Turquoise Dreams

7/12/14

Up at 4:40

DR:

I'm walking on a sidewalk in some town in Siberia. I'm with my family I think and we went there shopping. Shopping for what? For shoes. Because I apparently went there without my shoes. So which was first, chicken or the egg?

Btw, not sure why, bet being without my shoes in dreams is very, very uncomfortable for me. Like I'm totally screwed, unprotected, exposed...

We are walking by some shops, that look like upscale mall. Lights are on in the stores, nice soft yellows, as they would be in winter evening.

We are stopping at a restaurant to eat. Only now we are in China. Some other male is with us now, and he is helping us read menus written in chinese and displayed outside, next to some very large wicker jars full of samples.

We sample here, then we are sitting down at low tables, kinda llike at japanese restaurants. They are serving some meat and we are discussing fat content.

7/9/14

Last night, bed at 12 - 6:37 WBTB 6:37 - 8

Got up at 8:20 to pee, all surprised that only 20 min had passed, and I was so relaxed and on the verge of lucid.

Woke up at 10:40

Was thinking about TOTM - eat lots of junk food, taking an elevator, going to another planet

Didn't get lucid, but got a nice dream with Ophelia.

DR:

I'm on my sofa, WILDing. I feel my head, and I'm almost lucid. Ophelia is standing at the foot of the sofa and asking me if I wanna go out. I lift my arm and I watch with curiosity if it actually lifts up, or my dream arm will - and I'm telling her with great effort (coz I should not be able to talk by now) that I'm >-< this close to be lucid.

She sits by the sofa and tells me that we could go and look at the shops, or just hang out. And I'm like "hell, I can't pass on hanging out with Ophelia". Then she leans over me and hugs me, holds my hand, and I'm thinking "shit, if somebody walks in, they will think something else". There is no way I'm gonna tell her to stop, but I say "hey, my dad just came home" and hoping she will get it. Then a guest came to the house and he is opening the glass door to room that we are in. But his head is turned away as he is talking to people behind him. I think we dodged the bullet.

7/7/14 Monday

Day off, so went for a WILD morning nap.

Last night bed 10 pm after marathon of Walking Dead ended. Woke up at 7:47am. WBTB till 9am. Breakfast, but no coffee.

WILDing from 9am - 9:55, when i got up to potty, as I normally do. By then I was already completely relaxed and on the verge of a lucid. I felt my head falling forward and I knew that's a signal of incoming lucid. I also felt top back part of head getting a bit cold, which is also a sign of a transition.

So when I went back on sofa after potty, I was super relaxed and got lucid almost immediatelly. I was falling asleep thinking of TOTM - eating junk food, taking an elevator and doing something fun with another member.

1.

Well ofc, I wanted to LD with OpheliaBlue so badly, so I was thinking of her. Very first place I end up in is a room with a counter and 2 girls standing behind it. I focus on the one on the left, because I know it's Ophelia. Same haircut, same face. I have no doubts. Suddenly I don't know what to do. I figure a handshake will confirm that she is really there, so I lean over and we shake hands. I'm happy, can't believe it's really happening. Dream fades away here.

Till I wake up 2 hrs later, I'm going in and out of lucids. Before, when I was WILDing like this, I had clear transitions, so I was able to count all the DEILDs and was aware of every transition.

But this is about 3. time, when it's just one long event. Sometimes I remember some transitions, but they are not vell defined.

This time I remember thinking "well, I'm not gonna wait for another dream, what if I just stand up now, before dream comes." And I stood up and was in a dream. I also counted fingers. I'm having this "let's not wait, I'm in a dream already" feeling more often lately, and I like it.


2.

Now I'm walking through a street fair. Place between the stalls is very narrow, barely wide enough for 2 people to pass. It's either underground, or there is a roof, and no windows. It's a common occurence for me. Having buildings without windows, or feel of being underground.

I remember the TOTM to eat something. I grab a corn chip from one of the stalls. They are just laying there in a wide and shallow basket, to be sampled. Taste is ok, but it's not crunchy anymore. I don't even finish that one chip. Next stall has some ham. Looks kinda like jerky, but not that dried. It's wraped, like banknotes are in the bank. I take one piece of ham from the one that's still wrapped. It tastes just like ham should. Nice and salty. This makes ham my most eaten food in a lucid. Dunno why, it's not my most favorite food.

I feel the urgency of other things to do so I wonder off. Dream fades.

I'm walking through yet another building. Normally i would be jumping out of first window, or clawing through the walls to get out of the building. But last time I think I got over this problem and consiously decided, that buildings and doors are ok and fun, and I should explore, instead of being scared.

So I'm opening doors, all optimistic, with smile on my face, decided that whatever is behind it, will by ok and fun and cool. Open the door into a smallish room, but the far end corners are in dark. it's all gloomy and I decide that this is not the best room to get over my fear of rooms. Thank god I have enough of whatever to back out.

Next place, I'm walking to another room from a hallway and I see something like airport or subway gates. Those things, where you wait in line to get through the security check, or where you put in the token and small gates swing open and let you in.

Someone is there right now and the machine dispenses a hoverboard. The person hops on it and they take off. I think that's something I could do. I know I'm in the future and I don't know how to operate this thing, but I'm eager to try it, no matter what. I walk up and I get a howerboard in shape of a smaller surfboard. I sit on it with my feet dangling and it takes off. It's white, with a red and green buttons, and something yellow, also some text.

So we take off slowly with a low hum of an electric engine. We turn left, and at the end of the lit tunnel is some kind of a gate. It's opened, and I think it's more of a marker, than a gate. Like "you can go fast from here". I wonder how to go faster, so I push the green button. The hoverboard starts to inflate more and I realize that's how yo control the speed.

Behind the end of the tunnel, I'm higher up over some more rooms.

I'm standing in the room. It has lots of high cabinets, color is gray, metal. There are some huge glass containers, with some human experiments in them. i'm not liking it, but not scared either.


Lots of walking through buildings.

7/3/14

Last night bed 1:30am, same as night before. Got up at 6:40am.

WBTB 6:40 - 8am. Got up from WILD nap at 10am.

I knew nap is going to be a good one. Got relaxed in matter of minutes. Cats were asleep and I was at the gates of a LD. Then my cat jumped on me and layed on me for a few minutes. I didn't let that bother me one bit. I was incredibly excited and played out scenarios I would like to dream about. So many cool ones.

Not sure how I got lucid, if WILD or DILD.

LD:
I'm in a place with some people. I look down and I'm in underwear and a bra. I quickly pull off the undies, while saying sorry to those around and telling them that I'm on a mission.

Next I'm in a long hallway. It's rather narrow, like maybe on a ship. But we are not on a ship. Doors made out of shiny lighter colored wood are lining the hall on both sides.

I decide to go door by door and find someone, so I can undress. First door has a female in. I realize this is doctors offices and doors have patients behind them waiting for the doctor. I quickly close the door.

Next door has 2 skinny people with body piercings. I can't tell if male or female. I'm hoping at least one is male. Not sure why I'm thinking I should undress only in front of males.

Another door has a person with blond hair, sitting in a chair facing away from me. I say hi in hope it will turn around and I can see if male or female.

Next door has a freaky huge machine in it, which I recognize as Iron lungs. I quickly close the door.

Next is an x-ray room, or some lab, with lots of females in white coat. I don't find this room suitable either.

Finally, there is a lonely male leaning against a door. I ask him to help me take my bra off. He is doing it with one hand and I praise him for being a pro. Dream cutts off here.

Dream ended and restarted many times. I remember lots of transitions.
1. Just a regular restart
2. I'm rolling out, fall on my knees and I'm thinking I'm actually awake. But have 8 fingers on one hand.
3. Pushing head backwards to get the falling feeling
When I stop pushing, I come back to the bed, so I make it a swinging sensation. Push down, come back up and higher. Untill I was standing on the bed and just stepped off. This one I did at least 2-3 times.


Next dream - I don't think I'm lucid here, because the whole time I'm desperately trying to WILD.

I'm in a large, L-shaped room. She is in the other part of the room in a bed with white sheets. I think a medic is treating her, because at one point she says with pain in her voice "damn, that stings". But that's the only complaint I hear from her.

When that person leaves, I come closer and ask if I can help. Make some food or anything else. But she declines every offer I make. Nothing new, I expected that. Makes me feel sad though, that she won't accept help even from me.

So I sit on a chair next to the bed and trying to figure out how to at least hold her hand without her rejecting it or making it look like some mushy move. All I really want is to transfer some healing energy to her and make her more comfortable.

She says something about her kidneys giving her hell.

She gets up and tries to do some chores. I trail her while desperately trying to WILD so I can treat her aura in a lucid. I'm pushing my head back while walking. I feel like I'm WILDing a few times, but those are all fake, not real lucids.

Now I see through the window that we are in LA. For a second I'm happy that she lives here but then i remember that she is only visiting. I have a few suveniers from my visits in LA and I'm rummiging through them picking out the one I want to give her. But I know she wont like them, so I stop doing that.

7/2/14

Last night bed 1:30 am. Watched a few episodes of th Dominion. New show about battle of good and bad angels to kill/save humans.

Woke up 7:40am.

DR:

I'm dumping some water into the sink. Water is yellowish, as from aquarium. There are also lots of aquarium plants. They are going down the drain and I'm surprised how.

Then I see a small froggy, smaller than half an inch, swimming in the water. I quickly scoop him up with my hands into a clear plastic cup. He get's out of my hand a few times, but I got him. Then I scoop few more handfulls of water before it all goes down. I add a bunch of plants. I see him happily swimming around in his new home.

Last night bed 11pm - 7am

Got up for a WBTB. Had breakfast, no coffee. Closed the window and curtains, made my sofa and made sure cats are asleep before starting. Went to sofa at 8. My cat ofc came and jumped on me and sat and purred on mychest for about 10 min, while I was doing the "ascending breath" relaxation.

Then he jumped off and I was concentrating on watching the back of my eyelids with mantra "next time I'm dreaming I look at my hands and realize I'm dreaming".

I suddenly realized I could be dreaming already and looking at hands confirmed, to my surprise.

I actually think this was a WILD with subsequent DEILDs. But there was not a single transition

Everytime when I thought I lost lucidity, I told myself "ok, I'll just wait here till I'm lucid again", but since the dream was still there, everytime I thought that, I realized "wait a minute, I'm still here and lucid".

I did lots of walking through doors. Normally I don't like doors, because I don't know where they lead. But I have read lots of people saying, that they can lead to awesome places. So I consciously told myself to be opening and going through doors, that it's a good thing and I actually got myself excited in anticipation of an unknown cool place behind door.

Many doors lead to correct room after the room I was in. It always surprised me. One lead after a room, to hallway, to in front of my building in NZ.

When I desired something else, there were some unknown places, and last one was a huge, dark, very industrial room. I was a bit scared, but also excited.

When I realized I didn't have a single transition, I decided to make me one. Pushed my head down to invoke the falling backwards feeling. I started falling backwards, but gently came back, when i stopped applying pressure. Tried a few times, coz I just love that sensation.

Once I came to in a world, and when I looked up, there was a huge planet hanging overhead. I recognized it as Earth, and Italy was right there in the middle. I got so happy, that I'm finally seeing Eart from the orbit, as I wanted to since day one. The planet looked just like live pictures from the orbit. With clouds and weather that was moving, and earth rotating.

During one "intermission", I remembered to try and levitate out. And I started moving upwards in prone position immediatelly. Going through roof and bunch or other rooms.

In one LD, I'm walking on the street and pass a guy leaning against a wall. I think to myself "no, no sex!" But after few steps I turn back to look and he is opened to it, so I say ok, what the hell.

Next 15-20 min is xxx.

6.24.14

Last night bed 11pm - 7am (woke up second day to aroma of coffee from my new coffeemaker)

Woke up at 2:50 from a bad dream

DR:
The devil is standing right next to me, telling me things in my ear, sometimes with demon voice. I don't wanna do what he is telling me, or I don't agree with his words. I'm fighting him, resisting, giving him hell.

Later on, remembered I just had a dream with OpheliaBlue, as I turn to the other side during micro awakening. Wanted to turn back to have beter recall, but thought I'll try this way, but fell aslee.

Well, it was some kind of a mild disagreement. It was longish, I'm sorry I don't remember more.

Last dream:
It's some kind of a work place retreat, or camp. This is a long dream.

We are in a building in a communal room. I walk out to do something and find 2 instructors playing a game of tossing something at the target. I should not be there.

Then I'm walking with a dog in my arms when he tells me to put him down, he would rather walk and run himself.

Something about large boats or machinery.

6/24/14

Last night bed 10 pm - 4:50am

DR at 3:30 am

1. Asian family is mine

2. There is a street race withvery loud cars

3. This third one is a kind of a dream, that stays with you for very long time.

So I'm standing on a beach in French Guyana.

I'm in awe. It's unbelievable. Only sand and water. No trees, no nothing. Just the way I like it. Sand and water.

They have these huge flood lights on, illuminating it all. Sand, water, air... Like those huge lights at football stadiums.

The whole area is of one color. The most georgeous blue I can imagine. The blue, that makes me cry from sheer happiness. I mean sand is yellow, air is air and water is blue, but it all has this bluish/greenish hue.

I only realize the lights were on, when they turn off. That's when i see that the skies are starting to get brighter, as morning is approaching.

Only now the brilliance of the blue color comes out in full force. Words can't describe it.

I look to my left and I see some people in the water. It surprises me how fast they got there. It looks like it's some kind of a water sports club. They are all standing on sticks that are horizontal, laying on the water. Like a paddleboard, but they have one for each leg, and they are skinny just like a stick. They have one long stick in hand to propel themselves with it.

I see some waves, gently splashing against the shore. it's so inviting, I can't resist. I say I'm going in, even if I dont have bathing suit. I walk in up to my knees and water is splashing against me, making me all wet. It's warm.The bottom is pebbly, like an aquarium. Not sandy. Pebbles are very colorful and clearly seen through translucent water. I point out some sea shells to someone, and pick one up, only to find a little crab living in it. I put it back and watch him scurry away.

So someone is hurting Jack. I kick his ass. I wake up, go back to sleep later, and it continues. Jack is being hurt, and I'm dishing out punishment.

6/18/14

Last night bed 10pm - 7am (cat was throwing up), then I think I went back to bed.

DR1:

I'm working on DV, doing bunch of stuff.


DR2:

I'm in Ophelia's house. I see the living room. Nice sofa, carpet, lots of free space, everything is neat and organized. I walk up to a bookshelf and start reading the titles, since I love books.

There are trilogies and multi-logies? of Hobbit, Trolls, and similar books. I'm thinking ofc, Hobbit.

DR3:

Some riots are starting outside. I'm inside of a large building, standing right by one of the many glass door exits to the street, that looks more like a square. Lots of people there.

I don't want to get involved, so I'm packing some things with someone else. I want to get some supplies, like water and food, but this other person tells me that we ar not going far.

We get on a blue moped and get on road. There are some potholes and I'm worried I'll fall off, since for some reason I'm not sitting properly on the seat.

There is a large pothole with like a bridge of good pavement and we drive on it. It's barely wide enough for the wheel, but we make it.


DR4:

I'm in an empty building. I think we hid here from rioters or police. But police is patrolling outside on foot. They are coming closer so we hide under the table, so they can't see us from the window.

There is 3 of us under the table, all squished up. Two police, one man and one woman in some modern, cartoonish uniforms are coming closer. I can hear their slow footsteps. They must have heard us from outside and now they stopped to check it out.

One person under the table is fidgeting and I'm pounding him with fists so he stopps, so cops don't find us. When I see a shadow of a cop approaching, we all quiet down.

Oh, and I think I'm a cat-human thing. Both at the same time.

6/16/14

Last night, bed shortly after 9 pm.

Remembered DR#1 when woke up at 6, and #2 shortly after, while talking to jack on skype.


DR#1

I'm walking with my coworkers through the offices of some sister company of ours. 3 small office rooms, full of people working behind their desks. It's cramped in there. I think we ar also having lunch together in the cafeteria.

DR#2

I'm in the basement with 2 others. It's actually pretty well lit, not too creepy. But still, aware of it being a basement and no way out. We find this old industrial elevator. It's broken, but we get it to work somehow. We send one person up on it. It comes back in a little bit and I'm surprised. The doors are closing, so I tell the other person with me to run. I know it takes only one person, so I stay behind. Not really liking it.

When they are gone, I turn around and walk a few steps. Then I see I'm not in the basement, but in some kind of a shop. It's at night, all doors are locked, and I can see dark skies through stores windows.

6/15/14

Last night bed 9pm, exhausted from work and second job.

Had lots of dreams. This one came back to me at 5am when I woke up for work.

DR:

I'm with class or work at some ceremony. I don't think it's a bad thing, but not entirely good one either. I feel like they are telling us what to do or not to do.

We are standing, sitting around an indoor swimming pool. They tell us to come closer. So we all very reluctantly move to the left side and find places to sit. Nobody wants to sit to the left, because that's where they are, so we kinda try to sit hiding behind the person next to us. They are reading some rules to us and we suppose to acknowledge it.

Now we are walking someplace on the street. Sudenly, street has turned into some ocean or a shoreline. We need to cross to the other side, but the tide has come in and waves are breaking against houses, covering up the sidewalk. We go closer to see if we can still pass, if the water is shallow, or if we run across between waves.

The street is very narrow at that point, and that makes the waves to swell up. I'm explaining to someone, that waves may not be that tall out on the ocean, but when they come to the chokepoint, they grow in height and intensity. I remember being in turbulent water like that before and I sort of experience it again, at the same time as I'm standing there with others.

So we are thinking about swimming to the other side. I'm telling others it could be dangerous, because of turbulence, swift currents, deep water and large waves. Plus, we are in our street clothes and it's hard to swim in jeans. And we would be all wet when we get to the other side.

6/11/14

Just woke up from a nap. 1:30 - 3:30

Didn't want to sleep, because I have tons of work for the next week. But body started getting relaxed almost immediatelly so I thought If I get HH when I close my eyes, I'll go for a WILD or a nap. Since I didn't really want to sleep or sleep long, I kept waking up, or getting close to waking up dipping back under.

Ha a few cool dreams:

DR1: DILD

I'm in a hospital as a nurse in training or something similar. We are walking around, doing things. There is a patient and something prevents us from checking on her. A nurse or doc tells us, that it's too bad, because we are there to learn and god knows when we'll have another chance on a live patient.

Now I'm in my mom's kitchen. I'm writing something on a laptop. There is a girl there with me. She hands me a paper with some handwritten notes, saying that she noticed me typing in english, so there are names of some books she knows I would enjoy. She eminates so much peace and love. I feel so good in her presence. She has long darker hair and a calm, smiling face.

She remind me of one of my good friends from high school, L.H. So I half jokingly ask her, if she her, or related to her, because sure as heck they are so similar. She laughs and says no.

We talk some more when i say "hey, wait a minute, I think we are in a dream". I look at my left hand and count my fingers and sure enough. I'm so happy that I rcognized the dream feel and counted my fingers. I tell her all excited that we are in a dream and I'm so happy to share that moment with her. I grab her by the hand and we walk through the balcony glass door. I'm thinking if I should tell her t just walk through and not worry, or will that make her worry, but by then we have stepped through. We are outside and it's night. I say let's go flying, but it's so slow. So I tell her to get jets for her back and I get some for my feet. It's still so slow, no matter how much I want it.

So I tell her to lay on her back and paddle that way, and as a bonus we see the starry skies that way too.


DR2:

My parents are visiting me in Beverly Hills. It's at night, they just arrived. I want to take them outside by the swimming pool and ahve a glass of red wine. I'm showing them the city pool deep below us.

I vaguely remember something about snakes chasing us in the swimming pool.

DR3:

I'm outside of my childhood house, near the tennis courts. Some teenagers drive by in a cabriolet. They are up to no good and when they spot us, they start shooting. I summon an assault rifle and start shooting. I realize my hands are empty, so I at least make the ta-ta-ta sound in hopes it will make bullets appear. But no.

Now I'm on my balcony and teens are all over the neighborhood causing trouble. We are trying to get away through the balcony. I think I can just jump off and fly, but my mom is worried.

Almost forgot. Last night, fellated a foot long black... snake. Proly bit longer. Somebody walked in. Then let us be.

6/9/14

Last night, bed shortly after 10pm.

DR
I'm entering a room from another room. Ophelia is sleeping there, under white comforter. I want to wake her up, but I know what happens to people who do so. She is kinda waking already, so I stay quiet, but I really want her to wake up.

6/8/14

took a nap after work, round 1 pm. More like passed out. Had some cool dreams. Mostly just a feeling remained. But I remember something.

DR
I'm in a large industrial type hall. Opened on sides, or connected to other halls. There is a walkway over some kind of a very narrow stream or cannall, that has concrete walls.

I'm doing something kinda thrilling, maybe dangerous. I get a sensation in a head as when WILDing. In the top back of my head, it gets cold and there is some sound, as some flourescent lights make. Cross of electric sound and sound of rushing water through some pipes.

I think I'm teleporting to Ophelia. I'm telling that to someone. He asks how do I know. I say because I have that sensation in my head as I always do when teleporting?

I really wish I remembered more from this one. I have been having some early - 6am, shifts and working late till midnight after getting home. Goind to bed today now, round 10pm, hoping for a nice recall.