6/8/14 Last night bed 10pm Tired a and sleepy from 6 am shifts and then working second job from home. Finally recall! Lots of dreams. As I woke up at night, I re-tell myself, so I don't forget. 1. I'm cutting pineapples 2. I'm walking down a street in Thailand, on the right sidewalk. Some people, including a police offficer on the left sidewalk and looking at me suspiciously. So I walk over to that side and stop by the window. It's a small police post. It's empty. I expect the male police officer who was sitting on the chair just outside to get there and talk to me. But a female police officer walks in, sits in a chair and starts talking to me in italian. I figure it must be international language, but I am kinda puzzled as to why italian. I don't really know what to tell the officer. I don't really need anything, I only went there to show them they should not think of me as suspicious, I'm safe. So I say "hi, good morning, my name is [my real name]. I'm thinking really hard what to ask her, coz I really don't need anything. I feel bad. 3. Cruiseship museum? Walking on it. It's in a dock. City is on the left.
6/2/14 Last night bed uhm, not sure Slept in till 7am DR: I'm in a large building, on higher floor, maybe 10th or so. Talking to few people. Suddenly there are some distant booms. I'm thinking it's military training excercise, artillery fire. I walk up to a window that's behind us, on another wall, in this irregular shaped room. I'm expecting to see military proving grounds. And I see a field of grass, that's warn down by frequent use, dirt circle showing on it from many feet walking on it. I think "yeah, military field" But then I notice native american dancers in a big circle, walking and dancing in the circle. They are in traditional attire, with feather headbands, they are doing a traditional indian dance, bent down and stomping their feet to the loud, strong and mesmerizing beat of many drums. That was the sound we heard.
5/27/14 Last night, bed after 10pm DRs remembered at 3:40am - I'm on an airplane. Seats are at comfortable distance from each other, more like on a bus, than an airplane. There is a disruptive passenger, and someone I know finally said something to him, but others are telling him not to bother. - Somebody wants me to cut some watermelon for kids - My cousin R is developmentally stunned, and we just noticed - Going with someone to a small town by car, stopping along the way in some grassy area - My department manager hands me a check for 3700 dollars. I think it's because the computer that sends checks to my account for direct deposit is broken. But he says "you deserve it" and the amount is more than my weekly pay, so Im not sure what it is for. DR 1 at 7am I'm on a street. I see some bad people running towards me. I quickly run into first door, which happens to be an abandoned restaurant or food shop. I'm trying to find an incospicuos place ot hide. I think that a closet with some shelves will do. I open the closet door, that's made out of light colored polished wood. There are 3 large shelves. I start moving some items from the middle shelf, so I can get in there. I climb in, and as I do, I can see through some opening, that the enemy fighters have entered the room. So I don't have time to close the door, or they would see me do it. Now one of them is looking inside the cabinet and I squint my eyes, as if that helped so he doesn't see me. When he steppes away, I see more of them walking in the room and every time I'm about to close the door, I hear or see someone in the hallway. I finally manage to close the door. DR 2 I'm in a one story, long building. Has a feel of a school. I'm telling someone to clean up before they leave. So we are pulling weeds from vegetable gardens and picking vegetables into a shopping cart. There is a ghost there somewhere, in some of the rooms, but I can't see him. Some others can. I'm asking them to tell me how it looks like, or where it is.
5/23/14 Last night, bed before 10pm - 4:45am Was waking up like every hour, felt like I had enough sleep. Then fell asleep after 3 am and had hell of a time waking up to the alarm. At first I though there were no dreams, but now I remember more and more DR I'm traveling on a bus with group of people. Now, we are in Turkey. Someone says Bulgaria, but I look at a store sign, and from abc it's clear, it's Turkey. In a house with others, going through it through some trap doors, hidden rooms, twosted staircases, small openings...
5.22.14 Last night bed before 10pm - 5:40am DR 12:30am I memorized this dream when I woke up, then retold everytime I woke up, still remembered when I sat down in the morning to write it down, but had something more pressing to do, and now I don't remember it. DR later on A large group of people, mostly kids. We are walking someplace to escape. The territory is hostile. All kinds of weird things. We come up to an elevated train track. We are walking on the right side of it. There is some kind of a cloth attached to it, which makes a tunnel alongside the tracks. We are walking through it. A modern, electric train comes up and it acts like cartoon train. It's alive. It wants to hurt us. So I tell everybody we need to walk slowly, so we don't move the cloth, and breathe quietly, coz the train is looking for us. If he finds us, he will dump some hot or dangerous liquid on us. DR We are paddling on a shallow lake, that looks like waters around Miami. (Watched a few episodes of Burn notice last night, just before bed). There are aligators attacking the boat and we are hitting them with paddles. Further down, less water, almost dry, not sure if still in the boat. But now we are hitting some green, mamba looking snakes on the head. DR We are escaping through hostile house. Again group of people, mostly kids. We find all kinds of openings to squeeze through. I think we are much smaller in size, or something is really weird. A woman shows up, she lives there. One of the kids goes into kids room, sits on a bed full of plush animals and says that he wants to stay there, not escping anymore. We tell him it's a deception, it's a bad house, we know he is tired from running, but he can't stay there.
5.2.14 Last day of my 3 days off. Woke up at 7am, took a nap at 9am -12pm. GM 8mgs, Choline 900mgs. Alpha GPC 600mgs. Little more than 1 hr after taking it, I get a sligh buzzing in the back of my head. I push my head back and start falling. it leads nowhere. So I push my head down again, and fallling again. Now I remember how to get out of this into a LD. Just stand up. So i do that and I'm in a LD. I didn't wanna go after sex, but once lucid, all bets are off. I spend it all on sex. And the next DEILD as well. Then a third dream, not sure if lucid, or what it really was. Wake up, decide that nothing worth writing down happened, so I just get a drink and go back to sleep.
5.21.14 Last night bed before 10pm - 7am Was drinking water before bed and everytime it woke me up, and remembered a dream every time. 4:27am I'm responsible for something at work together with another person. We are working on it and doing good job. 5:09am DR 2 I'm babysitting some kids, while their parents go someplace. It's early morning, and I want to take them out to the park to tire them out. Then I'm talking to some relatives of the kids, that are also gonna babysit them. We are outside at some fair, eating hot-dogs. DR3 I'm walking with group of people. Bus broke down, so we are carrying all our luggage with us. We come to a place, that's abbandoned and stop to rest. My mom with some little girl stay in one room, I sleep on a bed in next room. When I wake up, there is a friend of mine. She is very familiar to me, but I don't know who she is. She started showing up few month ago. I never really see her face, and I don't think she is a former classmate, because when I dream with classmates (frequently), I can always tell who they are. All I know is that I'm very close to her. DR4 I'm watching a female lion with her 2 cubs and 2 darker haired small animals. They almost look like cubs. She is licking them and I'm thinking she is cleaning them. Then she takes one of them by neck and they go to the left side, out of my view. I know whats gonna happen and I hate it. I'm upset, why would someone be showing that. (I happened to catch like 30 seconds of a nature show, with small lion cubs without their mom, surrounded by rest of the pride. They were sniffing and licking them, still undecided whether to accept them to their pride or eat them. I was like wth would they show this on TV. So much violence everywhere. You can't even rely on a nature show anymore to see some cute peacefull things"
8/19/14 Last night bed around 10pm - 6:30 am DR: I bought 5-6 books. They were a replacement of my old books of same titles, plus 2 new ones, that I never had from that series (STOPY). They looked just like I rmembered them. White cover, with colored stripe in the middle, picture on top and words STOPY plus the book title. One book, the new one had two stories in it, one was the movie series with David Caradine, where he played a buddhist monk. Oh I think it was called shao-lin. I was able to read all the titles in a dream, but now I forgot them. DR I'm reading from a book. I close it to look at the cover and it's a textbook for colleges and universities about translating. I realize I'm getting older and I dont' have that many years till retirement. There were more. I have to try to recall them.
8/19/14 Working today from home, after running some chores in the morning. Got so sleepy, because last night woke up around 2am, couldn't sleep till 3. So I fell asleep on the sofa very fast. DR I'm at WL work, only place looks different, more warehouse like. We are moving boxes around with merchandise. Our director is talking on the PA system, telling us what to do. It's 5pm, time to clock out, but she is telling us more things to do. We are pissed and trying to figure out how to do it. Something is hidden in the box. We are talking with a friend of mine.
5/19/14 Last night, bed 9:45 - 1:50am Woke up and excited thoughts didn't let me sleep again. Got up, had some food, watched TV, DVed for an hour 2:45 - 7am sleep DR: We have to sleep over at some place, because we missed something. We follow a group to a place that looks like church grounds, or castle. As we are walking through the gate in the fence, a guy that looks like a church grounds keeper hurriedly enters through another door, as if he didn't want us to see him. We walked through the corridor and me and some guy stop. We get a bad feeling about what's ahead. We are told by some chicks "not to be scared, it's just some dark forces and dark magic". An image of red candle enters my mind (from movie clip A linked me yesterday). So me and this guy are like "hell no, we are outie". Turn around and later we are hopping through some concrete fences, climbing on some lower ones to reach the higher ones, till we are out. * Change of scene. I'm still looking for a place to sleep. I open the door into a large room in the dormitory style building. It actaully is not a dormitory, it's just temp sleeping place. The room is full of fornicators. There is sucking and licking and doing it going all everywhere. Naked bodies in all kinds of situations. I'm not sure I want to enter there. To be continued* So I keep looking, but now I'm in a mood. I find 2 guys and I ask them if they wanna do it. Half way through it, I snap out of my daydreaming and get pissed at myself, that i wasn't paying attention to the beginning. Change of scene. I still keep looking. (wth im looking for?) Come to a few rooms occupied by a family. But I don't know that. I only see two guys and again aske them if they wanna shag. One of them turns out to be an invalid with only one leg. They show me a bed, if it's good enough. It's a wooden, small bed, with dark blankets on it. I say "sure'. They say, but it doesnt have any mattress on it. I'm like, wth cares? Then I say "ok, so lets pick this bed, belongs to the father of the family. They have some kind of an excuse. But someone went out in the meantime and now he is showing me 3 boxes of condoms. An older woman walks by and tells me she will shag me too. They are all milling arround, getting ready, as if this was daily occurence. I'm like, wow, I may have bit off more than I can chew.
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5/18/14 Last night bed 9:45 - 4:50 I fell asleep quite easily, it wasn't as hot as last few days. DR1: going to the other side have to swim over narrow ocean-river, which is beautiful tropical ocean blue in low tide, but turns into fast current at high tide. So we are going to a news stand to buy a tide-calendar. Friend of mine buys one for dollar. We open it and it's crap. It says all month for the whole year, but the info on many of them is insufficient, as it says "october, november, there will be 2 tides". Some of the month are ok, with detailed times. But I don't like it, so I find the person who scammed my friend by selling that to her and I demand my dollar back at no uncertain terms. DR2: I'm in Mexico with a friend. Restaurant-hopping. Or should I say food shack, street vendor hopping. We are ordering all kinds of food in this outdoor restaurant, while I insist on ordering authentic mexican for me, saying "when in mexico, eat mexican food, when back in US, eat tacos (from TacoBell). There are some burritos with camarones (in dream this means shrimp) and I see then neatly curled up, nice an pink, in a burrito. We are already at 2-3 place and ordering some lemonade with our food. When I say "how about beer". So we order beer. I ask what they have, and they have Corona, and 2-3 other kinds. I know one other, but not rest of them. They bring us beer in rather small brown bottles and beer looks like it's dark. I'm glad, coz I love dark beer, but I would have prefered Corona at that moment. So anyway, they bring beer to my friend, but not to me. So I go looking for it and see there is some under some mats and crap on the floor and also that there is a large dog sleeping in there. I find my beer on some nearby shelf. DR3: I'm in my childhood home. Looking out from my 1.floor bedroom at the ocean that is where my backyard used to be. It's so beautiful, bright blue, tropical ocean. But waves are gathering, in some places is still tropical blue, but waves are turning into dark blue. They are hitting the house and I'm betting, that they will break into the apartment below us. They are reaching bottom of my balcony. I'm standing there with my dad, marveling at the beauty and complexity of the gathering waves. Now a reall big one is coming towards us and I yell at my brother to come and look. Now I'm again in Mexico, but with a class. Teachers are managers from my work. I'm still walking around with my friend, visiting restaurants. But I figure we should go to the others. We are all in a huge room. I see that they are blowing up huuuuge inflatable escape boats. There is about 7 of them to fit us all. I see the inside with black, ergonomic chairs with high backs. i'm thinking how fancy, but I also know, they have to look like that for safety on rough sees. So we are going to be evacuating, or just traveling on rough sees, that's why the boats. Groups of people get on, boat leaves, and they inflating another one for next group. There is only enough people left for 2 boats, and all the "managers" are still there. I'm wondering if I'm doing the right thing to be staying with "managers". We are suppose to go for a trip to Manaus and French Guinea. But I know, that that's on the other side of the world from where we are, so I say "It's got to be Macao, not Manaus"
5/17/14 Last night bed before 10, but couldnt fall asleep - 4:50am I'm Italy, Liguria. One Italian tells me this, while I'm looking at postcards to buy. The cards are nothing special. Some rocky shore, some dry chaparall mountains. I'm asking something from a guy at a train station. He starts laughing and replies to me in Italian, something like he is Tony... and Italian and why do I think he knows what I'm asking or speaks the language. To my surprise I speak Italian a bit too, or maybe more like just some international words and we communicate a bit, laughing. I'm at this train station at the end of the dream. It's the end of a trip for me and I'm meeting up with others to leave. There are 2 small, maybe 7-9 year old kids trailing me. We are some friends, or have some deeper connection. They don't want me to leave. Even before that, I'm telling someone that while we were in Mexico? (Italy), there was a big earthquake, not like a 6 something, but 5 something. Before that was something, about mountains or hills. It was a long dream, I woke up from it, said "great, a dream" and went back to bed. Have to by me that pen with light I saw on amazon for the gift money I still got there, so I can write them as they happen.
5/16/14 Last night, bed around 10pm - 4:50am DR: It's morning, and I'm just about to start cleaning somebody's place. They are getting ready to leave. The place is a pig sty. There are some cucumbers in the drawer with clothes, and they are so old, rotting and leaking. When I close the drawer, there is a puddle on the floor from them. It's disgusting. At first I say screw it, I ain't cleaning that stinky mess. But at the end of the day when they come back, and when I come back (read below), I'm looking for paper towels and plastic bags to clean it. There is also 2 kids I'm suppose to babysit. I don't know how, but I go out of the apartment for a moment and end up going to the recruit testing for CIA. Not an official testing, morel like in secret, so we don't even know it's a test. But I end up changing my pants for tights! for some test, and now I'm walking with a CIA guy through the hallway, barefoot and barely dressed. I'm saying dude, I have no shoes and stuff. And he says it's ok, we are almost there, and next is medical screening. We get to a room with other people in it. I realize I'm babysitting kids and I'm trying to call someone on my red cellphone to go and check on them, while I'm gone. Lots of flyers are in a row on a long table. We suppose to grab them and place them on a board within a time limit. I miss the first round entirely because I don't get what to do. Then on one flyer, I see some handwritten shopping list on the back. Chicken deli, meat and chicken deli, and 4-5 other items. I figure, that noticing these kinds of details is the real test, so I start copying the list on a piece of paper for myself. Turns out, that WAS the real test, and only I passed it. Then a fire starts in the overhead airconditioning unit, and one next to it starts to smolder, and another one as well. I ran to the fire extinguisher, grab it a ran to the fire, while yelling Fireeee! go tell everybody and take care of them! There is already a girl with extinguisher at the fire. But her's is the wrong kind, because mine shoots out huge marshmallows of fire retardant, and her's doesn't. Obviously mine is the right one. I extinguish the fire, walk to the next one and take care of that one as well, and the last one as well. Looks like I passed this test too, coz it was a test. DR: I'm on a street of my hometown, down by the bookstore accross from highschool. Something is running, I hear it coming closer. I rans by and it's a geogeous small brown pony, with his mane and tail and by hooves beige. He runs by at full speed, and I check behind the corner, if he went the right way. No he didn't turn right, he continued towards the train station. But he stopped and he is comming back to me now, at full speed. I try to catch him and take him to safety. I know he is just playing, like a kid.
/5/14/14 last night bed after midnight - 7:10am Everytime I woke up, I knew I dreamt about DV. Members, posts,... No recall of anything specific.
5/13/14 Last naight bed 12:30am - 8am DR: I'm in a Japanese dojo. It's quite large. There is a group of us. I recognize one person from my school. We are suppose to learn some new skills. Right now we are being taught swordfighting. A sensei in long Japanese garb of dark color is swinging with a very long and curved sword. As he swings, he makes sounds and yells out words in Japanese. (we were talking with mismagius last night about our dreams of Japan). I'm kinda embarrased to be yelling "hayyyyaaaa" and stuff like that, so I'm kinda not wanting to do it. When the class is over, I understand that I can't advance, unless I learn the Katana. So I look up some books that I know sensei was learning from, or recommended. I find 2 books. One is called "Marble [art, fighting, or something similar]. I'm flipping pages and there is so many of these yells in japanese, that you have to yell out at specific sword moves. I'm like, wow, this is like a whole script, how am I suppose to learn this, all in Japanese. Had tons of other dreams, seems like dreaming all night.