I'm similar to Moonmoth, even the times when I realise I'm dreaming, I don't manage to take control of the situation. I just go "Oh, I'm dreaming," and then either continue to do what I'm doing, or do something completely ridiculous like start shouting "I'M DREAMING! I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!" at the school principal Gotta work on that.
But anyway, I have a few dreamsigns that I've been noticing more now that I've started thinking about it, although some may be less personal and more universal.
My most common is probably when I am looking for something, either an object, a person, or an escape route, like a doorway or a hole in the wall, and I just can't see a thing. It's like my vision goes all dark and brown and blurry and I can't focus on anything, and it's very frustrating.
Another is probably a side-effect of playing a lot of Assassin's Creed Almost any time I dream that I'm trying to hide from someone (or something), I'll either end up hiding in plain sight (like lying down next to a pot plant), or I'll be in a decent spot but the chaser will know exactly where I am. When this happens I usually know that they know, and it's like they have a map that I show up on as a little red dot. Sometimes I might have a map too, or I can just see their map in my mind, and I know they're still coming for me.
This one is definitely personal, and it's kind of like a recurring format for a nightmare which usually varies in setting, but not plotline. It involves a "good" ex-boyfriend (F), and a bad one (J). It'll start out I'm with (F), maybe with some other people, then I'll suddenly realise he's gone and (J) is in his place. At this point I freak out, but try to stay calm because I don't want (J) to realise I've noticed it's him, or something. It's kind of like I think I might have somehow travelled back in time and now he's my boyfriend again. After a little silent panic, I try to come up with a plan to escape, which usually involves a lot of running (but in these ones it's usually the opposite of the sluggish running you get in most nightmares, it's like I can run really fast, and for EVER. Not always though), occasionally the aforementioned hiding dream sign, and often a bit of silent screaming for help (which is of course a pretty universal dream sign).
So yeah, that one is a pretty scary one, although I'm getting it less these days.
Now, I know flying dreams are common, and maybe even ones where you have trouble getting off the ground, or staying up without having to do some ridiculous paddling, water-treading motion that usually doesn't work anyway but what often happens to me is I'll be flying, going pretty high just for funzies, a bit of an adrenaline rush, but then I'll start drifting towards these massive or otherwise unavoidable power lines, or if indoors, a ceiling fan. Sometimes, by the time I realise the lines are there, I'm completely surrounded. If I end up getting caught in the powerlines, nothing really happens except I get absolutely terrified and struggle to get free.
If I ever dream that I'm driving, then I have absolutely no control over my car at all. It doesn't really go off the road, it just doesn't drive properly, won't go up hills, etc. Now that I think about it, that's probably due to the fact that my poor car breaks down so often I have this subconcious fear of it breaking again. Also, it's an automatic, but I always dream that I'm driving a manual, which is weird because I have trouble driving a manual in real life, but not in dreams.
Something else that seems to happen fairly often is a kind of deja vu/repetition type thing, where I go through the dream once, and then it seems to start again and ... well it's like watching a walk-through of a video game, except I've lived through it instead of watching it, and now I know exactly what I'm supposed to do and how to do it.
Um, I have short hair, and I often dream that I'm looking in the mirror and I notice it's grown long again, or that it's not really short but I wear it in a way that makes it look short.
Also, TALKING CATS. Talking cats that sometimes change into things that aren't cats. Like cows that chase me. Or crickets. And then I'm left wondering why I thought it was a good idea to buy a pet cricket.
This one is something that I thought was a dream sign until recently, but it could also be that hypnagogic sleep paralysis thing. The last time it happened I was lying in bed just after waking up (or dreaming that I'd woken up, maybe), and I was absolutely certain that there was something on the other side of the room, and although I couldn't see it I imagined that it looked like a cross between a grass-hopper and an alien, about the height of a child, but capable of rising a lot taller if it stretched its legs. I just had this accute awareness of it being there, but my head was turned to the wall and I couldn't turn it, no matter how hard I tried.
The part that makes me not sure if that was sleep paralysis or a dream is that I get the same thing sometimes when I'm definitely dreaming, combined with the first point where I can't see.
PHEW! That's a lot of typing. Congratulations to those who stuck it out to the end
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