I'll tell you right now, I've seen a UFO and I have ghosts who watch me occasionally, and I know beyond the shadow of a doubt, it has nothing to do with lucid dreaming. If you really love lucid dreaming like you said, you wouldn't give up on it. Also, you don't want to fuck up your soul? lolwut? I don't think that's going to happen. Trust me, the only way you can do that is by making the wrong moral choices in life. Lucid dreaming is a side activity like exercise, you won't mess with your soul by doing it.