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Lonewolf's test

Started out I was on some weird landscape with Raven and Nomad. We were near a beach and there was lots of crumpled buildings everywhere... it reminded me of Limbo from the Inception movie. I vividly remember stepping into a completely trashed house and stopping there to eat something.

I suddenly find myself teleported to lonewolf's dream house. I'm sitting in a living room with blue walls and one couch with another by it arranged in and "L" shape. In the house is him and some of his allies. Lonewolf has a sinister grin as he enters the room. He has a kado mask and puts it on and then pulls out a whip. Then i keep thinking he'd going to do some weird teleportation thing around the room which leaves blue streaks. It seems like he's going to try to hurt me, but then one of his ally dogs comes up to me and I start petting it.

It play bites my arm a bit and for a second I am worried wether it will try to rip my arm off, but it reads my fear of that and stops biting. It then just licks my arm and then playbites my arm. At lonewolf seeing the dog playing with me, he knows that I have no ill intent. Lonewolf puts his weird "gear" away. He then smiles and hands me a glass of water. I drink it a bit and notice a doll witha bit of presence. He says i can use that doll to get asuka back. I go to thank him but the dream ends.

Hypnagogic weirdness.

I kept falling into semi lucid hpnagogic dreams. In one I heard kaomea telling lonewolf to just "come on," but he was a wolf and walking away from her. In another hypnagogic flash i was eating a bowl of.... ciggarette butts EWWW. In another I was in a dark room and smoking.

Torture

I had a FA in some weird place. I was in a wooden room with a wooden shower place. I go out of the room and find myself in a larger area with all these doctors walking around. Some nurse comes up to me and drags me to a chart with a picture of a strait jacket. She points at it and says that I'm going to be wearing one of those while they take me into a room and get a little hammer and chisel where they are just going to give me a little "bop" on my head which won't hurt much.

I then yell, "you guys are going to give me a lobotomy... are you fucking serious?" I then run back into my weird room. I am pondering shutting out the lights so they can't find me. then I wake up.

Nap dream

Asuka is posing as "K". We are in calgary and visiting my cousin. It is snowing out and we are riding bikes around town. I am trying to avoid all the icy and snowy parts but K seems to be doing just fine... Everywhere I look in the snow I see K's name drawn in it.

I remember entering my cousins apartment from above with K. We flew down an elevator shaft and right into my cousin's apartment. I saw Peter there and asked him if he had any beer. He said, "no" and reminded me that it would piss off my new GF if I drank...

The Wrong Asuka.

Me and asuka are eating at a restaurant. The waiter comes up and shoots astral tentacles into our foreheads and begins to mind control us. He starts speaking, "Oh there seems to be a terrible mix up, you see the asuka you are with isn't your asuka... Your asuka has been switched with someone elses. The asuka with you is not your asuka. I know where the right one is and I'll bring you to her." Me and asuka are in a trance and agree with him.

We wind up following him with his tentacles still in us. We board a large bus... and I mean a gigantic bus. An escalatorcomes down from the top of the bus. We go up the escalator and sit on the highest row of seats on the bus. above us is open sky. We start driving away. "No need to worry," assures the bus driver, "This whole mixup will be over soon everyone will be in the right place!"

We keep driving for a few minutes and then enter a bus depot. "The right Asuka is here," the unidentified bus driver says, "She'll board the bus and we'll be on our way." WE stop and I watch the escalator hit the ground again. I see my Asuka in a trance going down the escalalator to where.... She... is. I can clearly see it. I see another asuka coming up the escalator also in a trance. It suddenly hits me that my asuka is being taken from me. The shock of that wakes me up.

Yet another alternate asuka...

Me and the other asuka are walking down a street both in confusion. We just came from my inner world where she didn't recognize the house, me, or any of the children. I get a feel of her energy... She has an almost identical energy signature to my asuka... but i still notice the subtle differences. i am aware she's not, "my," asuka.

She wants to know how to get home. I tell her i don't know, but i do know of some pretty powerful entities in Raven's inner world and surely they'll be able to help her. She asks how we get there. i just tell her to follow me and we'll be close to it soon. We get near to Raven's inner world and I say that we should be near it soon, but she's going to have to talk to the entities first before she is let in. she asks specifically who to talk to. Just then Hetfield, Raven's guardian pulls up next to us in a red convertible, he's wearing sunglasses and then pulls them off as he slows down to say "hi,"

"Him!." I say to her and point at hetfield who's now slowed to a stop, "You negotiate with him!" both me and hetfield nod at her and say "yes," in unison. I wake up.

all the other dreams i had remembered are memories covered in fog.

Sandwich wtf

I'm making something like a pita sandwich... I'm putting sushi in it. I fold the pita part encasing the sushi stuff and... the pita is shaped like a cross, each end is another place you can stuff other things in. but then it occurs to me that I could dream inside one of those pockets and have an entirely fun dream of my own in there.... WTF?!?!?!!?

More food and WTF

I was in a place with a few people. Asuka and maybe my brother. We had chopsticks and were eating a pile of... sushi? but later the pile turned into a large ceramic thing that we were painting. I remember painting on a midnight blue and accidentally brushed into a part with wet black paint. I just decided to mix them together.

At my house

I briefly remember hanging out with some guy in my inner world house. not sure what we did, but later I was getting into bed and heard the guy looking for a place to sleep.

HH

A hypnagogic flash of staring at my hand that was holding a smoke.

open mic fail

I go with the new guy to some restaurant/bar. We enter the place and I see a stage with a bunch of mics and amps. Asuka is a pretty Korean waitress, she smiles at me. I go up to the stage and unpack my guitar, I find a place to plug in, and i set one of the mics to the amp I am plugged into. The owner comes up to me and says that I can't mic the amp because my playing style sucks and no one wants to hear it.

I get pissed off and make a giant speech about how I have confidence in myself and that I know people like what I have to play. I've been to open mics before and people really liked it. some people clap at my silly speech and I pack up and leave the place a bit flustered. As I'm walking down the street i feel someone's finger touch my collar bone part on my right shoulder, and she digs her finger under the collar bone which makes me stop. I look behind me and see Asuka (don't realize it's her.). She's smiling but I give her a short look in pain and raise my right hand to my shoulder and pushing her finger out. 'I'm sorry," she says. I wake up fast.

Cutting my astral chords.

(private entry)

vex wtf


I'm seeing a barrage of images of parts of a person's face. I can tell by how the person isn't smiling and the eyes are closed that it's Vex. I focus harder to see the face and I want to know if it's the same face I've recognized from dreams. In one image her eyes are closed but then they look really weird and finally open. I recognize the face completely and feel that I know this person as Vex. I see her face slide by a few more times.

Mortal Mist Classroom

Raven came over and we started looking at my computer. We were both non lucid, we knew there was a goal, but we didn't remember what it was. so instead we were just browsing the lucid dreaming forums that we frequent. Her jaw drops and a smile goes across her face. She's pointing at the mortal mist forum and says to me. "Haley just started a dream journal at Mortal Mist!"

i'm like: Orly? and she's like: yeah rly. I then feel myself get pulled into the computer screen and find myself in a college classroom representation of the MM forum! I walk up the aisle of desks over to the dream journal section and see a bunch of people sitting at their deks and writing. I spot a japanese girl with a mushroomead haircut... The Waking life version of Asuka! what's she doing there?

Then I see haley get up from a desk and she looks at me. I become lucid and realize i seem to get lucid a lot when I see Haley in a dream. That's why she shows up... it has nothing to do with me or her, it's her energy and for some reason it makes me lucid! I forget all that and walk up to her, she seems to have been expecting me.

We walk to the top of the classroom and enter "my office". We enter a small computer area. I tell her "sorry about the creepy dream stuff," and she says it's ok. Then she asks me how I am supposed to help her with her Psychology assignment. I walk over to a desk with two of my computers and sit down. I say to her "is this assignment for deaming or waking?" she says both but she isn't sure. Now she's a taller man with a thin face, he has light brown hair pulled into a ponytail. He/She now sits at a computer desk with a smaller single computer. i am thinking. "This is a dream and she wants me to do her homework? is she serious?"

I try to make my computer work but the mouse is just weird. The thing looks like Apple tried to make a calculator but failed... so in a last fail effort they made their failure of a calculator into a computer mouse. I was trying to find out how to use this thing to make the computer work so that I could help Haley... but I woke up.

Kaomea 1

A brief fragment of rescuing kaomea from a prison cell. little details remembered.

Kaomea 2

Kaomea was ungrateful with my help, was yelling and taunting me about something.... can't remember what.

Asuka haley

A brief dream where i went to looking for haley to make sure she was healed properly. I spotted asuka in her when she smiled at me. Still not sure why asuka does that.

Soul relations

My guides explain that Asuka has become my soul keeper which means she will be able to let me know when the right woman comes along for me. Kaomea, Though not a soul mate, is called a soul lover. Soul lovers heal one another's souls. However because of recent events my guides tell me to say "no" to her.

Craziness (abridged)

I'm with kaomea in the healing glen. We are talking about stuff and making a connection... I think. Raven flies through a portal and we begin healing spells. We pull out asuka from her who is also infected, and then loads of dream demons start flying out of her dream body. Lonewolf's head appears from a portal, He is a wolf man. He gobbles up most of the dream demons and laughs and then disapears back. We pull out one more dream body from Kaomea... Haley?

Haley is a witch with bat wings, she's also infected with dark energy. She flies through a portal and I follow. We fly through loads of portals and dreamscapes, her form keeps changing from bat to a dark butterfly. She's singing nursery rhymes in a creepy voice... We enter a final portal and then the dream explodes.

In one dream haley is a little girl sitting in a corner and singing to herself... there's loud banging all around her. She cries but when I approach she has a demonic look like the girl from the ring. i open a portal and shoot and astral tentacle from my hand and drag her through the portal to the healing cave.

In another dream She goes to a place that looks like heaven. Her bf jaaz is sitting on a cloud with a guitar and rapping beatles lyrics. He sees her and blows a tornado at her. While she's caught I shoot a tentacle and drag her through the portal.

In yet another dream we are at a party where her bf's band is playing. She starts ripping heads off al the fans and telling jaaz that his music sucks. I swing through a portal like spiderman, grab her with a tentacle and go back to the cave.

there were other scenarios, but i can't recall them all.

I arrive back in the healing glen. Raven is still there healing Asuka/kaomea. she says "wow that was fast. you only left a split second ago..." Raven has cat eyes and licks her chops with a cat toungue.

"are you ok raven?" i ask.

"yeah... I think you're from an alternate dimension."

"oh, well heal this girl because I'm going to wake up soon and try to forget this whole mess."

"okay," the alternate raven says and she smiles.

didn't sleep too well last night so I had only a couple short dreams.

Driving

I was in my brother's car and he was driving me (this was my other guide) down some winding road on a hill.

Temporary lodgings

Apperently my guides took me to a shack place in the woods. We had all my stuff in there and i had to stay with them for a few nights so that I didn't distract Asuka from becoming my soul keeper? (honestly, i have no idea what that means.)

Later on I had to pack things up to go. I remember finding some weird kung fu slippers and trying them on, and then I put them in some shoes that clamped onto the slippers. I remember becoming attached to the place there and wanting to keep it.

Kaomea chat

Dreamed I was chatting to kaomea and talkinga bout the whole thing. She kept saying meaningful things but the sentences kept jumbling together. and then the only sentence that read clear was "...It's a Poo poo trap!" I woke up laughing.

ghost

I was back in my inner world and was watching asuka walk down the stairs. she looked like a ghost so I woke up shocked...

yeah

Sex dream... but it was interesting to note, the "hole" I was screwing turned into a portal and led me into an alternate sex dream... so yeah, figure that one out.

Asuka is a computer nerd.

fragment of going into a room where Asuka was ignoring me because she was on the computer and looking at something.

WTF

I'm on some weird ship above earth. I'm fighting some cyborg guy... and a clone of him, and thena brown clone of him? I don't know. There was lots of floating around in this fight with anti grav stuff. Much like the one fight from inception. I wish I'd remembered more details on this one.

Town

first I was walking into some house. I found a guy there and asked him for a ride. I was in toronto or something, and he said "sure". I was with some woman (asuka?) and we were all handed pamphlettes. We got into a taxi drive by the guy.

Then later We wound up someplace with Haley. Asuka merged with haley and then started taunting me on my current lack of sex life. I remember walking away feeling pretty down on myself.

Dogs

A dream about some strange dogs and having them bite my arms.

Flying.

I was in a strange place with some people. I flew there and I landed. I told the people that I could fly like superman. They were like ORLY? and then I jumped up but only floated. I began making a buzzing sound with my mouth and then I started to fly better. They seemed pretty impressed.

Smokes

I just remember hanging around a bunch of guys, and at one point I asked someone for a smoke and they gave it to me.

Raven what?

I was with Raven and kaomea somewhere. We were telling Raven how me and kaomea would be nowhere without having Raven as a friend or something.

Vex Kitten is smitten

Some vague dream where Vex Kitten had a crush on me. LOL. I said, "You had your chance ha!"

Royal Family WTF and lucid

I was riding a bike in some rich neighborhood when I spotted The Queen of England, Prince Charles and the giant teacup guy from Alice In Wonderland. I sat down nonchalontly and asked the queen if she has ever actually eaten at a picnic table like this before. She said she usually doesn't sink so low. I said the only reason she's eating here is because the houses look super rich, If you want a real picnic go to a more poor looking playground and eat there.

FA, Get out of bed and RC. I'm in some room that I recognize. Everything is made of brown paneling. I go to a door and think "Asuka" I open it but it leads to a short 3 ft hallway with another door. I start calling for Asuka aloud over and over. I try then next door but it appears to be locked, but somehow i manage to open it. I come to a living room yelling "Asuka, asuka." but no one seems to be in the house and the dream fades quick.

After I read kaomea's dream I realize this was probably the time that they were together looking for something.

Kaomea 1

Something about me and Asuka doing something funny and silly in a dream for kaomea. Can't remember what it was except for the fact that Kaomea was very pleased.

Kaomea 2

I wasin bed or something. and Kaomea changed into a big black woman. and tens he said "There, Now it's easier for me to move around with you." doesn't leave much to the imagination does it?

Fuckin drunks

i'm walkin in a town somewhere and some kids hand me a bottle of Captain Morgan. They start yelling "Chug." I think I hate getting drunk so I take a swig just to shut them up. I keep walking.

Slides

I remember being with Jaas and Haley at some water slides. When I was going down one I was afraid of crashing so I held my hands on the sides to slow me down. didn't work I went super fast anyway. It was fun.

guitar

i'm walking around in some house while Playing som dude's gibson guitar. I was only supposed to play it for a few minutes but i kept playing for longer.

Walking around town.

another dream of walking around in a familiar dream town. Remember going to some bar for a meal and karaoke. Someone was suggesting that I check out the other bar which had better karaoke. This was a really long dream.. but i guess most of the other details are lost since it was really boring.

Imaginary friend

I'm walking down a hallway in my inner world with some people. There was a woman, maybe kaomea... not sure. and we were talking about the same imaginary friend that we shared as a child (I actually don't remember an imaginary friend). We seemed to have similar stories about it. The woman then whispered in my ear "We used to kiss, and I remembered actually feeling it."

Old Age.

Me and Kaomea are an older couple... maybe our kid is getting out of highschool by now.. it's not certain. We are in Hawaii and stepping out of a bus. We then walk up a hill a ways with a can of some sort in our hands. We keep climbing up the hill along a trail until we reach a high cliff. In the can is some of nomad's Ashes, who seems to be recently deceased in the dream. Together we release his ashes over the cliff, and they catch wind down to sea. I look at Kaomea and say "At least we returned him to where he loved to be most. He'll be in our dreams most likely."

Arguing

This was a long dream... but all I remember now is floating over chilliwack and entering a school. I was in a classroom where I was telling my brother that I was going to move away from home. He said I should just stay with the family and learn the trade otherwise I wouldn't amount to anything. I got mad and told him that no matter where I went, I would eventually find a place to live and a job, so don't try to put me in a fear jar. Asuka was merged with kaomea and sitting at a desk smiling at me and my triumphant speech. She had white hair but looked young.

Manuel

A very low recalled dream where Manuel and his DD are teaching me something. Can't remember what it was but i know my dream self always remembers these things. i may find myself using them in later dreams.

Long WTF dream

Started out.... I was in my inner world house... but seeing it as I did the very first time that I tried to visit my inner world. I was in the kitchen and there were asian twin males that looked like rednecks. I was folding strange sandwiches for them. I gave them the sandwiches but they didn't like them.

Then I remember being in a living room and watching TV. i was watching a show about Asuka? I think. and me and the people in the living room were jamming out songs. I wanted to play the songs with them live... but they said no.

we took off somewhere and wound up in some inside parking lot. I heard music from a band playing in the distance and then I saw a bulletproof sheild in front of the band. I saw bullet marks on it. to my left was plastic poly hanging around. I really wanted to get to the band but the people I was with wanted to go elsewhere.

We walked through some doors and wound up in a theater. I was walking down a very long hallway and was going in and out of different theaters. One was a typical movie theater. but in another that i walked in there was it was shaped all weird. I was walking along the aisle and suddenly there was some anti gravity force. Me and some woman (asuka?) were running over the anti grav parts and having fun floating from one side of the room to the other. My memory ends here.

Asuka

Asuka is pulling me down a hallway and saying that kaomea is outside and pounding on the sheild waiting to be let in.

Kaomea

Kaomea is saying something to me like "I can't believe I Just called you neevok again. What's wrong with me?"

Healing

Very vague memeroy of me lying in bed with Raven and Kaomea over me. They were doing a healing thing on me. Kaomea was asking what the bug on my chest was doing? Raven said it was feeding me negative energy. They kept talking about the bug.

Starfox

something about Chris Highestridge at first, but no details recalled. But I remember being in a starfox video game. The graphics were like the super nintendo version.



It was a space level and there were gigantic ships I was flying through. I would blow them up and stuff, then they would explode all around me. But in some parts only parts of the ships blew up, and it seemed to take forever the part of ship to blow up.

My dad goes black and never goes back

Had a dream that I was standing in a room when my dad walked in. He had black skin and was kind of fat. He looked a lot like the black dude from the family guy. There was another dark guy with him (data) They were talking to me about something. But I couldn't remember.

Kaomea's Inner world

Remember being in a bed with Kaomea. Her hand was on my chest again where my heart was beating. This time I was doing the same thing as her. We were talking about ???? She made an important decision that made us both happy. Can't remember, but we kissed with the intent of that decision in mind, and when we did.... we both turned into light and I woke up from the dream.

Strange WTF.

first I remember walking along side a school with a fence. I remember being in this place before when I was with a group of people hiding from a zombie apocalypse. I remembered that we all got killed, then it occured to me that we shouldn't have given up so easily. I mean don't zombies die after a few weeks of eating nothing? Don't all the bugs get at them and eat them eventually?

With that in mind I walked around the school fence and turned the corner of the building. A black yappy dog (Asuka!)came out of nowhere and I decided to follow the dog.

We went back the way I came and then oticed that on the other side of the fence, that elderly people were gathering at a hall. I saw them getting out of cars and stuff. I followed Asuka down some steps and through a door.

Asuka was in her normal form now, but she was behind me so I only felt her presence. I was in a mall of some sort and a bunch of boxes of books were floating in the air. Some man was trying to get them to stop floating. I jumped up and smacked the boxes down. I noticed that the man was Mike W. from my childhood. He said he worked for the book man and set up a book man table in the hallway of the mall. I remember heping him set up the table. He started saying that he came here to alberta to help celebrate Thelma's birthday or something. Then he started reading from a card.

Lonewolf

I logged into Lonewolf's Private dream forum and saw that he had moved "The Nagual Manuel" thread over there so that no outsiders could read the thread.

Lucid?

I remember being in a lucid dream, but all the details are lost.

Trying to find Chris: Highestridge.

I remember Chris inviting me and Kaomea to a lecture of his. We wound up in some big city at night time. The place chris wanted us to find him seemed to be in a really bad area. Kaomea was following behind me and we kept walking. We were nearing chris when we came across a bunch of crack addicts. They were smoking it all over out of glass pipes, and the smoke was putrid. It really stank. I decided to go back, and I think I lost kaomea at this point . when I started bck a few of the craxck addicts tried to attack me, I remember running away and everywhere i went were more crackheads. Some were in withdrawl on the ground in convulsions. others were asking me for money. I finally remember finding my way out of the hell hole.

Bonnie

I remember finding bonnie, they psychic, However in the dream she was a different person. I was trying to talk to her but she kept shrugging me off. She didn't seem like she wanted to help people anymore, and just seemed to be doing readings for her own ego gratification.

Umm

Note: sorry to kaomea, my dream self often gets amnesia.

I was in a dark room with some shady people. We are all gathered around a woman with an ugly face. She's sitting on a couch, naked and some guy is using a vibrator on her. He pulls it out and she looks at me and says "Do something." I am kind of uncomfortable but decide to perform oral sex on her. I won't give details... sorry.

Perception off

For some reason I was perceiving my inner world wrong. My house was a trailer and it was all Dirty and Asuka was a really old man. I coulda swore her cookies were shit chips instead of chocolate Chips... Thankfully I never ate any.

Omens
private entry.
Perception Still off

I was still disoriented by how my perception was off. I wandered into a Diner during the year 1932. I was looking at a menu and saw some words that were out of place. something about porn advertisements. I saw an image in my head of 1930's women wearing the style of clothes of the era, and their clothes were only Semi revealing. I chuckle when I realize that this was their "porn" of the era. It still turns me on, because I reach into my pants and notice i have a hard on.

I look to my left and see kaomea's feet sitting on top of the stairs, her head is blocked off by the top of the door leading to the bottom step. She shoots me a note. it reads. "If you're going to wank in public at least do it to a picture of me." But because my perception is still off, and I'm seeing pretty women as old men, her "dirty picture" is of an old man spreading his cheeks...

Asuka Returns.

Me, Raven and Nomad chase manuel's Death Defier toa dreamscape that was the hill from the night before. Seeing that she's outnumbered and that we are organized, she gives up Asuka and they De-merge. This is a VERY GOOD move on their part. I tell them that now my inner world is sealed from them entering. and From now on, they are going to have to EARN my trust.

Manuel appears and his eyes are black and white swirling portals. I see a large image of his energy body behind him. He speaks simultaneously to all three of us and then he blows a tornado at us.

Mising Time

The Fight.

I am battling Kaomea hand to hand. We are basically punching and blocking but at super speed. I begin my Hyryu Sheten Ha. I begin backing up, she asses me and then comes at fuller force, almost in a rage. I begin backing into a spiral. Everytime I back up she gets more aggressive and mad, and it's getting me harder to feign off her attacks. however this only speeds up the spiral. I can hear her thinking, "Is he stupid? he's doing exactly what i told him NOT to do, he didn't listen to me,,, gah this makes me mad" at the middle point of the spiral I have captured enough of her aggressive energy and form it into a beam of fire and plazma. I almost hesitate because i don't want to hurt her, but then i realize she must learn this lesson, so it's nothing personal. i throw it at her and she's now all crispy like a piece of toast.

I go up to her and say, "your agressiveness is strong and powerfull, but because you can't control it and don't know how to use it properly it can be used against you. I lured you into a false sense of security and you underestimated me because of that. This was your first lesson."

Train

Me, Kamea, and the other NW are on a train that's heading to my place. We are all writing omething on paper and when we are done writing it, we all look at eachother and smile in agreement on something.

Moving my inner world

It's not safe so we are moving my inner world location to different dream locations every few days. I am packing up the latest small inner world house along with the kids and Asuka. I find a guitar and begin packing it up, then I realize it's the guitar hero guitar... damnit I hate that!

I also remember talking to gonzo earlier, who was around and helping us pack. But later I look out the window and see that his vehicle is gone... i look in a box and realize that my LCD computer monitor is missing. "That asshole." I think, "why would he steal a computer monitor?" then I realize he also stole a Maison Ikkoku DVD. I double check and see that I still have my laptop. I now know what he was after... and he didn't get it. The old man dreams were omens warning me of his arrival. good thing he failed... he didn't even deny it which makes it ROFLEPIC. and I have proofs too:

http://sorcery.yuku.com/reply/27095/...ml#reply-27095

*sighs* and see how he tries to discredit me AFTER. It's a shame. i'm going to have to make an example of him...