Turquoise Dreams

2/3/14

Nap around 3pm :6:15pm

DR1:

I made plans with omkar to go to the movies. We buy tickets, but can't go that day for some reason. But we can go on Thursday. I llok at a clock, and it x:15, and movie starts at x:30. We gonna miss the movies. I'm thinkin how it will be to meet another lder in waking life.

DR2:

I'm falling asleep and someone is waking me or trying to make me to something. I whisper to her: I'm WILDing right now, get off. Another person comes and lays accross my legs, and I whispershout at her the same thing.

1.3.14 Monday

Last night bed 2am -8:20am

Had a very long and interesting dream, that is an amazing reflection and insight into my late night conversation with a friend. After waking up, I keep retelling it and discovering new details, while I pet my cat that just decided to lay on me and purr. My other cat lays by my side. I'm boxed in.

DR:

I think I'm a guy. I'm walking downslope on an asphalt sidewalk. About 40 feet below me, on the right side, on the bottom of the slope, is a slow, wide, dirty water river. Some large boats on it. To the left, narrow grass area, just 3-4 feet wide, and a chain link fence behind it.

I'm walking very slowly. My head is down, I'm lost in my thoughts, sad. I'm an owner of a theme park. Lots of people on the sidewalk, as you would expect. They are all walking in opposing direction then I am. I can feel their disapproving thought and looks. A young woman with long hair, holding hand with a boy, lookes at me and then lowers her head.

Something just got loaded on a large transport ship and I see the straps are being tightened for the safety. Somebody close to me ordered the load, even if it's against my wishes. They are hoping to finish fast, so I can't say no.

Part 2:

Different setting. Some city high up in the clouds. Clean shapes, tall walls are beige and other matching shades. There are platforms we are on, but many, if not all building reach all the way to the bottom. You can also reach the bottom via the platforms.

From now on till the end of a dream, I'm being chased and I'm running. I'm not scared, only sad and surprised.

I'm on a platform. It has open walls, or windows in some places. Few people close to me are there to talk with me. I sense they want to capture me and I'm surprised, but not too surprised. When they approach me, I jump and fly to the ground very fast. They have guns and they are shooting at me. I zig-zag. But I also think, that it would be ok to get shot. Nobody else can fly, only me.

I;m on the ground. Huge noise, I look up and Sukhoi fighter jets are maneuvering overhead. They are flying low, in demonstration of power.

I jump to a low roof, and from there to a higher one and another higher one. On the run again.

Back up on a platform. Being approached and I jump again. I see a large, man-made lake below me. Some swimers in the water in swimming competition. I dive in the water, head first, at huge speed. I know I have to hide fast, before they find me with instruments. I'm thinking if to just sit still on the botom. I figure I should dig a hole and burry myself.

I'm in a narrow corridor, that's thousands of feet high. There are small wooden platforms on the walls. (Like a cat perches they sell for window sills.) I fly up to a very high one. Good choice, because as I look down, below me is someone looking down, looking for me.

Another escape from a platform. I'm flying by a train in the trainstation. Train is moving and I bang on the window to be let in. There are people sleeping in sleeping compartments. One of them opens the door and i climb into an empty cot.

Another fast dive from very high platform into water. I find a submarine and bang on the door again. A female opens a door. It's clear I woke her up. I don't remember how she reacts, if she is a friend or a foe.

1.01.14

Last night, bed at 10:15pm - 5am. Night before, bed at 2:30am - 5am.

As I layed down, I started getting flashes of images right away. I figured, I got REM rebound from short sleep night before.

Almost immediatelly, I got HH of geometric shapes. It was a large grid of black lines on white, as if back-lit surface. The squares were filled with strange, as if chinese characters. Few squares had a slightly bigger character in them, that was more like a graphic, not letter. As if old chinese stamp with maybe 2-3 vertical characters in them. Oh, I know, like an egyptian cartouche, only vertical.

Then all of a sudden I got scared. That's when I realized I'm wilding. I fell asleep soon after.

1.30.14

Last night, bed at midnight - 8am

Had lots of dreams. Remember only this one.

DR: I'm standing by some huts. Looking at a guy kneeling, holding an RPG on his shoulder. The front part of the weapon stayes aimed at the target, even as the back part moves when guy moves adjusting his position.

Based of the huts and color of the soil, I believe we are in rural Africa.

Hi fires, and now I have a first person view. My vision zooms in to the point of the impact. I clearly see the rocket approaching a house on the edge of the village, hidden from view in foliage.

The rocket hits the ground just feet from the first house. Soil there is black and coarse. Other places is orange-reddish. As it impacts, I clearly see the shockwave circle spreading. It doesn't explode and I say "It's a dud". Then fire shoots from the top of the rocker into the air. I think that's harmless and not how it's suppose to work.

1.29.14 Wednesday

Getting up around 8am. Nap around 3;15. Was falling asleep, but something woke me up. Second attempt around 3:45 - 5-45 Phone woke me up.

DR:

I'm at work. We got a new boss (true in WL). She called me into her office. It's almost full of boxes and i try to squeeze by on the left side. She directs me to come over on the right side. There are some others in the office.

1.27.13

Woke up at 5:40 am, tried to take a nap, but just as walling asleep, was woken up. Tried second nap at 1:30pm.

I got a WILD via falling backwards sensation. I'm sitting in a long row of chairs, I push my head and my body backwards and get into LD. I'm hovering above ground in a town at nigth. I look at at a clock tower and it's around 11:35. I look at the moon and it has a clock face on it too. Time is different than on the tower. I attempt to memorize it and check when I wake up.

I start flying towards the moon, figuring now is a good opportunity to finaly get there. But change my mind, thinking, I don't want to lose lucidity. So I fly between some office buildings. I can start and stop, slow down, anytime I wish. I'm happy about this, because normally I'm out of control.

I wake up and I'm thinking, great, this was a several minute long LD and I'm happy and bummed out at the same time. Something prompts me to look at my hands and my fingers are a mess. I realize I'm dreaming. I see a DC and I'm so excited. I can finally talk to a DC. So I stop him and we start to talk. I notice his logo on his polo shirt. He is dressed in yellows and greens. Something comes over me and I'm thinking sex again. I don't wanna, but things start to stir and I can't stop it. I'm waking up and I know it, and cursing at myself for allowing it to happen.

I'm in a row of chairs again, trying to push my head forward to get a different sensation and I get into LD again. Wake up right away though.

1/25/14 saturday

Last night, bed 9:30pm - 3:40 am

DR 3:40am

I'm sitting in a small conference room. 3 people are next to me, 1 is sitting opposite to us. Simple, wooden chairs, brown. Like in some old pubs. Room is rectangular. I'm holding a clipboard, and a woman opposite to me is asking me something. I start to answer and I notice I'm kinda talking giberish. I realize I'm nervous. The woman is giving me an ncouraging smile and she is nodding her head.

I know I need to get my shit together. I have a feeling I was just named a new boss, to replace me old boss, that was transfered to new workplace. (IWL). This is a meeting of 4 top managers/leaders for the whole damn district. I'm not sure how or why I was named the boss, but I know I have to step up and prove them right.

After the meeting, we stand with more people, and I'm talking video games with one guy.

DR
There is a faint memory or another dream just before the one above. maybe it will come to me later

Friday 1/24/14

Bed 10:30 - 5:45

I'm in a classroom, sitting with my best friend. We were suppose to do an essey, and I didnt do it. On top of it, it's a first day of school after long break. I check my bag, and I don't have a single notebook with me.

Teacher walks in, and I'm falling asleep. So sleepy. I'm reclining in my chair. I lift my head, and I see everybody is doing the same. Lights are dimmed to dark, only tiny bit of twilight light coming through windows.

Teacher is saying, how everybody is surprised, when she does a "sleep class". But then how everybody likes it. My friend is laying next to me and she whispers. "Now we sleep".

1.22.14

woke up 7:20, nap around 1pm to WILD

Got about 3 rounds of vibrations. I told myself to just stand up when they hit. So I did and counted 6 fingers. Woke up.

I hear some animal growling just 2-3 feet from me. I'm thinking"come one kitty, take a bite out of me". because I didn't want to be scared.

non-lucid:

I'm sitting in a back of a church, in the kids isles. Not participating in prayers. I see pews in another room ahead of me, facing right. I only see last few rows, don't see rest of the church.

I freak out, when my vision changes. All I can see is on the perimeter. Center of my vision is blocked by gray. I grab a hand of female sitting next to me, because I'm kinda scared. But I also know I'm safe, and this is just a game.

Tuesday, 1/21/14

Last night, bed 10:45 - 7:20

I'm with mom in a restaurant. Having some cake, with my brother. Someone got infected, and his eyes are turning alien gray. Then the band around his eyes, and now the whole body.

Mom wants to go to the restroom, but she doesn't wanna go alone, since she doesn't know the symbols for boys-girls.

Kes (from star trek Voyager) done something, and as a punishment, to make it even they cut off her left foot. Someone is carrying her in his arms and I see the cut off foot.

I'm with my mom standing outside. Looking over a tow, partially hidden by trees. We see cupolas, like the Capitol Hill, and I know we are in Washington, DC.

Behind us, there are huge brown bear, laying in a mud, enjoying it. He is holding high powered rifle.

Monday 1.20.14

Last night, bed 11:30pm - 5:45am

DR 2:40am

Second night in a row, I'm kicking some monster ass.

I'm in a grocery store. Have to lead a group of people to the other side, through some monster occupied part of a store. They called nurses office to come and help us. So some people in lab coats show up and show me an assortment of scalpels, tweezers, a kitchen knife. I pick the knife and we are on the move.

I get stabbed on my cheek and can't really talk. We get to the other, safe side and only after I collapse the notice I'm injured.

No fear of monsters at all. Pretty good feeling from job well done.

1.19.14 Sunday

Last night bed around 10:30 - 9:20

Lots of dreams. i put my dream log on the bathroom sink, coz I got sick and tired of me not writing my dreams down. I woke up from a dream but didn't have to pee. So just hoped to remember it later, and made mental note to put the log next to bed.

Still remember last dream of the night, and as I was browsing DV, I remembered another one, as someting reminded me of it.

DR1:

I'm outdoors with few people. Like a nature walk. Ground is dusty, dry, only few bushes. We see a snake camuflaged by being wrapped in shiny aluminum foil. There is a lizard in front of him and I think snake is after this lizard. The lizard changes into bigger one. He looks prehistoric, flat head like a frog. I tell someone its an agama, although I know it is not.

Then we see another cute lizard. He is small and almost black, but has some very dark green on him too. He is morphing as well.

We come to someones garden. Somebody points out 2 kittens sleeping in a shade of a straberry plant. As they see us, they start walking up the stairs into the house, where i see their mom cat.

These people start picking up the kittens and a small dog to take with them. I tell them they are not theirs, they can't take them. So there is a scuffle of sorts.

DR2:
I'm with some people in a house. Talking about how they left the water heater on while going on vacation and how I'm in trouble for using hot water.

I walk into a basement room, not having my glasses on, can't see clearly and I say so, then the people in the room say hi to me so I know who is there.

Kids we are with suddenly disappear. As we look for them, we come to a large indoor hall. On the other side, there is some shed with it's door moving. As if to lure us or trick us into thinking kids went that way.

So I go in, pick up a 4x4 and start smashing my way through the place. the walls are made of boards that have gaps, so I can kinda see whats in next rooms. One wall has an opening higher up and piece of wood is propped to it, as a walkway. I see 2 yellow glowing eyes on the other side of the wall. I say fuck it, I'm going throught the opening, which is a trap. I start smashing walls with my fists and swinging the 4x4 I smash everything, including the monsters. I have no fear.

I exit on the other side, into a quiet street in some modern city. People walking by, looking at me, as if they don't wanna have anything to do with me. As if I have just discovered their secret of keeping those monsters there. They shouldn't have, they are advanced and peacefull society, they should have dealt with their monsters in more civilized ways. And now I have discovered it, and they are kinda ashamed and relieved, that it's over.

Sunday 1/12/14

Last night, bed 10:30 pm, drinking water when awoken at night

DR 2:54am
My grandma is visiting. She has a whole in her heart that's getting bigger. Me and my mom are walking her to a gate to stop it from getting bigger.

Something about preschoo.

6am
Dusty ground, small, 4-5 feel tall bumps (hills). I'm looking into a hole dug into one hill sideways, and underneath some moving papers and leaves I see a few hedgehods. Another hole has something similar to a volverine or some similar small animal.

There is a white and black dog running around. Something about my old teacher, reunion, how to dress.

Thank you for my dreams and recall. Can I haz some more, plox.

01.11.14

Last night bed 10:30pm - 7am

Had a lots of dreams.

Dream before last:
I'm in someone elses household. I have my 2 cats with me. The lady of the house tells me, she got a kitten. I'm mad, because they already have 2 cats and those will not like a kitten. Then I see the kitten, and another one, and then another one. So she brought 3 kittens to the house.

There is something about some people that just came being witches. They look normal, but I sense something sinister from them. I don't remember much else, only that they finally showed their true nature and I was fighting them somehow. Or defying.

Last dream at 7am:

I'm in a dark room. It's large and it could be a cellar, or some underground place. The only light coming in is from the stairs going up, on the left.

I'm laying down on some low platform. There are monsters around me. I'm being accused of something. I say yes, I did that, but it was not the way they think. One of them says that I have to die for it. I plea with them, or at least think about pleaing. But then I think that I have never experienced death in dream before and I wouldn't mind experiencing it. So I'm trying to think where I would want to direct him to place the spear. He has it against the middle of my chest. I'm thinking if leg would would be sufficient, but somehow I know it would not.

01.05.14

Nap in the afternoon.

I work with languages. But now they want me to act in a movie, because my lines are suppose to be spoken in another languages that I speak. I say ok, I'm nt an actor, but whatever.

I'm suppose to prove something, so I'm looking at checkout receipts. I have all of them, but the one that counts. So I say the hell with it. I don't need this shit.

I'm suppose to get out of someplace. I peek into one room, looks like there are opening in the wall that ae dark, partially blocked by some couldrons. Don't like the feel of it and get out. A monster like, mutated human gets out with me. I'm telling him to stay the fuck away or he is gonna get it. He doesn't listen, comes after me and I kick his ass.