I just read ophelia's DJ about snow on 7.6.15 and I remembered I dreamt with snow on same day as well. I talked about it on irc but never posted here. 25 [22:41] <gab> I just had a cool dream . 25 [22:41] <gab> I was on my balcony and clouds were just one foot out of my reach . 25 [22:42] <gab> so I was throwing things at it and pieces were falling down . 25 [22:42] <gab> some snow, memoriabilia of long fallen soldier... 25 [22:42] <gab> crazy . 25 [22:43] <gab> It had a potential to turn bad quick 25 [22:43] <gab> and my next dream did turn bad 25 [22:43] <gab> normally I would be scared poopless 25 [22:43] <gab> but for some reason I kept it together . 25 [14:37] <gab> 2 days go 25 [14:37] <gab> I was playing with snow 25 [14:38] <Iskatu> glorious 25 [14:39] <gab> there was a cloud hanging very low, so I threw a bowl at it and the bowl fell down full of snow 25 [14:39] <gab> so I made some snowballs and was throwing them on people on the sidewalk What I didn't say in chat is that after snow and after I called everybody out to look at it, things kept falling down. There was a largy, body size box. I looked inside expecting to see a body. But there was a military uniform of a soldier from long time ago. Maybe WWI. It was neatly layed out, green in color, looked like made of some heavy material. There were some other memorabilia around him, like documents, medals and things. Towards the end I felt a bad dream coming on. I was in a big room, lots of people. I was standing in line with my mom and other family, recieving condolences from people. There were 2-3 women. They said "they prepared her so nicely" and they were sympathetic. I thought to myself "I'm not shaking THEIR hands, I know where they had been". I was a bit scared and uncomfortable, but not panicked scared as I usually am with dreams like this. I think at some point there were bringing out the "box" and I was surprised I didn't ran out screaming.
7.11.15 slept from 2 pm few hours, WBTB day before talked to ophelia about how to open dream eyes [23:28] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> so what I do to combat that, is to just assume that when I open my eyes at all, it MUST be a dream [23:29] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> i'd rather be wrong and be awake and assume I'm dreaming, than have a FA and miss my chance at being lucid [23:29] <@OpheliaBlue|BRB> so far, I've never opened my eyes, assuming I was dreaming, and been wrong ..... [22:48] <@gab> omg OpheliaBlue [22:48] <@gab> I did what yo told me, to the letter [22:48] <@gab> didn't get me lucid, but anyway, I did lucid things and was telling people I am [22:55] <@gab> took them flying around, they were amazed [22:55] <@gab> so was I [22:56] <@gab> I opened my eyes or otherwise came to, said this is a dream because YOU said so, decided to count my fingers [22:56] <@gab> 6 [22:56] <@gab> wth, again [22:56] <@gab> more [22:56] <@gab> wooo [22:57] <@gab> hrm, maybe it was lucid, because just before that as falling asleep I realized I have "that" feeling in back of my head [22:57] <@gab> that I have when entering WILD [22:58] <@gab> so thank you, OpheliaBlue
7.8.15 Still on night shifts. Day off. Slept from around 2-3 pm, then again later. 2 WBTBs, one around 10 pm and second at 2 am. Both times started out on the sofa. Second WBTB lead to a WILD and DEILDs. I started feeling vibrations and reminded myself to open my dream eyes, like what opheliablue does. Was also trying to "fall backwards" and roll out. Soon after I felt the falling backwards and I realized I'm already in a dream. I saw only from the center of my vision, the rest of it was blacked out. But I got up from the sofa. I was in a house with family. I chose not to interract with them but headed for the door. I opened it and again a door to the outside. It faded and I realized I'm still dreaming so got up again and headed outside. Don't remember much else, because slept another hour after that before getting up. Non-lucid before these - I'm on a racing bicycle riding on a snowy road. I have someone on the back of the bike. The snow is covering the whole road and it's all around. It's getting deeper and harder to pedal. We are out in the country, no cars. Now I see 4 cars in the distance coming closer. I hope we can get to the side of the road enough so they don't hit us. First car pulls to his side too much and sideswipes the railing.
7.2.15 I'm on a trip someplace. Leaving from there with others. Sitting in the front seet of some kind of a speed boat. I wonder if out boxes we carry will topple from the wild ride, when i see them slide. Then I realize it's a Disney ride. But someone comes to me in a hurry and start piling some boxes in my lap to hold them. One is open top box. It has some water in it and it's full of creatures. I say to the person "daum, there are venomous brown recluse spiders in there, some worm, a venomous caterpillar - and you putting that in my lap on this wild ride"? I'm holding the box and watch the water slosh all over in waves, as the boat moves, and each time it touches my hand so do bunch of critters. I'm watching the caterpillar crawl out and on my hand and I'm waiting to be bitten. DR2 I'm visiting my old preschool I attended in age of 5. I look into drawers and they are full of nicely organized towels, pyjamas, clothes for kids. I'm talking to old teachers there. When leaving, I learn we were allowed to take our tiny chairs with us, as long as they had 2 or more names carved into them. I feel bad for not taking mine, if I had one.
7.2.15 Still on nightshifts. Slept around noon, then later again. Woke up from this dream at 2:20am. Just before this she talked in irc about making sushi and that maybe someday I'll have the pleasure of sampling her cooking. DR I'm sitting at a table with Ophelia and Danny. She is sitting by my left side and Danny across her, and the table is round. It's at her place in TX. In my mind I see a picture of 3 kids, one of them is Chris, and I know he is sleeping over at those other kids. We are eating dinner, something that I cooked. Some protein with sauce. I'm taking small bites, nervous if they like it. Danny says "my face hurts" as in he can't stop smiling and he gets up to get seconds. I want to ask ophelia if she likes it, but I figure if she wants me to know something, she will tell me.
6.15.15 this few days ago I'm still sleeping from noonish till 9-10pm coz night shifts I'm with my mom, standing in the building at the border chackpoint. We are about to enter Iran. We are lat through and it's very hot. I can tell above 100F. We are on an asphalt walkway gently curving to the left, with some fields that are getting dry because of the summer heat. Those are some kinds of sports fields and the path is part of some self-guided sightseeing tour. My mom shows me some pamphlet and I'm like you srs want to go this way? There is nothing here. We are in Iran, lets go see some cities or something, but not these sports fields. But there is a picture of some playground, and I thought there will be some gym equipment and I'm srs upset that my mom wants to do that.
6.12.15 Still night shifts, so sleeping from noon till 9-10 pm. Except today, because I had to go to my second job after first one. Got home at 1 pm, bed at 3 pm - 9:45. Bunch of dreams 1. A child slides down the stairs that look like stone stairs in my moms apartment. He slides head first and his head hits the floor 2-3 times. I feel bad, even when I didn't do it. 2. I'm on a wooden deck, very high up in the sky. It's attached to some building. The deck is overlooking a bay and I can see in the distance the Liberty Island and Statue of Liberty. I'm taking a picture of a child with the statue, then I ask him to take mine. More people are there, just sitting, wrapped in blankets and coats because it's windy. 3. I point to an apartment overlooking the bay in New York. I show it to this kid. Tell him either me or him has to move there. It belongs to the owner of New York sports team. I'm sad we have to separate, and I know he is too. 4. I'm walking on the edge of grassy playing field. Lots of people to my left, playing all kinds of sports and games. It's the Olympic games. People in white uniforms playing with volleyball, showing off their skills. But the game is not volleyball. As I'm walking, I realize the games are televised and I wonder what will people think seeing me on TV, why am I there, how do I look and if it's even legal for me to be waling there. But I'm sure it is. 5. Now I'm walking on the edge of the water. There are some puddles on the walk path and I see bunch of marine animals in them. There is a beautiful and huge octopus, and another one, smaller. One of the tentacles is hanging out of the water. Tons of soft coral, anemonies, crabs, I don't want to step on anything, and don't wanna be grabbed by the octopus. I pull out my phone and want to take picture of them. Looking for an angle where sun is not reflecting off the surface, but I can see what's under water. I see that few times when sun shines right through. Have to wait for it few times because it's kinda cloudy and clouds are moving fast.
6.11.15 afternoon sleep 3 pm - 6pm Woke up from a dream with OpheliaBlue. I said yeeey, recalled it and fell asleep again. Now all I remember is that we were standing side by side, doing something, like cooking or fixing.
6.5.15 Afternoon sleep 12:30pm-6:40 pm I notice a small bump on my left hand pointy finger. There is something in it. I pull it out and its some kind of a tiny fly, like a gnat. Tiny black body, long legs. It's all wet from the fluid in my bump. As I'm holding it in the tweezers, it dries off, spreads it's wings and now it's a tiny butterfly. I can clearly see the antenae, larger upper and smaller lower wings. It has dark read, brownish and black pattern. Someone walks up to me and I tell him with alarm that this thing just came out of my finger. That's when it flies away. I know I have to catch it or it will lay it's eggs in somebody again. I take a swat but miss. I finally pinch it mid-air with my left thumb and pointy finger. I feel two stings, one on each finger. I'm like great, now I have 2 bites. That person that walked up to me earlier, I can't decide if its a male or female. I think it's both, he/she is a friend but I'm cautious with him/her. He starts squeezing my finger to get the deposit out and puss and some blood is squirting out. I think I still should go to a doctor to get some antidote for the parasite. (I dedicate this dream to a friend who likes to watch bot fly larvae removal videos)
6.4.15 Afternoon sleep 3pm - 7:30pm DR1 I'm outside and it's very foggy. Can't see a thing. I hear rustling all around. Something is coming from straight ahead. I aim my rifle, hoping to bag some animal for food. It's coming closer, I can see some dark shape through the fog now. But still can't make it out. It comes bit closer. Now I can tell, that its a black stallion. He is kicking the ground with his hooves. I'm not gonna shoot him. He looks so pretty in the fog. Bit to the right, something large is running through the fog. Huge animals. Bison. I count 3 of these majestic beast. I ran to the house to get my camera and alert others. Bison don't live in this area, so it's a huge surprise. DR2 Bad dream with OP reflecting waking life.
5.25.15 bed 11:20 am - 9:45pm with 3 or so potty breaks First time in a while I remember dreams from the whole time I was asleep. DILD? I'm walking on a street and I see a pink bunny, no fur, walking on his front legs, upside down. I stop in my track and stare at him. He asks me something like "what you looking at?" and I say "are you for real?". He just looks at me as it is for me to figure it out. I ask him "am I dreaming?" and I look at my hands. I say "yes, I am dreaming" and I remember how just that night before bed I wanted to get lucid. I don't remember any strong happiness. But I didn't have that in some of my later DILDs either. So I immediatelly leave the scene and start climbing up on the outside of a house. It's like from fairy tales. Lots of wooden design on the house so it's easy to find a foothold and grab something with hands. I easily climb to the top. I look to another house adjacent to this one. That one is modern, concrete and glass. I stick my head in the open window and say :hello, anybody home?" while I know they are home. I look down and I'm 3 stories high, so I know it will startle them. I start talking about how I like their light colored furniture that has some dark streaks in it. They tell me they could pick that one on one with pink streaks, but I lose interest and leave. Not sure if still lucid here, probobly not. But me and my dad are building a flying machine out of kitchen chairs. Just attaching 2 behind each other, powered by dream power. I think we actually take it for a spin, or I just describe to him how it would be to be flying. NEXT dream I'm with many people. One of them is my friend from school, with some elements from Ophelia. I'm asking her if she still has the "wow" moment when she gets lucid, and she says yes. I'm still trying to figure out if I the previous dream was lucid. We talk about lucids for a while. Someone is giving a lecture while we sit at the tables and talk some more. There were more dreams, but I only commited these to memory.
5.21.15 Yesterday during my day sleep, towards the end. 1pm-10pm I'm standing on top of some dark wood stairs, outdoors. A girl starts to tumble down the stairs in a neat roll, as if rolled in a carpet or something. On the bottom of the stairs she turns right to some dirt and grass area. I see an opening in the ground and as I think omg she is gonna fall in there, she stops on the ledge of it and then she rolls inside. I ran there and look inside. It's an about 45 degree slope. Not too steep, looks like a dirt cave inside. She stopped on the middle of the slope and behind her to my surprise I see 3 people sleeping in sleeping bags, as on a camping trip. I reach out and I can barely reach her to grab her hand. I try to anchor myself at the opening with my feet and I hope someone will hold my feet so we both don't fall even deeper. I want to tell her something, but I figure I better have her stay there not moving, in case of spinal injury. I will wait like that till rescuers come. Now I'm inside of the cave. There is a door to the left, that I have noticed already before. It has a handwritten note on it, but I can't see the letters. Suddenly the whole wall changes into a giant screen and I see 2 people stepping out to the balcony. I immediatelly know those are dangerous leaders of this cult that I fell into and kinda discovered their secret. I am told that I'll be tortured, but no reason given. The dream ends here, I think I woke up. Too bad, because I like intense dreams, where I know I'm safe despite of the plot.
5.16.15 Finally had a night off last night, after 11 days working straight and 65 hour work week. I slept for 12 hrs from 3pm yesterday till 3 am today, then 2 hr WBTB to WILD and slept 2 more hours. Had a dream of me WILDing. Can't decide if low level LD or a non-ld. Especially since my LDs and transitions had changed so drastically lately. Som I'm WILDing, when I realize I don't have to wait for any sign, just stand up and walk away. I'm happy that I remembered and I do just that. I get outside of my window, which is on the second floor and start climbing up on the roof, which I always loved doing in my dreams. Now that I think of it, it proly was a LD, because I just remembered I was worried that it will be over before I reach the roof. I got up and saw that everything is covered in fog and the city in the distance was barely visible. I rejoiced and remembered how much I loved doing that - watching the world from the roof. (I never done it in WL, btw) So I sit down and watch the world. When it fades, I get out of bed again and climb up the roof again. I find my old collection of metal pins that for some reason my dad hid on the roof. Someone tells me he was selling them off to support his habit while I was overseas.
5.15.15 My dream recall has hit rock bottom last few weeks, and no lucids either. I have to figure out how to LD when working night shifts. Had these 2 dreams last 2-3 days. Spider I'm looking at a brown spider. Big, brown-grey body, velvet looking. Bare, skinny legs. He is walking on the floor. I remember seeing him at the store I work at. (only now that I'm awake I don't think I saw him at work). I try to capture him in a plastic see-through cup and release him outside. I got him in the cup but he is not cooperating, haha. Running up the walls, over the lip, and I loose sight of him few times. Btw, we are in some old building. When I see him, he is on my hand. He has some faded cross on his back, llike the spider we call Knight of the Cross. I think he is venomous. So he gets on my hand and I have no choice but to sqash him. But just before he manages to bite me. I'm showing the double-fanged, bloody bitemark to someone. The welder. This was very interesting. I'm watching a welder from just 3 feet away. He has thick gloves and safety shield on the face, and heat resistant attire.Welding machine in one hand and piece of metal in other. As he puts the metal to the large piece of metal, it starts to melt. I realize, that large bottom metal must be very hot. He draggs his hand in the glove accross the bottom metal sheet slowly, as he is applying small metal piece and heating it up with the flame. I realize that his gloved hand is dragging on something very hot and I find it kinda scary, what if it got burned through. Then I see on the part of the glove that touches the welding piece, there is something like thick velcro. The plastic spikes are not allowing the glove to touch the hot metal, but giving his hand support so he could weld straight. The plastic spikes are not conducting heat as much as a full contact glove would. I realize it's a great invention. Also, this idea is now patented.
Last night bed around 8:30 pm - 3:40 am, when I switched to sofa to WILD, but fell asleep. Woke up at 7 am, WBTB till 7:24 when I took 3x300mgs of Alpha GPC and 1x4mgs of GM. Nothing. DR For some reason I'm back at the house I used to live at and same people are still living there. I see a black, cottony, foggy entity oozing out of a vent on top of the wall, just below the ceiling. I'm scared, but I walk up to it and project love while thinking and saying I love you, you are good. I hope for it to disappear. But it doesn't and I know it's because I don't really feel love for this mean entity. I decide to leave the house immediatelly, even though I was suppose to leave tomorrow. I go outside to my car. It's late in the day, overcast, starting to rain, gonna be dark soon. I have a 200 miles road ahead of me and I don't want to drive in rain and dark. And others are telling me to stay, since they didn't see the entity for a while. I decide to stay. Somehow I get in contact with this entity again. In order to leave others in the house alone, it proposes that it will torture me, and I agree to it. We walk through this huge house. Lots of different rooms. I like it, as I always like many rooms and doors in my dreams. We come to a room that's far enough from others and we decide to use it. He telepathically tells me what he want's to do to me. Things that would cause permanent damage. He is not playing around. So I suggest flogging, and he agrees. I'm glad I'm getting off "easy". We are about to start when someone walks in and talks to me as if nothing happend. I tell the entity to find another room. I come to a room with a deep pool inside of it. It's rather small, only maybe 10x5 feet, but it's deep. There are kids there and one of the girls starts walking on the water. She didn't notice it's a pool and she is slowly sinking till she goes to the bottom. Another kid jumps after her and I jump after both of them because I know that kid will not be able to save her. I make effort to swim to the bottom. It's like aquarium, all sandy and pebbly. I find one kid and take him to the surface and I yell for help. I realize I'm not yelling loud enough and no matter how hard I try I'm still not loud. Again, I swim with an effort to the bottom and get the other kid to the surface. I saw some other things on the bottom so I go and look. There are some broken child's glasses that are fixed with a tape to hold them together. And there is a square opening on the bottom of the pool that's lit up by a photograph or a picture of a girl. I know it's a picture of someone who drowned there before. Now that picture is going down that opening and I know she is at peace now. Wasn't really scary. I liked the house with many comfortable rooms. DR There is some kind of a room up on the scaffolding in shape of a train container car, only much much longer. It's a store, with only front side opened, no wall, no windows, nothing on the front. A customer asks if we have more of those blue blankets. I climb up on the stairs to the store and start looking for it. I find some blue sheets, but they are soiled with blood. I tell about that to another worker and she said it's probably Major Mike's who died there just prior to the sale. So i guess we are selling his things, or using his place? I ask if we ahve more blankets and they show me a very long room behind with hundreds of boxes and tell me it could be in one of them.
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