Turquoise Dreams

9/9/14

Last night bed midnight 5:30

Nap around 8 -11:30 tried to WILD but nothing : (

DR:

I'm at some place, with someone. Packing things to leave after stay. There is a man and a woman that live there. We are kinda escaping, but we don't want them to know that we know their secret. So they dont turn violent.

I'm telling everybody that we are going to the train station and they are ready to help us carry our bags. But then I realize my car is there and we could take it. They get mad "why did I want them to walk then"?

We are outside and I'm eating a dish from last night's episode of Master chef. The nicoise salad. Only instead of seared tuna, there is a big piece of bacon. I cut it with knife and it's so soft. I put it in my mouth and it tastes salty and yummy.

I just remembered last part:

There are 3-5 black blobs on the ground. Someone tells me that they do evolve into something scary and evil. I feel a change in atmosphere and a nightmare coming on. I'm thinking I wanna stay there and see that. As I think that, one starts to grow. Someone is warning me that it's gonna be really scary, like SUPER scary, coz it's gonna be like this evil body thrashing on the ground in freaky manner.

I'm thinking yeah, I'll be probably pissing my pants, but I also KNOW that I'll be standing my ground and it can't hurt me and I will prevail over it.

As soon as I think that, it evolves into a body thrashing on the ground, looking at me, all shiny black and evil, doing it's best to scare me. I'm scared, but I know I am stronger and I will win, no matter what.


Man, I just love my badass subC. My best pal.

9/7/14

Last night bed 8pm - 4:40am

Going home with mom on a bus. We are going to catch a train later, that leaves at 30 min of the hour. It's already 20 min till. I say to her we need to get a cab to make it on time.

Then I realize we have not only 20 min, but 1 hr and 20 min. We get off the bus. Walking to the cab, but stop to make hamburgers on some hotplate.

Not a good feeling from this dream.

9.5.14 Friday

Last night bed 11:35 - 4:40

Watched 2 episodes of Spartacus - Blood and Sand - just before bed

I'm in this facility. It'a a military camp and some kind of a spa type of a place at the same time. I think the camp is there, coz this is post-war and we took it as ours.

I'm a recruit, something about my training t-shirts. I'm walking around the grounds and there are columns and shallow pools like the house in the tv show.

9.1.14

Last night bed late, around 11:30 - 4:45 Hurt like hell waking up that early.

Took a nap after work round 1pm.

DR:

So for some reason I'm summond at work and they tell me to sit in a chair. So I sit and wait while people come and go. One of the keys M is suppose to do it, but he goes to the back somewhere. He is in his black pants and white dress shirt.

I'm starting to think they will not have time to finish, coz I'm suppose to clock out in an hour and I know they have a few bags ready for me. The IV stand is right next to me. So I ask them about it and i call M and he calls a nurse or somebody and they finally start doing things like prepping my arm. Somebody is petting my head as in comforting me.

Hrm, not sure what this is about, but ok. In general, not a bad feeling from this dream. Rather to the contrary.

8/28/14

Last night bed 1 am - 7am

Had a long dream. Last part:

I'm in Australia, outside of an airport. Some smaller, regional. I'm walking on the tarmac. There is a runway on my left and a small airplane is taxiing. I think it's going to come on my left, but it turns and aims at the runway just ahead of me.

I want to start running just for the joy of running (wtf?), but I think airport security's car is already headed for me. But I start to run anyway. Skies are beautiful Sun has set, clouds are dark blue, almost black and some very deep redish blackish, but it's still a bit bright between them.

We are housed in some individual cottages with a group of people I know. We gather outside and walk towards the dining hall. Looks like a school mess hall. We stand in line for dinner. Somehow I'm like the 5th person from the end and. My vaforite teacher is the last one and I feel that's not right. So I take my tray and move to the last place after her. She protests but I'm having none of it. She is not going to be the last one, I am.

I'm eating from a white plate. So kind of a very finely ground substance, almost like groung coffee in some liquid. Doesn't taste bad. As I'm finishing, I see hair on bottom of the plate. I eat around it coz don't want to be rude. I wonder if it's mine or someone elses. I look at another person's plate and I see he has a piece of hair there too.

I have a smaller tray with dark blue/green napkin and utensils on it and it sits on my larger tray.

I'm on a rooftop fixing something. Somebody walks there looking for me. It's getting dark, so I talk to that person so he can find me following my voice. Then I remember I have a pen flashlight and I aim it at him so he can see the light.

He finally walk up to me closer and we discuss some aparatus on the roof that's connected to cables that he or both of use put there.

8/26/14 - Monday

I forgot to write this down. I was watching TV in the evening, trying desperately not to fall asleep. It took huge amount of willpower to keep my eyes open. Even so they were blinking rapidly and I had hard time keeping them opened. When they closed for longer than a second, I got a sinking sensation. First time since I lost all my transition sensation. This ofc jolted me awake from axcitement. So I kept my eyes closed in hope of getting it back. But I realized it has to come by itself, when we not thinking about it.

Next time I closed my eyes, I got a rapid ascent sensation. And one more time. All those time, including the sinking one, was so authentic, I got butterflies in my stomach, just like when you on a rollercoaster.

I could not get the sensations when trying to get them. Only when I forgot all about them and was falling asleep. As soon as the movie was over I shot the TV down in hopes of fall asleep and "get me some", but what do you know, suddenly I'm wide awake, no chance of falling asleep. wut

8/24/14

Last night bed around 10pm - 4:45am

No recall, only feeling of good dreams.

After work unintended nap. I layed down on my traveling sofa to try an remote view. Fell asleep. Had a long and detailed dream. (After waking up, little later I recalled saying in a dream: "wow this lucid is kinda long")

I'm walking down a street with 2 other people. Suddenly there is only 2 of us. We wonder where we lost the 3rd one. I offer to go and look by remote viewing. I project my awareness out of my body and I feel a zooming sensation towards the last known location of the person. I feel a "transition" sensation in my head. I come to the location, see the person, and then I'm thinking how in the heck am I gonna get back to my body and tell the other person what I saw.

Next thing I know I'm back and I'm telling my friend that the person is just behind the corner, coming towards us.

In a dream, I have superpowers. I'm changing things just by thinking it. Large peace of paper hanging from a ceiling changed to a map, then map of something. Someone wanted a ruler, so I reached for it and mede it come to my hand by telekinesis, then I made it stretch towards the person asking for it so he can reach.

I wanted to make it snow. So I started gathering dark clouds, when I woke up. Btw, all this was happening in my mom's kitchen.

I was thinking yesterday and today about visiting my home in previous incarnation. Then at work, I read Astral travel for beginners and one cahpter was about "mind travels", which is remote viewing. Then as I layed down on my sofa, I tried to remote view.

8/23/14

had dreams, and good feeling from them, but no recall.

Something interesting happened today at work though.

[20:45] <@gab> have you had past life regression done, omkar ?
[20:46] <OmkAR> no, but i asked to see my past lives in a lucid dream once
[20:46] <@gab> have you?
[20:46] <OmkAR> and i was about to teleport to my past life . . and some guy grabbed me out of nowhere and said "YOU DOn'T WANT TO DO THAT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW MIKE"
[20:46] <OmkAR> and then i was all spooked out ever since
[20:46] <OmkAR> er do that too youreslf
[20:46] <@gab> oh lol, damn DC
[20:47] <@gab> or was he?!?
[20:47] <OmkAR> it was a strange vibe though, i was thinking maybe . .. geeze, what happend to me in my past life
[20:47] == OpheliaBlue [[email protected]] has joined #DVLounge
[20:47] == mode/#DVLounge [+o OpheliaBlue] by DreamBot
[20:47] <@gab> hey OpheliaBlue
[20:47] <@gab> I'm sure you had good ones and bad ones
[20:48] <OmkAR> maybe i was gangbanged in medieval times
[20:48] <OmkAR> u never know
[20:49] <@gab> would that be a good one or the bad one?
[20:49] <@gab> 0_0
[20:49] <OmkAR> in medieval times .. probably bad
[20:49] <OmkAR> lol
[20:49] <@gab> hehe
[20:49] <OmkAR> oh OpheliaBlue is here
[20:49] <@gab> I just had a weird experience at work today
[20:49] <OmkAR> we were just discussing being gangbanged in our past lives
[20:50] <@gab> she not talking, so maybe she is not here
[20:50] <OmkAR> did you get a de ja vu
[20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> sorry, comp ran out of juice while I was watching Divergent
[20:50] <@gab> I got more than that
[20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> some big lucid and shared dreaming themes in that movie
[20:50] <OmkAR> Divergent is out
[20:50] <@gab> oh she is here
[20:50] <@gab> so I'll tell you some other times omkar
[20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> almost over, brb
[20:50] <@OpheliaBlue> !brb
[20:50] == OpheliaBlue has changed nick to OpheliaBlue|BRB
[20:50] <OmkAR> oh ya DIVERGENT
[20:50] <OmkAR> i watched that
[20:51] <OmkAR> it was 100x better than hunger games
[20:51] <@gab> didn't see either
[20:52] <@gab> so omkar, you gonna be here for 5 more mins?
[20:52] <OmkAR> ya
[20:52] <@gab> I was at work and doing my stuff and thinking about this japanese warrior female mismagius told me about
[20:52] <@gab> tomoe gozen
[20:53] <@gab> and why I kinda identify with her
[20:53] <@gab> and with my sig picture of a warrior
[20:53] <@gab> and decided to change my usertitle so something reflecting the worrior thing
[20:54] <@gab> and that moment I just started crying out of the blue
[20:54] <@gab> I had to leave the room to collect myself
[20:54] <@gab> just the strongest feeling of something with past life warrior
[20:55] <@gab> no clue what to make of it
[20:55] <@gab> and add my frequent dreams of being a leader of some freedom fighters
[20:55] <OmkAR> oh weird
[20:56] <@gab> I never felt anything like it
[20:56] <@gab> as if I just connected with something
[20:56] <OmkAR> could be legit, u should try a TELEPORT to your old 'home'
[20:56] <@gab> I will do that
[20:56] <@gab> I wanna know so bad
[20:56] <OmkAR> i had these weird experience in the astral once, i saw this old log house, looked like it was from medival times
[20:57] <OmkAR> there was straw beds
[20:57] <OmkAR> and the feeeelings i got being there were sooooo strong
[20:57] <OmkAR> i USED to LIVE THERE
[20:57] <OmkAR> sleep there everynight
[20:57] <@gab> oh wow
[20:57] <OmkAR> kinda feeeling, it was reallly intense
[20:57] <OmkAR> and scary too
[20:57] <@gab> this feeling was so strong, not preceded by any warning or thought
[20:57] <OmkAR> trying to imagine how . .. it was . .. just a straw bed like that, stone/wooden walls
[20:57] <OmkAR> i mean, no books or computers
[20:58] <OmkAR> just RAW
[20:58] <OmkAR> raw living
[20:58] <OmkAR> nostalgic feeeelings
[20:58] <PKJacker> Sounds pretty interesting
[20:58] <@gab> I now what you mean, omkar
[20:58] <@gab> since today, I do
[20:58] <OmkAR> ya i never had that in waking life though
[20:58] <@gab> I see
[20:58] <OmkAR> that's interesting you did
[20:58] <OmkAR> ive only had that on the other side
[20:59] <@gab> I was cutting strawberries at work, like a ton of them, so my mind kinda wandered away
[20:59] <@gab> and the thought of tomoe gozen, spartan warrior and MAKING IT MY NAME
[20:59] <@gab> something clicked
[21:00] <@gab> started crying and I'm like "wth"?
[21:01] <@gab> insane

8/21/14 Thursday

last night bed 11pm - 5:45am

I'm standing on a first floor balcony of a corner house. I watching a guy on the sidewalk gesticulating and yelling frantically. He is mad at something. I think he is suspicious of a guy going after his wife. Then he notices that the guy is already in his wife's bedroom. I get a sence that he is dangerous and it's not about a fling, but something more sinister. I watch the guy climb up the patio support to the balcony I'm standing on and rush into the room. I can hear them yelling.

8/20/14

tons of dream, only one left in my memory is me throwing something while standing on top of the hill with large flat top. It flies like a frisbee.
Then I realize I'm stuck there and I should have thrown it down towards some tourists so they can alert some help for me.

8/19/14 Tuesday

Last night bed 1am - 7:36am

DR 5am
Some quite elaborate dream about DV work. But hard to put it in words.

DR 7:36am
I work at a flower shack. It belongs to a larger store and I'm their employee, but this small shack is like a detached store, selling only flowers.

I get there in the morning to remove the money from a drop box. It's a box where people drop money when they are purchasing flowers when store is not manned by a clerk. Like after hours.

So I'm counting the money and there are some people already there trying to buy flowers. I'm telling them it's not opened yet. But they get mad and they want me to sell them flowers.

I finally leave from there and go to drop off the money. When I get home, I have like sticky notes or some other stickers on my front door. They are from customers. I'm like wtf, how do they know where I live? I don't like that. I start telling it to my neighbor, without realizing it's not her, but maybe her daughter or someone visiting, because few min later the neighbor herself comes out and that's when I realize it.

This dream was uncomfortable.

8/18/14 Monday

Last night bed around 11 - 8:10am

Woke up from this dream:

We are in a restaurant, 4 girls, one of us is OpheliaBlue. It's a japanese style restaurant, because we are sitting on the floor with some very low tables.

The last course is coming and when I come back from the restroom Ophelia tells me that she ordered me some fruit, because she knows I don't like frutees. (I imagined frutees to be like an icee made of fruit.) I say, "well, I don't like frutees because I don't like fruit". And she says "well then you don't have adventurous taste". And she doesn't realy seem to care, so I don't say "my taste is adventurous plenty".

I have a feeling that the last course were some amuse-bouches on a skewer, like small balls of cantaloupe, or some meat, or 2 other choices. Ophelia, next time, just go with the meat for me pls. : D

DR before this one was quite long and interesting, I'm still trying to figure out why.

I was in small town where my grandma lives. Going in and out of her house, there is a gate to the street. I may have kicked someone's ass. Hopefully I'll remember it later.

8/14/14

Last nite bed 10:30

Woke up at at 2:30 remembering 2 dreams.

1.
I'm traveling by a train. It's about a 2 day trip, so I'm walking through a sleeper wagon to find some empty cabins. I see people sleeping, train cots, regular beds with comforters...


2.
Dream with coolbert

I'm drawing an outdoor scene. A grassy area with walls and buildings. I suck at it and he is helping me by showing me how to add texture and walls. I watch him add elements to my picture. At some point he just writes "texture" and that part of the picture filles itself out with a pencil. And I'm like "hell, I'm watching him and I swear that thing was not there just a second ago. How does he do that?"

Then he is showing me which pencil to use for outlines and other, slightly diff colored one for filling it out. I'm thinking he is really good at it and I will never draw like him.

Woke up 8:20

Nap 10:15-12:30

I was in some kind of a school or camp. We are looking at a flyer from the teacher about our upcoming fieldtrip to Washington. We will be visiting two places. Also something western related. I whistle a tune from a western.

We suppose to be someplace at 3:30, but as I'm walking with someone, we realize we didn't finish signing our paystub papers so we have to run back, even if it's already 3:25 on our watch.

8/13/14

Last night bed around 11:30 - 8am

Nap to WILD 9:25am - 12:20pm

I did my ascending breath breathing excercise as I always do and felt my body getting super relaxed very quickly. I felt my head getting "relaxed" too, and I knew lucid is near. I was right there on the edge, but no lucid yet. I figured it's because I'm not asleep yet. I know sometimes we think we are awake when we are in fact already asleep, and thatused to happen to me all the time, but this time I really was still fully awake.

I pushed my head back and got a falling backwards feeling, but as soon as I stopped pushing, I came back. So I continued the motion and stood up on the bed, without bending knees or anything else. Quite freeky, but I have done it before, and did it a few times today too.

After standing up, I went through few doors. Each one lead to an empty room with whitewashed walls. One was kinda dark and led someplace else. I have made a decision few month ago to explore rooms and houses, since they normally scare me and all I want to do is to jump out the first window. But this last room, I said no thank you and backed out. But no matter what I was expecting, all rooms were emtpy with whitewashed walls.

This goes on for quite a while, and I remember doing some things in rooms as well.

Then I slept for 2 more hours.

Tuesday 8/12/4

Last night bed at 11:15pm - 5:45 am

Alarm woke me up right when my brother was explaining to me how he broke my phone...

We are sitting on a bus, still parked outside of our place. Portugese police came to arrest us. Me, my brother, mom and dad, and I think others. It's not a police for criminals, but more like political police, for opposition and stuff.

We are in large upstairs room, when we hear an explosion. Someone grabbs binoculars to look at the perimeter of the city. Some soldiers were there protecting the town from rebels, or vice versa. We are wondering if this is a sign that they are coming for us. A military jeep full of people drives by quickly and we think they will pass us, but they stop and then few more military vehicles stop in front of us and they turn sideways to block the road.

So we know they would be coming and when I hear many footsteps coming upstairs, I take off my black work uniform pants and start looking for my jeans I had on earlier. Many people walk in and they tell us we have to go with them. I ask if I can get dressed and feed the cats and stuff and they say yes. They are keeping an eye on us while they let us finish up. I can't find the jeans I had on recently, but find another pair.

I fill the food bowl with cat food and have my brother give them more water.

They are taking our computers and we are half-jokingly taking with them. Telling them what cables they will need for them, and how I'm not gonna remember the password for my old computer. We are joking with them, but I know it's serious, and the gonna make me remember the password one way or the other.

I'm still looking for more things to take with me, but they finally usher us outside. There are two buses. Outside of the one on the left are dozens of cardboard boxes with our things in them. I joke that next time we move, we should hire them, because they did it so fast.

We get on the bus on the right side. Bus is full of us and agents. We are still not going anywhere. Not sure what we waiting for. A huge moth flies in and starts fluttering on my brothers shirt. It's so big, we all think it's a small bird. I pick it up and marvel about it. I show it to the agents and I'm so upset that I don't have my camera. I ask them I could get it, but they are amuzed that I still don't get how much trouble I'm in and what they gonna do to me.

So I ask them to take my picture with this moth. I tell them a friend of mine found a 5 inch long caterpillar called Hook Worm and these moth are from it. (Ophelia talked about these and linked pic to it, she has them oh=n her tomatoes).

I ask two young agents for a pic, but they don't do it. I tell them I love takeing pictures in other countries on bus rides, but they are thinking "well, you not exactly on a tour bus, are you".

A woman agent gets on and starts checking me with handheld metal detector. My teeth beep slightly and I tell her I have screws there, so they don't try and find out what it is : (. I have a feeling they will maybe anyway, but now they don't worry about it too much.

I tell them I have a friend in Portugal on the forum, but I don't remember his name. And also in Spain, but don't remember name as well.

My brother hands me my red phone and I ask him why is the back part of the case peeling off and he starts explaining whey alarm wakes me up.