non-lucid

2.6.16

Last night slept 2am-7am. Couldn't sleep more.

Nap later at 10:38. No recall upon awakening. I was typing up something unrelated on the DV when I got a Total Recall 0_0

I just arrived at my mom's place from abroad. Sitting in a chair, they hand me a stack of mail I received while not home. 3 of them are postcards - best wishes to my birthday. One is a letter from New York and I save that for last. (I read accumulated mail everytime I visit home in a dream. Very strange feeling.) There is also a shipment of something that I saw clearly in a dream but now I don't remember.

Last I open the letter from New York. It has a nice rubber stamp on the envelope with small pretty font.

It's invitation for an interview but doesn't say for what job. I assume it's related to my second job.

I get to NY and to the building. I'm waiting for the HR person and I ask a few people in offices where to go. I end up in a conference room and they treat me as already hired. I'm suppose to replace a guy who's job was to collect text from others, put it in right format and print a small book from it. I hear he was taking his sweet time on it and people were getting impatient. I'm taking notes while trying to figure out best time to tell them that I was not hired yet, haha.

Somebody is taking me to HR. I had a feeling they are not rushing to take me there for some reason. This guy taking me there has a severe limp and is almost falling over, has to hold on to rail and we are going slowly. Some starcases have a missing step, but they tell me to just use some small extrusion to step on instead. I walk down on same starwell later but this time I'm coming down on it.

It's time to go and see the boss. We are walking by a hallway and some rooms that are completely flooded by clear water. Some girl is asking me if I can snorkle because we have to go through there to bosses office and she giggles with others like that s an awesome joke and feature they have.

We get to the other side and enter a cave like semi-large room. As I'm walking down the stairs chiseled into the stone, I see animals without cages, but somehow restrained, maybe a chain. There is a tiger like creature on my left at the bottom of the stairs, crocodile on the right, some colorful flat tale beaver type of creature straight ahead and an alligator at the door my guide is opening. I'm saying "noooooo" "I don't want to go throught the door where you just almost stepped on an alligator. I'm not scared but I have a feeling this is all not right and anything can happen.

Suddenly there is a fire. They call on a walkie-talkie for someone to come and help. Fire is spreading with lightning speed. I look above and there are fire balls rooling and now they are in front of me too, just below the low stone ceiling. It's getting hot and no matter where I turn, there is really no way out. I think this is it.

Then my guide says we can try and get out into the salt mines. She punches in a code into the control panel at the door, but code is not correct. She tries many times till the door opens and we get out.

Last nigt work 5pm-11pm.

Bed 2am - 9:55am

DR1:

I'm walking outside in the ankle deep snow. It's at night and strong wind is blowing falling snow in all dirrections. I'm holding something small in my arms. Maybe it's a creature or a small child that is not really a child by age. I want to provide comfort so I hide him under my long coat. It's happy.

I look back and I can't see anything. The lights of a large farm house have disappeared in the distance. It's a blizzard and we are joking about getting lost. Joking-because I know the way. I look under my feet and there is a barely visible but very clear path back to the house.

I turn again away from the house and come to picket fence. I see some lights in the distance, growing biger. I hear 2 people from neighbors farm yelling at me something, warning me about approaching lights. I can recognize it as a fast approaching car. I know they have no chance of seeing me so I walk towards it and step left so I'm behind the fence. I let the car pass by me.

(The snowfall was beautiful and providing comfort was comforting to me as well)

DR2:

I'm in my mom's kitchen. Somebody is talking loud just under the first story window in foreign language. I aonly recognize the word "Romania". 3 males are walking away and as they look back, I see they are typical Gypsies.

I look outside to see what the noise is and there is a bunch of them standing outside the fence to our uncle's and our garden. Some of them are climbing on it and trying to break in.

Here the story splits into 2 scenarios.

1 - I walk outside and confront them. Their leader is threatening me and says I better keep the doors locked because he is coming back after my family.

2 - Now that I know that ^^, at first sign of commotion outside, I grab my big handgun, walk outside and shoot the leader in the head. He drops dead and I ask "anybody else?"

I know I should keep shooting and I either do or just imagine that scenario, as the cleanest and safest way to protect me and my family.

There was a also a small handbag left by the leader on my table. It's moving just a tiny bit and I wonder what "mafia" message he left me in it. As I'm taking it outside, I'm thinking somebody's finger. But I see through the zipper, it's a nonvenomous snake.

Next thing I know I see my dad outside and I'm asking him if he seen the snake. He says which one, and that he was rather big and he is joking, because he has him around his neck like a pet.

My mom walks up and she pets the snake which is weird because she doesn't like them.

They are coming closer, I pull out my gun and I tell them to stay back, because I'm gonna drop somebody. I'm thinking if the snake dies fast if I shoot him in the spine.

DR3:

I'm sitting by large windows in a rather large room. I look up at the skies (was practicing for TOTM in WL) and I see some flat clouds. They look like UFO clouds and I'm jokingly saying to someone about UFOs in the skies.

I look to the left and there are some huge alien spaceships. They are all different, colors are muted by distance and slight fog. But they are very pretty grey and blue gray.

There was some kind of aerial fight and some very tall structure looking like a street ligt, but reaching all the way to the clouds took a hit and started toppling over. The wery tip of it hit the window near me and fell on the pillow I had my head on just seconds later. My phone got damaged and it's screen got cracked. It still worked but all images were shrunk to the middle of the screen.

A utility truck comes by fast. It's all burned up and metal is all twisted. I't going fast, dodging the holes on the street caused my explosions and falling debree.

Now I'm standing on the corner of the street and another utility wehicle comes by fast and it's leaving brand new asphalt pavement. We are amazed how fast the city fixes itself after distruction.

This from day before yesterday.

DR 1:

I'm in a hangar sized room in even bigger building. I work at this factory. I'm some kind of a manager and my boss tells me to find a quiet place for our department meetings.

Place looks kinda empty, only bunch of cardboard and wooden boxes.

I find a place in the large room that looks like a mess hall. Thats where I keep my bicykle too.

It's time to go home. It's dark outside and big storm had kicked up. Very windy, I can hear it blowing. It's raining. I decide not to ride my bike home but to call a cab. I do that. Cab takes me like half way. From there I'm walking. Now one of my friends is walking with me. We are passing an old building that looks like renovated castle or something very old.

DR 2:

I am walking through some mountain passage. A nurse is sitcking a thermometer into my mouth to take my temp. I fight her but she says something and I have to comply. Not liking it.

DR 3:
My work is getting remodeled. (it is in WL). I'm looking at the front sliding doors and they are all new and working properly. There is also a sliding screen door and I laugh and wonder how the heck is this going to work.

1.30.16

Last night bed at 11:30pm - 3:30am. Had a day off but working my second job.

I am with another person in a long room on the second story. I'm looking down at a structure to my left.

It's a structure with 3 buildings that is built into the side of a mountain. Mountain on the top is flat and it's an airport and these 3 buildings are hotels. They are build very crudely, just bare huge building blocks. They each have a name on the top.

I am thinking if the airport is secure from attacs and if it is, if these hotels are vulnerable. If someone would attack the airport, they would probably start at these hotels.

Across the place where I am at, I'm looking at a column of people coming from left. They are all man, dressed in drab, with some kind of a military type of a rain poncho on them. They all have weapons and a mask on their face. I'm looking at this huge muscular black dude and his facemask is makeshift piece of military green cardboard covering his mouth and nose, leaving his eyes free.

They are walking slowly and nonthreteningly, but they seem manacing to me. They just don't want to panick us.

Two of them come up to the room. Me and my friends are laying down away from the window, our automatic weapons next to us. I'm thinking we made a mistake and shoud have hid them. They are not saying anything, but I know we are in danger. I mouth to my friend to look at the banner they put up. It has swastika on it and some writing. Now I know for sure they are not on our side.

We find a box with some old weapon and my friend wants to toss it. I look at it and the sniper rifle in it is kinda of warped for being old, but I say we keep it. Caliber is etched in the weapon. It reads .38.

1.26.16

Last night bed 4 am- 9:44am

DR
I am in some kind of a secret lab. Multistory building, modern, lots of corridors. Winding stairs, doors, lots of people walking around fast in urgency.

Someobe got injured or sick and I'm part of the group taking this person into OR. When we get there, this person sees bunch of different kinds of worms and meal worms in a large metal bowl in a water. She says NOPE NOPE EWWW and there is no way she will let us treat her with that. I don't blame her for sure.

I am outside with some kids and we find out that we got tics on us from grass. I'm in ahurry to get back to the lab to shower but there is always something that prevents me.

1.25.16

Yesterday work 6pm-11pm
Bed 1:38pm - 7:20am

Breakfast

1. WBTB 7:20 - 9:12 Slept till 11am
2. WBTB 12:55 - 1:20

I knew my night sleep was a bit too short, but I tried a WILD anyway.

non-lucid:

I'm with a friend who is to my left. I think it's Ophelia. I'm telling her that I just had a lucd with a friend of mine. I name M, A, some others, but can't think of the name I'm looking for. Then It comes to me: Ophelia.

We do bunch of stuff I forgot. Then we go take a bus and it costs 3 dollars. I look in my wallet and pull out 2 $1 bills. Other bill is $5. Then they start to morpf into $6, $12, and now I have a few hundreds.

We get to the bus going to the beach, but she can't decide where we should go. So we are between busses on the the bus station, not knowing where to go.

1.24.16

Yesterday I worked 5am-11:30am
Slept from midnight - 8am

DR
There was lots of dream. I just remembered this one while reading ophelia's DJ.

I'm walking into the basement cellar in my mom's house. I wonder why the heck I never put the lights on, at least in the hallway. The room is dark as in a room during daylight but curtains drawn. I walk all the way to the end on the dirt floor and start looking for something. All I find is my dad's magazines. They are pictures of big boobs from normal magazines. I can't stop myself pulling them out of the pile of dirt. If he asks wth I'm doing, I will say I only organized them.

1.20.16

This was day before yesterday.

I'm visiting my home town. I get together with my former classmates. We are all grownup now. We go to visit our last room teacher for some reason. We enter a sunny, one story house, with courtains drawn shut. There is a baby sleeping in the ante-room.

In the other room, the teaches is waking up and I'm thinking how can she leave the baby alone. We sit down and talk. The baby, she has very red cheeks, is all happy and talking and she walks up to me and she shows my name and says it. I'm surprised, because we never met and I'm just visiting from abroad.

The teacher now changes into my english teacher and she is going to town to buy something for courtains. I ask her what it is, because I don't undertand that word.

1.17.16 work at 6pm

Last night, bed at 11 ish - 7:40 am

Breakfast at 8:30 and 3x300 mgs of Alpha-GPC at 8:45.

Had a bunch of dreams last night. Don't remember them now, only this one I memoriez when i woke up earlier.

DR:
I'm in a restroom. A female friend is in the next one. Suddenly I see Ophelia coming throuh the hallway and she walks into the restroom. She is all happy and smiling and laughing. She says she came to us so we can see her in her wedding gown. The bottom is a classic white gown, and the top is black with thick collar that is sticking away from body. Like you would see on a winter coat with big collar that is raised up to protect from wind.

01.07.16

Had 5am-1:30pm shift yesterday and have a 6pm-11pm shift today.

I slept a lot last night.

DR:

Very chaotic, fast paced, no leader, nobody knows whats happening or how to solve it, everybody doing his own thing.

I'm in some very tall and big structure. Modern building, maybe like office building. There is water on 2 sides.

A girl I'm babysitting goes in the shallow water and is dragging a huge black sheet of plastic behind her. I grab it and reel her in.

Later on the other side of the buuilding, we look out the window and some huge tornados are in the sky. They ar skinny and they have some cross sections on them. They are weird. We get in the corridors and away from doors and windows. I try to go back and look at the tornadoes again, but I sense danger like I could get sucked out at any moment.

Some strange, bad force is at play as well. We look for ways to neutrilize it. We look in cabinets and drawers and other pieces of furniture.

12.23.15

Second week of dayjobs.

Had an awesome dream. Long and detailed.

First I'm at a doctor because I got 2 small wounds on my right leg. I needed stiches. He asked if I want something for pain before he starts and I declined. Always wanted to know how that feels, so here is my chance.

He puts some small metal rod through my skin as to test if it hurts? I'm not sure. But it looks like he has no idea what he is doing.

Change of scenery.

I'm walking on a sidewalk on some hilly residential neighborhood. To my left are some winding, steep, concrete steps with some thick shrubs and lots of trees next to it. There is ryan and his brother and sister. We greet each other as if no time had past since we last saw eachother. We are all happy. Their mom is there too.

We do bunch of things together. Happy dream and good feeling afterwards.

12.7.15

Slept through night, since I was off. Going to work tonight.

I'm at work, sitting somewhere on some boxes, having lunch, holding a bottle of beer in my hand. I realize it and trying to figure out why I don't do this more often. Then I realize I'm at work : P So I rush to hide it and I put it on a shopping cart full of crap.

I go upstairs and there are cubicles like on The West Wing. Lots of glass walls and doors. There is a former classmate there and we decide to do it. He goes to get ready to he bathroom while I start locking doors and closing shutters. One door is toally off the hinge so can't close it and there is lots of foot traffic. I know it's proly not gonna happen.

12.06.15

I worked yesterday, had night off today and tomorrow

I'm told that I can move to an island off of Sweden. It's a manmade island made of wood. I'm under water, coming up to surface. There is lots of seaweed and light is filtered by them. I'm only few feet under the surface. I'm watching the bubbles rise, how the seaweed is moving with the waves and some sea slug on a large leaf. I'm amazed. I come up and see a large rectangular island that looks like a pontoon.

Next I'm on the island and i feel sand under my feet. It's hard to believe that it's all on wood, because sand seems to be deep.

Someone needs to poop, so they squat behind some drift wood. They cover it with showel and sand. I wonder if someone makes a hole next to it and they showel sand on it, if they uncover the old poop 0_0.

12.4.15

Last night had night off. Slept till 3am. Then was up and slept from 1pm-9:30pm.

I talked to my subC while falling asleep, thanking for my dreams and asking for more. I got 3 very detailed dreams.

1. This was the first one so don't recall much.

I just got to the top of some tall hill with bunch of other people. It's at night and we are sitting down to rest. I pick a spot near a low stone wall on the edge of the mountain.

I see a garage door. The top part has small decorative "windows". They turn one by one and I see some very old carved heads of some missiles. By old I mean from 9th century or so. Red lights on some electronic panel underneath each missile is starting to blink and change as the missiles are charging, ready to be fired. I'm impressed, but not surprised. Also glad that it will help us defend that location.

2. I am by the shoreline. Not the ocean, but more like some cove with high rough, volcanic looking walls. There is a house in the corner. It looks like a vertical tube made out of glass. It has glass walls and ceilings. The owner had to make it this way, because not enough horizontal space, only vertical. He is showing me each story. One is a swimming pool. Another is an aquarium. One has a bedroom. 2-3 are just a pool with maybe a fountain in the middle. Everything is glass and water, so if you look down from your bedroom, you see all the pools and aqarium underneath. The sign on the house says it's on the market for 50 million.

3. I am in Iran. By myself. Walking on a beach, under some natural bridge in the sandstone. It's shady there and I realize that's why locals like that spot. Not too hot. But I want to collect some sea shells so I walk on. There is lots of women in black burquas and bare feet. I don't see any seashell there. I know that place gets lots of foot traffic so they were proly already all picked up.

I decide to pull out my camera and take pictures of everything. I'm kinda worried if they will catch me and delete all my pictures. Maybe I should put a new memory card in, so if they do, I don't lose all previous pictures.

I look at the camera and it has a sticker on the objective. As I look through the view finder, I see the view blocked off, but there is still a small ring on the edges of it and I think it would be interesting to be taking pictures like that.

I see something in the water that's not an ocean. It's more like a small river heading for the ocean just a few yards away. The thing looks like much brighter water that is tropical blue while rest of the water is dark. I aim my camera to take a picture.

Now I am on some kind of a boat. As I come closer, I see that the thing in the water is a body of a man turning with the currents. His arms are tied in front of him with dark blue cloth. As the boat continues, there is bodies everywhere. I count at least 20. All have hands tied and I realize they were executed by the government. People on the shore are spitting at them. I'm waiting for a loogie to land on me too, but they have a good aim.

Going on a open top cart. Some girls on it I think will be unfriendly to me, but one of them tells me I should have some kind of a tour guide book with me, so the police will believe me that's why I'm there. I see they all have a few books and leaflets in front of them. One girl gives me one of her books and I start looking at it when a female police officer comes to us. I know how strict police in Iran can be and I expect to be interrogated, but as I say good morning to her in english, she just lets us drive by. It's also important that we have someone who can translate from english for them, so I agreed I will do that for the group.

The female police officer turns to us and shouts something to one of the girls. Something about her name Anna-Marie, if it is in the dokuments as well.

Change of scenery and now I'm at some historic site. Inside of something like a cave that was unearthed. Bunch of stone artifacts are on display tables. Curators or guides are there to show us. We can touch the artifacts. Most common are some small shiny, brown and black pebbles. Mostly elongated pieces, smaller than one inch. I'm finding them on the tables, floors...

I'm going in some hallway. On the left are jail cells with metal bars and no doors. It's suppose to be a museum, but I think they have prisoners there. I get to one cell and I collect some of those stones from the floor. They are suppose to be important and help with something.

As we get back, I'm looking at more stones on the exhibit tables. There is a box of broken crystal. One visitor takes 2 pieces and puts them together. They fit. Then he adds 2 more fragments and now the crystal ball is complete. It's not see through and not round. More of a square and carved like crystal bowls or similar.

I look inside and there are people walking around in there and having a life. I look deeper and it's like a whole universe in there.

after mrpriority mentioned in chat that he never been anything but human, I rememebered another dream:

[17:19] <@gab> I morphed into an animal last night
[17:19] <@gab> first time ever
[17:19] <@gab> ginsan will be proud
[17:19] <@gab> proud pappa
[17:20] <@Mismagius^^> Oh nice!
[17:20] <@gab> bald eagle
[17:20] <@Mismagius^^> Oooh, good choice
[17:20] <@gab> was cool
[17:20] <@Mismagius^^> You fly?
[17:21] <@gab> yeah, we were talking with ginsan the other night
[17:21] <@gab> and he mentioned he loves birds
[17:21] <@gab> especially predators, and showed me some videos of bald eagles
[17:21] <@gab> I guess I wasn't watching alone
[17:21] <@gab> yeah I flew
[17:21] <@Mismagius^^> Awesome~
[17:22] <@gab> I remember leaning forward and my arms morphing into wings
[17:23] <@gab> and this wasn't even lucid, or I don't think it was, but I was thinking that I should try morphing, picked a bald eagle and after I thought I gotta tell ginsan

12,03,15

Yesterday sleep from 11;30am -9 pm

I just returned home from someplace. As I'm stepping into my grammas one room home through a wooden door, I realize that I have been away for 10 days and didn't get online or check my emails one single time. This fills me with dread and terror and I just can't fathom how did I forget about all that.

I turn right and I reach to the back of the shelf that gramma has right next to the wall. It's a metal shelving thing. I am absolutely mortified that I don't remember where I hid my laptop before I left but at the same time I remember it's on the shelf. But I'm so scared out of my mind that someone took it and how was I so stupid to leave it there.

Next thing I have it opened on a desk an my brother is there too. I have an image of a small fire that just started out of the blue, but was estinguished.

Now I look at the small wooden stick that's in one of the USB ports and it just caught on fire by itself. I blow and it goes off. I tell my brother who was not looking and ask him why he thinks it happened. We somehow come to the password that I set for my laptop. He says the fire is the result of pent-up energy that has no other way for release.

Next we are talking to a woman who tells me that It's bunch of numbers and all of them give sum of 8, which I didn't know. Shee says that sum of all those 8's is 0, and 0 is the number of evil intelligence.

I ask her how to get rid of it. She says I need to smear my room with pentik. DAnother woman thats there with her says the name of the plant in another language, sounds latin or european. I want to know if the evil intelligence will stay in the room or follow me if I move.

I woke up so scared I was braving the thought of getting up and putting the light on, but I lost the fight. I got up and put the light on and stayed up.