person I was looking for! I wake up briefly but stay still - I want to try again! Where IS he Dammit! This dream is the hardest to recall, I am still looking for Katsuno, for some reason I have found somekind of sniveling low life who knows where you are, he looks to be arab, he has coffee coloured skin and a large nose. I am running with him on a dirt path, there are old boxes and tropical dry leaves on either side of us. I am also with another one or two people. The man manages to escape at one point so I decide to chase after him - there are men back there that start fighting me - and for the first time in a lucid dream I start to fight back - I start to learn how to dream fight! yay! I beat 2 or 3 men but then one guy comes at me with a sword and cut my hand - it hurts, but then I remind myself that it is only a dream, but still this is out of my league - so I grab the guy and fly upwards dragging him behind me. I can't remember anything after this I wake up again but remain still - I need to find Katsuno! I go back under... The skeleton key I am in what looks like either a music department of a school or a hotel foyer, I approach a group of guys who look like they are in a band - they are all playing instruments, I know Nomad should be with them but I can't see his face - so I ask the guys where Nomad is (apparently he plays with them in a band - guitar or bass I think) they laugh and say that he probably is in the other room asleep, and then say that what he does is pretty useless in the band - something about a piece of paper with jam on it, and then they all start laughing again. I look around and see some solid locked wooden doors - I suddenly remember about the skeleton key in my pocket (given to me in a previous dream by an old woman who said that it can get me anywhere) and laugh to myself - too late to change into glass now! I say 'Katsuno' out load. I briefly worry for a second that the key won t work - but shove it in the hole and turn it - it open the door to reveal a dividing room, and I am happy that it has worked - I work through the second door trying to fully expect to see Katsuno - but just end up seeing another guy walk past - I then wake up Conclusion - maybe I'm not synced enough with Katsuno yet?
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