Turquoise Dreams

Last night bed 8am - 4am

Such a miserable sleep last 2 nights. We have a bunch of new neighbors with kids and lack of boundaries and sense of "maybe not all neghbors want to hear me sing, whistle, listen to TV, talk on my phone, talk outside her window, dribble a basketball, run around the complex screaming, slamming the front doors repeatedly..." Next time I'm moving, it's gonna be to a retirement community.

Oh yeah, I JUST fell asleep when super loud song started playing. I woke up startled for a moment thinking I'm having a nightmare and posessed radio turned on in my room. It took me few seconds to realize it's from outside but by then I was heartattacking hard. fuuuuuu

I miss the times when the loudest thing was a neighbor spitting lugies outside my window : (

Not surprised I had a weird dream.

DR 1 am:

Someone's newborn is in my apartment. Then his mom takes him with her when she leaves. I'm outside on the sidewalk cleaning up when I get a hunch and decide to look in a trash bag. At first I don't see it, but another woman says "there he is". Now I see the newborn discarded by mom. He has blue patches all over him from being cold. I feel so bad for him, I pick him up and hold him so gently in my arms trying to get him warm. I tell the other person to get some blankets on him and she starts covering him up with bunch of tiny t-shirts.

I go to neighboring school to report this and I find 2 undercover cops. I tell them about the baby and go back home to wait for them. But they don't come.

Last night, bed 9pm - 3:20am

I surfed the TV just before bed and stopped on a show called Doomsday. I had a bunch of "end of the world" dreams before and wanted another intense dreams like that. This is what I thought about while watching ICBMs streaking through the skies.

DR:
I just got to some beach. I'm walking to the sand and at the edge of it there is a pile of white socks. I laugh, knowing that all those people took their socks off to go on a sand and never got them later. I take mine off too, but I put them in my bag. I get to a building and walk inside. I walk around up and down the stairs and pick up two magazines to read later.

People start running around and I hear from someone, that Cesar (forgot the name) was assasinated. I think of the same reason that began WW1 and I know the war is about to start. I pull out my phone, throw the magazines to the floor and I need to call my mom to kinda say goodbye.

Last night bed 8:20pm - 3:25am

DR1:
I am with a family I used to know in LB. Walking down a sunny, dusty street, like in a new housing development area. She is saying that 500 is missing from her money and they kinda know that new housekeeper did it. She asks me about it too and she knows I'm telling the truth when I honetstly tell her that it would never be me.

Walking home, same area, through some dusty hills. A town fair is going to be opening tonight and they ar setting up the booths. We get into some dining hall. I pour honey into my tea cup then tea from a glass pitcher and watch the honey melt. The owner of the place and the fair comes in, we recognize him as a guy whom we passed on the way here and he gives us some survey papers, wanting us to fill them out. I know I'm not gonna.

Still same setting, same people.
One of the kids leaves friends house without telling us while we are all there. When we find him, he is in trouble and I'm telling him now I'm not taking him to the fair. He gets mad and tells on me.

DR2:

crosscountry running race, table with green tub w water, around - no through - butt wet, guy asks something, I push his hand he runs after, grabbs by throat, my fingers in his eyes, he is not letting go, blood in mouth, rinsing, ice

I'm in a cross-country running race. Running on a dirt path, small hills, seems like same setting as previous dream. There is a desk with green tub with water in it. I'm trying to squeeze by it, then I ask the official standing there if that's the way to go. She says, no, we have to go through the tub. So I climb up and she says we need to get our butts wet. So we do and keep running.

I think I'm second in place, running on a flat dusty path at the edge of a town. There are spectators and other people just walking around. On of them approaches me and with outstretched arm holding something asks me something. I push his hand away without slowing down. I'm sure he will know I'm in a race and can't stop.

I feel him running behind me, catching up, grabbing me by my throat. I try to think which fingers you are suppose to use when you pushing your fingers in someones eyes in self defence. He is still holding me from behind so it's hard to do, but I do jam my fingers in his eyes. I put them in pretty good. He is not letting go. I realize I should push not so hard, as to give him a chance to loosen his grip and let me go. Others come and I tell them to pull his arm off of me.

I go to a sink and I'm rinsing my mouth, spitting blood. Somehow he had his fingers in my mouth and cut me. I keep spitting out pink water and it's splashing all over the near wall. I ask for some ice.

Last night bed 9pm - 3:30am

DR at 2am, just before I switched from bed to sofa

I'm waling with someone up the hill, out in the mountains. I point to the far away hill with a ski slope and tell them I just came down from there with some other people. Right now the slope is half melted, but when we were going down on it, it still had enough snow. We were not skiing, we were just returning from somewhere higher up and took the ski slope down.

There is another hill next to this one with some rocky formations and I poit them out to this other person because they are beautifully colored pink by the sun. Here I remember I saw on a recent show why is it so.

I point my iphone camera at it and I'm delighted that a snowy hill with some daisies starting to grow make a beautiful foreground for this pink mointain in the back.

We get to the top and walk by a building. We reached the destination. We were looking for some dormitory/housing for somebody I am not sure who, but space fighter pilots like in star wars cross my mind.

We are looking for a specific name of the complex so we look around when we get in the middle of it. It has massive rectangular buildings with lots of windows, all standing around a main plaza. This plaza has a huge opening in the middle through which we can see tops of the mountains below. I look for some net that would keep people from falling down, but there is non and I know it's because it would obscure the view.

I see inside a building. People in it are all dressed in some kind of black uniforms. At first I think they all have their own tiny bed sized room, but now I see cots in a huge dormitory style room. There is a guys in the middle of it peeing, so bathrooms are public.

In the middle of the building there is empty space and that's where they practice their flying. They fly without any apparatus, just like we do in lucids.

I guess last few times I was doing classic middle of the night WBTB. I didn't do this since I tried it when I first started with LDing.

I was asleep at 4 am when I heard the watch chime, I was just getting lucid, and then heard it again at 5 still lucid. Got up at 5:45 after some non lucid.

Last night
9:40 pm - bed
1:27 am - 2x300 Alpha GPC
went straight back to sleep to get up later
3am - got up for a WBTB
3:34 am - 2x4mg pure galantamine
and going straight on a sofa with back raised to half sitting position, on my back.

Was rather sleepy so when I heard my wach chime at 4am, I was already asleep. I decided to turn to my right side. I think I turned to my left next, before I got lucid.

1.
I was in a mall and we were apparently Canadian. Our canadian ID was getting us in trouble, so we went to a forgerer to get us some new IDs.
He had a creek behind his place and I wanted to jump in a swim.

2.
I am outside and I want to fly. I float up and grab one of the branches of a tree that was growing somewhere much higher than I was. It looked like a jungle vine hanging from the skies. I held on to it and I felt it will help me fly. Then I thought I can just make huuge swings on it since it was so long and I did. That was awesome feeling. Going fast and feeling wind on my face.

3.
I dropped to the ground and wished hard for it to be an ocean. It changed into water and I sank down. The water stayed brownish murky but I made out outlines of some huge sharks and whales swimming by.

4.
I'm in a mall and I walk into a small side room. I drop to the floor and I want to swim in the ocean again. I look down and the floor is painted with an ocean scene. Beautiful blue water with sea creatures of all colors. I just flopped there for a while when I realized it's not gonna happen.

5.
I'm standing on a shore of a wide concrete cannal with a rather steep slope leading to the water. I look closer and there are fish swimming in oval shape in this completely clear water. I watch in fascination small fish, big fish, blue fish, red fish, haha, mantas and all kinds and shapes and sized of fish slowly swimming by.

6.
I'm showing somebody how to phase through objects. I pick a trashcan on the street and walk through it like a ghost.

7. Last dream, already non-lucid.
I think this is still at the forgerers place. Somebody wants to put fish into my aquarium and I say hell no, I barely waited the fish out to die, I don't want any more fish. They say "but they are alive" and sure enough, 2 tough fish are swimming around. The more I look, the more creatures I find living in there. I think I start changing the water.

This should be a dream sign for me. Reading Ophelia's DJ last night during WBTB, when she said aquarium is her dream sign, I realized I have lots of aquarium and fish in a water dreams. And then I have both of them, haha.

Nap today afternoon.

DR1:
My dad drank my last beer! First he asked if he can have one, and I'm like why not? Then I saw the fridge empty!

DR2:
I'm pulling some translucent "noodle" off of a guy's arm. It's unexpectedly long. First I thought it's like a piece of some fruit that spattered on him when he was peeling it. Then I look closer and I see a red vein/spine through the length of the thing and I realize it's alive. I step back coz you know, I watch horror movies, and that's when the "noodle" pulls itself out more and drops to the ground.

I get moving, trying to kill it while feeling grossed out from the thought of killing. The thing stays on the floor and everytime I go step on it, it morphs into a bumble bee/wasp kinda thing. Black and yellow, fat tummy, huge stinger pointed at me everytime I bring my foot closer. I step on it anyway and watch it's fat thorax move in waves.

There was lot more. Long corridors with tiled walls, lot;s of doors, people doing things.

Last night bed 8pm - 3:20am

DR at 2:32am

We are looking out of the windows of a 2-3 story at some single story buildings and a wall behind them. Two tornados are getting closer. We rush outside and start herding kids from a school yard away from it. Someobody runs on the ground, I'm running on tops of the buidlings. I think the tornados are gone, but as I looke behind me, they are still coming. They are rather light in color, only a few feet wide and not connected to the skies.

We stop at the end of this row of buildings, out of direct danger. As I stand in the alley between the buildings and another wall, I feel strong winds and heavy objects flying by my head. I realize I should not be standing in narrow, opened passage where there is nothing to duck behind. I realize it's a lesson and I'm about to pull out my notebook from back pocket and write down this lesson #1. I walk behind the corner of this building I was standing next to and now I'm out of the direct path of the wind.

No feeling of danger at all.

Last night bed at 8 pm. Alarm set to 1am, but I woke up at 12:47 so I took 2x300 Alpha GPC then. Went back to bed to sleep another hour before staying up for WBTB, but couldn't fall asleep for good 10 min. So when second alarm rang at 2am, I kept sleeping. Woke up at 2:50 and I almost blew the whole thing. Stayed up for 30 min before felt I was already awake enough. I read Opehlia's DJ for motivationD. Took 2xGM at 3:20am and went straight to sleep.

8pm - bed
12:47am - 2x300 Alpha GPC
2:50 - 3:20am - WBTB
3:20am - 2x4 pure galantamine
3:20am - sofa

About 40 min long.

Took me about 10 min to fall asleep, after my cat jumped off of me. The head sensation, which normally is feeling of buzzing and cold spot in the top back of my head, was this time different. I had a sensation in the perimeter of the whole head. Imagine my head being an egg, so the sensation was in the eggshell. It was interesting and strong.

Part 1:

About 20 min long.

I did a lot of walking I think mostly outdoors. There was some kind of a plot which I don't remember.

One of my goals was to slow down and look around. So I stopped and look backwards. It was awesome, because this is first time when I did it. The picture was clear and everything was very detailed. I looked up and wanted to see stars. I could see how the dream was trying to work on my wish. The skies were changing, black was moving and some small light were starting to come up, untill the skies were full of stars. Then I wanted the moon and one stronger light was trying to break through but I didn't wait for that to finish.

At some point I was walking through some rock and I heard something. I thought it sounded like ocean waves hitting the shore. I got excited and as I walked down the other side of the rocks, sure enough, there was beautiful shoreline. Like in norther california in Big Sur area. Dark blue waters and rocky shore. The waves hitting the rocks and the sound they made was so spot on. It was so beautiful that after a long time I again felt such an incredible joy. I felt my face grinning ear to ear and I was so happy. I saw some people in the water so I waded in.

At some point in this lucid I thought that maybe I will wake up, but then I thought no, it's too early, I will not wake up.

I don't remember if I turned to my right side at the begining, or when I woke up in the middle. But I remember waking up and opening one eye to look. My room looked normal but I counted my fingers with other hand to make sure it's not an FA. And lol, I counted 6! I'm like how the heck did I do that and counted again. 5 this time. I went back to sleep because I already didn't remember much from the lucid and I still felt the head sensations so I was hoping to get another lucid. And I did.

Part 2:

About 20 min long.

This was happening mostly indoors. I think this is exactly how it was in my previous lucid - outside first, then indoors.

It's some kind of a huge building, like a mall, but not that moder. Lots of people. But I didn't get to see any individuals or talk to them, I think.

I was standing on some large stairs gooing up, when I thought I should fly. But it was so realistic, I couldn't fly. Then I thought that I should be able to fly anyway, because it's a dream and others do it.

I started to float up a bit. I though "higher" and I went higher. I started to fly forward and the dream reacted to me saying "faster" a few times, until I was going decent speed. It was awesome.

The interiors from this and previous dream remind me of the architecture of Naboo from Star Wars.

Thank you! I would like more dreams like this. Flying, looking around, talking to DCs. Slowing down and being a part of a dream.

Bed early last nigh, 7:30pm - 3:25 am

Had some food again that gave me kinda bad dreams

DR:
A guys was about to atack a woman. Now she is holding his head on the table while I pick up some small blunt object like a vase and start hitting him on the head. I wonder when it will be enough to be subdued. I keep hitting and feel bad about it from the start. Maybe we should not be doing this? I can't stop and his skull is caving in and chunks of brains are flying out with every hit.

Later I come back and that woman pulls a disposable roasting pan out of the fridge. It's the brains in it and some salsa. I get mad, how can someone put brains in the fridge. Not they are rotting and the whole fridge is contaminated. But the woman says she needed the salsa to bathe the baby. Even my dream self says wtf?

DR2:
I'm cutting mangos on a table that has a glass protective wall. Kinda like in a lab where the scientist's hands are inside a glass compartment or just behind a glass wall. I'm trying something new, smearing mango like a spread, while customer is standing behind me waiting for his mangos. We both decide that smearing mangos is NOT the way to go.

Then customers want sandwitches and I'm like ok, even though I don't normally make them. So I made a few, had to go to another rooms to look for ingredients. Turns out some customers thought they are free. I show the the add saying that something is free when they buy a sandwich. They still insist. I'm like whatever, took me a long time to make it, but take it for free.

So weird.

Last night bed around 9 pm - 4am

When I woke up in the morning, I could not recall any dreams. I recalled one later:

[12:11] <@gab> I had such a vivid dream about work last night that I had to ask coworker today if it really happened
[12:11] <@gab> I remembered it as I was throwing the load looking towards the floral department
[12:12] <@gab> I still think it could have actually happened, but coworker said it didn§t
[12:12] <@gab> plus they would never do what they did in my dream, haha

So in my dream, I'm walking down the isle 10 towards the back. I hear PA calling someone to assist in floral department. This person was not from produce and they ALWAYS call only produce, because they claim we are one department.

So sharon says on PA: "such and such, help in floral. You are welcome, produce." As in we were thankful they didn't call us.

I was so weirded out by this recall. So, haha, today I was saying mantras half out loud "I am dreaming". So next time I'm sleepworking, i wanna get lucid.

Last night bed 7:40pm - 3:20am

Had a pretty cool, long and detailed dream.

DR:

I'm in some small kitchen with roommates. They come to me with their empty coffee cups accusingly asking me when am I gonna make THEM coffee. I'm surprised and tell them that proly never, since I'm drinking instant and they are drinking from the coffee machine. So why should I make THEM coffee?

Now I'm at home and 2 girls come home too. Looks like we are living together or they are the bosses or something. They tell me that they read about my "coffee dispute" on twitter or something, it's all over the social media. I'm like wut?

Turns out, they went to the same "restaurant" where my incident took place and they refused to refill their coffee because of me.

So now they decided to punish me by flogging. I see one of them making a whip from some white rope.

Lots of people there, also kids. We are taking some trip before the punishment. Getting out of a car and into some Disneyland type of boat ride. I say I'll wait for them at the dock and some others don't go on the ride either. People are casually talking about my punishment.

DR2:
I was talking to auron online.

Last night bed 9pm - 1:23am

1:23 am - 2x300 alpha GPC.
(It peaks 3 hrs after taking, so I went back to bed to sleep another hour)

2:29 - Up for WBTB
3:02 - 2x4 pure Galantamine and going to sofa

Heard my watch ding at 4 am, just when first part of my lucid was over. It continued till 4:38 when I got up immediately after it ending.

During first part I was aware of cats moving about and hearing sounds from outside.

Started to sleep on my back, then turned to my left side. Didn't get up as usually to go potty.

I fell asleep pretty fast and got lucid right away with WILD.

First part (about 30 min long) took place all outside. There were no transitions between, just one long dream.

- flying, looking at the skies, seeing stars and Orion
(I started to really look at the skies in the morning when I'm leaving to work and wondering how come Orion is already so high up in the skies, it's not even winter yet)

- losing vision in left eye, then opening it and having good vision again

- all at night or foggy, grey skies

- I tried to recall more of this first part before getting up from bed, but this is it

Second part (about 38 min long) Again, don't recall any transitions between scenes, just one long dream.

- all of it happened indoors with me looking for a way to get out, getting out for a bit then back inside

- I was in this huge older building with lots of stores, bars, caffes, lots of people like in a mall before christmas. Lots of hallways, curved , straight, round walls

- TALKING with DC - towards the end, I thought I always wanted to talk to DC, so I approached this woman with short hair in light blue sweater and asked her "Hi, how are you". She looked at me startled and said "window". We walked outside, her laughing nervously about what she said. Another woman came to us and said I can talk to her is I'm not having luck with the other one.

- It was all incredibly detailed. I said a few times throughout in a dream "Look at the details" and I was inspecting people's clothes and other things with amazement. I realized this was more clear and detailed than my other dreams that kinda fade away in the later parts.

- At one point I remembered the pull something out of pocket TOTM. Put my hands in but don't remember what I pulled out.

- I YELLED OUT
show me something interesting
show me something I should know
show me something fun

I had a feeling I should wait longer for the answer before asking another one. After one of my requests, a female came to me, looked all serious and was asking me if I really want to. She took me by my elbow and there was this tall person in long black coat/cape. Looked scare and I didn't want to have nothing to do with them anymore.

He pointed behind me. I looked and this older curly blond woman was coming. She had only her top on. They said she is gonna do a show with a pig. I was like "no thank you".

- I kept walking at fast pace. Lots of interractions with other DCs, talking, looking at stuff, stopping to do things.

- I started asking if anybody wants to do it. I figured it's better than to just grabbing the first person. Nobody responded except this one guys who said eww.
-- Some females came to me as I was standing by some counter. Asked me if I really wanted it. They didn't wait for an answer.
-- I'm outside. Guy wants to do it. His thing is so long, we have to sit on the ground, facing each other and inch closer till...
-- Another guy with flacid thing askes me if he can get into action too. I felt sorry for him so I said sure.
-- Another guy is sitting on the ground with a blanket sticking out about 2 feet. He tells me it's not his leg.
-- Some other females.
-- After 5th happy ending I thought I will lose count, but there was one more and that one was just wow.


- I asked a DC for a scooter like scuba divers have to propell them under water. I got one, aimed it at the ceiling, but it didn't pull me.

- Went up to the ceiling to morph through as I remember ophelia does. I didn't want to at first because I usually get stuck or end up somewhere not pleasant, but I was desperate to get outside. Ceiling stopped me.

- So I went throught the wall head first, while laying in mid air. I ended up in this underground cellar type of place that reminded me of the place I ended up when I went throught the wall the very first time ever.

White washed walls, all banged up, paint chipping from it. As I was floating on my back going head first, there were some weird looking people trying to catch up with me. I tried hard not to get caught. I thought they are scary. But then I thought well I always think that and sometimes it turns out to be the opposite of what I think. So I let them catch me. They took me to next room where they held some females captive. One was on a desk and some of those scary people were having fun with her. They told me if I had some pills, now would be time to take them to make it easier on myself.


Thank you, come again!

Just a short fragment recalled. I know I had more.

I'm standing on one side of a playground, maybe a tennis or basketball court. Two others are playing there. I yell at someone on the other side that "I would rather be flying". I don't know how those 2 will respond, because at the same time I know it's normal to be flying and that it's not.

Next thing I know, I am in the middle of a palm tree, up in the air, pushing aside dried leaves wanting to fly through it. When I back up exclaiming "whoa that's a lot of spiders". I don't see them, but I assume dried leaves are a haven for spiers and dust and stuff like that. Next thing, that other person is brushing some leaf debris from my shirt and I'm doing the same.

Last night bed 9pm - 4am

Lots of dreams, but didnt remember them even when I woke up twice during night.

DR
A classic horizontal vortex had formed in one of the rooms. Me and my brother are telling mom and dad that we are going and they should come with us. It's an opportunity of a lifetime. The don't want to go with us.

Last night bed 9:50 pm - 4:45 am

4:45 am 2x300 alpha GPC
5:09 am 2x4 pure galantamine
5:09 sofa

About 30-40 min long event.

Got up to potty at 5:56. Somehow I got used to doing it this way. To get up when I'm on the verge of falling asleep and almost starting to feel some sensations.

Fell asleep almost immediately afterwards. Barely had time to notice my head getting "lucidy".

I finally remember how it started. I'm in a dream, waiting to "get lucid" when I realize I can just get up and walk away so I do so. I get out the door while noticing the detail and colors. I think it's my childhood home.

I spent the wholetime looking for and getting me some. At some point I said "oh I better do the totm". I remembered it has to be both hands. My right one went in my pocket while left one got stuck a bit on the top of the pocket. I reached in and pulled out two ends to the string thing that my pants have. Kinda like a tie. My right hand also pulled out small crumbed piece of paper. I realized I have my black pants on and I thought that's about right.

I spent a large chunk of the dream in dark trying to make it bright with some success. But unfortunately I do that in almost every dream.