Just Another Dream Journal

I went back to sleep from around noon-4:15.

In one dream, I was with my JW friend Roxanna. We were teenagers though and I was only 1 or 2 years older than her. I wasn't disfellowshipped but I was on my way to being so. Rox asked me to buy her a pack of cigarettes, so I did. A couple days later, she told on herself. She was grounded but that was it. I kept wanting to ask if she told I had bought them for her. Her parents let me inside to talk to her, though, so I figured she hadn't said anything about me.
The next room (?) was in a hospital. A very old JW was lying in bed. She was told she had a rare blood disease and needed a blood transfusion to live. Rox and I held her hand and told her to be strong. On the floor, hidden somehow, were several cigarette butts. I put out my own cigarette there, though I hadn't had a cigarette until that instance lol

I'm not sure where the next part went... I was at a Convention or something. We were sitting on the floor at first, then school desks/chairs appeared. Someone was on a projector TV speaking about religion. It seemed more like a school than a Convention. He was saying things against what I believed in, so I remained seated. But then an elder//teacher lol told me to stand because he was speaking truth. All my classmates were standing so I was peer pressured into joining them. I hadn't noticed though when they sat down, so I was standing awkwardly by myself for a time.

In another dream, I was in China (?) Two men could run exceptionally/impossibly fast. They were enemies- one with a red light, one with blue. They ran in opposite directions- or tried to, trying to catch each other to create an explosion. One of them cheated along the way, and lit a whole bunch of fireworks. He lit too many and the city caught fire.
I was walking and told the person I was with that I was going up for a better view. A passerby asked how but I ignored him. I went off a ways then transformed into a black and white flying craft that sort of looked like a VW "Bug". I got above the power lines and kept flying.
I landed in some woods near a cave girl and a family of bears (that looked like people lol). I had food with me that I had apparently gathered. I approached the bears cautiously, signaling I was very hungry and wanted to use their fire pit. They ran over to look in my bag, took some items and cooked for me.

Then I was with someone (?) who beat a difficult level in a game and was about to be warped to the next level. She could take one person with her, which was me, but scores of people showed up and cut the line. I still got to go, though, but I don't recall anything further.

>>I'm too sick to decipher anything right now.

Blech. I've only gotten about 4 hours of sleep. I'm sick with a sore throat, earache and cough. And now I have scratches up and down my legs because I was an idiot who tended to the dogs while wearing shorts. They're extremely superficial but the sting something fierce lol.
I fell asleep at around 6AM and woke at 10AM.

All I recall of my dreams is
1) trying to make it through some sort of obstacle course where the floor rose to meet the ceiling at three different squared off areas and at three different speeds. They were side by side and you had to overcome the obstacle to pass. Unfortunately, there was also a spiked ball at the end of a chain which dominated the center square (a square which moved more slowly than its neighbors).
I don't recall the dream actually ending or merging with another.

The next thing I remember is being in a large house with an even larger basement. I was at the top of the steep stairs at first, yelling at my daughter for lying to me. She said she would have the basement clean by the end of the day, but it looked as if it would take her a week to do. I vaguely recall placing two rabbits in a type of AC/utility closet which was half as tall as a normal closet, but long like a crawlspace and located within the basement. I engaged a lock and left (?)
Then I was back at the top of the stairs, arguing with my daughter again and she was very angry, saying someone ripping the stuffing out of everything down there. I immediately thought of the rabbits and asked about them. She shook her head yes "Even them"
I disengaged the lock and opened the door and saw the rabbits mutilated almost beyond recognition.
Then I woke up.

>> I don't know why I'm having so many rabbit dreams. None of them feature the rabbit I have IRL. Our bunny's been feeling very restless lately and has taken to thumping quite loudly. He's in a container in the bathroom which is right next to my room. When he's at his worst, the kids can hear him from the living room and kitchen lol If he's thumping while I'm sleeping, that would explain the dreams.

>>> I think the other dream was inspired by video games.

I had another gallbladder attack, so I slept for almost 24 hours. I was awake from 10:15AM-1:30PM so I could see my 15 yo who's an hour away. I went right back to sleep, woke briefly, went out for a soda and was in so much pain I puked in the bathroom at a gas station before getting enough strength to drive home. Once home, I went right back to sleep and didn't wake until after 1:30AM
I took 100 mg Seroquel to help knock me out. I took 2 hot baths which I slept in. When I woke this last time, the attack had finally passed. My back still hurts a little, so the attack may strike yet again.

I don't recall much about my dreams.
In one, I was upset because I was trying to go to the Memorial (of Christ's death) but I didn't know when it was or where it was being held. I finally found out it was at 2PM, but 2 hours away. I knew I would never make it in time, so I tried figuring out how I could celebrate by myself.
>>I've been thinking about this a lot lately. I don't know when it is. But it's always at sunset and always held at local congregations lol. In the dream, it was more like one of our big Conventions instead of the Memorial.


I dreamed something about secret tunnels. It's been a reoccurring theme since my childhood.

That's all I can remember, sadly enough.

I was extra sleepy today so I crashed at 5AM (paid my 18 yo to wake the kids up for school) and I slept until 4:30.
I had a bunch of dreams to record but I lost almost all of them because 18 yo was excited that one of our cats had kittens in his closet

The only dream I recall is a testament to my current Runescape addiction I was running around in a town and the graphics were just like RS. I was killing monsters and collecting gold. I kept trying to find the library to buy upgrades (Everquest reference) but I kept getting turned around. Then I killed time with a shop keeper because every time I clicked on something, more options and purchase possibilities appeared. I recall clicking on a jewelry box, which opened to another "shop" with yet another jewelry box inside another shop. Then I was browsing scarfs.

>>The dream was also influenced by my 18 yo who was playing RS while I was sleeping

I was extra sleepy today so I went to bed at at around 8AM and woke at 4:14- one minute before the kids get home
BUT, my son used my computer for a few hours, I received a cellphone call about my 15 yo daughter and had to write something down and apparently, the perimeter alarm was going off in my ear the entire time I was sleeping because I forgot to turn it off (workmen are here today, working on hubby's garage). Then my kids walked in, told me about a fire in their school as they were leaving for the day, and now what I had remembered is pathetic little.

I recall sharks. They were very oddly shaped with extreme "hump backs". I was in the water with them and they went into a feeding frenzy- only they were eating each other.

That's it. And I had that dream because of something I posted on DV mixed with continuous commercials for "River Monsters"

I crashed early yesterday because I was almost out of smokes and I am out of food until later tonight. I went to sleep at around 2AM, woke briefly at 6 then again at 6:30 to drive my daughter to the bus stop (pouring rain). Then I crashed again from 7:30AM-1PM. I saw my pdoc at 2, was home by 3 now I'm about to watch Hulu.

The only thing I recall from my dreams is confusing. I was walking down some back roads, trying to find a place. 2 signs were missing letters, so I read "G_N_P__K". Eventually, I figured out it was supposed to be "GunPark".
I asked a female cop for directions. We spoke and she was formerly in the Navy. She was very cool and aloof. I said I had to go to an awards ceremony for my brother-in-law. She said she was handing out any awards. I said: "Oh yeah, I forgot you were Navy." But that was her way of inviting herself to dinner
My brain must have figured out I didn't have a brother-in-law (husbands brother), so the ceremony became something for my brother. The cop ended up turning into one of my 18 yo sons on-line friends, Toni and the ceremony became dinner with my family. My mom and dad were bickering. Toni was 19 years old and a high school dropout. My 18 yo son was 17 and in love with her. My mom was very rude to Toni, saying she needed to go back to school and why is she interested in my son. My dad yelled at my mom, saying she didn't have any say in the matter and to leave it alone.

>>>I watched a Creature Feature before going to sleep that featured some Navy men as bad guys.
IRL, my 18 yo is the school dropout and Toni is doing wonderfully with her life.

That's it.

I fell asleep by about 9AM, was up by 3PM.
6 hours seems to be my natural norm.

My oldest son was in and out of my room several times which disrupted my sleep- then I woke quickly (?) and lost anything I might have remembered.
All that remains are snippets: starving animals... something about the Kingdom Hall.

The animals ran out of food 1 day early- thus the dream.
And I was thinking about the Witnesses before I fell asleep, which accounts for that part.

Death seemed to rule last nights dreams. I went to sleep at around 8AM and woke at 3PM.

I don't remember entire dreams.
In one dream, my birds got spooked and Vlashki flew away. He made his way out of my room and by the time I reached him, one of the pups got ahold of him. I checked him for life, but he was quite dead, so I left him for the pup. (IRL, Vlashki tends to sit atop his cage. Every now and then, he gets spooked and flies, but my doors are always closed and my room is tiny so I get him right away. And when my animals kill something, even if it's another pet, I let them keep the kill rather than waste the body by burying it).
I came back to my room, in the dream, and watched his mate trying to find him and I became very sad for her. I was all the more sad when I silently wished she had been killed and not her mate who I favor.


This next dream, though... I have no explanation for it lol.
Aliens were possessing people. They somehow impregnated them anally- males and females, young and old. But the babies and the host never lived through delivery. I saw MANY dead aliens being born. The host was always standing, but bent over.
This dream was like watching a movie. I had no role at all. I followed one young woman in particular. I REALLY wish I could recall the details because it was a great story.
The young woman, initially, was very shy and reserved. I watched her behavior become more and more erratic and she became very promiscuous. She focused on one guy, but that's where memory ends.

In another dream, I was burying something. I dug a hold to place a box in. But above the box, I was going to layer dirt and blankets to make a bed for one of my kids Whatever was dead would have gotten me sent away if discovered. Somehow, the box ended up in the toilet, flushed. I thought it impossible for it to actually go down and I thought I'd be caught when the toilet stopped up. I reached my hand inside and tried to pull it out, but all I got were soggy pieces of the box. Eventually, the toilet flushed and all evidence safely went into our septic tank.


>>>I can understand the bird dream. Vlashki flew onto my bed a few hours before bedtime. The pups have been getting on everyone's nerves. I LOVE my birds lol so I often subconsciously anguish over something happening to one of them.

But the other dreams? I played Runescape, CafeWorld, City of Wonder, Fantasy Kingdoms all day yesterday and the day before. I didn't battle in RS, I'm primarily a skiller. I've also been reading the latest Jean Auel book, but nothing exciting is happening yet.
So, who knows lol

I went to sleep at 11AM and woke a couple minutes before 4PM.
Some time has passed since I woke, so I've forgotten some of the dream details.

In one, I recall sitting across a table from an older gentleman. He was good looking and spoke about being "hardcore" (passionate) but I "heard" he and I could have sex without having to worry about emotions. It would be purely physical. My hand was on the table and he reached out and held it. My palm was facing upward, though. I didn't "hold hands" with him. But he closed his fingers some and gently squeezed my hand affectionately.
I worried someone would see us because I didn't want my husband finding out.
Then my pdoc showed up and I went off with him for some medical tests. I remember something about Lupis, but there was something in my blood/body that could help sufferers. And some other treatment could help grow my teeth. But I had just pulled the last few and I told them having one kid after another after another destroyed them beyond growth or repair.
I dreamed a lot more about my pdoc and feeling guilty and lonely, but I no longer recall the specifics.

I recall flying somewhere (?)
But first, I was walking between houses. There was a crawl space at one point, but I refused to take it because spider webs were hanging everywhere and I didn't want them on me. Instead, I crossed through a yard and spoke with a friendly dog (reassured it that I wasn't a bad guy so it wouldn't bite me lol)

There was also some sort of a race at a school. I had to "leap" up the stairs and another team had to leap down them. We each had to find a room a separate room before the other to call something off (?).


Some of the dream themes and scenes came from shows I've recently watched. I really wish I'd stop having the emotional dreams though because I carry the loneliness out of the dream and it bothers me all day.

I actually went to bed "last night" at around 1AM. I'm about to get a few more hours of sleep. My son slept through the night too, which means no one was in my room
But I woke up quickly to wake my kids up for school, so I'm stuck with only 2 dream fragments.

One dream was of being at my grams house. I had had a sticker on a small fridge with the phone number of a 4th grade teacher. I kept it for sentimental reasons, but grams thought I wanted to get in touch with the teacher, so she called the woman. I remember I spoke with her, but that's the extent of it.

In another dream, I needed a pack of cigarettes. I was going to ride along with my dad or uncle (?) but everything was taking so long that I announced: "I can fly AND teleport. I'll just head out on my own if that's alright?"
I took off flying but electric cords almost completely blocked the higher sky. I could have gone in between some of them, but I was afraid of getting shocked. There was some kind of festival/parade about to take place on the streets below me.

In another dream, I was battling something (?) It spit acid occasionally so I was trying to make a mask. I needed some gauze like material for where my eyes are but I was having a hard time finding anything.

Time to catch some more "zzz's".

My kids really need to find another hangout lol
I crashed at around midnight and woke (for the last time at 10AM)

The fragment I recall the most was about rabbits. They were in a cage with an automatic sliding glass door. It was really nifty as it could only be activated from the outside. I started worrying, though, that an animal might jump up to the cage to look inside, activate the door by accident then have a very nice free meal. There were at least a dozen or so rabbits in this one aquarium style cage.
I came back later when I realized I could lock the door, but all the rabbits were dead. They had all suffocated.

In another dream, I snuck into someone's house and stole a key. They had teenaged children (2, I think). I washed their dishes for a long time and cleaned the sink. When everyone woke up, they were initially surprised to see me, but then they accepted I was supposed to be there. I talked to the mom a lot, but I don't remember what it was about.
I'm not sure if this is part of the same dream, but another scene was of me outside. No. This was a separate dream.

I was outside walking and I happened upon a yard sale. There were a lot of really nice clothes, but I was interested in something buried at the very bottom of one of the piles. It looked like a table or something, but when I got all the stuff off of it, I realized it was a shopping cart. I was still pleased and planned on buying it. I filled it with clothes, then a mob of people showed up. They were all very panicked and went through the clothes quickly, spilling most on the ground.
I went along behind them, trying to pick them up, telling them to have some respect. The woman came out of her house upset, saying the clothes they trampled were her Church clothes. Most were brightly colored sweaters- pink, blue.

In another dream, I was somewhere with my kids. My 18 year old was told he couldn't participate (?) because they were taking him away again. He had to go to a shelter and he became very upset.
I woke up before I could figure out why.

That's it.

I only got about 4 hours sleep last night. That backache I woke with the other night was the start of another major gallbladder attack. It came and went and has been mostly okay since last night.
I woke to my son, in my room, playing my computer. We made a deal where if he cleans certain things, he gets time on my computer. We specified an hour per room and now he thinks he can get on whenever he wants.
And since my oldest daughter was taken away, my youngest has been practically attached to my hip. I don't say anything because it's nice to be wanted again (she's 14) and I realize she's feeling vulnerable (she might get taken next), but I'm used to having a lot more down time.
The two of them have been practically camping in my tiny room (which is where I "live"). My daughter's trashing the place (leaves her clothes, soda bottles etc lying around) and my sleep has been suffering a little for it.
They start school back up in a couple days, so life will be back to semi-normal soon enough

ANYHOW.... I only remember fragments from last nights dreams. In one, I was at the feet of my mother and eating decaying flesh off of her feet. I almost ate a couple of her toes, then realized they were healthy and still functional. It was REALLY gross. But when I was finished, her feet were healed of whatever had been bothering them.
Next thing I remember, my hubby and I are about to have sex. I wrap my arms around him and feel a gaping wound in his back. His flesh feels flaky and dead.
Then I woke up.

I couldn't get comfortable last night to save my life. So I slept on the opposite side of the bed (reversed the top/bottom position). But I woke at one point in an almost lotus position with my head on the bed between my knees. I was comfy but my feet had fallen asleep lol. My upper back/chest is oddly and painfully this morning. Plus I'm "trying" to start my period 5 days early *WTH*

I remember basically nothing about my dreams. I recall dreaming my so threw a fit because I bought him cheap cigarettes. In another fragments, my 14 yo daughter was mad/upset about something. I woke to a scene from House, with him telling ? that they're not stupid, that he's just far more superior lol

Blah... time to get hydrated...

I slept like a rock last night, though I did wake a couple times (once to turn off my AC 'cause it was too cold).

I only recall two fragments: Walking through a store and seeing my old JW best friend. She was with a lot of kids (babysitting) and I smiled at her.

The other dream was about driving and I kept losing control of the vehicle.

Make it 3 fragments: in another... crap, I just lost it again lol
It's back- something about a beach...

That's it.

I went to bed at around midnight and woke at 7:30
My pdoc doesn't want me completely off the Seroquel, but I told him that stuff scares me now, so we agreed on just 1/4 of a pill before bed. It does help me sleep, but I'll be watching myself

I stayed too busy yesterday and never did get back to explaining the dream keywords.

I went to sleep, last night, right before midnight and woke several times throughout the night. It's now 5AM and I'm up.
I had at least 3 bought of SP and False Awakenings last n

**EDIT**okay... what happened to my post.

I left to eat a honey bun before the fruit flies thawed and when I came back half of my post was missing?
I had no memorable dreams but the FW (or is it FA) drove me insane.
I kept "waking up" in my bed, with a severe sense of evil in the room. I'd look around and try to focus on my birds, but their cage was in the wrong spot and I'd eventually fall back to sleep. This happened, it seemed, about 3 times in a row. I wanted to turn on my light but I was too scared to leave my bed even though the light switch is only about 4 steps away.
At some point, I did wake up and turn on the light, but I went right back to bed and to sleep.

I remembered a little of my dreams when I first woke, but this war I'm waging against these fruit flies has made me forget. I have no idea where the buggers are nesting. I sleep with the AC blasting at 72 and on High but when I wake up, the temp quickly rises to around 80. The buggers are inactive at 72 which I love, but I freeze at that temp during waking hours.