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08/24/13 This is a non-lucid, but I am recording it because it has an obvious source IRL. My poor elderly rat is sick. I was giving her a bath and ran my finger over a cancerous tumor, which must have hurt her very badly. For the first time ever she bit me. Not hard, but hard enough to tell me it hurt so bad. I will have to put her to sleep soon. Poor girl.
In a non-lucid that night there were cute little bats and one was stuck in my blanket. I tried to get it out, but my finger was bitten in the process. Then I finally became semi-ludid and saw 2 bats hanging from a door frame. The visuals were kind of cool so I just watched these bats flex their wings and such. I never became truely lucid although I basically knew it was a dream at the end.

08/23/13 I just watched most of this with out interfering. I was really only a hint lucid. So this was close to non-lucid. Worth noting for its vivid colors and details. Sceens included hundreds of sweet little rats, that sadly were being bred to feed to animals. I watched one get eaten by a huge snake witha triangler head, and noted that the snake was not in a cage. In a cage was a vividly colored scorpion monster (it was scary, but being a touch lucid I realised it was just dream stuff). In another scene the guy who owned this stuff had a swimming pool full of sharks. In another scene my racoon friend was blue. Her kids were not, but she had turned blue.

08/19/13 Spent a lot of time trying very controlled levitation. I remember someone was with me, but as I did not attempt to recall anything, I do not remember who it was. I remember going from one roof top to another and working on exact control of speed hight and landing.

08/18/13 DEILD. I just had woken from my last dream about becoming an eel. I laid still and tried to DEILD. It worked. I was standing out in the field I described inn my last DJ post. I noticed a large fancy bird off above the trees. I decided to focus on my food chain challenge and set aside the idea of a shark being the final step. Well here is a nice fancy giant bird, so I decided it would come over and eat me. I watched it fly up. It was tropical and fantastic looking. It was large enough to swallow me and it did.
I took over the body of the bird. I flew around and went into a city. I landed up on an overhead walk way in a shopping district. I then flew through the district and back out to some hills. After I was sure I really felt like a bird, I wanted to move on to the next part. What was large enough to eat a giant bird. A dinosaur. I expected that one would jump out and eat me. It did, and I took over its body. I was kind of a T-rex and had fun for perhaps 2 minutes running up and down the terrain. I had puny little arm and huge powerful legs. I tried to feel talons on my feet, but that was vague. I also was viewing myself most often in 3rd person. I guess it was just too weird for my brain to get the feel of.
What next? Not a bigger dinosaur,,, a giant snake. Out of no where a giant snake swallowed me and I took over that body. I recently did a snake and then an eel, so my brain was able to smoothly take up the snake mantle. I slithered along the rocks for perhaps half a minute. My face was itching IRL and was threatening to wake me. I decided I needed to address that or wake. The snake faded. I tried to get my hand to brush against the itch without waking me,,, but it did.

08/18/13 Thought I was awake, but the light switch did not work, and it was dark outside when it should not be. I noticed power was on to some things, but none of the switches worked. I became lucid and remembered the TOTM about sharks. I basically had accomplished it before, but was hoping to do it again better. I decided to fly like superman to Hawaii. Hawaii seems like a good place to go become a shark. I went outside and took off flying. I wanted to recreate a superman feel so I raced really fast letting the scene blur. I thought I would add scenery, so I knew I would jet over the Golden Gate (swish, there it is) then out to sea and past an ocean liner (swish again.) That is enough flying, I knew I would be landing in Hawaii.
I landed in my back yard! Darn it! No wait,,, I would change this,, just a yard in Hawaii that looked like mine,,,
I wake up in bed (FA) I get up thinking it is likely FA and sure enough the lights still will not work. My wife is there and tries to tell me it is a fuse. I know it is a dream. She shows me a fuse panel and says it needs some made up part. I still know it is a dream and imagine she is going to do something I really like... She does,,, wait, do not loose focus. I tell her I am going to the beach.
I walk through our front window (phase through) and am in a large field. I 'know' this field is by the ocean. I state to my wife "see there, on the other side, it is a beach." She simply states it looks like a field to her. Now I can see water on the other side, "over there, it is part of the ocean." She says it looks like a muddy pond in a field." I 'know' it is an inlet from an ocean, like a mangrove bay. I get there and it is the ocean.
I swim out and should have just became a shark, but I have it in my mind to combine TOTM with an advanced task (food chain task) in which I must become 3 species as I progressively get eaten by larger animals. I look around and see a minnow. That would be a good first species, so I transform into a minnow. That was pretty easy and I swim around as a minnow. I swim over an eel. It is a big moray down in the rocks. I swim down and the moray gulps down the me/minnow.
I become the moray. I swim for a moment and m not sure how a moray should feel. Pretty much snake like I guess. I am snake like and decide to really be a moray I should curl around a rock and try to feel that. I swim to the bottom and try to curl around a rock. I begin to feel more like a human pretending to be an eel. I feel my legs and realize I am waking up.

08/16/13 I was just screwing around in a DILD when I was approached by an entity. It was clear he was real and that I was astral again, with out trying. He came up to me and asked if I wanted to play a game. I freaked a bit and jumped away. I came down a ways off on a roof top. I was frightened as I had no clue who he was. I remembered that I had made it clear that I wanted to learn to explore the astral with out a guide. I assume my main guide is assisting me with getting there and then leaving me to see what I do. They just taught me a form of communicating a few weeks ago, so why not try it out,,, I did seem to understand him.
I projected the thought and voiced the words, "who are you?"
He came up close and he looked like a male teen. He introduced himself as Epiphus. He had about 5 friends with him that then approached and they all seemed friendly. He showed me a baton and tried to explain the game, which centered around it, but I could not understand. I woke before he could make it clear how to play.

DILD nREM I am pretty sure this was nREM as the visuals where kind of transparent and it was heavy on the tactile experience. I finally remembered the TOTM, so I walked knowing I would reach the ocean. I came upon a shore line in a dock area. I just waded into the water and tried to swim out and transform into a shark. I am not very happy with the results. I did become a shark, but a mis-shapen weird shark. I still had human arms, but did have all the other shark like traits. I tried to really feel myself as a shark. Hmm, kind of,,, big head that was bullet shaped and a tail. I suppose that is pretty shark like, but I could not stop feeling like I had arms. Ok, I had wanted to do a challenge of transforming into one animal, getting ate by another and becoming it and so on. I figured I would combine it with this shark thing. I would start as a shrimp, get ate by a snake, then as a snake get ate by a shark, and become a shark. The shrimp was not very good, but a snake ate me and I transformed into a really good snake. I enjoyed the feeling as a snake, but the dream collapsed, as I had failed to stabilize.

08-14-13 DILD
I became lucid when I saw an old friend from decades ago. It was easy to RC and the scene was of little interest to me. It involved a house I lived in long ago. It was abandoned and one of the old crew was asking if they could use the bed. I said "as this is just a dream, I do not care what you do." I then just started enjoying my LD.
A few random things took place and it was fairly ordinary LD stuff for about four minutes. Then I tried to think of something challenging to do. I could not get clear headed enough to think of the TOTM, but remembered I had a task involving going to certain locations.
During this LD I had to stabilize it five times. I used a method of touching my various fingers to my thumb in order. I decided I would find a certain local park and get up on a certain hill, that would warm me up for the travelling challenge. Plus, I could not seem to focus well enough (alcohol in system) to remember the travel destinations.
I exited one room planning on being outside, but entered another room. There was a window on the wall and a DC of my father in the room. I did not want to be distacted from my goal, so I just ignored the DC of my dad and went towards the window,,,,,

IRL my father died about 14 months ago. I had heard one skill a master dream yogi could do was talk to the dead, but prior to this had never had a reason to try. I succeeded in contact 5 times. The last dream led me to think we had said goodbye and would not see eachother again. I assumed he was reincarnating at that time into a crow body, like he planned.
I have seen many ordinary DCs of him in the year just passed, but that was all they were. I assumed this was just another DC, but it was actually him...

As I ran past him he called out. The voice was clear and more like an astral entity than DC. He said, "Wait! This is really me! I have come back! I really am here!"

I stopped and looked at him and sure enough, he had every charectoristic of a true astral entity. I was face to face with my father again. It seems what ever body he took has already died (bummer) do he is in spirit form again. We got to talk for about 3-4 minutes. I told him that I was keeping in touch with his wife and that we were both continuing his work with coral. I told him what I did with his ashes (made reef rock with them, and set up a memorial reef tank) and he burst into tears.
He embraced me with an odd hand grasping thing. Hands grasping each other's fore arms and the left hand grasping the other's right elbow. He became very intensely emotional. I think before he was in denial about truely being dead (he avoided talking about it before.) He expressed many loving things basically proclaiming that he would always find me when we both were incarnated on earth. I called him "brother" and he seemed confused. I told him, "you were my father this time, but that will often change. Perhaps sometimes father, friend, brother, or lover depending on who we are born. Brother is the truest term for this."

Suddenly another entity was in the room. It was in the form of my dad's deceased best friend. It said, "I am sorry, but your time is up. You are needed for a meeting, so you must return now." Dad did not argue and we said good bye and he said it was unclear if/when he could do this again.

I left the room by phasing through the window glass. I then continued in a normal LD. The other DCs were back. I did not want to forget detail but was not ready to wake myself, so I tried to type key words into my phone. A DC of Robb asked me what good it would be as the phone was only in my dreams. I just was reinforcing the key wods, I said.
He tried to hand me a phone saying it was for me. A loud voice started saying something confusing about time, from the phone.
The dream started to fade. I tried my fith stabilzation but a real life itch pulled me awake. Dur ~15 min

08/13/13 DILD Todd's mom is telling everyone the he died in prison of heart problems. I first got a swelling of emotion, then I did an RC. Yes, this was a dream. Lucid now, but with some left over anger,. His mom explains to the dc friends more,,,,
IRL he told me some scary stuff about his health......That is what is happening.....HHHHMMMMMMMM. NOT GOING TO PLAY'';

Set emotions aside. Tell her to just shut the heck up,,, I am going to sleep and have no time for this crap anyday..









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08/09/13 I am sure no one cares about my sex dreams, so this will be brief. The night started after a WILD attempt. I had planned on doing a TOTM, but my hormones decided against that. IRL I had been away from home for 3 days, and missed comfort and contact (I was at home again, but too late for anything fun). I was getting spaced out in a WILD attempt when the HIs became a dream. I felt that my arm was held up above me, and that someone behind the headboard grabbed my hand and started pulling. I had a brief moment of fear, but was lucid so I calmed myself. I saw creepy potential here so I changed the direction of the dream. I ignored the behind the head board thing and 'knew' it was my beautiful wife's hand. I pulled on the hand and into the dream pops my wife.
In the first dream I just decided to get some action and that is what I did. I loose track of which events took place in which dreams, as I basically chained together 5 LDs using DEILD for the last 4. I fell pray to 2 FAs that were very convincing. In one my wife was going off to work, but was talking about malt liquor. She does not like any beer, much less that. I recovered that one because of the contrast. In another FA I sat in the hall way and tried RCs which failed. I could not float, and could not see anything out of place.
For each DEILD I revisited the someone grasping my hand part of the first dream. In each I was able to pull her to me. I remember thinking that she had finally got up to go to work IRL, but also noted that I could hear her breathing. Attempting to maintain the dream and still hearing her breathing was interesting.
I also note that at a couple points her body became distorted, for instance being much too skinny. I was able to correct this one time with dream control, and another time it was the cause of the LD collapsing.

08/06/13 So, lately one of my goals has been to learn to travel to the Astral city reliably on my own, with out a guide. As my last couple adventures showed me, I am lacking in language ability. I never realized I would be unable to communicate with some of the sentient life forms.
Last night, 2 dream guides came to me and proceeded to teach me weird stuff about how to communicate. I barely understood most of what they were showing me. I did understand a method they showed of projecting thought in a focused manner. It is new to me and probably only makes a little sense.
The worst part was that like any language lesson, it was all about repition. The dreams this caused were horrible. They were teaching me things so forigen to waking life that almost none of it translates into waking thought. They went on and on about what must be a concept like tenses. They would project at me like they wanted me to, then say something weird like, you can not express such thing as a probable, only use this to state a current fact,,, and so on.
My God, what a long night! Let's hope what ever the hell I spent half the night studying makes sense when I need it there, it surely makes little sense here.

I was happily dreaming when I am pulled into a field of gold very lucid. The being from my last entry is there as a female again. She takes my hands. What the hell is it with grabbing my hands? She looks into my eyes and in an imploring tone asks, "Do you know the Emerald Prince?"
If you want to know why this freaked me out just read my prior DJ entry. She repeats it zand is grasping my hands. I freak. I leave the astral as fast as I can.

07/26/13 Holy F$#@ this was weird. I did not intend on going astral tonight, but the craziest stuff happened anyways. Am I reaching out with out realizing it or getting pulled in? Here it goes, my recall fails at a couple places.

I am having a basic LD that involves 3 girls who are supposed to be real life versions of friends I have on DV. The idea is that some how we have got together in Boise for a dream retreat or some form of DV picnic (what ever). I think it was Gab, MelanieB, and OphiliaBlue. I was really only semi-lucid, kind of knowing it was a dream but not bothering to act or interfere. I just was kind of watching. The DV girls were all pretty and looked random, not like profile pictures, just random DCs who represented these ladies. I think they all had accepted free lodging during the conference at a big house my dad used to own. Gab and Melanie wander off and seemed irritated, then the scene shifted and I was in the hall supposing it was bedtime. Still a bit lucid I 'knew' in the next room I would find a luxurious comfy bed. I did. I really was unconcerned about doing anything. Just summoning the pictured bed was all the control I had yet used. I knew it would be soft and covered with silk or sateen. It was and I sat on it.
Suddenly something shifted and the dream took on a new feel. I saw that a closet had something moving in it. It turned out to be 3 young female children each playing on their own shelf in the closet. They had that weird feel actual entities have that are astral and not normal DCs. I decided to become fully lucid as this was weird and curious. Were these supposed to represent the 3 DCs from before? I was uncomfortable around these 3 giggling entities. They were not likely actually kids, but who knows. Just a little to creepy. I went back out into the hall.
An entity who was now in the form of the OphiliaBlue DC ran up to me and seized my hands. This seemed entity like, but I was still not sure. I had not tried to go astral. The DC?entity? started earnestly proclaiming that she knew I was a good man and powerful. I realized it had my hands pretty firmly. I went down the stairs and into the yard. It kept a grip on one hand like a scared child. I decided to just go look around and drag it with me for now. Ahead of us was a man coming our way and the DC said "help me, they are after me." I tried to just fly up and over the guy. He looked creepy and angry. I told her to fly, but she was almost a dead weight. I ended up dragging her up with great effort.
I was wondering what was going on. Flying takes great effort in some astral realms as they have imposed gravity to increase the livability of the place. I could fly ok but the DC?entity? could not. The DC also had real weight. I wondered for a moment if there was any chance I actually was dealing with OphiliaBlue and perhaps she is not real good at flight? No, that seemed far fetched. It is far more likely this astral entity just assumed a form I would feel sympathy for. Another man was trying to get at her and shouted something like "why are you helping it escape?" I could not pull the weight up any more, so I repulsed him with a force like projection.
Right or wrong, I decided this was in no way Ophilia and that I was pretty freaked out. I am trying desperately not to get in any more trouble in the big astral city as so often results from my confusion and recklessness. I also had a feeling this may not be that realm at all. The guys seemed scary and creepy, and I in no way trusted the think that had firmly latched itself to me. If this was the big city, I may be helping someone evade authorities, and if it was another realm then I have no clue how dangerous the inhabitants are. Time to shake this thing off and freakin bail!
I jerked my hand free and started flying fast, then really fast as fast as I could. Not a good sign. Gravity here was far less then the big city. This was looking more and more like I accidently AP'd to the wrong place or that the thing that grabbed me acted like my dream guides and pulled me there. Screw this. Run. I was moving fast like an airplane and eventually found a new section that looked busy and had beings moving busily around. I landed and walked around. No one here looked dangerous at first. they barely took notice of me. I just explored and did random LD stuff for a few minutes.
I decided as I had a long running highly vivid LD going to try and do some of the goal suggested to me in my Help with advanced tasks thread. I scanned my brain trying to remember a task. I came up with the one about experience an alternate version of your life. I had chosen to see a life where I had children. I figured I may be in a creepy astral city that is new to me, and perhaps not very savory, but why not try a goal and take advantage of the high level of stability the city provided. I went up a stair case but was sure a creepy fat guy was following me. I just hurried away and though I lost him.
How to go about this? I tried just walking up to a DC and asking for help. I approached an entity that was female and said I would like help seeing a version of my life with children. The entity caused hair to completely obscure her face, but did talk back. She was confused at first but then agreed to help. She asked me to go with her. At this point the dream took on a ghost of Christmas past kind of theme. With her showing me scenes and us talking about it.
She showed me a red faced version of me in business attire and an over coat. I looked stressed and hateful. I was clearly very overworked and unhappy with life. This version of me started ranting about income taxes and how one could never get ahead. Then she showed me how I met the mother of my children. I was living in a big city and a starving kitten was eating maggots. The DC of me was taking care of the sick kitten and met a woman. Then a whole fast montage that I have trouble recalling took place showing parts of the life in which I raised a child. It was a pretty little girl. I think a divorce and a lot of bad feeling were in there and a separation I which I lost contact with the child. I actually got caught up in the emotional side of this and felt intense joy and sorrow at some points. Suddenly the montage part ended with the alternate me laying drunken in the road. A pretty woman about 20 who was my daughter was trying to help me up. I suddenly was inside the DC me. I got up off the ground and she helped me to the side of the road. Her husband or boyfriend showed up in a 4 door sedan and she got in. I supposed this was the end of the task and the experience. I decided to see what would happen if I actively took part. I got in the back seat. I could tell right away that this was now just the entity who had helped me see all this, and she looked concerned that I was planning on following her or bothering her. I told her I would just get out on the next corner. It was in front of a large market.
I walked into the market and took a minute to notice just how crazy vivid and life like everything was. Now this seemed friendly and like the big city on the astral. Maybe I was safe. Perhaps I am just getting powerful enough to handle flight a little better. At least no one seemed to be following me or anything creepy. I saw weird shapes as part of a display. I was unsure what the objects were. They made me think of another advanced task I had planned on. The one where I would come upon a pyramid at least as big as a truck, use TK to lift it and stand it on its tip, and then spin it like a top. I decided to just ask one of the entities where the pyramid was and see what happened. Either they would assume I meant some pyramid they knew about and direct me, my subconscious would create an answer, or they would just be irritated at me talking nonsense.
I asked the first entity to come near me "how do I get to the pyramid?" He replied "What are you talking about?" I repeated myself. He finally looked like he understood and replied "I think I know what you mean. Go down this road until you pass the station and take the first left."
I left the market and walked down the road. I saw something ahead that must be the station and a side road. I figured I did not need to walk all the way down there. I just floated up and looked where that road should lead. Ahead was a large temple complex that looked like Mayan step pyramids. I flew over to it. In the astral realms you can not really effect structures, but you can impose an illusion of dream material over any visuals. I imposed my own visuals here. I pictured this stuff, and from my dream perspective saw the results as follows. I used TK and ripped the largest pyramid from the ground. I then caused it to flip over. The graphics broke up a tiny bit and could have been smoother, but they held together and still looked like a giant pyramid rotating in air. Just a little glitch in the rendering. I set it point down and used TK to spin it. OK, that was anti-climactic. I now saw the correct pyramid as it really exists there and flew up to the top of it. I was sure that counted as completing the task, but maybe I should try to complete it with a smooth sided pyramid as that was my original idea. I could also try to keep the glitchiness out of the visuals. I looked down at a near by step pyramid and attempted to change the visuals. It became malleable to my intent and I started to squish the steps into a flat sided shape. Something grabbed my eye and I saw that an entity that looked like an older man was running up the steps towards me. he was very intense. I tried to figure out what he wanted, and he seized both my hands in his. He stated something so similar to the woman before, and the feeling of pleading was so much like before that I was sure this was the same creature. He kept saying things like this "I know you are an honorable man, I know you will do what is right, you are so powerful, I know you are honorable" I was 100% sure it was the same creature, I am not actually sure some off the astral races have a concept of male vs female. Maybe some can be both, or maybe my mind imposed an image that I could relate to on input I was trying to take in. Or, perhaps this creature picked a form it thought I would protect and failing to get my protection as a pretty woman, had decided to try an aged venerable man.
All of a sudden 3 creepy men are running up the pyramid towards us, and surround us. They yell that I have no business preventing them from capturing him. I yell back that they need to give me a chance to hear what he has to say. They create a box around us, but I am not too worried about that. If it is like other boxes entities have thrown up, I know they can be phased through. they circle us and one rushes forward to grab him. I use a force like push and repel him. Now they are pissed and look ghoulish and dangerous. I yell one more time "let me hear what he has to say!"
I half think these may be the legitimate law enforcement here and I do not want any trouble. I look at him and he just uses a pleading tone and repeats the same stuff about "honorable man" and so on. I say "if you can not make it more clear than that, let me be." He will not let go of my hands, and the three guys look ready to get very serious. I decide to shift out of the astral and duck for the cover of my own waking life. I force myself awake.
I was experiencing a true real world adrenalin rush and as I sat in my chair trying to recover I had vibrations or chills pulsing up my spine for 3 or 4 minutes. Dur~45 min.

I slept in and then decided to do a very late sleep cycle WBTB WILD. I used the "I am Dreaming" mantra and had success.
I suddenly was walking into a house from an earlier non lucid. My grandma and sister where in the house. I knew it was a dream. I lifted my legs off the ground into a floating lotus position, and darted around the room and out the door. I floated over to the road and played with floating just above the traffic. Then I saw a large canal going under a bridge. It was obvious that it represented a place I know IRL. I floated over and then stopped levitating about 7 feet above the water. I fell in on purpose to go swimming. At first it did not feel real, but a quick adjustment and it became perhaps 30% realistic. I let the flow carry me under the bridge and then floated out on to the bank when I came out on the other side.
I footing on the bank was giving way a tiny bit, like a real bank would. Unfortunately this drew my attention away and the visuals shrank down to just my feet on the bank. the bank was covered in a tan weed barrier. I thought I should stabilize and go work on a task, but I woke up. Dur~3 minutes

This started as a DILD. I was leaving my grandma's house and did my finger tap RC. I could not actually feel a hard surface when I tapped the door frame and became lucid. I tried to shift into the astral city from my own LD and it worked well and right away! YAY! Now, can I avoid getting in trouble and can I communicate?
I was on a road somewhere on the outskirts. the terrain was dry and untended, much like hills in my home state. Of course I fill in the visuals with what is familiar to me. After walking a ways two dog like creatures run up the road and bark at me. I can see two humanoid figures on the side off the road looking at me with cautious or suspicion. I put my hand out and the dog things stop and just stand their ground. OK, I get it private property. I do not want to cause trouble so I turn off the road away from where the people are.
Crap. I have walked right into what looks like someone's very nice house. I have accidently done this many times, as I clearly do not understand the boundaries or have the ability to see everything before I get to it. Now I am in someone's house and that is a great way to get in trouble. I see what looks like a front door, but decide I need to go back out the way I came in, and fast. I walk in that direction, but now seem stuck in the house. A older lady starts talking to me and I can understand her just fine. She encourages me to stop panicking and have a seat. She indicates a specific seat. I am suspicious. She seems insistent on me sitting in that exact spot. I mention that most people here try to chase me off, and also that I have been sedated by sitting in chairs before here, like some form of trap. I get down and inspect the seat. She says "Sure, I hid a needle in the seat to sedate you" I think it was sarcasm...
I found a door that had a window and it lead out side. I asked her if she was delaying me because she had called others to come help her with this freak in her house. She said 'yes'. I wish I could handle myself better when here, but I am desperately afraid of falling under the power of strange astral beings. I opened the door and tried to leave. Walls formed around me, but I sensed it was just illusion. I broke through the wall and was outside.
I was in an area that looked like a space between farm buildings. I tried to fly, but as always the gravity here is too strong. I gave up after a few attempts. I realized small electronic looking things were stuck onto me. I remembered the last time I was here someone had place one on me. At that time I thought they may be ID or have something to do communication. I saw the lady had followed me. I was now truly getting paranoid. Why do I need to become panicky and irrational when ever I am alone on the astral??? I tore one of the things off and throw it onto a roof.
She asked me what I was doing that for. I told her I was pretty sure the local security was able to track me with them (I was angry at that.) She calmly asked me "what is wrong with that?" I stopped a realized that was a good point. I am lucky the deity who made this city allows me to come at all, and my track record for not freaking out is very poor. Perhaps ripping off the ID/ tracker/ com device (What ever thingy) will just make me look more like a criminal or freak.
I asked her about them and she showed me that they could float and open and worked somewhat like an antenna. At this point two authority type were walking up and I became irrationally frightened about being over powered, so I shifted back out of the astral.
Yes, I acted a bit stupid, and trespassed on accident,,, but I reached the city on my own, did not act violent or dangerous, and easily communicated with the lady. I also got some small insight into the thing the man clipped onto me last time. Not bad at all!