International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal

I am sitting in my brother in law's apartment, this i the first time I have been here - it's a nice place. We seem to be in a small town, but in that small town is one city style street - like a street from the 'good' part of new york has been plonked down in the middle of this town. It must cost a fortune to live here! I look out of the window and see a dead body strewn across the gutter, blood flowing into the drains and a large group of people just gaping. Hah! - Stupid people, they think it is a real body - don't they know that RIGHT next to the body is the television study AMC? It's just a prop for a crime show they are doing.

I woke with a clear picture of my dream, so clear and vivid that I just knew it was a big dream - it had that feel about it

- but then I fell back to sleep and everything vanished, save for a few fragments.

... My Father in law is alive, he seems to be ok now. He has gone upstairs to take a nap - I creep into the bedroom as I need to get something, but as I turn the handle the door makes too much noise and wakes him - I panic and go back downstairs.

.... I am riding in a car, or a bike - not sure

Katsuno introduced me day LDing technique on August 4th.
Since then, I succeeded LD 5 times out of 6 attempts. (oooh!)

All 5 LDs are dreamed in the morning. (about between 7-9 am)

No LD was succeeded in the early morning. (btween 3-6 am)

I need to work on WBTB during the early morning. Though I'm having many LDs
I NEED TO WAKE UP AND GET OUT OF BED DURING WBTB TO WAKE UP FULLY

just a note....

I am at Kulkulkan, weeping, sitting at the top of the pyramid.

Raven flies down and asks me what's wrong.

FUCK 2012. Everything's falling apart. I hate my waking life. I just want to live here forever.

Raven says nothing, but sends healing energy to me. I stop crying, and stand up and give her a hug.

I miss you, I miss MoSh... I am so frustrated with my broken body in Wakeworld.

But, we're here now, Nomad. Come.

Raven opens a portal to the Healing Glen, and we step through. We are in a lovely glen in a deciduous/pine forest in late winter. The Frost Giant steps through, parting trees like cane stalks.

"The winter is almost past, brother. Spring is coming soon."

I collapse on the grass in exhaustion. MoSh, Tigress, and Pablo appear, and I feel them healing me as tears silently pour out of my closed eyes. I hear music... Bakara... everyone is playing music. I get up, and we take turns healing each other.

We walk back to the Frost Giant's Cave. Joseph is there. He is now a young teenage boy, about 15. He smiles at me, and turns into a giant eagle. I applaud and laugh. He turns back into a boy, and suddenly bursts into tears. "Thank you for rescuing me from the nightstalker demon." He grabs Raven and I and hugs us tightly.

"Everyone, come by the fire, I made some stew," says the Frost Giant. "We will reforge ancient bonds as we share food, drink, and stories."

(to be continued when my hands don't hurt.)

dream 1 - my mom brought our new sister (not in IRL). She was half blooded from Caucasian, wtf?! her hair was blond and her eyes were green. She had similar features from my mom. I tried to hug her. She went to my school building, and she spoke in broken English. I told my mom not to teach her wrong English (I was kinda frustrated)...

dream 2 - I was at the school...the atmosphere was gloomy. There were my friends from hometown and some from american high school. suddenly bunch of my friends and I were at some kind of castle-like balcony or the top of a tower. My brother said 'look!' pointing to the background. There was beautiful sunny golden cloud covering the Washington bridge of Manhattan. Everything was shiny. There were people on the bridge waving their hands to the sky. We started to shout and waved hands, but suddenly the tower started to tremble - the balcony shifted and it felt like it was gonna crash down to the ground. I thought 'uh-oh' and the balcony started to fall!!! my brother said 'this is not happening!!' and this was really vivid. I felt adrenaline going inside my stomach when it was falling. the feeling of balcony falling per se was sooooo vivid. and then it crashed down - it was so painful. Blacked out. Then I woke up again on the balcony. I thanked god that I was still alive. Some of my friends were awake too. We tried to lift the rocks that crashed on to us by counting 3. We did.

The scene changed and I walking to school again with my 2 friends. I had some business at my house with my family so I thought I was gonna take only first period in the school. I handed the note to the staff at the main entrance, and I waited for my mom. There she came and we went to home.
The next day, I only took the first period and went home.
And the next day, again, I took first period and I was waiting for my mom at the entrance to pick me up. Suddenly my old friend in New Jersey came to pick me up. It was very strange that she had 13 toes.....wtf?

I don't know when I dreamed this but I was in the hall way and asked a boy out lol. I said "hey you wanna go out with me?" and he hesitated. "umm...I don't know. I don't think I want to." and I was like ugh...I asked him too early and he's gonna talk about me to his friends, I felt embarrassed :/

Scene jump. I was doing computer and there was no Park voted on the top 5 list for pre-presidential election.

Dream 3- I was in the living room watching DVD cases I burrowed from library. The cover contained sexuality and I was like wtf -.-


Shared Dream attempt
Dream 4 - I did WILD and went out to the veranda. The sky was dark. I could feel the grass under my bare feet. I flew a little. I shouted "clarity!" and the dream scene got more vivid. The sky turned into blue. I shouted "to Desert Claw!" and the dream scene slowly changed, felt a little weird. I was in a room with bunch of middle school kids. There was one kid I remember - his hair was black and long. I wanted to find Desert Claw but it seemed he wasn't there. anyway, I said
"Hey guys!!! you guys are dreaming! Do RC!!"
and the kids jumped on their feet, getting excited.
"Hey are you from Dreamviews? Are you a Dreamviews member?" I said, and this one kid said yes.
There was a laptop in the corner of the room, and the kid tried to go to Dreamviews. But he typed 'dreapview' in the address bar.
"No, it's Dreamviews." I said.
"What? dreambiews?"
"Jeez, I said D-R-E-A-M-V-I-E-W-S." I tried to type it up myself but I gave up.
"You guys don't even know about dreamviews....you guys are just DCs!"
and I shouted "to Nightspy!" then the scene changed.
I was in the hall way of a house. The floor was covered with soft greyish white carpet. There were 2 room doors closely together down the stairs. I went down and opened the right one. The walls were white. There was a bed on the right side and someone was sleeping. I immediately recognized him as Nightspy. I shook him to wake him up.
"Hey!! wake up you're dreaming!!! let's have shared dream! "
But he just moaned as if it was really troublesome. He wouldn't wake up. I saw his blue t-shirt. Couldnt see his face though...
"You wanna sleep 'in dream'? Oh come on....." I said, looking in the mirror. I was wearing a white cap and a red sweater-jacket.
I found a sketchbook on a cabinet near the bed. The drawings were mine.

Woke up.

whiterains dream

had a series of tasks in last nights dream. most memorable one was climbing a hill on a horse. i get lucid because i realize that the task is to dive off this hill with the horse, into the lake below. the main test is staying aware when hitting the water

rest of the dream was mainly going round the dream version of my old college which has the exact same layout changes as usual

dream 1 - In L.A. of California, I was at some kind of store with Yellowcard band members. We had to buy foods before the store closes. I tried to buy a donut or muffin but the staffs were already cleaning the foods out. I got frustrated and just headed to a book store - bought 2 mangas. There was still a popcorn store so my friend and I tried to buy it, but the black man who looked like a manager of the store kept telling me that I can't buy popcorn because of my status. I said 'why why?' and the man came out of the counter, holding a square board that said reasonable sentence that I cannot buy...(don't remember what it said) I got really frustrated. The Yellowcard members started to get out of the store, and I followed them running like a rocket, heading back to the studio. It was sunny outside. We entered a white building. A private staff opened the door. We went in and I tried to explain the members what happened in the store.
"Guys! Everyone should listen to me!"
but Ryan Key, who was the main vocal of the band, gathered the members to do some kind of team activity along the sofa. He started to gave us notebooks(?).
"Hey Ryan, I think everybody has to listen to me right now."
"Get the notebook," Ryan said handing a orange notebook to me. "If you don't then I'll tear it apart in half."
"Ryan!" I said. I grabbed the notebook but strangely Ryan wouldn't let go of it.
"Ryan!!" I said again.
"I'm getting pissed off right now." He said. Then he let go of the notebook.
Ryan started to do the activity ignoring me. Suddenly my tears ran down my cheeks because I was really fan of Yellowcard, and Ryan brought me down. After I woke up I cried. maybe it should have been affected by my stomachache...

dream 2 - I was at some kind of desert? Rocky Mountains? The ground was bright orange color and there were tall rocks everywhere. My family was there. I was watching Shin Chan. This dream is kinda foggy, but I remember encountering very muscular man and woman wearing military suits and holding weapons. I didn't feel threatened. I think I ran into some kind of airport.

dream 3 - I was reading my own comic and I saw my drawing of landscape of destructed world, and my characters facing the sun. it was very beautiful. On the left there were huge mountains with snow covered and in the middle there were some destroyed buildings. Then I meditated this scene to do dream incubation. I was running on the buildings and did RC, became lucid! Everything was vivid. Then I remembered finding Lmrhone, so I chanted his name but nothing changed... soon I woke up.

whiterains dream

a few memorable moments. was walking through a 'local' town except the street was lined with all these amazing thatched mansion style places. reminded me of american houses nothing like our local tiny boxes. got into the town and had a chat with andy carroll, building his confidence up for the newcastle game 2mo. then i tried to go back down the road with the massive houses, but despite feeling like i had gone the right way, i couldnt find them. this got me lucid and i said to some lad in front of me that it can be so hard sometimes to find the same places again in a dream.

i was in a pretty dull white corridor and tried to get down the end of it to look for this place. there was a woman at the end of it though and i got chatting and pretty much gave up my task. she seemed kind of afraid though so i left her to it. the whole thing reminded me of a dream i had years ago. that is two dreams this week that have reminded me that sometimes it can be so much eadier to remember past dreams while in a dream. there are 2 ancient ones that i dont think i would have remembered had another dream not sparked the memory.

was another bit i cant quite remember where someone was trying to stick my dream map to the wall by my bed, except they had stuck it landscape ways. this turned out to work though as i could look at it while lying down

dream 1 - I was watching family guy. All I remember is Stewie being sarcasm. And then I went to another room - Miho was sitting there. Gahng was also there and they said something but I don't remember....

dream 2 - I was in the hallway of art wing and I read a paper on the wall that said 'only 2 people got scholarship for art college' and I was like, that's not fair!!! I was in agony to think about this....

dream 3 - did WILD and went out of veranda. My Ikran was there! Strangely he looked like a crane bird. Anyway, I climbed up grabbing his neck. He tried to lift me up using his head. and then he turned into real Ikran dragon. I grabbed his antenna thingy on the head, and stepped on the thingies(?) on this shoulder, and he spread his big wing. And we floated up to the air - it was so vivid! We flew across the buildings in a metropolitan city. I said 'To Katsuno!' and my Ikran started to fly really fast. I held on his antenna tightly. But after some minutes of flying, there seemed no Katsuno so I said 'To Atras!' but no trace of him... 'To Oceanboy!' no feeling yet... 'To juroara!' 'To thebeastofold!' 'To floatinghead!' 'To hermine!'
nothing worked. -.-
Then I woke up in pitch black.

I should have gone to floating islands...I always forget.. d'oh!

Katsuno's Dreams

1st: I was inside a warehouse and a T-Rex was chasing me. I ran upstairs and was trapped. I kinda felt different and noticed that I was dreaming. I teleported through the wall and got away from the dinosaur. I looked outside of the warehouse and saw a huge field of grass and a forest in the distance. I walked out of the door and saw some kind of construction crane and I tried to do parkour. I climbed up the crane and then jumped down. I did a RC and suddenly a friend of mine appeared. Everything went pitch black and I had no vision anymore. I could feel my dream body but I saw with my real eyes. I noticed that I had a runny nose but I tried to get back into the dream. I visualized the dream but it didn't work and I woke up :/

2nd: I was at the warehouse I work at. I played with some LEGO-toys against my friend (wtf?!). Suddenly we began to do real fighting. My friend did a Hadouken and I evaded. Suddenly he did an uppercut and hit my jaw. It hurt really much and my teeth hurt like hell. I noticed that one teeth was loose when suddenly a few other guys appeared. I woke up

I accidently made this the 77th SD attempt

I was at the beach with a group of people. We were all kind of standing around, then someone decided we all go to the pier. After we were on the pier, a giant Navi erupted from under the pier and we all began to fight and attack the Navi. (My dream recall hasn't been at its best, i'm always to lazy to actually write in my dream journal when I wake up)

I was at the beach with a group of people. We were all kind of standing around, then someone decided we all go to the pier. After we were on the pier, a giant Navi erupted from under the pier and we all began to fight and attack the Navi. (My dream recall hasn't been at its best, i'm always to lazy to actually write in my dream journal when I wake up)

whiterains dream

at a big party in some club. bit of a reunion theme but there are people there from all different groups which starts to get me lucid. have a minor argument with some school people then set off to try and find out who else is there. talk to someone from school who says something about my brother and his bike. find some good mates then it looks like everyone is starting to leave. as we file out i start to realise i can just fly off above this grand set of stairs. i am carrying some stick that looks like a massive piece of rock. i say something like i am going to spin this stick anti gravity style. i try to fly while spinning this stick, and using it to keep me lucid. finally i actually remembered to try looking for dreamviews people but thats about the last i remember for now

I remembered so many dreams after I woke up, but now that I'm in front of computer I only remember two. >.>

dream 1 - I was a hawk myself. I was staring into a golden eagle's eye in front of me - It had yellow eye, I imagined its eye in green color to get the feeling of 'awareness' (semi-LD?). The golden eagle and another hawk flew away, and I flew with them together too, across the pink sky. And then I was on the tree branch, staring people down the street. Somebody commented on my appearance.

dream 2 - I did WILD but I was lucid in low level. I was riding Ikran with Atras and Katsuno, and maybe juroara. Don't remember any detail Atras said something to guide us...

dream 3 - I was on DV and got a pm from someone that I should mass pm active members again, with pictures and vid clips. I replied, 'umm...okay' and then I got 2 pms from Shockwave, and Oceanboy. And then I was looking at twitter page, my fav rock band posted a picture of famous Korean comedian I know together with them. They said he was funny as hell.

Katsuno's Dreams

1st: I was playing volleyball with a few friends and we wanted to make a tournament. We created 2 teams and divided the players. For some reason my crush wanted to play, too but there was no space in the teams left. She began to discuss with the teamleader and everybody joined the discussion. I got bored and woke up.

2nd: I was sitting on my couch in my room when suddenly 2 girls appeared. They wanted to do parkour at the balcony so I watched what they did. One of them jumped at the fence but she failed at crashed down. It looked so funny and I had to laugh really hard. I looked out of my room's window and noticed that there were some poles. I jumped down and tried to do Pull-ups with one hand. For some reason it was really easy and I did about 20 of them without any exhaustion. There was another pole and I tried to do a different exercise there. But the pole was like rubber and when I tried to grab it it got elastic and I fell to the ground. I was pissed of and went into my room again. My mother's Boyfriend was there and he told me something I can't remember. I watched a video when suddenly my dream gave me false memories. I watched a KFC commercial from New York and my false memory was that Windhover used to watch the weather forecast inside a KFC. In the commercial there was a TV and the commentator said that you could watch the weather forecast in the restaurant. Suddenly they filmed a girl that looked like Windhover (in my false memory). She had brown hair (this should have been a dream sign...) and walked outside of the store. The location changed and it was now the Marketplace of the city where my school is located. I looked at my bus stop and there were two russian guys sitting on a bench. I had the feeling that those two guys were criminals. Next to them was a women and suddenly I impersonated her. They guys wanted to give me a bottle of Vodka so we could drink together. I agreed and drank the bottle completely. They looked surprised and I said that this is not hard for me. Suddenly the bus arrived and I went inside. I looked outside and noticed some kind of Mobile-Food Cart driving around. I sat down and saw two friends of mine sitting in the bus. They asked me if this is the bus to my village and I asked them why they want to go there. The bus began to drive and my friends got nervous. They asked the bus driver something and he said that this bus drives to a different location. They got outside of the bus and I followed them. The Food Cart was still driving around so I thought about getting some food there. I bought some Noodles in a cup and ate them. One of the russian guys stood in front of me and wanted to rob another guy. I told him to stop and then he pointed a knife towards my neck. I got out my wallet and told him that I'm gonna give him all my money. I knew that I was dreaming now and thought about beating his ass. I pretended to take money out of my wallet but I just prepared my attack. I looked at his face and punched him really hard. He dropped his knife and I beat him up with some quick punches. Suddenly I felt pain. I looked down at my stomach and saw the tip of a sword pointing out of my Solarplexus. The pain was strong. The other russian guy stabbed me from behind. But I thought "I'm dreaming, I don't feel pain!" and the pain was gone. I turned around and beat him up, too. Now there were 2 policemen (For some reason I dreamed of the number 2 a lot) and they arrested those guys. Then they told me something about drugs. I smiled and said to them provokating that I can create drugs whenever I want. I showed them my hand and focused on it. I tried to imagine a bag of cocaine appearing but nothing happened. There was a small shadow of the bag but nothing more. I got confused and did a RC just to confirm that I was still dreaming. It worked and I thought about visiting the floating islands now. I imagined the location but then... "BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP". My alarm rang <.<