Hopeless Wanderings

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dream: 7-14-09


First Day of School

It was the first day of school and I was waiting outside for the bus with ali and katelyn.(oh great, another dream about school..) I was wearing Criss angel pants that were red and said Criss's name on them. Also I had on a Criss Angel sweatshirt that matched the pants. I didn't want to look too obsessed, so I took off the sweatshirt and put a different one. When we got to school, I realized that I didn't have my schedual. While everyone was heading to first hour, I was frantically searching through all my folders and things. Then it was second hour. I was still in the hall way. I finally decided to go to the office and get my schedual. Instead of giving it to me on a piece of paper, they made me pay like 10$ and gave it to me on a shirt. After I got it, I studied it and tried to figure out what class I had 2nd hour but I just couldnt find anything. I was so confused. Thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

Regular dreams: 7-13-09


Fragments

In one dream, I had like 60$ in my wallet. This was weird, because in real life I only have like 20$ in my wallet. Too bad I didn’t do anything about it.

In another dream, I was a famous celebrity, I don’t remember who. I was walking down a street with my body guards and there were people surrounding me and asking for my autograph. I decided to sign a few, but I forgot my name and didn’t know what to sign so I ended up signing with scribbles or something, hoping the people wouldn’t notice and would be glad that they even got my autograph at all. That’s all I remember.


Hills of Death and CPBC

In yet another dream, there was this huge hill that seemed to have no end. It was covered with dark green grass and the higher it got, the steeper it got. If you attempted to climb it, you would only get so far before you rolled back down. Nicole’s friend, Hailey, attempted to climb it but ended up rolling down and killing herself. I knew Nicole would be very sad about this. I went onto her myspace but it looked like she didn’t even notice. It was like Hailey was still alive. Then I realized that I must have dreamt Hailey’s death. This was weird, because I was actually still sleeping while looking at myspace. That’s all I remember.

I snuck out of my bedroom window and in the backyard we had one of those hills. I tried to climb it but then I heard my dad yell out my name in an angry tone. I knew he had discovered that I was out. I wondered how he figured it out, since I usually keep my door closed and he never checks up on me. I went into the house and kept quiet, not giving any explanation.

Some people from bible camp told me they wanted to try to skydive off of the huge hill. I thought they were crazy but I told them I would go with them anyway. We started our four day adventure to the top of the hill. It was like a bible camp thing, you could only wear the cloths on your back and we didn’t bring anything at all except the skydiving gear. We went into the woods and walked and walked and walked. We came across this abandoned van, yet I kept having a feeling that the owner would show up and be mad at us. He never did though. Anyway, I opened a door and the leader told me to look for clothes or something since we didn’t have anything with us. I found about 4 blankets and took them out and gave them to the leader and the other 3 teenagers with us. When it was time to go to sleep, they found this really soft stuff… it was like grass and weeds and stuff mixed together in a big pile but it was really nice and soft. I realized I had to pee so I went behind a tree. It was really misty and creepy so I hurried up and got back and slept. I don’t really remember any of the other nights we spent in those woods. When we finally got there, there was a crowd of people watching and a picnic area. This was weird, since we had to hike all this way while the other people got to drive. I didn’t think anything of it though. I decided not to go because someone said that every person who attempted to skydive off the hill had died. Still, the group was going to do it anyway. I looked at the hill and saw that it had snow on it, and there already were a lot of people skydiving onto it, they would land on a tube and slide down the rest of the way. I wondered how they were able to survive. Anyway, I put my headphones in to listen to my ipod but then realized the same song that I was listening to was on the speakers at the picnic area so I took my headphones off. That’s all I remember. I tried to fall back asleep so I could see what would happen to the group, but it didn’t work.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular/lucid dreams: 7-12-09

I'm back . I didnt record any of my dreams while I was up north except for the one I had last night because it was about Criss Angel and I kind of had a lucid. Here goes.


Talking With Criss


I met Criss Angel, at some place.. I dont know where, he was signing autographs. I got his autograph and he actually sat down and talked to me. There were other fans by us, but it seemed like he cared more about talking to me then talking to them.. Thats all I remember. When I woke up, I tried hard to remember it but thats all I could think of..


Gum Wrapper for Bus Ticket

I was in school and I thought "hey, its August!(its actually July though..) we don't even have school yet." But I went to math class anyway and sat by Allie. I thought how weird it was to have math class again with the same friend and same teacher. I realized I only had half my homework done but the teacher said it was okay. When it was time to go home, instead of riding the bus, people rode in vans. You needed a ticket to get it the van. Katelyn handed her a ticket and I realized that I didn't have one. Then I realized that the driver is probably too dumb to notice, so instead of handing her a ticket, I handed her a gum wrapper that was the same color as the ticket. I hesitated before getting in the van, but she accepted my ticket and I got it. Thats all I remember..


Short School Lucid


Then I was in the school hallway and I realized that I could be having a lucid dream if I wanted too(its almost like I kind of knew I was dreaming the whole time.) I knew my dream was going to fade away so I started running because I thought it might help. Then I spun around but I could tell that it was fading. Pretty soon I could here my friend, Brittany turning around in her bunk bed and I knew I was awake.


Friend Driving

I went back to bed at like 9:40am. Had a dream I was in a car on the freeway with Ali and Katelyn. I was in the back seat and Katelyn was in front and Ali was driving but the wheel was on the right side. She was a new driver, not that experienced(in real life she hadnt even taken the driving class yet..) She avoided an old man walking across the street. Next we saw a policecar. She slowed down to 30mph when the speed limit was 35mph because their was a slow car in front. Then, the car in front of her rammed into the car in front of it. Ali quickly turned the car around it. "Man I can't believe all this stuff I have to deal with.." she said.


False Awakening

I remember going downstairs in my cabin(this was a false awakening) and I was hungry so I grabbed some cheerios but didn't really want them so put them back. I looked at the clock and it said 11:30 or something.. Then I actually woke up. I thought it was 11:30am in real life so I got out of bed and went downstairs, thinking Brittany would already be awake and wondering why I slept so late. But it was actually only 10:15.(she sleeps until 10:30).

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-8-09

I dont remember that much since I didn't write down my dream right away. I am going up north this weekend untill Sunday so I won't be able to come on here till then. I will try to record my dreams in my actual dream journal while I'm gone but I don't know if that will happen because I've been pretty lazy lately. Anyways, here is all I can remember about last night's dream:


Coins


Ali was over at my house. I found a bunch of coins on the ground and picked them up without really looking at them. I showed them to Ali. She picked one up, it was like 10 times the size of a penny, it was silver with gold surrounding it. It was shiny and heavy. She said "this is worth 7,000$" I was so shocked! I looked for another one. She held up one and said "this is worth $700(or somthing like that..)" And I asked her if she would give me half the money. She said she would give me half of the money for the smaller one. For some reason I didn't fight about it, even though I was the one who had found the coins. I kept looking for more valuable coins but didn't find any.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-7-08

Car Trip

Hmm well I remember going to camp with Rachel, we were at this hotel kind of thing and we ate dinner there. Rachel brought like 5 of her friends with her. It was a bible camp and there was a church right by the diner. They were talking so loud that people in the church were starting at them. "be quiet! theres a church over there!" i told them, and they quieted down. Someone, maybe one of Rachel's parents, told us to go to church. I offered to drive... who knows why since the church was in the building... anyways, I drove Rachel, Rebekah? and angie? (her friends) and when we got there, my brakes werent working properly and I was doing a horrible job at parking. This policeman dressed in a light brown uniform started chasing after the car and told me to stop. I pressed down on the brake but it took forever for the car to come to a complete stop. When he came up to my window, I apologized and told him my brake wasnt working that well but that I was a good driver and didn't mean to drive recklessly. He kept asking me questions, like if I was 18. I told him no, and he acted like I was illegal even though I had my license. But i was actually doing something illegal, driving with three friends in the car even though I was only supposed to have one.(Because in real life, I just got my license and you arn't supposed to have more than 1 friend in the car for like 6 months, not that i ever follow that rule..) Well anyways, a second later, the policeman was in the car with me, like he wanted to make sure I was a good driver. I started driving, and I felt like I was speeding and couldnt control the car. He kept shouting "come on, speed! speed!" finally, i got control of the car and slowed down. But suddenly, I went over this rail on the side of the road and we rolled down this hill. The policeman fell out of the car but we kept going and finally came to a stop. Then I realized that I was Elsia Star.. I wondered if the policeman would have mercy on me if I went to help him and he saw who I was. Thats all I remember.. I woke up.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-5-09


Elsia

I think I was at a waterpark, or summerfest, or something. A bunch of people were outside tanning on this large area of cement. I was Elsia Star and I was flying around. I knew people were staring at me. I went over by Katelyn and Ali and sat down by them. We went inside and there was this girl in a pool and she told everyone that she was diagnosed with some kind of cancer or something and she had a shorter time to live. I went over by her and told her not to worry and to live every day like nothings wrong, just keep on living life.

Also, I dont know if this was the same dream or not.. but Katelyn had on 4 necklaces and Ali was like "the maximum number of necklaces you can wear is 3." and i was wearing 4 also, a criss angel necklace, a summerfest necklace, and some other necklaces. I was like "who cares." lol random, thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-3-09

So I woke up at like 7:30am this morning and wrote down my dream. I only remember like one dream though. I attempted to WBTB but that failed and I don't remember any more dreams after that.

Criss Angel

The dream I do remember is about Criss Angel . Instead of going to see Criss Angel's live show, there was a movie coming out that was based on his live show. It came out on a friday and I went with my friend Ali to go see it. We got front row seats. The movie started. I didn't really know what whats going on because I wasn't really paying attention. After like 10minuets, a Spongebob intermission came up on the screen. Ali wanted to leave so we left. The next day, Saturday, I wanted to see the whole movie. I was mad that I didn't get to see the whole thing on opening day. We went to the movie, got front row seats again, and I kept shouting "squeee im so excited!" Criss did one of the same tricks that he did in his live show, he wrote something down on a piece of paper and had a random person stand up and Criss asked them their name and age. It was a large man, with brown hair and a beard. He said his name was Mike and he was 33 years old. Next, Criss angel went into a room at the back of the stage for a minuet. I figured he was probably secretly writing the man's information on a piece of paper. And his 'prediction' was right. Then came the spngebob intermission again. I went out of the theatre to get something to eat and saw Katie D. their. She said hi to me and said that she had a coupon which she could use to get a small popcorn for just 2$.(usually it is $3.75 i think) My mom came by and gave me some money, she gave me like 40$ for some reason. Anyway, all of a sudden me, katelyn, Criss, and the audience members were outside and we were following Criss down a neighborhood. As we passed a house, I did a cartwheel or something on someone's grass. "someone needs to mow their lawn!" I said. Anyway, we finally arrived in front of a house and their were like 8 cars by it. He told us he was going to do a trick with one of the cars. he ALMOST touched me and that made me excited . well anyway he told us to look at this one car.I dont remember anything else after that.

After writing down my dreams and failing to WBTB, I remember a dream where I was shopping with Ali in a mall of some sort. Their were things with Criss Angel logos on them. I picked up a pair of shoes that were pretty and colorful but Ali said they were ugly. thats all i remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-2-09

I am getting worse at this. I cant remember my dreams as good as I used to. I'm not working hard enough. I need to start focusing.


Fragments


Something about school. AGAIN.

Something about going to a waterpark. I was Elsia Star so I flew off a ledge for fun.

something about me and ali watching that one tv show.. but i was also part of the movie... some girl kept telling too many people who she was.

something about me and brittany going up north. it took forever to load the car and stuff.


you know what? I really have to start actually focusing and writing down dreams the moment i wake. so i think im going to start writing in a journal-pen and paper. but i think i'll still keep this dream journal also.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-1-09

Hmm I dont really remember.

Fragments

Something about school. I cant stop dreaming about school!

Something about driving....

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-30-09


Criss Angel and a Movie Theatre

This dream made me happy

I think we were in Las Vegas, I'm not exactly sure. My, my mom, Ali, Katelyn, Collin(Katelynd's brother), and some other friends of ours all went to see this new Titanic show. Me and Collin got there first. We got pretty close to the movie screen. It was a huge theatre. All the seats were red and there was a stage and a huge movie screen. I went to get some food so Collin stayed in his seat. I went to Pick n Save, i think, and got some BBQ chip rolls(chips in the shape of a roll, never heard of them in real life). So I went back to the theatre and then I realized that the half filled water bottle I had with me might not be enough. So I went to the desk were people were selling tickets for the Titanic shows and asked if they have any water. They said they had absolutely NO water. But I looked on the side of the desk and saw a container that had atleast 5 bottles of water in it and the lady even had an almost full water bottle on her desk. I didn't say anything though. She told me that there is a bubbler in the basement. I didn't have time nor did I want to go there. So I started walking back towards the theatre. On the way there.... I saw Criss Angel!! He was wearing a white vest, ripped in half at the chest, and white pants. He had his sexy black hair and big pink lips, just like in real life. He had just gotten done showing this little girl a trick. I was so nervous but I went up to him. I didnt have anything for him to sign exept for a folder. He started walking away and people started chasing him and asking for his autograph. I stuck my folder out in front of him and he grabbed it and signed it! I squealed and ran off to show people. But I looked all over my folder and couldnt find it! This bothered me for the rest of the night and people got sick of me saying "I got Criss's autograph!" Anyway... I went to go sit back down. Ali and Katelyn had saved me a seat in between them, which is weird because they usually would want to sit together.. so anyway everyone was there and most seats were filled and the movie was beginning. It started with a gold locket that came on the screen. Then a regular family, I wasnt sure what this had to do with the movie, but I was sure it would make sense later. Then I realized that I had absolutely NOTHING to drink. I was about to run over to a small store that was right next to the theatre but I think I woke up then.


(cont.)

I went to the bathroom and got a drink of water and attemped to WBTB. But it failed, even though I came back to my dream. (atleast I'm getting better at it!) I was back in the theatre, only this time I had enough to drink and eat. On the screen was a cartoon neighborhood that looked like my own. It had the pump house, and the house across from me. No one else seemed to think that it looked like our neighborhood. Anyway.. I looked around and saw a bunch of empty seats and then saw Costa and JD(Criss's brothers) sitting with a small group of people. I wondered were Criss was. All of a sudden, Katelyn said "OMG I'm going to go talk to that blue man!" I looked back over by Criss's family but didn't see any 'blue man'. Then katelyn went over there and I saw an actual blue man with gold clothing. She started up a conversation with him. I wondered if I should go over there since Costa and JD were right there, but I stayed. Thats all I remember of this crazy dream.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-29-09

I'm in such a bad mood tonight. I didn't feel like recording my dreams at all today. Maybe I'll finally do it.


Fragment


I went to some party at an ice skating place with Rachel. Her mom drove us there.

dont feel like saying anymore.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-28-09


Baby Turtles

In one dream, me and my mom and maybe my dad saw about 10 turtles on the side of the road. We wanted to bring one home so that Cupcake, my other turtle(i have one in real life) wouldnt be so lonely.There were tutrles half his size, which is pretty small since Cupcake is a baby turtle. For some reason I didnt get any though and this is all I remember of the dream.

Then I woke up at like 6am and attemped WBTB. It didnt work though, even though I kind of knew I was dreaming, I never really did anything about it. Had a dream I was at camp and I was feeling sick.. we went on some waterslides and stuff.. thats really all there was too it.

later....


Hannah Montana

I remember some more dreams I had last night. In one of them, I was at a hannah montana concert(who knows why..) and I all of a sudden I was her. I tried to get people to notice "me" by popping out from the crowd. Then I went on stage and thought "do i really want to do this? I dont know if this stage thing is for me.." but i went on anyway and it actually felt really cool to be on stage. Then I realized that I had no singing abilities so I stopped singing. I don't remember anything after that.


Change the Movie

In another dream, me, Katelyn, and ..Ali?.. went to see a movie. It was something national geographic.. it was very boring. We sat in the way back, on the right side. The seats were red and so were the walls.Katelyn was like "Can I change the channel?" and thats when we noticed that there were remotes by our seats. She picked one up and pressed a button and then the movie turned off and an MTV channel turned on.. I think it was Paris Hiltons My New BFF. "oops!" she said, and then when everyone started looking at her she pointed at me and acted innocent. "hey that wasnt me!" i said. We were laughing histarically. Finally, one of the people who worked there came and turned the boring movie back on. Thats pretty much it.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-27-09

Houses


My and my mom were looking at new houses. We went inside of one and there were escalators. My mom went to the second story and I wanted to join her but the escalators were broken. thats all i remember. (WHY THE HELL didnt I just walk up the escalators? its not like they need to be moving for someone to WALK UP THEM. haha)


Fragment

Something about driving nicole home in the tahoe and she had 2 houses.


"No Quacking!"

I made a quacking sound in science class by accident and mrs. shoenbach made me stay after. she said "thats how people get suspended." and i had to write my name and why i made the sound. but i couldnt write my name, took me like an hour in dream world and i had to keep crossing stuff out. she was at my house and said she was staying till 9:56. she let me get up to answer my phone though and.. watch part of harry potter movie?. when i ran to anwser my phone which was in computer room, it was too late and i tried to look under missed calls but my phone disappeared and i was still trying to look for the missed calls secton. then she started teaching us lessons.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

i dont remember ANYTHING at ALL from last night. nothing. not one single part of a dream.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular/lucid dreams: 6-25-09

I finally had a (very short) DILD!!!!

Monica Fragment

I really dont remember that much.. I remember these two guys chasing eachother by a barn in the woods... or something like that... and then a friend named Monica showed up and I dont know.. I was Elsia Star.. and something happened to me.. I dont remember what.. well anyway she called 911 for some reason and said "can i request an ambulance?" but one never showed up..I wasnt actually hurt though and I think she knew that. then later she said that we need to visit the (something, idk what she called it..something up in the sky). I tried to fly up with her but it didnt work. then the next thing i remember is standing by a lake with Monica and the lake was covered with clouds and so was the sky. then..

i realized I was dreaming.. but i wasnt sure if I wanted to have an LD because then I knew that this wouldnt seem real anymore.. and I would know that none of this is actually real. I had a choice: have an LD or just forget that I was dreaming and continue with my amazing adventure. Since I hadnt had an LD in a long time, I decided I'd give it a try. Even though I knew I was dreaming, I did a reality check and looked down at my hands but they looked normal. I still knew I was dreaming though. I started loosing the dream so I tried dream spinning, but I started hearing music, repeating itself over and over, and it was waking me up.. I thought it was coming from the real world.. but it was actually my dream music waking me up. Thats all I remember.