Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Athylus

Just giving a number can be considered being just friendly as well. I got attracted to a woman once cause she was touchy early on (light touch on the hand when I'd make her laugh). I acted upon it and later discovered she doesn't even realize she's flirting lol... she was a dumbo, which I later realized. So I'd say go for that, it WILL go through to him (it did to me, and I am thick as fuck).

I want it to be fairly non-commital at the moment. I want him to realize I'm not awkward and nerdy and yeah. xD Once that has been tackled nothing can halt the ginger sexiness that is a 16 year old Katie. I hope. :S Especially after I get skinnier. Yay for fucked up society's version of beautiful. I o that sometimes. Flirt without meaning to. But then when I do mean to flirt I get really self-conscious because, y'know. I don't wanna overflirt?

Originally Posted by Athylus

Little tip, doing sit ups won't help you remove your belly fat. It will however strengthen your hip flexors and most abdominal muscles. If you want to lose fat you will have to do intensive cardiovascular exercise, which is jogging, kickboxing, swimming, bicycling, etc. Good job doing situps though, keep at it! I do 5-10 strict pullups everything I walk down the staircase, so that's about 50-100 a day.

I'm going to start going to the gym soon. However because I get more muscle it's going to be more prominent and tone up the empty flesh I've got there and yeah. Y'know. I just need to find the time to go to the gym. I'm so busy. D: I'm so unfit even with my hockey training.

Originally Posted by Athylus

What would you like the guy to do in that case btw?

He, he, he. I don't really think that's an acceptable thing for someone of my age to be discussing upon this site.

Woot! Another Minecrafter
I've given up on the Domes though. I can't follow a simple graph and it was irritating the crap out of me. Here's an awesome link though Plotz - Online Minecraft Voxel Sphere Generator
I'm working on an older game with clay homes. I love mixing the colors (especially, purple/the purplish gray color/deep purple. Those three blend really nicely.
I also have a very difficult time finding spawners. go fishing while it's raining. I fish up lots of goodies from saddles to enchantments. But it is time consuming and boring.

My rant is that I exhausted. I had to take my daughter to work and Miley to Job Core (Corpse? corps? ugh lol) I sat in on the orientation which was almost 2 hours long Then I went to Gamestop and treated the kids to Final Fantasy 13... made an appointment to have hubby's car inspected tomorrow; picked up arby's for myself and pizza for the kids. I want to be done for the day.... but i have to pick up my daughter from work in a couple of hours. And she's getting paid today which means she's likely going to want to go to wal-mart to cash her check. Blec.

for everyone.

How the FUCK are you going to downvote the only reply to a question about evolution which explains how evolution works, documents cases of human evolution (Han Chinese vs Tibetans), explains the prevalent theory on why humans evolved into a different species and SOURCES EVERY FUCKEN FACT?

God I hate reddit. For once I thought I was gonna get gold, and no. No sirree. Holy fuck that grinds my gears.

Originally Posted by Original Poster

How the FUCK are you going to downvote the only reply to a question about evolution which explains how evolution works, documents cases of human evolution (Han Chinese vs Tibetans), explains the prevalent theory on why humans evolved into a different species and SOURCES EVERY FUCKEN FACT?

God I hate reddit. For once I thought I was gonna get gold, and no. No sirree. Holy fuck that grinds my gears.

"that Grinds my Gears"

I'll use that.

This has been a week from hell:
1-My father is in the ER now for blood pressure and heart reasons.
2- I'm failing

I just had one of those dream that make me go semi-suicidal again (or atleast cancer or something)...I hate my head...

Originally Posted by Anju

I want to lose virginity

Hey....

Every considered visiting Australia?

oh god I'm sorry

Originally Posted by Original Poster

Double Post Rant for extra Likes and cause fuck the mods:

I can't find a single complete torrent of The Bitter End by Right Way, Great Captain (They're all missing the last two songs) except one, with one seeder and 6 leechers. And it won't fucking load. My utorrent is sitting there with the refresh icon, perma-stuck. My only assumption is the seeder has a limit set and I have to wait for some assholes using bittorrent or some equally lame client to spend the next three days downloading it. If you just give me 10 minutes it'll be downloaded and I'll seed the fucker for-fucking-EVER. If I wasn't so broke I'd buy it and seed it my-fucking-self. I'm already one of the only people still seeding discographies for Devotchka and Elliot Smith and a handful of other artists. Chances are, if you download either of those guys, you got it from me.

Oh, thank you for the seed. Elliot Smith is incredible. Nothing beats that music when I'm feeling down.

Rant: Girl is simultaneously acting like she doesn't like me and loves me at the same time.
I just want to get drunk every night. :'(

My dad's fine now.

Who wants to lose her virginity? I'm available lol

LouaiB Glad your dad's doing better.

Tommo! I was wondering where you disappeared to!
for drama

ColdCrisis. A dream affected you THAT badly? Am I missing something?
I loathe dreams where I have to fall asleep in order to wake up IRL. They are seriously confusing/terror inspiring, messed up dreams. I always feel strange for a long time after one of those.

My rant is this friggin freezing weather. I woke at 6:30 because I was freezing. I slept miserably (though not AS miserably as the nights before). And my feet are freezing now even though they are RIGHT in front of my space heater. I'm also having one of my "nauseous for no reason" days. Time for a Zofran.
I got hubby's car inspected just a while ago and at noon I have to take his truck in to get it inspected as well. Then I have to pick up yet another 2 pizza's for today's meals (the kids are getting sick of pizza but with no ability to clean the cookware, the options are limited and pizza's filling. $10.30 feeds both of them for the entire day).

I will dance with joy when I pipes finally thaw!!!!!!!!!

Originally Posted by ColdCrisis

Yeah most of the days I wake up and have no intention to continue living because everything in my head just hurts.It's not every day but most of it them

Ugh! Did you go to a doctor or shrink?

Originally Posted by LouaiB

Ugh! Did you go to a doctor or shrink?

It's okay,I can handle myself pretty well.I have problems but I'm also not weak and undetermined...so I got that going for me which is nice.

Originally Posted by ColdCrisis

It's okay,I can handle myself pretty well.I have problems but I'm also not weak and undetermined...so I got that going for me which is nice.

Still, it would be better to solve the problem from it's core, right? It will certainly make you happier!

Originally Posted by LouaiB

Still, it would be better to solve the problem from it's core, right? It will certainly make you happier!

Everything is fine,I know my way,I know what to do but not when...so yeah.Someday!

Originally Posted by Wishfulthinker

I want it to be fairly non-commital at the moment. I want him to realize I'm not awkward and nerdy and yeah. xD Once that has been tackled nothing can halt the ginger sexiness that is a 16 year old Katie. I hope. :S Especially after I get skinnier. Yay for fucked up society's version of beautiful. I o that sometimes. Flirt without meaning to. But then when I do mean to flirt I get really self-conscious because, y'know. I don't wanna overflirt?



I'm going to start going to the gym soon. However because I get more muscle it's going to be more prominent and tone up the empty flesh I've got there and yeah. Y'know. I just need to find the time to go to the gym. I'm so busy. D: I'm so unfit even with my hockey training.



He, he, he. I don't really think that's an acceptable thing for someone of my age to be discussing upon this site.

Oh please lmao, you know how to make me crack up

Good job on the gym, it's boring though so beware. You don't need a gym to run though. I recommend kickboxing class! Sounds like you can use that.


I have a good feeling about the test I made today, I'm hoping for the best! Same for one of them I made yesterday. Now I'm finally done with all those tests... no idea what to do now though.

Originally Posted by Athylus

Oh please lmao, you know how to make me crack up

Good job on the gym, it's boring though so beware. You don't need a gym to run though. I recommend kickboxing class! Sounds like you can use that.


I have a good feeling about the test I made today, I'm hoping for the best! Same for one of them I made yesterday. Now I'm finally done with all those tests... no idea what to do now though.

He, he. I do try. :')

I know. It's also a lot of effort but hey. When I broke my foot I did a lot of rowing and yeah. :3 That was fun. I'm not a runner. xD



Yaaay! Good luck for when you get your results!


Bit of a rant. Can't take my thoughts off my infactuation. God damn that guy's pretty. Why does my brain insist on bombarding me with thoughts of someone I'll never be able to have?

I don't know if it's the rain but I feel horrible today. Depressed in some chemical way that I can't control. In one of those moods where even the way I write is annoying me. I feel like a stupid teenager and have to think way too hard just to write something that doesn't sound like that. Not even sure what I'm saying but I'm annoying myself so much I should probably stop typing.

I've been neglecting to attend most of my lectures this semester. My reasoning is always that there's no point in attending a lecture when I haven't yet caught up to the material from last class and I'll have no idea what the professor is talking about. But not attending sends me even more behind. After 2 weeks of class, there's one lecture in particular that I've only attended 3 classes for, so I've missed 2/3 of them.

I'm in 3rd year, but am taking one second year course because it's a prerequisite for a required course. I had to meet with an advisor for an unrelated reason, who informed me I didn't need to take that class, and if I do it will discount my transfer credit for another course I've taken, because apparently the school considers those two courses to be equivalent (even though it said nothing about that on the course listings). And it's been obvious so far in the class, that the material is kind of below my level, though I am learning some new things so it isn't completely useless education-wise. Although the advisor suggested I sign up for another class instead (back two weeks ago), after looking at my unappealing options I decided to stay in that class. At least it would boost my GPA, and although there's no point credit-wise, no one has to know that but me. I never told my parents.

I have what I feel is a huge problem that I've been worrying about for a while. There's a TA (teacher's assistant) in that class who attends a required lab once a week on Fridays. Well, I was in that class that's lectures I've been skipping, finally forcing myself to attend, when someone who looked like that same TA sat next to me. I spent the rest of the class paranoid that it was the same girl, and that she was wondering why I was in there, how I could be taking a second year course and be in that relatively difficult class for which the former course should be a prerequisite. I wasn't sure that it was her at the time, but after some snooping online I discovered that it definitely is her. I still don't know if she even noticed me or not. Maybe that's why she sat next to me. I'm afraid that tomorrow she'll say something to me. Ask me what year I'm in, what other classes I'm taking. and then it will be extremely awkward because she's equal to me in one class and above me in another. It makes me feel... guilty, like I'm faking and she knows it. I better stop typing now. I could type for pages but have to get things done today. I don't know how these always end up so long. I don't think I said much at all. How the hell do other people make their posts so condensed?

I've been feeling more and more tired lately, and right now I've been hit with such a sad feeling. No reason at all - at least not that I can think of - I just want to sit in a corner and cry.

Lucas. Perhaps it's the weather for you as well as Dianeva? (and a to you as well, Dianeva)

I never understood how people can be negatively affected by the weather. I adore storms and the rain and snow makes me think of rebirth- everything is so crisp and clean.
BUT!- dimness affects (effects?) my mood. If I don't have a LOT of light, I get very angry and depressed. I have to keep 4 100 watt bulbs burning in my room whenever I'm awake. I also draw the curtain open so there's outside light as well. *shrugs*

I am in Heaven right now. I could finally stand it no longer, so I called hubby and asked him if I could come over and use his shower. He said, of course, and boy oh boy a shower has never felt so wonderful! But I've acclimated to the cold somewhat. His house felt like a steam room and it was only set at 70 I was about ready to pass out from the heat (not really but it was overwhelming). Getting outside and back into the cold was a further blessing.
There's no heat in our bathroom, so even if you take a hot shower, when you jump out you're immediately frozen lol It was an unusual experience not racing to my room wrapped in a towel to get warm. I actually had to dry off at hubby's

Yeah. It takes little to amuse me

A rant is that I'm sleepy. I wanted to go to bed before i called hubby and now I REALLY want to go to sleep. What the heck. I did have a more active day than I'm use to. I had to get 2 vehicles inspected, go to the store, pick up food, then my daughter called and said she needed a ride home, so I picked her up, took her to the store lol and then I was finally able to go home. But I was only out and about for...4 hours. It feels like 40
But a man actually complimented my poncho today So that was an extra bonus.

Dianeva, what were you saying about people making their posts condensed I do hope life starts going your way.

Wishful, I"m not a runner either. I've never rowed. sounds like exhausting work!!!!

I live in Atlanta, so that's what I've been dealing with for the past three days.

My wife left work at 12 on Tuesday. She wrecked 4 miles from her office at 9PM. Basically, she went down a hill that was completely iced, and slid into a van that was perpendicular to the road. Her car may be totalled, so that kinda sucks. I am also frustrated with people mocking the reasons for the catastrophe. It only snowed about 3 inches, but the roads iced up, and Atlanta is extremely hilly. Straight, flat roads with chains is one thing; hills with no salt or preparation for it is a whole other animal.

It's going to snow again next Friday, according to the forecast. We are locking ourselves in.

Originally Posted by Tiresias

I live in Atlanta, so that's what I've been dealing with for the past three days.

My wife left work at 12 on Tuesday. She wrecked 4 miles from her office at 9PM. Basically, she went down a hill that was completely iced, and slid into a van that was perpendicular to the road. Her car may be totalled, so that kinda sucks. I am also frustrated with people mocking the reasons for the catastrophe. It only snowed about 3 inches, but the roads iced up, and Atlanta is extremely hilly. Straight, flat roads with chains is one thing; hills with no salt or preparation for it is a whole other animal.

It's going to snow again next Friday, according to the forecast. We are locking ourselves in.

I gotta admit, I laughed at all those reddit posts of photos. "This is what happens to [place] when it snows" and just cars crashed in multiple places down one hill, cars in ditches, whole highways stopped because of the amount of collisions. haha

I'm sure they were slow-ish accidents for the most part, so it's just funny. Although I don't know too much about it.

Rave: The girl said fuck yesterday, forgot to mention that

Don't let em shit you..
I have heard every excuse there is why people down south cant drive in the snow but the truth is, The road surface is not frozen before it snows on it making a layer of water between the snow and the road, I just happen to live where the road is frozen first and I have been in Atlanta in the snow so I know what it looks like..`When it snows up here before the roads are frozen there are just as many cars in the ditch as there and they use the excuse they have to relearn in the first snow but its still the same reason.

Tiresias, being from WV, I have the initial chuckle and eye roll, but in truth, ice is impossible to drive on if it's not treated.
I always defend the southern states when the snark get's to be too much.

Lol, Tommo, why the rave? is the word out of character for her?

My rant is that I feel like I've been punched again. It's just hunger. I actually ate a good amount (of albeit junk as per usual) yesterday. I had 3 sugar cookies, 2 Mini Slim Jims, a Jr. Bacon Cheeseburger from Wendy's as well as half of a broccolli and cheese baked potato. I also devoured those 5 full slices of Bacon my daughter gave me, I drank a core Energy banana milk thing and had a few chips.
That is VERY good for me. But I feel about ready to kill over.

BUT, it has been 12 hours since those few chips and before that, it was almost 8 hours before that since the potato. Blah. I've eaten a lot less at certain points throughout life so this punched feeling is very strange to me.

A rave is that I had some friggin awesome dreams last night............. but I forgot them because I jumped out of bed to answer the phone. I'm still raving though because i slept absolutely marvelously last night. i even kicked my blankets completely off a few times because it was so warm. Thank goodness the temps are starting to rise!!!!!!!

Time to find food... hope everyone has a great day

I was bit on the knuckle by something poisonous, apparently. I can see a hole has formed just below the skin and when I push on it I can feel pain deep in the meat. I've had it since Monday that I know of and it hasn't gotten any worse, but it hasn't gotten any better either.

Originally Posted by Original Poster

Giving up is DEFINITELY the way sometimes. Giving up on the result is always the way, in my opinion. If you can detach yourself from the result, you're free to do anything.

If I like a girl and am attached to the possibility of us being together, it's going to negatively affect my game with her. I have much better luck pushing my vibes and if she reacts positively I go for it. If not, I give up and it saves me from being creepy. Hopefully she understands guys have to hit on every single girl, and we can still be friends even if she isn't necessarily interested so long as, after she drops the hint, I give up. If she doesn't understand, she's probably used to it anyways, and if she can't get over the fact that I hit on her, either I need to change my game so I don't come off like such an asshole or if I'm already being nice and she's turned off by the confidence then she ain't worth being friends with, anyways.

My attitude is simple, "I like you but go fuck yourself."

No is no, that is true OP. In this case it would be best to just not be a creep indeed and move on, you can't force people to do something.

Thanks Katie, I'm sure I'll pass at least half of them.

Oh Louai, I heard wishful is looking for a boyfriend.

Hey Dianeva (that name is sooo pronouncable in dutch), that sounds like some biiig inner conflicts you're having there. Are you feeling well?