I am striving to have dreams were I can not only see the worlds created by my subconscious but were I can meet them. And by meet I mean, me, my lucid self being able to realize their true beauty as I experience them, not as I remember them after I wake up. I want both my conscious and subconscious to be present in my dreams.

I may not be very experienced with LDs and thanks to my poor dream control I never had a LD doesnīt feel created by the subconscious. But do I a high level of lucidity and the surprising elements of an unfamiliar dream really have to contradict each other? Why shouldnīt there be a middle path between lucid and non-lucid?

I donīt want to devalue non-LDs. My best non-LDs have been far more fascinating than my best LDs. But diminishing your hard earned lucidity skills just to have non-LDs back. Is that really necessary? Canīt you just let the dream take control of itself again? Or am I just getting the wrong idea of your goals?