Turquoise Dreams

This at night.

I'm sitting in a small room in one room apartment with a woman and a man. Man walks to the door and he says "oh man, look at this worm". I'm like "how it got there?" He replies that maybe from some potted house plants.

I'm thinking it's gotta be big, since all those exotic worms are. It starts coming closer to me when he tries to chase it out. I say to him not to chase it towards me. I get a good look at it. It's maybe a foot long (30 cm), shape of a question mark with his head raised. He has a tuft of hair on his head and large eye. He is moving like a slithering sea horse. I grab a piece of cardboard and shoo him away. I can feel him impact it and I can tell he is heavy.

He hides in some bushes and the girl with me sticks her hand in there to look for him. I'm like "you gotta be crazy sticking your hand where you can't see".



This dream from few days ago.
I'm sitting on a low metal roof. I prop myself up with my hands to jump down. What I didn't notice was some flat metal sticking out vertically. It cut both my palm. I go to a guy who is a doctor to ask him if that needs stiches. It's not even bleeding and only thin red line suggests that I have a cut. But he bends my palms and as they separate you can tell they are cut almost all the way through. He probes the wound with his thumb and it gets all messy and bloody. i wonder why, when it's clear it's a big wound.
(few days ago we talked about thumb/palm rc and how I can't do that anymore because it became so real and bloody and painful)

Last night's dream:

I open the fridge and one egg in there has a visible beak and two more protrusions, like a bird and his wings are getting too big for the egg. I get a very bad feeling, as if I abandoned my pet for a long time, as if I should have taken care of this much sooner.

I pull the egg out, set it on table, and the shell starts to peel to reveal a tiny bird. He flies out immediatelly, his wings so tiny and still wet, in my mind it's almost impossible for him to fly.

He lands on a groound where someone almost steps on him, then he lands on my shoulder, recognizing me as his mom.

Later there is a child, maybe 2-4 years old who is the bird at the same time.

Dreams during today's afternoon nap.
I'm walking down the street, towards the small store we used to frequent. I just got home from long time being away. I walk in the store and have to ask where the frozen items are, because I want an icecream.

Now I am on the edgo of some water. The man made edge is higher up over the water level, like in a swimming pool. But water seems to be ocean. I really want to go in there to join my brother, especially since it's so hot and I love the water. But I'm affraid of sharks.

There are some indeginous people there and some kind of priest is coming. I'm begging them to hide me because I'm scared I'll be singled out to be the only stranger there.

Off today, so I did a morning nap.

6:34 - 2x300 mg Alpha GPC
7:36 - 2x4mg pure Galantamine
nap, slept till 10:30

My cat wanted to lay on me but he won't unless I have a blanket on me. It was too hot for that but I put a sheet on my legs. He is my good luck WILDing charm, plus I love when he purrs when he sleeps on me. He left to eat then came back, just when I was about to turn to my left side, like last 4 times, 3 times out of I got a WILD. But soon he left again and I turned and got lucid.

I had my new cheapo eyemask on like last few times. Oh, I did something new this time and last time. I just read in I think Yuschaks book, that he imagines bending his legs in knees on exhale and straightens them on inhale. Kind of an RC which lets him know when he is dreaming.

I did the same and also lifting my arm up and down. And I saw my arm move at some point later on, but I was too far gone to realize it deeper than just a passing thought.

I was in some kind of a building and ofc I jumped out the first window I saw. I started falling towards a large body of water. I thought oh no, not water, but it was too late. I hit the surface and I willed myself to go deeper. Water was a bit murky but I got to the bottom soon. It was featurless, other than sand and some sand rocks. I thought "what about sharks" and I spotted a few large fish. But I wasn't scared.

On the beach now. Sand has large grain and small pebbles. I remember what I read in Yuschaks book just yesterday. When he doesn't have good vision, he concentrates on looking at something in detail. But he can't stop moving, so he is jumping in place while he is looking at details of something till his vision is back. So I picked up a handfull of beach sand and was staring at it intently. Then I remembered I should keep moving so I started clapping my hands and jumping in place while looking at the sand.

Somehow I got out and entered a large barge parked on the shore. I went through a corridor with many doors, thinking how I don't really like doors or indoors. But I thought maybe I'll find somehing interesting. I started opeing the doors, looking for some DCs. I forgot all about the TOTMs and all I could think of a DC to get laid.

All the rooms are completely empty, not a single DC. Finally there is someone sitting on a bed but it turns into a chick just as I approach. I'm think "oh really, shucks" but at this point I don't really care. We get into it.

Now I'm on a different bed with many older man around. I was just sold to this old Greek for half a milion. I wanna ask "half a milion of what? drachma"? but I hold my tongue.

Off today, so slept from 9pmish last night till 6:30am today.

Recall one long dream.

DR 6:30am
I have practiced flying for a long time. I jump up in the air and when coming down, I'm trying to slow down my descent and feel how air under my feet is getting denser. (this is the sense I'm getting in a dream)

I jumo up and when coming down, I stop descending maybe half a foot above ground. It feels like standing on a magnet with pole that pushes me away.

I do it a few time and the feeling is amazing. I show this to some kids and they show it to their parents. They grab my arm and pull me horizontally through the air.

It's interesting that every time I jump and then I get to the top point of the jump I stop my descend with power of my mind.

I used to take flight like this as a child in my dreams. I jumped up and started flapping my arm, pushing hard against the air under my hands. I did this few times, till the air under my flapping arms felt much thicker and was able to keep me in the air.

I kinda wanna try it right now, haha.

Second entry for today. First were 3 dreams from tonight, this is for

LUCID Basic TOTM - Microscope

Sleep 9:20pm-6:30am

7:25 am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC
8am - 2x4mg pure Galantamine
8am - nap
11:30 - woke up after a long lucid and lots of non-lucids after

After falling asleep for a while and imagining my body sitting up or turning, I turned to my left side. I was preparing myself for a task - I wanted to find an airplane, grab a hold of it's wing and fly with it like that, and look into a window, wave to passengers, and even get into a plane. I got into a WILD.

TOTM:
I'm flying through a building with large rooms and halls. Looks like byzantine style. Lots of arches and arched ceilings, windows without glass.

Had a feeling it's some department store situated in historic building. After lots of exploring as I'm flying through a doorway, I see a salesperson and I remember the looking through microsope task. I ask her where does she keeps her microscope. She says right under her desk. We walk over there and she looks for it for a while. It looks different than I expected when she sets it on a desk. She says I need to put my finger into a little hole so the device can collect my DNA. I'm like no way, I'm not doing that. She grabs a needle, pokes her finger with it and literraly pulls out a tiny string of DNA, haha.

I look into the microscope, not knowing what to expect. There is just blackness at first, then a black and white face of young Harry Potter appears. I'm like pffft, realy?

After thisI get to some house. I'm feeling frisky and I'm following two boys in hope of getting some action. Second scenario with same goal - I'm in some private show rooms, something like a bordello. Someone is trying to talk me into being a performer, but I'm worried I'll be recognized. So they offer to put me into a full body suit with a face mask and all. I agree to that.

I don't remember the last non lucids I had before waking up.

I'm off today so slept 9:20pm - 6:30 am

Had 3 distinct dreams.

DR1 10:53pm
I am in a huge place. It's a shape of a swimming pool, with all corners rounded and it's made from yellow/brow/greenish dirt and sand. Has a feel of foundry or some other place that has huge machinery and railings on the floor, walls and a ceiling and deals with molten metal. Somehow I'm flying near the ceiling, or I'm on some machinery being taken to the other end of this room. Trying to figure out something, how to fit some equipment to the one already there or something like that.

DR2 2:57am
I'm looking at some emails that were lost till now. They were send in May (I know in a dream it's already August) but they were delivered just now. I'm reading them. One says something about mom of some kids not being comfortable with some social events done on behalf of her kids.

6:30am
I'm with a large group of people in New York. They seem to be owners of some grocery store and other ultra rich people. I don't feel right among them, they seem to think I belong there. One older lady speaks to me in Yiddish and I'm thinking now they will realize I'm not one of them.

Everybody has a bike now and they give me a different bike. It's ultra slim frame and wheels. They are designed for street races. I'm testing it out as we all start to bike as a group. I'm testing the hand breaks, righ is the back and left is the front brake. I keep my feet down a bit before I sit on the seat to see if it's not too high. We bike through some snow and ice and kids are playing street ice hockey there. Looks like a sports park, because another group of bikers come in opposite direction so I'm not worried that we will disturb the players. I clearly see the snow and ice on the ground and I wonder why, since it's not winter.

Bed at 7pm last night, slept till 3am. Recalled 3 dreams at night when going potty, and one at work later on.

DR 1 - 11pm
Long dream being at work, tediously looking through dozens of boxes for the right product and right code.

1:20am - DR 2
Looking out the window I see some mountains in the distance and I'm trying to figure out what that noise is. Then I see a steep mountain with steep green sides that blows it's top in violent explosion. Heavy smoke, fire, and huge chunks of the mountain are flying through the air. It's all just a block away from us and I tell others we need to leave.

It becomes more urgent when pyroclastic flow gets to the house. It's several feet tall, grey, filled with all kinds of debris. It stops at the wall, but next push brings it inside of the house. I grab my brother and tell him with great sadness that we have to leave 2 cats and our mom behind. As we are walking by the garage, mom is there talking with neighbors and she is in no hurry to leave. Then we see our two cats and I try to scoop them up to take them with us. I think the danger is mostly over by now.

Same time, DR 3
Walking through some cinema like building. There are large circular pods ( like those in divergent which they used for surveilance). You are suppose to sit in them to watch movies. In the middle of the room there is a large screen. You suppose to pick a ganre then a movie you would like to watch in a pod. It's operated with hand gestures (like the 3 drones were in divergent). One persone is standing next to the screen to kinda help you if you need help.

DR4 - recalled at work
We are suppose to get a new bookkeeper

Last night went to bed at 6pm. Slept till 3am

Had at least 4 distinct dreams. Last one, we talked about traveling and comparing sand from some beach to sand from Nile.

Yesterday's dream:
I'm in Alaska.
Somebody has a problem with 2 spirits, a boy and a girl spirit. I'm recommending someone to take care of it, but then we realize tha person has connection to spirits as well.

I'm walking on a street. I have only regular shoes on, so I'm careful not to slip. Streets are covered with ice from snow that melted then froze again. It's very slipery, has some puddles and it's not even. I get to some stores and restaurant that have an awning and that makes the walkway a bit more safe. I'm thinking I should eat there some local Alaskan fish, since I'm in Alaska.

I'm off today, so went to bed around 10pm last night and got to sleep in till 7am or so.

I am in Norway and I can distinctly feel that my position on the globe is much more north than normally. I am there with a man that I like (in a dream). He is handsome, calm, nice. We stop in a small bar and he speaks to the waitress in norwegian.

He orders a small glass of red vine and I get a small glass of also some red drink. Only after I try later I realize that it's mulled wine. I appreciate it, since it's cold outside.

I'm watching the scene right behing the large window of this bar. I'm fascinated by the ice and snow. Some people and even kinds are walking on this ice that's broken up into small ice floats. I'm surprised they are doing it, since it's dangerous and I'm wondering how come they don't fall into the water. But they seem to enjoy it and they know what they are doing. Now I am outside as well. Two girls approach, and they are having fun as they are walking on the ice that has a layer of melted water on top of it. The ice is smooth, shiny, and one girl has only one sock on, the other foot is barefoot. I don't see any pants on her and maybe only a long sleeved t-shirt, but she is playing on that ice, even laying down and doing snow angels kind of thing.

In general I have good feeling from this dream.

I'm at a LDing camp which is just about over. I pondering if I should took the advanced LDing camp now, which had been offered to me.

Looking at the windowsil, I just remembered a dream I recalled when I woke up, then forgot later.

We are at some vacation house. It's time to go home so we are packing. I'm not as anxious this time. Normally when I'm packing to leave from a place, I get super worried that I will forget some of my things, and I always find more of my stuff in some drower, and I'm mad at myself that I have too many things and that I started to pack too late.

I decide to look at the mattress if there are any bedbugs. I realize we are leaving, but I would still like to know. There is all kinds of dirt there and I expect to find bedbugs, but they are not there.

I sit on the floor and a large bug runs out from a baseboard of the wall and I think 'eeww, a cocroach". But I look closer and it's a black scorpion. Kinda large. Then I see my girl cat sleeping just inches from him, so I look for a shoe to kill him. But I realize I don't want to kill him, just to redirect him. He still gets too close to my cat and I'm worried.

Not sure what's with my recall lately. My sleep is quite regular. I get up at 3am, work from around 4 am- 12pm. Pass out for a nap round 3pm, then bed around 8pm. Very little recall though.

Last night, short nap, then bed around 8-9pm. Got up at 5 am.

5am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC
5:50am - 2x4mg Galantamine (new one, pure GM)
5:50 am - sofa

Woke up from lucids at 7:30

I Put a rolled up blanket next to me, so when my cat sleeps next to me, she doesnt wake me when she fidgets. Works great. I was almost asleep, when they decided to fight right on the sofa. I said screw this and turned to my left side, like last 3 times (2x I got lucid on the side like that).

***
I'm sitting on my mom's living room floor with some other people. They are watching TV, it's at night. From corner of my eye I see bathroom door close by itself. I think to myself "oh shit". I try to roll to my side and stand up, but having real hard time. I realize I'm sleeping and I decide to get lucid, because I'll be safe in a LD.

I push my head backwards, feel the excelerated free fall backwards, but I end up in darkness. Try it 2 more times. Then I realize that I have my eyemask on, so it's safe to "open" my eyes. I try that. Blackness is now different, but still dark.

I decide to jump out the window and I tell others not to worry, I'm going for a flight. I fall from first story almost to the ground where I start flying parallel to the ground. The feeling in my stomach is exhilarating. I fly over the fence between our garden and the street and I remember the TOTM I wanted to do - de-pantsing.
I see a woman carrying a child on a sidewalk, walking away from me. I figure she will do, but I don't like the child there, so it disappears.

I start talking to the woman. I turn her with her back to the wall and I notice she is older and pretty. I pull her pants down. I realize this is not how depantsing is done, but I don't care.

Spoiler for Sexual content:

As I'm kneeling in front of her, I slide my hands up her torso, pushing her top off. Her skin is very smooth and breasts are beautiful. As my tongue slides up her bold mound, I feel the slit. I spend few minutes on this, while trying to figure out, how she could return the favor. I'm thinking that this is going pretty smoothly despite this being my first time doing it in a dream or in WL.

When I'm done, I turn to look for another DC to do a proper de-pantsing this time. I walk by an older man, not really appealing. But I don't care, I yank his pants down, then his white boxer shorts. He has 6 pen0rs. All small, shaped like acorns. (Watched Ice Age cartoon witht that squirell obsessing about his acorn). Some woman says "they are small". And the dude answers "yes, but they can grow". I blow some air on them and they grow. Not sure what else I do : D but they grow some more. I'm still not impressed.

I turn to look for those 2 dudes that were walking towards us before, but they are not there anymore.

I end up in a factory yard, by some old, red brick wall. A young black stud walks by and I ask him if I can "help" him. I realize that's something he should be asking me. He walks by again and I hope he got the hint. But by now there are some protrusions coming out of the wall and I'm taking care of the business.

I'm again in Istanbul, this time at the airport. It's a huge place. We are walking around with other people, all in line. Going through buildings, courtyards, maze like rooms, backyards... Feels like Middle East, or Southern Italy, or indeed Turkey.

Sometimes there are guides guiding us, but most of the time we are just hoping we are going the right way. At least once I lose my way and I feel like I'm going in circles. Red brick older style building with walkway around it, some greenery and a wall fence.

I finally get to a hall with lots of soldiers and security. Some are dressed in military uniform, white helmet, boots and boot guards, like the honor guard is wearing in front of historic sites in Istanbul. I breathe a sigh of relief, finally I'm in more familiar place with some security.

( I thought this maybe because I thought about my time in Istanbul and had a dream yesterday also. But now that I'm hearing what I'm typing, this could reflect my waking life. I felt like going nowhere in my job, because management is not listening to any good ideas. But just yesterday they did what I have been asking for for such a long time. Very happy about that. I will have lot more work, but will be more rewarding. And hopefully I'll get more hours to actually do it, haha.)

I remembered this dream when I woke up at 3 am for my shift, but didn't write it down. Later, I couldn't remember what it was about, until now at 7 pm someone on TV mentioned Istanbul.

I just moved into an apartment complex near the bridge in Istanbul. I think it was that huge bridge over Bosporus connecting European part of Istanbul with Asian part. I was thinking about this bridge and the cityl just last few days. How much I liked Istanbul and how much fun it would have been to walk across that bridge on foot, like I did with Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco.

I started walking from my apartment on a sidewalk, with buildings on my left, and some concrete channel, or freeway on my right. There were some huge channels coming out of the buildings. Like end of a gutter, or place where water runs through. Water was very low, it barely made the ground wet, but moss was growing there and I was worried if I slip or get my shoes wet. And thinking what is the purpose of those channels, intercepting the sidewalk. They were so out of place.

I came to the beginning of the bridge and I realized I have walked too far. Somehow I missed the turnoff I was supposed to make. I see a map on the wall but I can't really make sense of it. I'm thinking that's ok, I'll just walk up the stairs to a tourist center and buy a map of the place. Then I realized I don't have any money on me, maybe just enough for a bus ride home. So I was gonna borrow some money from my aunt Julie who strangely worked there.

I have one more dream, but sadly nothing on TV today jogged my memory, haha.

I just had a emergen-C drink with 3 mgs of melatonin. I already took it once before bed time and I remember sleeping well but no recall.

7.02.16

After few days without recall, I had another day off and a chance to morning nap for a WILD.

Took a nap yesterday afternoon, then bed 12:30am-7:30am.

2x300mgs Alpha GPC 7:30am
2x4mgs Galantamine 8:30am

Sofa 8:30 am - woke up at 12pm.

Sleep mask, my pillows at little less steep incline so I was more laying down than normally. Normally I'm more sitting up. But didn't wan't to be disturbed with my mouth opening, I thought being more in laying position will help with that. I think it did.

I heard my watch chime at 9 am. I was still not asleep, but was getting some images and this incredible green-yellow ocean with purple-black waves rolling over it. I get this yellow-green thing sometimes and it never ends in a lucid. So I tried not to focus on it, rather wanted to see the infinite 3D blackness behind my eyelids. I kept feeling as if I was in sensory deprivation tank. My body was so light, but when I thought about it, I did feel some contact points with my sofa. But I still felt almost floating and being disconnected from physical body. It was very pleasant.

I finally turned to my left side, remembering how last time this turned into a lucid. As I did, I started getting some geometric HH that were blinking very fast. They were all on white field. I used to get this long time ago, this illumination as if from the backside.

Started feeling my head buzzing in the top back part and somehoe I entered a WILD.

I don't remember any transitions between different scenarios. All mostly just one long event, lasting about 45 min.

1. Tried the June TOTM again. I pulled some what looked like cat hair out of my butt. Second try was even more hair, then some dried up p**p. Not very imaginative, haha.

2. Was flying up higher and higher, thyrng not to think about how hard it is. Wanted to hitch a ride on some industrial containers that looked like luggage containers for airplanes. They were hanging on a rope being pulled on another horizontal rope. When I got closer, I heard some dangerous, large machinery sounds and I had no idea which tunnel the containers will come out of. I didn't want to get slammed by them so I left.

3. I wanted to get laid so was looking for someone. Didn't see anybody, so I remembered how I used to climax from climbing on poles. I found me one of those and I climbed and climbed...

4. There was more activity similar to the main theme, but don't remember any more details. I know I had some non lucids after this.