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I fell asleep by about 9AM, was up by 3PM.
6 hours seems to be my natural norm.

My oldest son was in and out of my room several times which disrupted my sleep- then I woke quickly (?) and lost anything I might have remembered.
All that remains are snippets: starving animals... something about the Kingdom Hall.

The animals ran out of food 1 day early- thus the dream.
And I was thinking about the Witnesses before I fell asleep, which accounts for that part.

Death seemed to rule last nights dreams. I went to sleep at around 8AM and woke at 3PM.

I don't remember entire dreams.
In one dream, my birds got spooked and Vlashki flew away. He made his way out of my room and by the time I reached him, one of the pups got ahold of him. I checked him for life, but he was quite dead, so I left him for the pup. (IRL, Vlashki tends to sit atop his cage. Every now and then, he gets spooked and flies, but my doors are always closed and my room is tiny so I get him right away. And when my animals kill something, even if it's another pet, I let them keep the kill rather than waste the body by burying it).
I came back to my room, in the dream, and watched his mate trying to find him and I became very sad for her. I was all the more sad when I silently wished she had been killed and not her mate who I favor.


This next dream, though... I have no explanation for it lol.
Aliens were possessing people. They somehow impregnated them anally- males and females, young and old. But the babies and the host never lived through delivery. I saw MANY dead aliens being born. The host was always standing, but bent over.
This dream was like watching a movie. I had no role at all. I followed one young woman in particular. I REALLY wish I could recall the details because it was a great story.
The young woman, initially, was very shy and reserved. I watched her behavior become more and more erratic and she became very promiscuous. She focused on one guy, but that's where memory ends.

In another dream, I was burying something. I dug a hold to place a box in. But above the box, I was going to layer dirt and blankets to make a bed for one of my kids Whatever was dead would have gotten me sent away if discovered. Somehow, the box ended up in the toilet, flushed. I thought it impossible for it to actually go down and I thought I'd be caught when the toilet stopped up. I reached my hand inside and tried to pull it out, but all I got were soggy pieces of the box. Eventually, the toilet flushed and all evidence safely went into our septic tank.


>>>I can understand the bird dream. Vlashki flew onto my bed a few hours before bedtime. The pups have been getting on everyone's nerves. I LOVE my birds lol so I often subconsciously anguish over something happening to one of them.

But the other dreams? I played Runescape, CafeWorld, City of Wonder, Fantasy Kingdoms all day yesterday and the day before. I didn't battle in RS, I'm primarily a skiller. I've also been reading the latest Jean Auel book, but nothing exciting is happening yet.
So, who knows lol

I went to sleep at 11AM and woke a couple minutes before 4PM.
Some time has passed since I woke, so I've forgotten some of the dream details.

In one, I recall sitting across a table from an older gentleman. He was good looking and spoke about being "hardcore" (passionate) but I "heard" he and I could have sex without having to worry about emotions. It would be purely physical. My hand was on the table and he reached out and held it. My palm was facing upward, though. I didn't "hold hands" with him. But he closed his fingers some and gently squeezed my hand affectionately.
I worried someone would see us because I didn't want my husband finding out.
Then my pdoc showed up and I went off with him for some medical tests. I remember something about Lupis, but there was something in my blood/body that could help sufferers. And some other treatment could help grow my teeth. But I had just pulled the last few and I told them having one kid after another after another destroyed them beyond growth or repair.
I dreamed a lot more about my pdoc and feeling guilty and lonely, but I no longer recall the specifics.

I recall flying somewhere (?)
But first, I was walking between houses. There was a crawl space at one point, but I refused to take it because spider webs were hanging everywhere and I didn't want them on me. Instead, I crossed through a yard and spoke with a friendly dog (reassured it that I wasn't a bad guy so it wouldn't bite me lol)

There was also some sort of a race at a school. I had to "leap" up the stairs and another team had to leap down them. We each had to find a room a separate room before the other to call something off (?).


Some of the dream themes and scenes came from shows I've recently watched. I really wish I'd stop having the emotional dreams though because I carry the loneliness out of the dream and it bothers me all day.

I actually went to bed "last night" at around 1AM. I'm about to get a few more hours of sleep. My son slept through the night too, which means no one was in my room
But I woke up quickly to wake my kids up for school, so I'm stuck with only 2 dream fragments.

One dream was of being at my grams house. I had had a sticker on a small fridge with the phone number of a 4th grade teacher. I kept it for sentimental reasons, but grams thought I wanted to get in touch with the teacher, so she called the woman. I remember I spoke with her, but that's the extent of it.

In another dream, I needed a pack of cigarettes. I was going to ride along with my dad or uncle (?) but everything was taking so long that I announced: "I can fly AND teleport. I'll just head out on my own if that's alright?"
I took off flying but electric cords almost completely blocked the higher sky. I could have gone in between some of them, but I was afraid of getting shocked. There was some kind of festival/parade about to take place on the streets below me.

In another dream, I was battling something (?) It spit acid occasionally so I was trying to make a mask. I needed some gauze like material for where my eyes are but I was having a hard time finding anything.

Time to catch some more "zzz's".

My kids really need to find another hangout lol
I crashed at around midnight and woke (for the last time at 10AM)

The fragment I recall the most was about rabbits. They were in a cage with an automatic sliding glass door. It was really nifty as it could only be activated from the outside. I started worrying, though, that an animal might jump up to the cage to look inside, activate the door by accident then have a very nice free meal. There were at least a dozen or so rabbits in this one aquarium style cage.
I came back later when I realized I could lock the door, but all the rabbits were dead. They had all suffocated.

In another dream, I snuck into someone's house and stole a key. They had teenaged children (2, I think). I washed their dishes for a long time and cleaned the sink. When everyone woke up, they were initially surprised to see me, but then they accepted I was supposed to be there. I talked to the mom a lot, but I don't remember what it was about.
I'm not sure if this is part of the same dream, but another scene was of me outside. No. This was a separate dream.

I was outside walking and I happened upon a yard sale. There were a lot of really nice clothes, but I was interested in something buried at the very bottom of one of the piles. It looked like a table or something, but when I got all the stuff off of it, I realized it was a shopping cart. I was still pleased and planned on buying it. I filled it with clothes, then a mob of people showed up. They were all very panicked and went through the clothes quickly, spilling most on the ground.
I went along behind them, trying to pick them up, telling them to have some respect. The woman came out of her house upset, saying the clothes they trampled were her Church clothes. Most were brightly colored sweaters- pink, blue.

In another dream, I was somewhere with my kids. My 18 year old was told he couldn't participate (?) because they were taking him away again. He had to go to a shelter and he became very upset.
I woke up before I could figure out why.

That's it.

I only got about 4 hours sleep last night. That backache I woke with the other night was the start of another major gallbladder attack. It came and went and has been mostly okay since last night.
I woke to my son, in my room, playing my computer. We made a deal where if he cleans certain things, he gets time on my computer. We specified an hour per room and now he thinks he can get on whenever he wants.
And since my oldest daughter was taken away, my youngest has been practically attached to my hip. I don't say anything because it's nice to be wanted again (she's 14) and I realize she's feeling vulnerable (she might get taken next), but I'm used to having a lot more down time.
The two of them have been practically camping in my tiny room (which is where I "live"). My daughter's trashing the place (leaves her clothes, soda bottles etc lying around) and my sleep has been suffering a little for it.
They start school back up in a couple days, so life will be back to semi-normal soon enough

ANYHOW.... I only remember fragments from last nights dreams. In one, I was at the feet of my mother and eating decaying flesh off of her feet. I almost ate a couple of her toes, then realized they were healthy and still functional. It was REALLY gross. But when I was finished, her feet were healed of whatever had been bothering them.
Next thing I remember, my hubby and I are about to have sex. I wrap my arms around him and feel a gaping wound in his back. His flesh feels flaky and dead.
Then I woke up.

I couldn't get comfortable last night to save my life. So I slept on the opposite side of the bed (reversed the top/bottom position). But I woke at one point in an almost lotus position with my head on the bed between my knees. I was comfy but my feet had fallen asleep lol. My upper back/chest is oddly and painfully this morning. Plus I'm "trying" to start my period 5 days early *WTH*

I remember basically nothing about my dreams. I recall dreaming my so threw a fit because I bought him cheap cigarettes. In another fragments, my 14 yo daughter was mad/upset about something. I woke to a scene from House, with him telling ? that they're not stupid, that he's just far more superior lol

Blah... time to get hydrated...

I slept like a rock last night, though I did wake a couple times (once to turn off my AC 'cause it was too cold).

I only recall two fragments: Walking through a store and seeing my old JW best friend. She was with a lot of kids (babysitting) and I smiled at her.

The other dream was about driving and I kept losing control of the vehicle.

Make it 3 fragments: in another... crap, I just lost it again lol
It's back- something about a beach...

That's it.

I went to bed at around midnight and woke at 7:30
My pdoc doesn't want me completely off the Seroquel, but I told him that stuff scares me now, so we agreed on just 1/4 of a pill before bed. It does help me sleep, but I'll be watching myself

I stayed too busy yesterday and never did get back to explaining the dream keywords.

I went to sleep, last night, right before midnight and woke several times throughout the night. It's now 5AM and I'm up.
I had at least 3 bought of SP and False Awakenings last n

**EDIT**okay... what happened to my post.

I left to eat a honey bun before the fruit flies thawed and when I came back half of my post was missing?
I had no memorable dreams but the FW (or is it FA) drove me insane.
I kept "waking up" in my bed, with a severe sense of evil in the room. I'd look around and try to focus on my birds, but their cage was in the wrong spot and I'd eventually fall back to sleep. This happened, it seemed, about 3 times in a row. I wanted to turn on my light but I was too scared to leave my bed even though the light switch is only about 4 steps away.
At some point, I did wake up and turn on the light, but I went right back to bed and to sleep.

I remembered a little of my dreams when I first woke, but this war I'm waging against these fruit flies has made me forget. I have no idea where the buggers are nesting. I sleep with the AC blasting at 72 and on High but when I wake up, the temp quickly rises to around 80. The buggers are inactive at 72 which I love, but I freeze at that temp during waking hours.

I laid back down at around 11 and woke at 1:30 to stupid Zones 1 and 4 blasting in my ear. I turned off the monitor but now I'm up. I still feel like puking, but I have to run to the store as in right now.
So, I thought I'd write down some keywords in hopes of helping me recall my dreams when I get back.

Dead puppy; nursing mom who was here but not here; exodus; damn building and hearing a large potato ; CPS; penny in door which served as temporary key; jail; granny's house: rotting fruit, wooden sword, a marble knickknack (lighthouse ?), pizza, kids playing.

I had a hard time remember that much. There's almost no hope I'll remember what it all means when I get back lol But I'll try.

I feel like poo. No, actually, I feel like I'm pregnant and having morning sickness. Pregnancy isn't possible though, lol, so I probably have the flu.
I went to sleep at around midnight and woke on my own at 6AM There's a HORRIBLE kink in my neck. I need to remember to pump my mattress up some today. I should also pack away the stupid pillows. I'm beginning to remember why I've never before used the things for some 36 years

I only recall fragments, but my dreams were pretty epic.
I recall being on an island. In hindsight, it was shaped an awful lot like the moon (which I watched before going to bed ) A woman lived there who was some sort of unofficial Queen of the realm. She wasn't allowed to remarry though, so she was adopting some children (and puppies), for one to become her heir. Humorously, she was also a factory worker and she had to hurry off before she was late.

There were untold riches hidden on the island- which is how we met (and how the dream actually began- I always seem to remember my dreams out of order). Her guards were gauging my worth and at one time, sent me away. But I had one of my men-at-arms follow him through the rain into some sort of tunnel (a throughway) which was filling with water. They were all riding horses and I was struck by how the water looked as it lapped the horses flanks. (I became my man-at-arms, temporarily, when he left "my" side). The speech was spectacular and I wish I recall it. In any case, the troop came back to me and I was accepted as one of them.

I had adopted a daughter at some point. The Queen was interested in having her join the royal family. I was talking to the Queen, singing the praises of my daughter from before I adopted her at the age of 4.
The dream had a flashback of seeing the child playing on the ocean. She was writing in the sand "DJ" so that's what I named her (though I SAW "Denverway" on the birth certificate).

There's a lot more to the dreams, but I'm having a hard time with recall because I think I"m about to be sick

Went back to bed at 10AM, slept till noon.

I remember dreaming about my birds. I was cleaning their cage and adding things to it, like a fan on the bottom. My birds were on the floor, and they walked to a blanket that was draped on the floor. Then my kids came into my room and left the bathroom door open. Scroungie came in but I forgot about the cat for a moment and when I remembered I freaked out, looking for him. I finally found the cat, hidden under the blanket as well. The birds were fine.
I went to put my cockateils back in their cage, but it fell apart.

>>I had that dream because I cleaned out my birds cage last night before bed. I changed the location of a shelf/box on my wall outside the cage but Vlashki (the male) doesn't seem to like the change.

I dreamed something about walking, about going to some class and walking from WV to California in 3 weeks. There was something about a killer, but I've forgotten.

I went to sleep at around midnight and woke for the last time at 6:30AM.
I didn't sleep well. I sweat a lot, then froze, then sweat lol. THen I laid on my ear too long and woke up in agony (why the heck does the happen? I'm the only person I know who has ever had that complaint!) It's the outside of my ear that always hurts. Then I finally woke up thinking one of the dogs was crying, but it was just my nose whistling lol

I don't recall too much of my dreams.
What I remember most is of being with my parents. They didn't want me hanging out with someone, so I was sneaking, but then I'd be gone too long and get yelled at. I walked a lot in the dream. One house I went to sold trinkets and mystery packages (like gaming cards) that had sexy stickers and whatnot inside them.
One of my kids came along and tore up the place so I was kicked out.
At some point, I was at an outside wedding. It was at a beach and I found some nice rocks on a beach. When I tried picking up a piece that was green but looked like tigers eye, someone else grabbed it.
Then, on Oriental boy of about 4 ran to a woman holding his crotch because he had to pee
I was with hubby and we followed the boy and his nurse inside. Hubby wanted a drink. The first place was off limits so we went to the next door.

That's all I recall.

>>I dreamed of my parents because I spoke with them before going to sleep. I dreamed of sneaking off to see someone because I snuck off to see someone last night, close to bed time (hubby's uncomfortable with me having friends, but someone we gave two puppies to had to give them back to us for awhile, so when I went to pick them up we chatted for a few minutes, then I worried hubby would be all grumbly wondering what took me so long to get a soda )

Don't know what the bit about the trinkets or rock meant. If I remembered more of the dream, it would help.

The fact that the boy was Oriental came from a conversation I had with my oldest son. I LOVE playing FaceBook Zuma. One of my "friends" scores over a million whereas I've only reached 1 m once! My son was picking on me, calling me a looser because I couldn't beat her, so I shrugged my shoulders and said "She's Oriental". My son was SUPER shocked because I never say such things and he said: "MOM! Now you're starting to sound like Myles" (my 16 yo who is sadly and strangely prejudice/sexist/racist/etc) So I said "What? Orientals rule at everything. She's just naturally better than me." Son then said, "Yeah, Americans naturally suck at everything."
The fact the boy was holding himself probably indicated I had to pee

That's it.

I slept for about 4 hours. I woke several times with a pounding pulse and scared out of my mind. Don't recall why though.
I always fell right back to sleep though. I woke a few times to "Zone 1... zone 4". I remember the alarms integrated themselves into my dreams, but I don't recall how.
I do recall one dream where I was trying to get $500. from hubby but I kept missing him.
That dream resulted from my wanting to get the money from hubby before 3PM but he was out all day looking for lawyers.

That's it, unfortunately.

I managed to actually stay awake for 8 hours before taking 50 mg Seroquel and falling asleep.

When I first fell asleep this afternoon I was dreaming that my 16 yo son was having an affair with a 4th grade teacher. I was very angry with her and was about to have her arrested. Alarms were going off "zone 1... zone 1..." but what woke me was my computer ringing VERY faintly as my hubby called.
The dog was loose and was setting off the perimeter alarm, but I was so out of it, it didn't wake me, though the monitor for the alarm was turned up and right beside my head
The volume on the computer was turned WAY down, but it woke me when hubby called asking what was setting off the alarm
My 16 yo son told me then the dog had gotten loose. When I told him my dream, he cursed me and asked why he couldn't have dreams like that

My stomach hurt a great deal, so I went back to bed.
I fell right back to sleep and didn't wake again until 2:30AM.
All I can recall from those dreams is being shot, having a large wound on my stomach and right leg. The leg was worse and had buckshot throughout it. I wanted to tell someone, but I had been threatened to keep my mouth shut.
I had to go to school (college) and I kept trying to hide the wounds. I was choosing my courses and decided to take weaving even though crocheting would have been better.

There was something about the layered world again and pictures. I had taken some pictures for a friend of one of my daughters. They wondered when they were going to get their money and I was very annoyed. Each picture took $3.00 to develop and I wondered why I was giving the person money for my work.

That's it.