8/2/13 Friday Last night bed 2am (working) - 6:47 DR 6:47 - I'm in a large, one story house, with some people I know from my past IWL. Lots of rooms, lots of doors to the outside. Every time I walk outside, I see animals. There is a cute, brown bunny with big eyes, sitting on some wood pieces. I don't want to scare him away, but I want to see him up close. A lake or rather a pond is less than 10 feet away. There is a small ibis type of a bird. Never saw anything like that before. He is so cute. A pair of regular, brown ducks come closer to the shore, and another pair of fancy ducks, with some kind of a hat with hanging brim, like mother goose? They are hurrying to come closer, flapping their wings and splashing the water. I go inside to look for my camera. There are cameras everywhere. I pick one up, turn it on, only to realize, it's a digital Polaroid camera for instant pictures. It's not mine. I keep looking. All kinds of cameras there. I finaly find one I think it's my Canon. I take it outside and try taking pictures of animals. I snap a few, then I notice some grinding sound. After closer inspection I see, that the objective is crooked and out as when zooming, and screen is cracked. I get mad, that someone must have knocked it off the table. I open the door to the outside again, and see some larger animals. Size of a wild pig, but they look alien. Then I decide it's a family of warthogs. I let the kids look, but then I close the door, so they don't attack us. The strangest animal I found in one of the empty rooms. It looked like a very large beaver, with flat tail. But his body was shiny as a slug, and it played with colors, like you see on water with some gasoline on top of it. Or a soap bubble. I normally don't see animals in my dreams, other than my cats. So this was very unusual. And most of the animals were in pair, or in family group. Back in the house. I'm chicking someones homework. There is a bunch of papers around and homework gets mixed up. I spen rest of the dream sifting through papers trying to find that homework. Very detailed and colorfull dreams. Thank you.
Thursday 8/1/13 Bed last night around midnight - 8:30 am. Nap 3pm - 4pm DR - last minutes of the nap I'm fooling around with a classmate from elementary school. I tell him to stop, because I think he has a girlfrend. Then I ask him if he has one and tell him that if he doesn't, we can continue. I'm in a small, rectangular room, that's adjacent to my room. That room has shelves with trays full of different kinds of bread. Long bagettes, loafs... I walk throught the room and I have a feeling, it doesn't belong to me, but they trust me to be there. I break of a tiny piece of bread and eat it. I'm disappointed in myself, since I have never done that before. I wonder if there are cameras. I'm disturbed with what i have done and go back to my room to get some money. I see price labels next to each bread tray, so I'm gonna pay for the whole loaf. I remembered later, there were some delicious looking bread sticks standing in a cup. Sprinkled with some spices and cheese, from pizza dough. I felt relieved, that now I don't have to make them myself.
Updated 08-02-2013 at 08:15 PM by 50242
Wednesday, 7/31/13 Last night, bed around 1am. DR 3:30am I was being taken on a foot pedaled flying machine up to a gunship. The flying machine looked like a unicycle and one guy was pedaling it. There was a pole attached to the unicycle and on both sides it had some kind of a compartment. It was made out of a frame and canvas, that was loosly attached. I was in the left one, another someone in the right one. As we approached the gunship, I saw that the unicycle and two compartments will exactly match the side of the ship, so we can dock. As we docked, the canvas ripped and I was deposited into gunners compartment. So was the guy on the right. By doing this, the gyu on the small apparatus lost momentum and started tumbling down with his machine. The gunship looked like a pirate ship with sails, but I could tell it was modern. I had a long dream just before this one, all I remember I was with other around body of water. Something like a small lake in the cave.
7/30/13 Tuesday Last night bed around 1am. I figured I can try falling asleep with my Yoga Nidra CD. It's not made to make you fall asleep, but for some reason, it puts me to sleep in 10-15 min, or even less. Don't know if the narrator has hypnotic voice, or really, just mental survey of body is so relaxing. As he speaks, there are pauses, maybe 4 to 8 sec long (different places different length). And without realizing it, i fall asleep, still awake, and I'm startled awake with his voice, only to fall asleep and wake up again. I like the feeling. DR: I'm in my home town, on the street, where the long time ago burned down movie theater used to stand. A parade is suppose to start in a little while. We see the cars that look like rollercoaster seats assembling. Someone I know is suppose to be on one of them, so someone droppes off my balck backpack on the sidewalk with my camera. I'm walking there to pick it up. There are some people getting out of a bar that's right there and I'm really worried they will take my backpack. I come to it. It's my old, black backpack, all worned down, filled only half way. I look inside and my camera is there. I go back on the sidewalk, getting ready to take a picture. After it's over, I walk on the sidewalk towards where we used to live. I'm inside a house with some people I know and I'm so sad, that I have to go back. It's even worse than last time. People ask me about that and I'm just sad. I keep walking, and a child cries after me from a first floor balcony of a yellow house. I look back, but I know it would be even harder on him if I stoped or said anything to him. I think I was crying. A man and a woman that are standing with the child, I sense they are very kind and fair, but I'm not sure, they are his real parents. They tell me to wait, it's ok for us to say goodby properly. That's when I really start to cry and I appreciate they let us hug. I just hope I don't have a child in astral that misses me.
7/28/13 Last night bed 10:30 - 5 am 7am-12pm Shortly after falling asleep last night, I woke startled and I was so sure I'm dreaming. Counted my left hand's fingers, normal number. I was thinking "please, let they be normal on the other one too". I was so freaked out. I was awake, but the feeling lingered. Thank god for RCs.
7/27/13 Last night bed at 2:30am after partial Breaking Bad marathon DR 5:40am But the time I wrote it down, all there is left is a frag. I'm running up the stairwell, hiding from a teacher. Something about some type of a LDer.
Thursday 7/25/13 Last night bed 10:55 - 3:21, Involuntary WBTB 3:21 - 4:20, then trying to fall asleep till 5, when I moved to sofa to WILD. DR 3:21 - I'm on one of the higher floors of a large building. Dormitory or hotel. But nobody is there, only me and a few people. 3-4 of us sleep in the same room. It's hot and I'm in tanktop and undies. I finally ask them if it's ok for me to be dressed that way, one answers that it makes him uncomfortable. There is some crazed family after us. Few kids and two adults. I hide my cat from them in another room. Then they pretend to be vacuming and cleaning, I guess to be able to get close to us without suspicion. Then I remember I hid my cat in that room and run there, really scared, if he is still there. I find him under bed and he runs to me immediatelly, jumps in my arms and he whimpers, cries, shivers, clings to me - he was so scared. I feel so bad for him. Then he starts talking to me. Normal sentences. I'm so surprised. The others want to tell the world about talking cat, but I stop them. Then we ahve a fight with the crazy family members in the corridor. We subdue the kids, and father tells us we should worry about the mother, 'coz she is the real nutz. DR - My former teacher is showing me her house, so I can find it from other reality, or when I'm in alternate reality. DR - Promoting someone to DG and someone to mod DR - I'm in my moms bed, showing someone how to induce LD/OBE, just by inducing sensations associated with transition. DR from night before - I got a facefull of spider webs
Monday 7/22/13 I went to bed at 8pm. Was just so tired from last 2 days not getting enough sleep. Had a bunch of dreams. Then finaly woke up from a nightmare. Started out not so bad. Cops were chasing me and two others. Normally, this is fun, but tonight, I was scared and uncomfortable. i think I have done something really bad. So I'm running away up the sidestreet, while cops are on the main street. I'm hoping the will drive by and not notice us. I can barely walk, like walking in a tar. So i turn and walk backwards. This has usually helped and I'm making some progress. Then we re running through some corridors. Now I know I have done something bad. A geman shepherd walks in front of me and flashlight he has attached to him illuminates the corridor with weak yellow light. I prod him with my assault rifle and even before i do it, I feel bad about it. But can't stop myself. Then a booming voice echoes from the end we are running from. Something about "they are coming for us". I start to yell in panic and others come back for me, because I can barely walk again. EDIT: I watched tv for about an hour before going back to bed. Decided to say my mantra "next time I'm dreaming I realize I'm dreaming". And I also decided to add "when I see blue star, I realize I'm dreaming". There is something about visualizing blue star on the Yoga Nidra cd I practice. So I thought I add it as something new. Perhaps my mind will pay attention to it because it's new. So as I'm reciting these two mantras, suddenly I hear mysef saying: "Next time Karl is not there I realize I'm dreaming". LOL I had to get up and write it down. Where it came from, I have no idea. I don't know any Karl.
Updated 07-22-2013 at 05:07 PM by 50242 (adding Edit)
Sunday 7/21/13 Last night bed 12:30 - 6:44am DR - I got a job at Sea World type of an amuzement park. It's at the shore, which looks like northern California. My female boss is showing me around and what my responsibilities will be. I'm taking notes. I'm suppose to start at 7am next morning. There is also a school or day care. So it's good, that my last job was a teacher. We are wearing matching uniforms, which is a polo shirt top, with a logo. I'm cleaning some area, then I hop on my laptop to research other employees, so when I see them, I know who they are. I realize I'm proly not suppose to be on the internet during work, so I ask about it. EDIT: I got only 4 hrs of sleep from Friday to Saturday, and 6hrs today. I really wanted to do WBTB this morning at 6:44 when i woke up, but I never went back to sleep to WILD. So at 10:30, I thught I do the Yoga Nidra, at least first 1 or 2 parts - the survey of the body and breathing. When I layed down for this, cat's were both fine and asleep. Of course, as soon as my head hits the pillow, one of them decides to settle an old score and goes after the other one. I put an end to that, go back to meditation, when I notice someone went potty and that's the end of my meditation. But, I started to fall asleep again, very fast, and had some starting sensations of floating, just as twice before, only way to weaker. Will try again later.
Updated 07-21-2013 at 06:54 PM by 50242
Saturday 7/20/13 last night bed at 5:20 am - 11 am Watched a Breaking Bad marathon from 12midnight - 5:20am B6 50mgs around 1pm. DR: I'm walking around town square. Looking at booths and stores. Checking out postcards. I'm in european country, but not sure if it's part of EU, so I ask if they take Euros. I have a feeling I'm in Serbia. Postcards have a lots of very nice, church like buildings on them and I'm thinking, that I don't remember this country having such historic buildings. I'm talking to two sales people. Later outside, I point them out to someone - one salesperson has a purple, the other one blue top on. I'm inside of a building. I'm either escaping, or plotting a break in. I'm going through walls, on the roof and watching some FBI people inside and I know I don't want them to see me. Outside I'm flying around. I'm still in the area. Talking to Jesse from Breaking Bad. We are deciding what to do, so we look at the movie schedule. I say I would like to see some movie I know from waking life. Lol, watching "Salt" and she is running bare foot. I just remembered, that I ran barefoot in my dream last night. And I was kinda worried if I will hurt my feet. But I wanted to experience how it feels so I started to walk and run and run faster. It was a new sensation. Cool.
Updated 07-20-2013 at 11:34 PM by 50242
7/17/13 last night bed 12am - 8:30am DR - I wrote down some keywords at night. "Backpain, classmates, school looking for printouts, LDing Around noon I layed down and listened to my Yoga Nidra MP3. Barely like 4 min into first part - "Surveying your body", I suddenly got into this very weird and pleasant state. I lost feeling of contact with sofa. As if I was floating on water bed made out of energy. It was moving like a waterbed would, slight wavy sensations and energy. This part "survey of body" is guided meditation. Voice is telling me to pay attention to certain parts of the body and to experience them any way I can. Either feel the skin, bones and such, or experience it as energy. I my mind I said "energy" and when thinking of parts of body, I was first time actually able to feel them. Like "top of my head" I was actually aware of it and felt it. Same with knees, ankles and so forth. It put me to sleep rather quickly.
7/16/13 last night bed 1am - 8:40am Not a great recall, just a frag. But have to write it down, 'cos I had a dream with OpheliaBlue. Yup.
Sunday 7/14/13 Last night bed 12am - 9am DR - long and detailed. But all I recall now is there was a lots of people eating first course. We were debating to make rice for second course or wait. Lot's of people milling around, we were baking something too.
Friday 7/12/13 Last night bed 9pm - DR1 - 11:55 pm - Something about a train ride. DR2 - 11:55 pm - I'm in a facility. Squatting at an opening in a wall, poking aliens, so they don't climb inside. I go look for some weapons. Come into this very large room, full of shelves with rifles, ammo, shoulder fired granade launchers. I tell the guy "hey, we are fighting aliens, could you give me a nice rifle?". I ask for Kalashnikov. He doesn't have any. So i ask for M16, or any high powered, fast shooting one. He says he has ??? in a room 200 feet under ground. He want's me to go with him to get it. I'm like "have you not seen any aline invasion movies? YOu don't go underground. Maybe that's where they are coming from." But he insist and he leaves. I envision a large cart or two, full of granades. How that would stop them from coming through that hole very nicely. I start opening cabinets, but don't see granades. There are bazookas, but I can't use them on short distance. I get out of there to fight some more. When I come back, the place has been compromised. Someones mobil is ringing on the counter. I want to answer it, but I can't authenticate myself and it won't answer the call. Instead, it askes me if I want something? and I push the button "yes". What it does is it locks the cabinets. I found that out, when I try to look for granades again. But I can pry open the doors anyway. Someone is coming. Some humans in very heavy green armor and face paint. I tell them that to give me some weapons, but they don't see me. I wave, jump, yell, ... nothing. Then I realize, another thing the phone did, is it made the owner - me, invisible. So I pick up a box of ammo and wave it in front of the guys eyes. He can see it. now I write on it and he can see that too. I walk out again. Aliens are closer now. I fight with one of them, and he kills somebody. I konk him on the forehead and I see I made a dent and he goes down dead. I realize, that forehead is their vulnerable spot. I feel like we can win now. (Just before bed, watched a few min of movie "Signs", with Mel Gibson. I didn't wanna watch the scary movie and changed the channel, but came back to it, thinking it may give me some intense dream. So it did.)
Thursday 7/11/13 Last night bed 1am - 8:45am Last dream: I'm on pebbly shore of a shallow lake. Water is clean, see-through. A house I live in is nearby. Someone throws something towards me and it lands in the lake. I see large and small pieces of plastic debree in the water. Walk in there to pull it out. Some of it is in little deeper, like knee high. I don't want to get completely wet, so I walk to the shed and look for a rake. I see all kinds of tools, and find a rake with long handle. Later I'm in some kind of control room. We have an earthquake. I put on my laptop to look for news, but screen is black and no internet, because of the quake. We put on the TV. Find some obscure channel in hopes for the news. Major stations are off-line. Then I hear them saying the quake was on San ?? fault line, where San Andreas is. But at the sametime, we see a map of England on the screen. I'm shocked, that the earthqake fas so close to me in SoCal, and that it was the dangerous San Andreas.