LDs and psychedelics

[WhiteWind]

I've searched many forums to see if people feel this way about psychedelics. I just want people out there who are confused, scared or feeling overly detached from reality, to know that you are not alone (if you even exists ;-P) I am deathly afraid of psychedelics. Meaning, I don't understand how to take them without dying. From salvia and cannabis, it seems like psychedelics make one lucid to reality. The experience shows, very convincingly, that this is all a dream. In these states, reality operates like a dream. (physics, communication, manifestations, train of thought) The feeling is like becoming lucid in a dream. There is a "Woah... wow" and then a realization that everything that happened before becoming lucid was... not what you thought it was. It completely breaks down all conceptions and previous paradigms of reality. ITS A DREAM! The feeling is so liberating. Like becoming enlightened or something. Becoming lucid to reality. It may go further than that, a "moving on", I'm too scared to let go. And then the come down. I'm no longer Lucid, but remember that I was. I've never done the typical mushies or acid, so I am really just talking out of my butt. XD Too scared of death. Or I guess scared of being given the choice of death and having to "go with the trip", or fight for my sanity, tell myself it's just a drug, and try to come down to normalcy. Sorry for ramblings. Just after reading so many trip reports and only getting subtle mentions of it, I wanted to address the elephant in the room. This is a dream. (These are just my perceptions of the experience. I don't want to scare people off of them or put anyone in a bad head space. I have narcolepsy and may have other psychological problems [psychosis] from a long term brain infection. This might not be how the experience is for others. I hope you're travels are loving and insightful) If you've made it this far, thanks for the read!