Last night 2/26/13 Tuesday bed time 12:45am - 9am DR 7am I'm in a house in the canyon. I'm sleeping over with some other people. Trying to pick bedroom to sleep in. I think the rooms are haunted so I take my blankets to the sofa. Nap 12:15 - 2:30 I knew it's gonna be good, because body started to relax in just a few minutes. Couldn't decide if to go for OBE or WILD, so kept mixing up the mantras. Did protection, tried to wiggle astral body. Finally fell asleep. Woke up to something later and got into a WILD. When WILD faded away, I thought to myself "wait a minute, I'm still lucid. I refuse to just lose lucidity. Have to get into another LD. I did this about 4 time. Details have faded away, because last attempt to retain lucidity failed and I fell into a long non-lucid. LDs - As I'm floating through a arched corridor with some wires and lights on the wall, I decide to eat a lightbulb, because I remembered how others ate some. So I smash it in my hand and start eating. I was wondering how it will taste like. It didn't taste like anything, but slightly on the nasty side. Was crunchy as expected. It stuck to my fingers as if it was melted sugar. My finger hurt as I was biting the hardened sugar bulb off of it and I was worried that I may accidentally bite my finger off. - I float into a small grocery store. Stop by candy isle and decide to eat something else. I pick a small yellow baggy of gummy candy. Turn it around and start reading the ingredients. I don't like gummies from apple juice. These are the ingredience: Hef! Hef! Hefner Industries! I was laughing my head off in the store. I gave some of the candy to someone else. - I remember other exits, each one totally different than the other. When WILDing, I made a plan to stay in my room and explore. I remember one LD I'm in my room, looking around, thinking "ok, I explored, now lets get out of here" Non-lucid I'm in a van. Bunch of other people. We are stopped somewhere. Someone offended someones sister so bunch of angry girls come to car and try opening the doors. We try to shut them. Then I'm walking on a promenade by a huge lake in Mexico. I see hotdogs float by, nicely arranged. I wonder what the hell? Then I see a person grilling hot dogs, saying "finally they delivered the hot dogs". He ment the onse that floated to him. Looking for a place to sit inside the restaurant, then picking a table nicely decorated with small round vases with red flowers. I'm kinda not happy, I would rather try some authentic mexican food than food from turist trap restaurant. Walking through customs with lots of other people. The oficer is telling me that dollar is in the crapper, with 1 peso eqaling 1 dollar. Good feeling from the whole thing, had bunch of fun with exits. Gotta love them.
Updated 02-28-2013 at 08:02 AM by 50242
Sunday, 2/24/13 It's 12:44am, just woke up after 2 1/2 hrs of sleep. Went to bed at 10pm, being wiped out after 2 long days of work. DR 1 - 12:30am I'm at home with somone. That someone is getting his coat on and leaving. I ask him :Are you leaving, Mr.??? I'm home alone, and it's at night. I see some lights in the skies and something like a spaceship. Then it disappears. I go from window to window, pushing my face against the window screen so I can see more out, then stopping, when imagining, what if alien face was just outside the screen. I see an image of an astronaut in full white space suit running in the skies, slowly, as if having problem because of the suit. Then I see, he is just a reflection of a guy running on the ground. Little further up he comes up on a berm with other guys in russian uniforms and I realize, they were there excercising. (military, not fitness). (I saw pic of astronaut in andrej's post) There are another lights, this time on the sidewalk. There is also a woman standing. Dressed in bluish robes. I'm scared of her. From another window I see small light high up in the skies, then next, then next, turning on one by one. I'm thinking I'm seeing my first real UFO. DR 2 I'm cleaning the kitchen. There is a small piece of baked salmon leftover, so I eat it. I see another one underneath, I hesitate, but take a small bite. Doesn't taste bad, but I realize this second piece is a leftover from before and I'm pissed that I didn't notice. I look closely and there is small white mold on it. DR 3 I have a small, humanoid shaped robot of blue color. He is shiny, like from plastic. He is inteligent, I can talk to him. So we talk. I ask him what's his name. Don't remember what he told me, so I call him Justin or Jason. I call him and then look if he came, don't see him. Then I look down and he is right next to me. WBTB of about 1-1/2 wake up in morning 9am DR I standing in front of the door with 2 kids. I'm attaching flashlights to their belts. We are going in a maze. Not haunted, but not kosher either. Behind the door is a snack bar, I'm thinking we should get some water. But the lady there is nasty and for some reason I can't buy water. We enter the maze. It's kind of an amuzement park. It's all inside of a building, rooms are different sizes. I decide to take the right path. I'm thinking if this was a good choice. If there are any statistics, that builders of the maze knew, as to which path majority of people take, left or right, and if it had any impact on what types of attractions were placed on each path. But to the left, the path is narrow, some kind of a small room that bends to the right. On the left path, the room is big, well lit, like a library. As we walk, I see on the right side some kind of rails on the ground. As small train like ride comes and stoppes there. Then another one and another one. Then they all go accross our path to the other side at great speed. I see this as a obstacle course. if we don't time it right, they will collide into us. I want to stand there and observe the pattern, but the little boy with me says let's go and he starts going. I grab girl's hand and we dart accross. We make it ok. I turn back and I see a tall monkey, like a skinny godzilla. (worked on godzilla movie IWL). He is about to throw a biggish purple bouncy ball at us. I pick up the girl and she kicks it back to him. By now it's not a gorilla, but 12 foot tall A. Lincoln. (i don't like the commercials for his movie). Next room is small. There is a something looking like a large sleeping bag on the ground. One side is opened and it has couple rows of large teeth. It looks like entrance to shark's mouth. It's an exhibit. Girl puts her foot inside and the things pulls her in. I walk on the outside to the end of the "sleeping bag" and I see her squirming there. There is another something inside. I shake the thing and she comes out naked. The thing inside took her clothes. As we keep walking, they start to shut the lights off. it's ok, because we have flashlights. Every time we came to brightly lit area, we turned our flashlights off, to conserve the batteries. -------------------------- *It's noon and I'm sipping mint tea from 3 bags of tea. Took 50 mgs of B-complex at 11:45am. Planning on taking a nap.
Updated 02-24-2013 at 09:13 PM by 50242
Wednesday, 2/20/13 Bed 12am-8am Some people and my mom are bugging me, when am I going to get married. I have enough of it so I say, fine, I'll do it. They are showing me some wedding gowns and I point at one of them without really looking at it, because I have not intention of getting married. Suddenly the wedding day arrives. I'm just lounging and feeling really bad, how did it come to this, when i didn't wanna get married. I'm looking at the dress and it looks horrible. I would never wear anything like that. I'm angry at myself why did i agree to this. I'm talking to two guys, whose brother is my groom. His last name is Nesmith and I tell them I'll remember that, because it's the last name of character in Galaxy Quest. I have never even seen my future husband. I walk towards his house, eventhough he said not to. I see him walking by not being happy about me being there. *Not a happy feeling from this dream. Btw, it's a 4th dream about my wedding in last 2 month. That's enough, please no more.
Wednesday, 2/20/14 nap 12:30 - 3;30 after going to bed 6am-9:40am DR 3pm I'm at grammas. (Seems like every second dream is at grammas lately). I got into altercation with someone, but I really didn't do anything. So I'm getting dressed, because police will be there to get me any moment now. It was longer, but I didn't get up after it ended, went back to sleep. Had pretty good feeling from this dream.
Tue, 2/19/13 Went to bed at 5:15am. Had to work late. Didn't fall asleep until 6am. Was vibrating like crazy just minutes after laying down. Woke up at 9:40am. I'm hoping for a lucid nap today.
Updated 02-20-2013 at 09:13 PM by 50242
Monday, 2/18/13 Bed 11:50pm - 6:25am Water before bed and each time I woke up DR1 - 2:30am - Modding, participating in some online competition involving clicking on radio buttons. I know I'll lose, because my connection is not good at the moment and my clicks don't register, or register with delay. (My PC was slow today IWL, because I was running a virus check) DR2 - 4:14am - This was a long dream, but I probably didn't wake up from it on time and all I can remember is me being with some kid in some room higher in a building. DR3 - 6:25am - I'm looking out kitchen balcony. It's sunny, seems like noontime, but I know it's midnigt. A guy just pulled up with some kind of a small trailer and he is unloading his power tools. He is about to build a fence for a neighbour. I yell at him, if he lost his mind to make such a noise at midnight, and to knock it off immediatelly. He just brushes me off. My dad wakes up all angry and he is going outside to yell at the guy. But instead, he is telling him that he can't just put pilons into the ground, he need some concrete. I'm just so upset that I can't sleep because of the noise.
Sunday, 2/17/13 Bed 12:30am Took 50mg B-complex at 3:30pm Drinking water before bed and each time I woke up DR1 - 2:50am - I'm modding with someone. Then we walk home and when we get there, now I'm suppose to drive him home. DR2 - 5:02am - I'm on almost flat plains. Ground is covered in snow. It's not very deep, some dirt is still showing through. Grey, wintery skies. We are retrieving to defendable position that is on a very small hill with some remnants of buildings. Mostly just few crumbled walls. As we reach the top, I see an enemy horse rider, and there is a hole bunch of them behind him coming fast. We run back down, between the walls and get ready. DR3 - 7:15am I just got on a bus. Take a seat and realize I should have some bus tickets (narrow strips of paper), but I don't think I do. I start looking anyway, because everybody is going in their bags. I think the inspector is on the bus. Then I see someone pay cash to the driver. I walk up and ask if I can pay for the ride. She asks me if I wouldn't wanna buy a whole book of tickets. I ask how much - she says $11, if I have that much money. I look at the wad of bills in my hand and start pulling out a $10 bill and look for $1 bill, when I spot an $11 bill and I hand her that. I sit down and I have 4 sheets of paper in my hand, two different shades of green and pink with tickets printed on them. A passenger comes on, sits to my left and eats some candy from a small bag. Driver makes a comment about his yummy candy and calls him by his name. Now she also has candy and big chocolate easter egg in a basket where the ticket machine is. I wish I could taste some australian candy. A boy sitting in the first seats on the left throws me a candy bar. As we are stopped, I see some very young kids, dressed in worn out t-shirts by the bus. The all carry Kalashnikovs. One woman seems to be their leader. I turn to the passenger behind me and say something like we are screwed. They get on a bus in orderly manner. Someone says we should stand up. We do. As they walk the isle, people are scared. They seem to be looking for someone, or just seeing whom they should take. I prop my chin with my fist and act as if I can't see them and I look out the window. They usher us of the bus. I'm with a group of people. I see a lady in a house window mouth to me "I'm calling the cops". We go through some door in a fence. Suddenly no one from our captors is there. I say why don't we just leave. But they walk thorugh another door. I stay outside, between two fences. A guy walks nearby and I yell at him to call the cops. To tell them, these guys have Kalashnikovs. One of the bad guys walks by and enters the gate. I act as nothing is happening. Then I go another direction. This whole area seems like a construction zone or a large factory. Huge pipes, ceiling cranes, concrete floor... I start climbing through some piles of pipes, there are some other people there. I get to a hallway and some rooms. I peak into rooms, trying to find exit. Before I walk in a room, I try to see if there is a shadow moving underneath the door, that way I would know someone is in there. Just a bit anxious during this dream, not scared. But didn't have the good feel of a chase as many of my "hide and seek" dreams have.
Updated 02-18-2013 at 05:10 PM by 50242
Sat, 2/16/13 Bed 1am DR1 8:20 am Long dream with mom. We are on a trip. Going on a zip line over water pit deep down below us. (IWL, watching a zip line on a cruise ship) DR2 8:20 am I'm sitting on a chair, someone stands in front of me and a hooded guy is on my right. He is beating my legs with a rubber hose as a punishemnt for not returning money to a loan shark. Funny thing is, he is not working for a loan shark that I owe the money to, but to another loanshark, that I borrewed money from to pay of the first one. He is just trying to show me what will happen if I don't return the loan to the second guy. From the faces and comments everybody makes, it should have hurt, but I barely feel the hits. I think the guy beating me is getting discouraged. DR3 10:30 am I'm looking out the window of my brothers room in RD10. I following a nice, bright contrail. Then I see it doesn't continue straight, but makes weird loops. I see a small fighte jet. I yell at my brother to come and see. We watch the jet flying. I think he is firing at something. Then I see a big rocket flying horizontaly. Rocket is see-through, made out of light. (IWL, watching videos of contrails and bolid over chelyabinsk)
Friday, 2/15/13 Bed 12:15am - 8:20am DR 8:20am I'm at home with 2 kids. A guy walks in, when I thought doors were locked. I find him snooping in the kitchen. He turns to me and stabs me twice in my right shoulder. It looks like a needle, not a knife. I call at kids to call 911, but they don't react. I think he may have poisoned them too. I fight him. I'm hiding in the neghbours building. I see a lady, that I know it's that guy, walking by. She changes direction and walks to the front door. I'm watching through courtains in the side room. Only kids are at home and I just know they will open the door for her. Different room again, stack of money and a pistol is on the table. I think I'm safe, but something is up. Neighbours woman comes over, she starts talking and everybody is talking, I have to yell at them to shut up, we have some important thing to talk about. I call 156 (equivalent of 911), I can hear the operator, but someone else is on the line and he is helping them, don't think he can hear me.
2/14/13 Thursday Bed 12am - 7:50am *Did something have not done in a while - sat on a bed beforegoing to sleep and repeated "looking at hands(feet)/counting" RC and matra. Also as falling asleep. Took 50mgs of B6 around 4pm. Had a drink of water before bed and each time I woke up. DR1 - 2:35am I'm modding with CL. Replying to a thread. DR2-5 - 6:21am - Someone prints a picture and staples it on a t-shirt while a guy is wearing it. - Taking a shortcut somewhere through 15 icecaves inside volcano Etna - Tiny white worm bites a hole in my arm - Going to movies with 2 groups of friends FAs - 7:50 am - got lucid in all of them Don't remember all, how I got lucid, but I know I counted my fingers. Tried to yell a few times "stabilize", but all came out is whispers. Have to practice yelling again IWL. 1. - I'm with 2 kids on a bed, watching TV. I realize I can see it through my closed eyes and I figure, this is perfect time to test it. So I describe what I see and boy comfirms each time. I feel a little bite on my right arm. Like small mouth. (gotta check next time, maybe it's my cat). I count my fingers, more than 5, I already suspected because of TV, get lucid. 2. - I'm approaching a field of grass with white standing and toppled over greek columns. Someone points out an older building, with anti-aircraft gun on it's red shingled roof, that fortified with sand bags. I'm thinking Rome, WW2. I'm climbing on the columns, trying to fly, at least get high enough to fly from there. 3. - I'm walking through an office building, where I used to work (not in WL). My old boss comes out the door and we almost collide. he is surprised to see me and makes a face, thinking I'm there to ask for a job. But I'm not. I walk outside, my dress pants draped over my arm, when I count my fingers. Get lucid, throw the pant on a bush. I see a absolutely huge tree with no leaves on it. It's full of cookoo-clocks, though. It's beautiful. 4. - I just woke up in my childhood bed. The hallway is dark, but I see a silhuette of my mom. She is getting ready to go for work. I get lucid, get on my balcony, about to jump, when I sit on an edge and count fingers and pinch nose for a good measure. Then I jump. It's hard to fly. 5. - I get out of the window and i'm flying over snowy street in NZ. I think it's OBE, because they have snow right now IWL. I try to follow some people on a street. Then I see the moon on daytime skys. I say that's where I'm going today. But can't fly. 6. - I'm giving a kid a shower to get him ready for school. Not sure which bottle is shampoo. 7. - I volunteer myself to be in a porn movie. I'm accepted on the spot and I'm shown my "stage". 8. - I'm in a futuristic town with huge buses and huge buildings. I'm climbing on top of a bus and on a next even toller bus and so on, because I wanna fly but can't. *I think I gotta get over this urge to fly. I'm missing out on so much 'ground exploration' while I desperatly look for a place to take flight from. I could be walking around having fun. It all happened way too fast, but it was incredible. Thank you, can I please have another one.
Updated 02-15-2013 at 07:53 PM by 50242
2/13/13 bed 12am-8am Not a very good recall. Didn't drink water to wake me up as I used to do. house in a canyon, I'm moving, or coming. Sucks.
2/4/13 I'm with group of fighters in a building with empty rooms, walls, but no roof. maybe well preserved modern ruins, remnants of a war. We are expecting an attack so I place some fighters in strategic places to keep watch. I'm not their leader. I'm walking among them, while they are resting, talking, getting their guns ready. I don't have a gun, so I'm asking everybody, if they have a spare. They don't. I find a shotgun type of weapon that shoots explosive rounds. i try it, load it, but it doesn't fire. Finally I find an assault rifle and the owner lets me borrow it. I know, I only need it until I get first enemy, then I can take his weapon, which I know are superior to ours. The guy adjust the seeting on my gun with a button next to digital displey. Then I'm going to wait for the enemy by the tunnel I know they will be coming from. They come and I fire. To my surprise, the bullets continue to fire at the first guy hit, even if I switch aim at someone else. I fire, till I run out of ammo.
Monday, 2/11/13 Before bed, I watched "The Office", where Michael boards the bus to Mexico with church members to help build school or something. DR: I'm getting off the bus in central African country. It's a camp, where people live, get food, help and education. I look at the mois ground and see bugs and caterpillars ad stuff. I try not to panic but I yell for someone to get my shoes. Looking at maps of country and village to get my bearings. DR: Regular dream that I become lucid. Start pushing thumb through palm, but it hurts so I stop. But it would go through. Pinch my nose and can breathe easily. Exit out. Hovering over street at night. Yelling commands and can hear my voice loud and clear. "Take me to beach, tahity", "Take me to space" and I think one more place I wanted to visit for a long time. But I don't think I'm going anywhere. I'm looking at the dark skies and expecting something to happen. I think maybe I should yell for some visual clue or something.
Sunday, 2/10/13 I'm walking on flatlands on an alien planet. I have a feeling it's not a natural planet, but something man-made, like a Halo. I'm wading through shallow waters and alerting a friend to small hermit crabs that ar all over the coral bushes. Walking towards a village and noticing a lion walking on two legs, just like a human. I'm floating in space, looking at a giant space ship of rectangular shape. It has green balls next to each propulsion nacelle. I can tell balls are made of trees. I'm told, that as spaceship takes of any planet, it rippes some life from it and it stayes attached to the nacelles. I see two large birds flying slowly from one green ball to another one. Apparently, life forms from planets become space-worthy once in space. Good feeling from this dream.
2/9/13 Bed 11:30pm. Didn't fall asleep until past 1am. Bad recall. Had to work late and had lots of coffee. It will be better tonight.