I am having this dream about my older sister, she is happy, she is going to get married soon and everything is gonna be great. I wake up, and it hits me - she died, I hate it when this happens. The dream tricks you into thinking that everything is fine but it's not - it's like you experience that person dying all over again - it is the worst feeling. I picture the last time I saw her boyfriend, they were gonna get married - and now he is is left on his own. We are gonna go up and see him soon, bring the kids - try and cheer him up. But without my sis around anymore how long realistically will we still keep seeing him. We're just gonna drift apart. I start to cry, I really sob uncontrollably, I still can't get over her death I wake up ... shit - that felt so real - she's not dead, a massive sigh of relief - the whole experience, it felt so real, felt like I just came from a parallel dimension. Almost like I have just jumped. Maybe it's possible? Just jump into a parallel version of yourself when the shit gets too bad - a version of yourself where none of the bad stuff happened. Or maybe I am having a psychotic break right now and she she really did die.
I am walking in a valley, mountains surround me when I realise I am dreaming - so I walk to the nearest wall. I call for my dreamguide 'Laz!' where is he? 'LAZ!?!?' I shout louder - still no sign of him. Looks like I'm gonna have to do this myself. I start to chant the word 'moon' saying it over and over and start to form a portal - but it burns out. Damn it! I try again - tiny orange sparks come from my finger tips , 'MOON' I shout - but it burns out again. This will not do. I start to really shout it now 'MOON, MOON, MOON' over and over, forcing a portal to open in front of me, large orange electricity shoot from my finger tips - I have an opening, it starts to close already so I jump in - but everything is fading already, I try to fight it - I see the surface of the moon, the tower - I think I can see the tower - but it just burns out and I wake. I am getting closer - I will not give up
I am in a large building, a castle I think. It's expansive and made of cold stone. I find a small alcove tucked away and follow it into a secret cave like room. It seems to be someones secret hid-out - but, on my left, near the entrance is what looks like a magazine stand. Though the magazines consist of porn, drugs and all sorts of illegal stuff - it's like an illegal tuck shop. On the wall below the shop stand are scrawls and decals, the decals are arrows pointing below with words like 'don't look down' 'watch out below' etc. I look down and see a large drop to another part of the cave, just a small area - I have no idea what it is for... ... Meanwhile a detective is sniffing around the area, he's gonna find us out - is this a setup?
I am sitting in my brother in law's apartment, this i the first time I have been here - it's a nice place. We seem to be in a small town, but in that small town is one city style street - like a street from the 'good' part of new york has been plonked down in the middle of this town. It must cost a fortune to live here! I look out of the window and see a dead body strewn across the gutter, blood flowing into the drains and a large group of people just gaping. Hah! - Stupid people, they think it is a real body - don't they know that RIGHT next to the body is the television study AMC? It's just a prop for a crime show they are doing. Categories Uncategorized
Before I go to bed I ask my dream guide to send me to the moon (I write it in my dream journal) Street fighter X-men I am playing on a video game with my wife, it is basically street fighter (old style) with x-men character in it, by choosing random names we find we can create new and secret characters. I find Rogue from x-men this way - but she has been animated with a huge head and a massive stupid grin. WTF? Raining I am standing in a field, talking to a friend and looking out at the tranquil sky, all is clear and calm. Suddenly I see something large falling in the distance - is it as Helicopter? No, it's some sort of an animal, and more are following it. Jesus, in the distance the whole sky is filled with falling animals - wolves, dogs, dear, giraffes, I specifically spot an Okapi. This is bad, very bad. It looks like it us coming down on the town I used to live. When I get near to this town, I spot a local and ask him if he saw the animal down pour - and he just shrugs and said that he didn't Pirates (fragment).... I am on board a ship, struggling against someone on the ship deck - a male I think. He has a Machete close to my throat, he is saying something about how he and his men are basically mercenaries and they are heading for the Caribbean - and it is at this point that I realize they are pirates. This is a pirate ship!! This is exciting stuff The pirate is using another sword to sharpen his machete, man it looks real sharp now. He places the sword on the floor. I spot it on the floor and make a grab for it.... (not sure what happens here) ... I have the sword, now in hand looks more like a knife - it's tiny! On the main deck of the ship , toward the figurehead is planted a tree. A large new green tree planted on the pirate ship!! They must be using this to grow fruit while at sea for food. On closer inspection I can see where other pirates have hacked into the tree - testing the sharpness of their swords.