2015-11-06 emotional, distressing dreams of ruin, dejection, and rejection
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, 11-06-2015 at 04:05 AM (346 Views)
summaries for now:
+ holding girl on (water slide?) kiss a bit at the bottom; people see and disapprove; flying, want to go faster, see spiderman?; with a child, I'm severe with it?; in public gathering dissing me, I'm ashamed; escape down magic ladder; dejected and ruined, they pour 40 gallons of runny chocolate pudding on my head, I want to drown in it or cut my wrists and die.
+ in house, room with crying teen girls, my sons, S1 test results via prisoner basketball game; observe player of game in person
+ teaching young female intern the system at work, she knows it already and wants to give it a poor name
+ erotic moment with wife goes bad as she rejects me for not being sexually attractive; motorcycle; gas station, shower (naked), no slippers/floor, pee down to 2nd level of bathroom, get stuck, swing on rope, climb back, "they'll kill you", check out/get phone, see guy get back hurt by worker, call wife she's left message she's furious I answered phone brusquely (it was the gas station guy I say, tell whole story), she doesn't believe me, "prove it" she says