International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal

Kaomea's Dreams

Goals: None. I have other things I need to focus on but if I happen to end up at Itza temple, awesome, but I'm not making that the focus.

10 pm - 12 am

Escape
I'm with a guy on a mountain. There's some sort of attack which ensues and me and the guy race back to our vehicle. I see it and immediately feel bad. It's covered in mud, not just stuck in it either, it's about 1/3 burried in it. That was our only means of escape. The guy climbs in anyway, literally sitting in mud now he tries to turn it on. I feel like it's hopeless. He's still hopeful. He manages to get it running, I climb in still doubtful. We somehow manage to leave. Awesome.

Side note: HA! FINALLY I can recall what happened in the initial sleep period. IT DOES EXIST! WOOT!

2 am - 2:30

Seriously WTF?!
I FA in my bed. Look around, I feel a very distinct energy, ghost/spirit/demon like presence. It's that thing that's been lingering in my closet for years that's been picking on my family, just not me. (Waking life too). I acknowledge it, thinking it's always been friendly towards me except now there's something different. I can see it clearer. It... frightens me a tad... and I'm not easily frightened. I decide I can't ignore it, which is what I typically do in waking life and dream life. I get up to go get Nae in the living room. I get to him and start jabbing him, trying to wake him up.

As I poke and prod him to wake up, I feel the 'thing' try to subdue me...? It feels like there's a heaviness to my motions and each time I try to interact with Nae, my physical dream body is declined. I keep fighting it, angry at this point at not being able to exert my own self-control and I eventually end up on my knees on the floor. I stop fighting it and expand my awareness, focusing on seeing whatever the hell this thing is. I feel 'it' become defensive... it doesn't like me focusing on it. It releases me a little and once that opportunity opens I snap my awareness back into myself and I become lucid.

I realize I'm dreaming, but not that I'm dreaming, that I'm out of my body. It doesn't have the feel of a dream. Since I can't touch Nae, I decide to speak to him. I employ the powerful tactic of love and acceptance (hahaha, funny right). I shout at him, "I LOVE YOU! WAKE UP!" He still sleeps. Finally, I get so pissed at being restrained and controlled that I silently command myself, 'WAKE UP!'

At which point, I lie awake in my bed, I RC, it's real. Write my notes for this dream thing. I recap wtf just happened, still pissed, and plan to get up to actually go get Nae and tell him what just happened. Then.... I get sucked back into a dream which I had absolutely no intention of doing.

I FA AGAIN and don't realize it's a FA. I'm back in my bed, get up, with the intent to go get Nae to tell him wtf unfolded. I stand up, look in my closet, tell the thing in there how pissed I am, and walk out. On my way to the living room I see Koa (4 year old). He stops me and wants attention. I stop and give it to him. I notice as I'm putting him back to bed there's something different about him. Great. It merged with a kid...

Nonetheless, the creep value of this 'dream' which is yet again, more of an OBE than a dream, I still offer love to Koa. It's not his fault he has some idiot thing merged with him.

I hug him.

His face transforms very demon like, black maws and energy which is extending past the physical body as it's trying to reach out to my face. Before it reaches me, I get a good look at whatever it is. I can tell it thinks it's winning. Winning what, I don't know. An outside voice pops into my thoughts, "You're dreaming." I'm dreaming? ... FUCKER! I stop any interaction with a swift internal, WAKE UP!

At which point... I wake up in my REAL bed. R/C, I'm awake and BEYOND livid. I stalk into the living room and retrieve Nae. Simply because it's the principle of it. PFFT.

3 am - 6:30 am

Goals: Find the dark energy thing that was giving me a difficult time.

Family
I'm with my family and I'm protecting them. Exploring safe houses, trying to find a place for them. One of which is a town that has no cars, cars are forbidden. It's a beautiful town and we're walking through very natural settings. Fields. I wonder why noone is outside their houses and they were instructed to remain inside for today. I think it was because we were visiting or passing through?

I walk through a set of doors, found a somewhat suitable place for them. We relax in a pool. Well they do. My mind is still in detective/protection mode.

Heavy stuff
I'm out and about alone. I'm working on something, flipping through towns and finding all the pieces to the puzzle. Nothing exciting or 'aha' worthy. Boring from an external point of view but it had an overall very heavy feeling to it.

Windhover's Dream

1 - I met mcees from Infinite Challenge. I dont remeber what we did together....we ate some kind of stew.

2 - I was a male wearing army suit, at the dark place inside of building. I met several people who were with me; they had guns and shotguns.
we were at the hall way where several doors were at one side of the wall. we were planning to kill zombies. we hid behind doors, sticking guns
outside the window door. the zombies arrived. they had pale white faces, which reminded of more vampires than zombies. these 3 zombies were
at the first door, so I turned my gun to them and everybody shot them; on head, chest, shoulder. mine was shotgun. but they didnt die!

3 - I barely remember but I became lucid at some point. I tried to find Katsuno, saying
"show me Katsuno's chakra!" as I turned away, there was nothing

Vesterguard's Dream

24-09-11 Sharing things on facebook, primarily things concerning TZM and some weird recycling or housing project. I am chatting or at least having a remote conversation with someone, who informs me that the Dalum brothers have signed up.

Katsuno's Dreams

1st: (Before I went to bed I told my subconscious to give me a hint so I can do a RC) I was near my school and I walked towards a bus. I had no ticket so I had to buy one. I gave the driver the money (it was about 1 euro and 30 cents) and I took a seat. Then the scene changed and I was now inside the school in the room where all my classmates meet in the breaks. I looked around and suddenly Neo (from matrix) came inside. I immediately remembered my mantra and I did a RC. I was dreaming. But before I could do anything I did the fatal thing <.< I tried to feel my physical body and I noticed that I couldn't breathe well because of my sickness. Shortly after that I noticed that I was awake now...

2nd: It was a strange dream. I was inside a place that looked like the throat of a frog (like in naruto). There was this pitch black fluid surrounded by a blue fluid. I walked near it and the black fluid was somehow alive. It talked and I saw the face of a women everytime it spoke. She was evil. Suddenly I wasn't alone anymore and we tried to fight "it"
I don't know why but we couldn't damage her but suddenly one of my companions did something and she screamed. I took some of the blue fluid and poored it over the black and she screamed even more. It was like we were curing her...
The areas in which I poored the blue fluid over now turned white. I don't know what happened after that...

3rd: I was watching Southpark. The scene was a cinema. Cartman was sitting on the left side and a group of other people (who looked like mafia guys) were on the right side. Cartman walked behind their boss (he was the godfather) and said to him "I'm going to make you an offer you can't decline" and it reminded me of a conversation about the godfather I had with my friends. I woke up...

I woke up several times during the night because of my mantra to wake me up after every dream. But for some reason I can't remember having had any dreams during that times :O

Dream fragment:

My recall was crappy for the first part of the night, all I remember is dreaming about being in an airport with some people

Vertigo rockband:

James stewart and Kim Novak are in somekind of psychedelic 70's rock band. The image is grainy like it is some long lost footage. Stewart is on the microphone, stoned out of is face, his shirt open - while Novak is on the guitar (and at some point the drums) hair disheveled and top open too reveal her cleavage. As the scene progress's they all end up on the floor, naked - laying on their backs next to a guy who is like twice the size of Stewart

Chichen Itza attempt 4:

I am in my front room and decide to do an RC (looking at a piece of writing twice) straight away I realise I am dreaming though I need to calm myself (I've been trying intensely all night so I am excited!) I go to my front door, open it and fly out into the night sky, 'chichen Itza' I keep telling myself.

Blackness.

Just nothing, and it's only my will that is keeping the dream together, I can't do this for much longer and decide that I need to land

'Chichen Itza' I keep saying. I look around and see all these bright lights everywhere, neon signs and stuff like that. This is not Chichen Itza, I say to myself, this looks more like Las Vegas, or somekind on amusement park at night.

So I decided to try and practice to get to Chichen Itza before our next shared dream attempt - so that I was a little more prepared, and because I was (I think) successful - I wanted to post it up here.

I get up in the middle of the night after having some weird dream about a theme park and find I can't sleep, so I go down stairs and switch on my computer - just as an after thought I do an RC and read a bit of writing, I then look away and read again - and it reads something completely different! Damn it feels so real but I'm dreaming! So I go out of the house and decide I would try to fly to Chichen Itza (as making a portal last time failed) So I chant 'Chichen Itza' repeatedly, everything goes black, I can not even see my hands and I'm scared I'm gonna wake, so I decide I've flown enough and land .

I find myself in the middle of some ruins, some metal dividers (like you get in theme parks) divide some areas off. I look around me, it is dark, and there are ruin but none look big enough to be the Chichen Itza temple, it does kinda feel like a theme park - like it is some ancient ruins but it has been re-designed on top for tourists (after I woke I found this to be partly true)

Kinda like this:





The funny thing is, up until now I thought Chichen Itza was just one pyramid structure - and after I had this dream I realized it was a much bigger area.

So I'm walking around some grounds of Chichen Itza and all of a sudden somekind of masked man pops up from nowhere, he is wearing a mask and looks very tribal, possibly Myan (this pic reminds me of him, also found at Chichen Itza)



He chases after me, I try to be relaxed and tell him I come in piece, that I'm just looking around, but I notice I also have a mask on of some sort - he cannot see my true face so he is scared. And another starts to chase after me and then the dream ends.

Night Spy2's Dream
I think this is the 32nd one...

Anyway, the overall theme was that I was in a building, it was a big fancy building with lots of glass.
Then one of my friends like jumped off and did a back flip, and then a black chick tried to do the same but she fell and died cause we were like 5 floors up.
There was like 5 of us, and we were all pro freerunners.
Then we split up and were running away from the cops, freerunning over heaps of stuff.
Then we met up at the warehouse, and were still running away from the cops inside the building, knocking over heaps of stuff on the way.

Feels like it could have been shared. Sorry for putting it up so late... I was busy with school.

Mayatara's Dream

Dogs and cat
With my mom on a car on the highway. We see a disoriented dog on the other side of the road and we're afraid he may be hit by a car. As soon as we can, we turn around to go get him, but when we arrive there it is too late, this dog and another dog we hadn't seen, were squashed on the road.
A bit further ahead we see a wandering cat on the side of the road and we save him from the traffic, but the poor cat doesn't seem very happy with his new situation and as soon as we stop the car on a later point in our travel, he runs away.

Lord Voldemort in 1940's
We keep going through the road and at a certain point we get stuck on a traffic jam at the entrance of some town. I look around and all the cars are from the 40's. I wonder if it's some old car convention, but then I see that people are also dressed as in the 40's and everything around, buses, houses, etc, all are from the past.
I make a silly question to my mom: if she remembers people dressing like that when she was a kid and she clarifies that she ain't that old and I think "Ups, you're right, you were born in the 50's. Sorry!" The mystery of why we were suddenly in the 1940's remained.
The traffic wasn't moving at all, so we got out of the car. People couldn't really explain what was going on, but there were rumors of something terrible happening in the nearby town and of dead bodies all over. Then, an horrendous vision: a dead black baby came floating down the gutter by the side of the road and the ladies screamed and turned away their eyes, horrified.
I decide to go find out what is going on. I leave my mom behind.
At the entrance of the town there is a property with a palace and I feel a really dark energy there, so I go inside to look for the villain. It is Lord Voldemort! Strangely enough, he knew who I was and he was waiting specifically for me. I feel confused for a while, but he had clearly gone through the trouble of dragging me to the past and to a very specific place, causing a lot of chaos, just to get me.
He magically shuts all the exits of this palace and although inside it I have all that I need and he offers me all sorts of gifts, I am not allowed to get out of there. He is working me and playing mind games with me, but I don't understand what he wants from me. If he wanted to kill me, he had many chances of doing so. I try to kill him several times, but I fail and still he doesn't kill me, just threatens me with horrid consequences if I keep pushing him.
Every once in a while he kills someone in front of me or informs me of something horrific he did and I feel my anger growing. That's when I start realizing this might be a "Darth Vader - Luke" kind of thing. He probably wants to recruit me to the Dark Side. I resist the negative feelings and just keep looking for a way to get out or to find a weakness in him that I can exploit.
(Unfortunately, this time, I can't recall the conclusion of the dream...)

BiscuitHappyz's Dream

More fragments last night. Sorry about that. But I do have a fun little extra...


Fragment #1:

I had a dream that about three of my middle school friends were in, and we were walking through the sunny and not very dense pine forest outside of my elementary school. One, let's call him Yarblarblar, was yanking on my hair, and it stung a bit.

"Stop that, please," I say. Yarblarblar laughs and continues anyway.

"Stop," I said after a while of him tugging, and more assertive this time. Yarblarblar thinks this is hysterical, but ceases for the time being. I could tell he was going to do it again, though.

I saw a large stick wedged into the ground near a towering pine tree, and I got an idea. I walked slowly, waiting for Yarblarblar to resume pulling. Once he did, I pulled the stick out of the ground with my left hand, as though it was a lighter version of the Excaliber. I swung it at his ribcage, and it narrowly passed through his block. It smacked him within three seconds of when I withdrew the stick from the ground. And he hunched over, clutching his rib.

"Owww," He moaned.

"Whoops," I said, sincerely. "Didn't mean to hit that hard, mate. You okay?"


Fragment #2:

I was playing a Minecraft 1.8.2 patch, and was slaughtering a pack of pigs. I was in a bright green plain surrounded by rainforest. So yeah.



Pirate version:


I had a dream that about three o' me middle school buckos were in, and we were walkin' through t' sunny and not very dense pine forest outside o' me elementary school. One, let's call him Squid-Brained Scallywag, was yankin' on me hair, and it stung a bit.

"Oi, stop that, matey, if ye will," Says I. Squid-Brained Scallywag laughs and continues anyway.

"Avast! Ye should stop now, bucko, if ye know what's good for ye." I said after a while o' him tuggin', and more assertive this time. Yarblarblar thinks this be hysterical, but quits for t' time bein'. Avast, I could tell he was goin' t' do it again.

I saw a big arse stick wedged into t' ground near a big arse pine, and I got an idea. I walked slowly, waitin' for Squid-Brained Scallywag t' go back a pullin'. Once he did, I pulled t' stick out o' t' ground with me port hand, like it were a lighter version o' Black beard's cutlass. I swung it at his middle, and it closely sailed through his arms. It smacked the fool in three seconds from o' when I withdrew t' stick from t' ground. And he hunched over, clutchin' his rib.

"Owww," Says he.

"Yarrr," I said, sincerely. "Get yerself out o' t' bung hole, mate. You okay?"

Fragment #2:
I be playing Minecraft 1.8.2 patch, and was escortin' a crew o' pig to Davy Jones' Locker. I was in a bright green flatland surrounded by rainforest. Aye.


Arrr, happy yap like a man o' t' seas day to ye!

Bihon's Dream

Fragments:

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It seemed that I had joined the dark side, a monster party, or ghosts. I was with a number of people in a bus and we were headed to a school. I was talking to the people around me, and I seemed really excited. Either I had died, or had only turned into another creature. In front of me was Maynard James Keenan, looking like he did from 3 Libras, only, he was wearing a mini top hat and a strange jacket. Also, I called him Marilyn Manson for some odd reason. I complimented him.

-

I was at a huge school, a university. The buildings were designed like castles, only brighter. I recall seeing Dumbledore there and Snape. From a huge glass window, I was watching a nearby building. There was something happening in front of it, something was being to done to a couple of men, but I don't quite remember, but they did have weapons, some had blue, electric-like wings (?)

MischiefManaged Dream

I'm at the university, talking to academic advisor. He tells me that last year there have been 25 people named Alejandro studing here.

Yeah, that's it...

Kumara's Dreams

Childhood defenses and threatening transformation

I am driving fast, and as I crest a hill, I hit a huge wave of vibration that I thought of as “resistance”, an impression of police on the side of the road with a radar-type instrument that was emitting the waves. The vehicle slowed wayyyy down and I felt the vibrations all through my body, it was as if reality itself was impacted by the waves. I grabbed my seatbelt and fastened it, though it was difficult, like moving through molasses.

I drive on and to take shelter in a building on the beach, and many people were streaming by, running toward the water. Big machines were coming, that I thought of as “transformers” that I only maybe had a glimpse of.

I was with Pax and a little girl, we were running for the shelter. I didn’t think we had long so I stopped to tell Pax and the little girl that I love them. I faced Pax and as I told him I love him, he said something at the same time. I felt a little sad, I don’t remember what he said but I felt at the time it was dismissive. Then we were running and I started to yell at the little girl that I love her, but I only had an impression of a Little Debbie’s box that was under her arm or she had become the box, and I realized, “she’s not even real!”.

We ran into the shelter. Pax and I sat on a landing in the stairwell. The first big machine went by, and I could see in my mind a cartoon of toys that had come to battle the ‘transformers’. Then another machine came by, and I knew this one was more dangerous because it was radiating heat. It hit the building I was in, and the building listed and fell over. I was unharmed, and now felt more like a point of awareness than an “I”. The corner of the landing turned over on me, thus protecting me. While I felt the heat and the rumble of the machine passing by, I could simultaneously see in my mind a line of cartoon tugboats all lined up to my left, with faces and determined looks, all there to fight the threatening machines. I noticed a thought, “it’s as if all of my childhood toys are lining up to protect me/fight.”


The Indian guy on my back

I was lying on my couch, it seemed like me in a different reality because I had a different, larger laptop that was on a stand in front of me next to the couch. I was on my left side, and a browser was open on the laptop. A tab popped open, and maybe more had that I closed, I remember the screen was red with a white CB logo, I understood that I had picked up some sort of virus. As I was noticing that, I noticed how I was feeling and did an RC. “Can I fly?” I started to rise up out of my body off of the couch, so I went with it and let myself float up and I flew out of my apartment. I noticed the view of the weeping willows in the dark, lit by the nightlights on the property. I noticed how real it seemed and that I could understand how I could forget I was dreaming. I flew off into the sky, wanting to just fly a bit and have a look around. I remember at some point feeling like flying was difficult so I was making swimming strokes to keep going.

I put my hands out in front of me Superman –style. I felt a warmth behind me and a man’s hands appeared over mine. Someone was on my back and weighing me down. I was furious. I flew to a building, through a wall and landed on my feet on a stairwell landing. I twisted as fast as I could to detach from whoever was on my back, and face him. He was slight Indian man, about my height, with dark hair not quite shoulder-length and a closely-trimmed beard. He seemed “weathered”, and had a light scar running diagonally down from his left along his left pec. His expression I would say was “chagrined”. I angrily yelled at him, “WHO ARE YOU?”. I don’t remember if he answered.


Going down on a cutie

I walked into a bedroom, it was dark and I saw a girl I knew (in the dream) lying in bed. I saw another figure in the bed and wondered if someone was in bed with her or if it was a stuffed animal. I wanted to slide in under the covers and kiss her body and go down on her. She woke up and smiled at me.

Spoiler for Dream sex details:

I asked her if she wanted me to lick her pussy and she happily agreed. Scene change to being in a bathroom with her, she is sitting naked on the counter. The counter is ceramic tile. Her legs are spread before me and she is welcoming me. I am SO happy to please her sexually, and I put my hands on her thighs and bury my face, gently, in her bush. I’m gently flicking my tongue along her clit, and sucking on it while she directs me to be gentle, gentle. She is loving it and I’m loving that she is loving it. Next thing I notice is she is somehow lying on her back while I put pressure on her lower belly to enhance her pleasure, and am enticing her and excited about putting my fingers inside of her, because I know she loves it.

End of what I remember in the dream.

Dream fragments

Fragments of feeling choked, closed in around my throat on all sides by a presence (I slightly awakened, noticed my body was ok, then went back into the dream). Feelings of pressure, being surrounded. I remember once feeling threatened and powerless and surrounded by beings “choking” me and asking, “god, what do I do?” and then relief.

Kumara's Dream

Fragment:
as I was waking up, fragment of a woman making a cocktail with spices like ginger and cinnamon, and adding a chemical to it like LSD and offering it to me. I drank it as I was waking up.

whiterains dream

yet another restarting uni dream. there are lots of old mates from uni, but also school and loads of randoms too. i go on a hall crawl with an old school mate. i find russ in hall 4 and this arab looking guy who lives next to him with his wife. his wife is pretty hot and she takes a bit of a shine to me.

we are all pretty hammered and siting around in this common room type thing. im sat on this sunken sofa, dead comfy in between these 2 girls. chris is there, but even after wondering why we are starting again, i dont get lucid. there is a weird zip line type thing outside. there is no way to attach to it though, so in the end i kind of attach it with barbs to my skin on my chest and swing along. no pain but weird...

i see a massive crowd milling around some station on the way to london. i see an old mate TJ who i havent seen in years. this finally gets me lucid but i dont think of chichen itza. i just say to him that i will comealong with them for a bit. i follow them around while stabilising, but eventually it jumps back to another dream.

the common room has turned into a bus. im chatting to alana as we watch the world go by. i remember everyone going wild when another coach comes past and i remark at how odd it seems when we are already on a bus full of hot girls.

there is another bit with the arab couple. somehow we get involved in some kind of 3 way. the dude seems cool with it at first, but then later on he pops back up in the dream with a gun. at first i think to flee but there seems no point so i just stand my ground and face whatever is coming. he fires off one shot but as he gets closer he seems to want to talk rather than just shoot. im relieved and seem to be talking my way out of it when it fades.

also remember smoking with vas in manc, and just being at a party in the same little bar as ever..

Evolventity's Dream

September 18, 2011

(Regular Dream) Fell asleep by 1AM, woke up at 11AM.
-Another dream about someone's penis. I'll save the details this time.

-The sun is shinning very brightly outside. It's a great day in summer to go swimming. I'm in the complex pool at the shallow 3 foot deep end. I'm near the stairs, facing the sun. My shirt is off and of course, thoughts of security persist. I look at my chest and see that it's lit by the sun, masking anything I'd be insecure of. I go under water and try swimming. Knowing that I haven't swam in a very long time, it feels new and foreign to me. I have a difficult time moving my body through the water, barely able to direct my path or even see my path. My sister J* had arrives to swim too. I swam towards the deep end and came up near the mini steps on the side of the pool. I swim back to the deep end, almost slamming myself against the side of the pool when stopping.

-I'm in the back seat of a car. There is a driver and another passenger in the front. We're dressed up like common gangsters seen in movies. I suppose we're trying to make a scene in front of the other drives who pass by looking at us. We're on the highway. Another car rides along side us, they are real gangsters. They chase us. From a third point of view I witness our car crashing, and rolling many times with flames. I try to hold onto something to secure myself.

-K*G* and I are near McDonalds at midday. I don't recall how it comes about but a group of girls also nearby were going to fight or chase us. I hop into the back a Jeep with K*G* and Pen*. The other girls are riding their van towards us, trying to crash. (Glitch) I'm riding a scooter away from them towards the apartment complex. One of the girls continues riding down the parking lot along with my scooter in front of her. If I don't move my scooter she'll fall. (Glitch) We're all walking together down the parking lot in a tense situation. It seems we've been fighting for hours. I ask them if they want to stop because no one is winning. "I'm done, I'm done." I say.

-I'm brushing my teeth with that weird but good Homeodent anise flavored toothpaste. I'm using a brush with a gap in the middle of the brushes. It's wide so that it brushes both bottom and top teeth at the same time.