Turquoise Dreams

tonight
having
a
DILD

3.9.15

Last night bed around 9pm. Woke up at 5:47 and WBTB till 6:05

Woke up from a 40 min long lucid event at 7:30

At work, boss.

First I was getting some HH of me working in produce. Leveling the apple display, where the produce is in bags. I started moving my hands and when I realized that, it ended.

Next I'm drinking coffee, still at work, and I realize I'm still in a dream. I smile and walk away. My boss V is there and I'm happy to see him. This also ends.

Now I jumpstart my HH by seeing myself walking through the store, or rather seeing the store through my eyes as I'm walking through the store. It works. (finally I'm lucid at work). I see through the small window on our black doors what's on the other side, and Its still workplace and as I walk through it, I'm still there. I'm happy, because sometimes when I walk through the oor, I'm someplace else. I walk around and come to the front end. My boss V is there, looking like a younger version of himself and I hug him and tell him how much I appreciate him.

Then I walk up to a bagger with long hair, M, I think, and I tickle her butt. She turns around, but she doesn't see me. This is fun, so I do it few more times. I ask her if she really can't see me. Then I walk up to V and ask him if he really CAN see me, because it appears like he can.

Mirror ToTM - Advanced I

When this ends, I start to think about the mirror ToTM. I'm wondering where I'm gonna end up, maybe in the void, and how will I know.

I realize I'm still dreaming, get up and start looking for a mirror. I know we have one in the hallway, so I go to it. It's only about 2 feet in diameter and I had to get up on the shoerack to get closer. I gather up my courrage, because thoughts of "dangerous" mirrors cross my mind. But I tell myself I have seen mirror before and it was ok. So I look in the mirror and concentrate on my reflection. It's me, and it's not changing. I throw myself head first. I go through up to my waist, then I get stuck, because I have no leverige to push myself all the way. It ends here.

I'm in someone's house. I find a bathroom, I turn the lights on because it's a bit dark, and the lights switch on and it's bright now. I climb on the sink and go through the mirror feet first. It takes me to a children's bedroom. Windows on the left, door on the right. I choose the door. It opens up to bathroom. It's noticably cooler there and it smells like freshly cleaned bathroom. I like it. I open another door and it's blocked by some stuff. I realize thats the door I saw blocked when I appeared in that house.

I realize I'm still there so I open the door to my mom's bedroom, coz I know they have a long floor mirror behind the door. It's a bit darkish, like when curtains are closed. I flip the switch but this time it doesn't work. I step through the mirror feet first and I end up someplace I don't remember.

K from work; N. Cage; guns
I realize I'm still in a dream and I end up in front of a building. K from work is holding the door opened for me and motions me inside. There is some urgency in his behaviour, so I follow him. Another coworker is holding another door opened, and he closes it as if nothing happened as soon as we are through. I ask K what are we doing there. We come to a room and tehre is N. Cage in a bed, not happy that his girlfriend is on the floor with another girl and they are doing it. He is like "wth, I'm here, so what gives". His girlfriend is doing it from grudge. Oh, N. Cage has a blondish mustache, only underwear (I assume) and he is under white sheets.

Somehow I went throught the mirror again, and I'm in an empty smallish room. Two narrow and long windows on the left wall, high up, near the ceiling. I get out through them and I'm on the outside wall of the building, by the windows. As I'm climbing down, I see a gun holster in a cubby in the wall. I take it and continue going down. Then I remember, sometimes people hide guns outside their windows. so I look up and sure enough, in another cubby hole there is a very nice revolver. I take it ofc, and look up, and haha, there is a handgun in every cubby hole under every window. Needles to say, I take them all.

I get down to the ground and some bad guy is trying something. I stick the gun in his face and dare him to find out if it's loaded. We kinda end it there.

At some point I got some geometric HH on white background, which I didn't have in about a year. And I felt the telltale sign the buzzing and weird feeling in my head, that tells me lucid is coming.

I'm kinda happy, that I was not scared of mirrors. And that I didn't go for the first window, but I was opening doors and not scared doing that and being in a building.

I could have continued, but I felt I'm already forgetting some parts, so I got up to write it down.

2.28.15

Last night bed 7pm-3:20am

FA at 3:20
I set my coffee maker on auto, to start brewing at 3:20. I wake up to it brewing. My cat jumped on the bed as usually, I'm petting him and saying I have to get up now. But I lounge, and I guess fall asleep again for a second I wake up, and keep petting my cat, thinking it's time to get up coz coffee alarm. Then I hear it brewing. It happens normally, that after it finishis brewing, it still keeps heating up unless shut off, and it makes a few brewing sounds after done. So I'm thinking that's what's happening. But no, it starts to brew normally. I'm like whoa, FA, damned. I REALLY have to start RCing EVERY TIME I WAKE UP.

Monster in Romania
This was quite long and detailed, vivid. I retold it every time I woke up, but still, many details were lost by now.

I'm outside of a modern building, looking at a billboard. There is a head of a monster on it. Some kind of a dinosaur with thing on the head that looks like hair on one of the characters in Babylon5.

Funny thing, because I tried to explain that hair to someone in the dream, but all I could say that it's perpendicular to the head, stiff hair like (and I just now remembered the name - Lando from Babylon5).

Now I'm inside of that modern building. It's one story, lots of glass. We are in the visitors vestibule and we see through glass walls into the control center with lots of controlls and blinking lights. I know it's all a deceipt. This is the place where they defeated that monster and they are keeping it either alive or dead there, but the danger is not gone. They don't have it under full control.

So now the monster has escaped. We are running all over the place outside, and this is going on for a while.

Snake
I'm looking at my cat sitting outside. Suddenly I realize a huge snake is looking at him, just from few feet away. He is beautiful, yellow and bright green. His head is huge, with big yellow eyes. I wave my arms and start throwing small pebbles in his direction so he knows he is found out and so he goes away.

2.23.15

This just came to me.

I'm someplace with Ophelia. I have 2 rings right next to each other on my finger, and Ophelia has 2 as well. It occurs to me, that since we are both there, and we both have 2 rings, we should exchange one of them. So I have one she wore, and she has one I wore.


2. FA (3 days ago)

So I wanted to get up around 3 am, which is an hour earlier than normally. I wanted to work before I had to leave for another work. But I also realized I forgot to set my watch alarm and didn't put it next to my bed as usually.

So every time I woke up (and I was waking up often because didn't want to oversleep), I walked to the bathroom and on my way I checked the time on the cable box.

So in a dream:
I wake up, grab my watch from the usual place and push the button to backlight it to see the time. But the button doesn't work. I try few more times. Then I just get up, into my room, and decide to look out through my window.

While I'm looking at a grassy area, part of a parking lot, street lights on, night outside, nice a vivid colors, everything is quet and calm. I ahve a view from maybe fifth floor. I'm expecting some danger.

While at the same time, I also see my kitchen behind me and door opened to the walk-in closet, that is normally opened during day so my cat can sleep there. And I'm realizing, that if any danger comes, it will be from the closet, not outside.

The room, kitchen and door to the closet were same as in WL. The outside was not.

Just remembered this while reading an article about carrying weapons.

I'm in a large house, second story, last room. Someone is comming in the hallway, whisper-yelling at me "get your gun, get your gun", somebody is in the house. I try to tell her to hide, while I'm walking in the hallway to next room on the right, where my gun is. But I already hear the gunman coming upstairs, hollering "show yourself now, or I'm gonna start killing people".

I know we have no time to hide or get my gun, so I put my hands up and tell him "i'm coming out, don't hurt anybody".

Moral of the story: If you have a gun, have in on you, ffs.

2.9.15 Last night bed around 11 pm

Up today at 7:35

8:30 Took 2x Alpha GPC

Was gona take my last 2 pills of GM at 9:25, but there is some construction going on, so I didnt want to waste it. Besides, I wanted to see if alpha GPC choline would work just by itself. And also, I used to WILD like this daily and gotten DEILDs to wazoo. And what do you know, it worked.

Mantras as falling asleep:
I look at my hands and realize I'm dreaming
When I see I get up
Nosexnosexnosex

As I was falling asleep, I was thinking of the TOTMs and that I forgot to read what they are. I remembered the "microwave yourself" that I didn't like last time, so I decided to redo my Valentines cards from last time. I imagined opening a mailbox and there would be a note simply folded up, or just a postcard, so don't even need to unfold.

Also, I fed my cats so they can poop and fall asleep before my attempt. It worked. But my boy still found me about 10 min into it and jumped on me. He absolutely loves my new bath robe that I'm wearing for these attempts, coz it has a badass hood that I pull over my eyes.

I started to feel buzzing in my head as I usually do pretty soon, and was still up when church bells rang at 10am.

Woke up at 11:50 after a longass lucid.

Valentine Cards 2
Don't remember how I got lucid. I started walking through this neghborhood with highrises on the left, and grassy area on the right. That's where I saw a red mailbox. Those typical US ones, standing on a pole. I figured this will be as good as any and I opened it. Now I was in a room with others watching me opening the cards. They were all of the same type. Like those kids give eachother at school with a piece of candy. Just a simple folded card, white and pink.

At some point I was amazed and pleased how long this lucid is getting.

I started opening them and read them all carefully. Looked for who it is for and from whom. They were all so funny. Mix of english and german. One made me laugh, all in german, something about miene liebe, shiezen,...

I tried to hard to remember them. But before that, I was gonna take a notebook and write them down so I remember them when I wake up, but I realized it won't work, haha. So after I read like 7 of them, I found those first ones and reread them again, amazed that the text is the same as was first time. And lol, one card was from me.

Flying
I was in a 3 story house. Walking all over, getting yelled at by some woman for walking on her sofa with my shoes. I went on a balcony and floated down to the one below and then next one. Just to amaze the people there. One kid asked me if I can tell him how I do it. I took his hand, tied him to me, and I took him to float with me.

Then I was flying in swimming fashion, when I realized I don't have to do that. I can just "stand" in the air and move my upper body just a bit in the direction I want to go. Kinda like a hummingbird. So I did that. I was surprised on the speed and hight and lack off effort.

At some point, maybe before I started flying, I was on the ground trying to lift off, but couldn't. I felt the normal gravity and it just wasn't letting me fly. So I closed my eyes and cleared my mind (wtf) and with my thoughts I started hovering. Someone said "see, thats how you do it".

So as we are flying with this kid on a string behind me, I notice he is getting sleepy. I ask him about it and he is falling asleep. I take him in my arms and hold him like a baby and tell him I'm gonna find him a chair.

Come to a place like outdoor caffee. 2-3 tables. I eyeball a chair that has a pack of cigaretts on it, but I think it's bag of candy, till I look closer. Obama sitting in the next chair tells the guy "don't you see who this is? Give her your chair." So I put the kid in the chair and we fly off again.

It wasn't a very high lucidity lucid, and who knows, maybe that's why it lasted this long. But I remembered my goals, how to do things, and it was awesome.

alpha GPC 2x300 mgs 7:35am
GM 2x4 mgs 8:27 am and straight to bed

Woke up at 10 from totms, tried for more and slept for 27 more minutes

Read the TOTM thread before bed. Now that I woke up, I got a twinge of fear if I remembered them or if my mind just made them up.

As I layed down on my sofa, I start feeling "dreamy" in just a few minutes. Even with one of my cats sleeping between my feet, and another one jumping on and off me the whole time.

Don't remember every detail from these lucids, since the whole thing lasted 2 hrs.

I did lots of flying. Saw the moon finally and aimed for it. It was hanging low in the sky and had the spots in the right places. It was getting bigger as I was coming closer. There was something written on it. I remember "recruiter 444 (this was a phone number, but remember only first 4 digits).

Few times when I stood up I wasn't even sure if I'm asleep or awake. So I was exiting the windows with as much caution as you can have when jumping out of them, haha.


1. Candy
I start feeling like I'm in a dream and I stand up. I come to a werehouse type of a store. I realize it's full of candy and I remember the TOTM. There is a black guy in grey hoodie on his head, putting product on the hanging rack. I ask him what is his favorite candy and what would he recommend. He says something, but is not very talkative. So I ask him if "this" one is good and I point to the candy in shape and size of a nerf ball, hanging on the rack.

There is 4 of them in the package. He says yeah, it's a good one. I grab it and pinch off a fistsize. It's rubbery like gummy candy and it stretches. I put it in my mouth and it tastes like old fashioned gummies. Sooo good. I break off 3-4 more fistfulls and eat them all. The candy is starting to show different colored layers underneath.

I ask him how much do I owe him and he says something like 2.50. I get in his face and ask him "are you sure you want me to pay you with money?"

(I promised myself while falling asleep that I will avoid sex)

2. Valentine card
I stand up and start walking outside of my apartment. I'm with someone, so I tell him that I want to check out those mail boxes. There are some metal boxes on the wall, and I pretend those are mine, in case I wake up too soon. But there is something wrong with them, I forgot what was it

So I decide to walk a bit and get to "mine" mailbox. I come to it and as I normally do, I pull out my keys. First I pick a car key to save time, and I'm thinking it's just a dream, so it should work. But it doesn't. So I find my real mailbox key. But that doesn't work either, the key doesn't fit, just like first time. I see some handles on them and I'm thinking maybe they will just open if I pull. I pull on the handle and it opens all the mailbox doors. They are wooden inside and completely empty. I open another row and also empty, except small baggie like for a ring or something. I'm hoping for a rolled up paper in it with a note, but I don't remember what was in it.

3. Gold chains
I start walking, looking for trouble. I see a kid with gold chain and I decide to take it from him. I see two grown ups nearby and I know they are kid's family. I'm hoping to provoke a fight. I take the chain and I walk to the adult males. They both have 3-4 gold chains on them. I have a feeling they are italian mafia. As I'm walking there, they start throwing the gold on the ground towards me. One guy walks towards me.

Spoiler for explicit:

I pull his pants down and start sucking him off. His black tool is already erect. I'm thinking ok, but when is it gonna be my turn?

4. Stadium dormitory
I wake up what can be described as a stadium, with beds next to each other as in a dormitory. Some are sleeping, some are walking around. I tell somebody to get me a notebook to record my lucids before I forget.

5. School
I'm walking around the school. Come to a room with huge window. Cafeteria or library is on the other side. Lots of chairs and people sitting there. One row of tables it turned differently and older people are sitting there, watching the crowd. Must be the teachers.

Took 2x300mgs of alpha GPC
2x GM which has 200 mgs of choline at 8am

heard the church bell at 9, when head sensations started
woke up at 9:48 from lucid event

head sensations start one hour after GM, trying to get up, can't, roll out, but can only partially, it's fun to keep trying, not frustrating at all, kinda loling to myself

kept thinking "open your eyes and see" like ophelia does it, because it was always dark or pitch black

once I started to open my left eye but saw what looked like waking life (had the hood of my bathrobe over my eyes, and saw the bottom portion was bright, where I could see from underneath) so I quickly closed it and LD continued. Now I'm thinking that could have been LD as well, next time I'll just open it. Since if in SP, should not be able to open real eyes.

sunrise, reflection in window, surprised - town at dark, wanting to get it brighter, saying something, sun coming up as leaving town, looking back at town when edge of it reached, caught a reflection of sun in a window and it surprised the heck of me, coz was so real life, and I didn't expect it, skies getting brighter and clouds picking up orange hue, so beautifull, started to cry

hill, resistance, fighter jets, bombs with parachutes, rolling bombs, bombed out building, low ceiling with metal wire ceiling, perimeter head-with space to stand up, hole in a wall
we are on a hill and see figher jets coming from behind the hill, kinda slow, and they drop some bombs that come down on parachutes. They didn't detonate and we are relieved. But then they open up and small can like bombs start rolling down the hill towards us.

checking for my dick but dark, checking again, I feel it, one longer one shorter for balls, limp, not well formed, checking for "other eqipment" it's still there
I remembered I wanted to see what's 'down there" in a lucid. So I put my hand into my pants and pull down the front a bit. I feel a penor, about 5-6", kinda skinny and limp. There is another one, smaller, I figure that's the ballz, error in rendering, haha.

Next time I check again, same thing. This time I wanna try and change it. So I make it longer, till it's hanging out from my hands, like a foot and a half long, haha. Still kinda limp, and bumpy as in skinnier then wider and skinnier again and it's like that on the whole length. Kinda disgusting. I figure i test it out, so I grab a guy in red shirt and glasses, short blond hair. He is like wut? I push him to the ground, pull his pants down and test my equipment. It works.

I try to see if I can feel some pleasure from it and I can, but it's not the same.

walking on streets, into building, guys eating at wooden tables

dark shadow approaching as a fog on a ground, not scared at all and saying it loud

trying to remember TOTM but I know I didn't read the new thread, trying to remember older ones, but can't

checking my hands, 5-6 on left, but all sideways, right has standing up, but shorter and longer, fixing them up

sleeves and shirt is blue scientist-engineer, working on some gadget with others

clapping hands, checking them again, saying something loud, feeling my real throat rumbling

my room but previous one with high window

was looking for the moon to go there, but didn't see it, twice

There were no transitions at all. Just one continuing event.

1.26.15

Last night bed around 8 pm.

DR:
I'm leavin a managers apartment, after me and some kids with me slept over there for some reason. As I'm leaving, 3 men are coming to her place. I recognize one of them as a famos actor, but I can't remember his name. He looks like a cross between Liam Neesen and James Franco.

He recognizes me as an actress and he is kinda happy to see me. He is telling everybody inside about me. I'm telling him to stop, because I didn't tell anybody about me being an actor and he is embarrasing me. But he continues doing it. (this is from me convo with OpheliaBlue in irc last night, when we talked about my other job and I didn't wanna say too much. And Ophelia was saying that I play in the movies).

I'm looking for the manager now to thank her that she let us sleep over there. I see her few times but she disappears. I fnaly find her and she doesnt want to look at me and she tells me she has chicken pox, and she is not happy I stayed there, I should have asked, because she doesn't want us getting sick.

I'm walking through some rooms now, looking for kids that came with me, so we can leave. The place is dirty and as I look at my shoe, I see a tiny white inchworm. (This is from the gif OpheliaBlue either posted or commented on in irc - Inchworm Boy).

DR:
I walk into a movie theater. It's rather small, and it's bright. The screen is blank, for some reason, the movie is not playing. There is some technical issues people are saying. They start leaving.

1.19.15

Last night bed round 11pm - 7:40am, then 11am.

DR from day before:

I'm in someones house. Looking at the map, trying to find a way out of there. It's a new place, never been there before, and I don't know how to get back home from there. We are turning the map all kinds of ways, but it still doesn't show what we need.

So I go out on the balcony, which now looks like my mom's place. I'm talking to someone below. I'm naming streets like Moldon or Moulten, and Beltway. Now I know at least first few streets and I should be ok.

I'm going down to the garage and my car is blocked by things. Some people there make some stupid remarks. I first let it go, but then I reply to them and I immediately regret it. I should have let it go.

(I was looking at google maps that day and before, and those are real street names, or very close to them)

DR Last night:

I'm in a huge apartment building, that looks like that superstructure in latest Dredd movie. Lots of corridors, doors, people. But friendly athmosphere. I have a feeling we are all new there, just came there from some other place.

There is a rumor that president Obama is coming to visit us and welcome us. His people are already there. Some lady is showing us how to set our phones so we can take pictures. She wants to do it on my phone, but I tell her I can do it.

I see a room with tables in long lines, white tablecloth, plates and glasses, flower centerpieces. I had no idea they had prepared it.

Now we see 3 black cars coming by ar hight rate of speed. It's him. The car door opens and I'm hoping it will take him a second to get out, while his security guys check it out outside, so I have time to pull out my camera.

Now he is walking, I can see him clearly. He looks very focused, in black suit.

He is suppose to talk to all of us individually. It's my turn. So I go and sit at a table opposite to him. He looks so real. His face, body, voice, manners. He is asking me some questions and I'm answering. I'm not nervous, I know it's a good thing to talk to him. Then he takes off his jacket and he is rolling up his sleeves on a white dress shirt. I know my "interview" is over and I say thank you for the conversation. He is ready to talk to the public. Some video is shown, and he takes that time to talk to some other people, which now is my mom's turn. I know she is asking him to help me. I'm like whoa, not embarrasing at all.

(Obama dream, because I saw his twitter on Ophelia's twitter account)

1.15.14

Last night bed at 11pm

Just before bed, I was talking with Ophelia, how far I live from the ocean. I said about an hour, but I have not seen it in years I love the ocean.

DR:
I'm at the shoreline and the huge blue ocean is infront of me. It's a surprise and I'm so happy. The water is rather dark, but very pretty blue. I start running into the water, while laughing with joy, yelling how happy I am. I put my hands in a water as I'm running and I yell how great the air smells like, salty, like ocean. The waves are a bit choppy, but I'm still only less than knee deep. So happy. : D

1.13.15

Last night bed around midnight.

Last week or so, I have been having lots of dreams every night. I wonder if it's because I had beer before bed (vitamin B).

DR1

I'm in some kind of an underground corridor. My boss from work is there, working, pulling some kind of a cart, as we do often at work.

There is a guy by a metal box, and two women are asking him, if he is sure he can lift it, because it weighs 35 pounds. He is suppose to install it on the wall. So he is standing on some box, then he lifts this metal box above his head and tries to hang it on some hooks on the wall. He almost has it, but one corner is not secured yet and he is losing strength. The box slips and hits him on a side of his head. He falls backwards to the ground. As he is falling, the box hits him in the chest. He breathes in and out loudly about 5 times and stays quiet. I'm standing behind the corner now. I see my boss approaches him trying to help. I think he has died. But boss says no.


DR2
I'm in a very small room, 20x20 feet. There are some wooden benches without backrests and some people sitting on them. I'm drinking from a wooden cup. I don't like the drink, and there is stuff on the bottom, like hair and leftovers from previous drinks. I complain to someone, but I have a feeling I shouldn't, because we are slaves. They say those are just seeds, and really, I put my hand in the cup and pull out a fistfull of tiny seeds that looks like inside of a fig.

There was a third one, and I should have typed it while I remembered.

Sunday Jan 11, 2015

Last night bed around 9pm.

I have been having dreams last few nights, what seems like all night. But waking up every time just a bit too late to remember anything that can be put into words.

Yesterday:

DR1:
I'm in a house, when we notice there is a fire in the next room. Flames are shooting out from some opening in the wall. I'm looking for an extinguisher, but all I find is some water. I start throving it on the fire through this small hole and it's working.

DR2:
I'm outside, sitting on some benches or chairs, by some small stores. Suddenly there is a black smoke coming out of one of them. I think store is empty, but a bunch of us run up there to help people get out and to stop the fire.

Last night:
DR1
We are living in a single story house by a huge lake. Water comes up all the way to the house. The surface is very calm, like a mirror. Somebody who lives there wants to do something with the lake and I say yes. So she put a thin seethrough plastic layer on top of the water. So it looks like a lake, but you can walk on it. I walk on it, where water is only few inches deep, just barely enough to cover up some rocks that have green moss all over them.

There is some large party and I tell someone to go walk on water and surprise the guests.

We are standing outside, admiring some birds sitting in a tree with flowers. I want to take a picture but they all fly away and with tons of other birds alrady in the air start circling above. I know what's coming as I hear soft thuds all over the place. We are getting bombarded by bird poop. I look at my left arm and it has dozens of tiny white-grey lines of poop on it. I'll walk inside to shower.

Now there is 3 of us, walking someplace. I ask where, and we are going to visit friend K's mom V. I realize I'm still covered in poop and i say I can't go. I turn back, and when they want to turn back with me, I tell them to keep going.

DR2
I'm standing someplace on a higher ground, looking down at some "wading" pools. In one with beatuful turquoise color, water only ankle deep. Another pool adjacent to that one is knee deep.

Lots of dreams, happy.

12.29.14

Last night bed 10ish - 8:30ish

Woke up few times last night, recalling dreams, and retelling them each time so I imprint them on waking life memory.

DR1

I'm traveling in a tour bus on a busy street in Bangkok. Side streets are rather narrow, full of small shops and people. Another large bus drives up along our and comes very close. It's red and I'm thinking that it will sideswipe us. In a few seconds it sure does. Comes even closer and sideswipes us.

Now I get a 3. person view from behind and above. I see the other bus pushing ours to the left and onto another sidestreet. I'm thinking "I hope that's not the one with river in the middle of it" and I have a feeling I have walked those streets before, that's how I know. And yes, as I see the bus being pushed to the sidestreet, now I have persepective both from the bus and from 3.person view, I see the river in concrete banks and my bus is on the sidewalk next to the river, still traveling.

I'm telling people to get ready for emergency exit, in case we get into the water. I see an axe type of a tool hanging above the left window and I look to the right if I see another one there, and I do. I point them out to others to use them to break the windows if we need to.

Now we have stopped. Someone is pushing the emergency door to open in the back of the bus - like on school busses. It doesn't budge so I kick it open. We get out.


DR2

I'm with others out in the fields. We can see a city in the distance. It's San Franciso. I tell someone to go for a jog with me to the city. My eyes zoom in and follow a dirt path along the field and a river to the bridge and to the city.

Thursday 12.25.14

DR from Wednesday

Woke up to a random skype boop at 3:30am and remembered these dreams:

1.
We are skyping with Ophelia. Then I'm at her place. Her son is at the front door waiting to be let in. Bf is walking towards the bedroom to take a nap. Ophelia is in the kitchen getting ready to go shopping.

2.
I'm standing on some kind of a long berm. On the left side there are some single story, village type houses. Instead of the yard, they are surrounded by clear water lakes or lagoons. I can clearly see to the bottom, where there is a lots of fallen leaves, tree roots and such. I want to swim in that so bad.

There is a large trash container on the berm. It's one of those they give to apartment buildings. Big metal thing. It starts to roll. It's heading to the end of the berm, which ends in a clif over seaside resort's beach and people on it.

A truck catches up with the trashcontainer and nudges it to the left. Container rolls down the berm into that clear water.

3.
I'm screaming my head off calling my dad. Same as I used to when I woke up from a nightmare as a child. I'm screaming, but quietly.