non-lucid

Wednesday, 2/20/13 Bed 12am-8am

Some people and my mom are bugging me, when am I going to get married. I have enough of it so I say, fine, I'll do it. They are showing me some wedding gowns and I point at one of them without really looking at it, because I have not intention of getting married.

Suddenly the wedding day arrives. I'm just lounging and feeling really bad, how did it come to this, when i didn't wanna get married. I'm looking at the dress and it looks horrible. I would never wear anything like that. I'm angry at myself why did i agree to this.

I'm talking to two guys, whose brother is my groom. His last name is Nesmith and I tell them I'll remember that, because it's the last name of character in Galaxy Quest. I have never even seen my future husband. I walk towards his house, eventhough he said not to. I see him walking by not being happy about me being there.

*Not a happy feeling from this dream. Btw, it's a 4th dream about my wedding in last 2 month. That's enough, please no more.

Wednesday, 2/20/14 nap 12:30 - 3;30 after going to bed 6am-9:40am

DR 3pm
I'm at grammas. (Seems like every second dream is at grammas lately).
I got into altercation with someone, but I really didn't do anything. So I'm getting dressed, because police will be there to get me any moment now.

It was longer, but I didn't get up after it ended, went back to sleep. Had pretty good feeling from this dream.

Monday, 2/18/13 Bed 11:50pm - 6:25am Water before bed and each time I woke up

DR1 - 2:30am - Modding, participating in some online competition involving clicking on radio buttons. I know I'll lose, because my connection is not good at the moment and my clicks don't register, or register with delay. (My PC was slow today IWL, because I was running a virus check)

DR2 - 4:14am - This was a long dream, but I probably didn't wake up from it on time and all I can remember is me being with some kid in some room higher in a building.

DR3 - 6:25am - I'm looking out kitchen balcony. It's sunny, seems like noontime, but I know it's midnigt. A guy just pulled up with some kind of a small trailer and he is unloading his power tools. He is about to build a fence for a neighbour.

I yell at him, if he lost his mind to make such a noise at midnight, and to knock it off immediatelly. He just brushes me off. My dad wakes up all angry and he is going outside to yell at the guy. But instead, he is telling him that he can't just put pilons into the ground, he need some concrete. I'm just so upset that I can't sleep because of the noise.

Sunday, 2/17/13 Bed 12:30am Took 50mg B-complex at 3:30pm Drinking water before bed and each time I woke up

DR1 - 2:50am - I'm modding with someone. Then we walk home and when we get there, now I'm suppose to drive him home.

DR2 - 5:02am - I'm on almost flat plains. Ground is covered in snow. It's not very deep, some dirt is still showing through. Grey, wintery skies.

We are retrieving to defendable position that is on a very small hill with some remnants of buildings. Mostly just few crumbled walls. As we reach the top, I see an enemy horse rider, and there is a hole bunch of them behind him coming fast. We run back down, between the walls and get ready.

DR3 - 7:15am I just got on a bus. Take a seat and realize I should have some bus tickets (narrow strips of paper), but I don't think I do. I start looking anyway, because everybody is going in their bags. I think the inspector is on the bus.

Then I see someone pay cash to the driver. I walk up and ask if I can pay for the ride. She asks me if I wouldn't wanna buy a whole book of tickets. I ask how much - she says $11, if I have that much money. I look at the wad of bills in my hand and start pulling out a $10 bill and look for $1 bill, when I spot an $11 bill and I hand her that. I sit down and I have 4 sheets of paper in my hand, two different shades of green and pink with tickets printed on them.

A passenger comes on, sits to my left and eats some candy from a small bag. Driver makes a comment about his yummy candy and calls him by his name. Now she also has candy and big chocolate easter egg in a basket where the ticket machine is. I wish I could taste some australian candy. A boy sitting in the first seats on the left throws me a candy bar.

As we are stopped, I see some very young kids, dressed in worn out t-shirts by the bus. The all carry Kalashnikovs. One woman seems to be their leader. I turn to the passenger behind me and say something like we are screwed.

They get on a bus in orderly manner. Someone says we should stand up. We do. As they walk the isle, people are scared. They seem to be looking for someone, or just seeing whom they should take. I prop my chin with my fist and act as if I can't see them and I look out the window.

They usher us of the bus. I'm with a group of people. I see a lady in a house window mouth to me "I'm calling the cops". We go through some door in a fence. Suddenly no one from our captors is there. I say why don't we just leave. But they walk thorugh another door. I stay outside, between two fences. A guy walks nearby and I yell at him to call the cops. To tell them, these guys have Kalashnikovs.

One of the bad guys walks by and enters the gate. I act as nothing is happening. Then I go another direction. This whole area seems like a construction zone or a large factory. Huge pipes, ceiling cranes, concrete floor...

I start climbing through some piles of pipes, there are some other people there. I get to a hallway and some rooms. I peak into rooms, trying to find exit. Before I walk in a room, I try to see if there is a shadow moving underneath the door, that way I would know someone is in there.

Just a bit anxious during this dream, not scared. But didn't have the good feel of a chase as many of my "hide and seek" dreams have.

Sat, 2/16/13 Bed 1am

DR1 8:20 am
Long dream with mom. We are on a trip. Going on a zip line over water pit deep down below us. (IWL, watching a zip line on a cruise ship)

DR2 8:20 am
I'm sitting on a chair, someone stands in front of me and a hooded guy is on my right. He is beating my legs with a rubber hose as a punishemnt for not returning money to a loan shark. Funny thing is, he is not working for a loan shark that I owe the money to, but to another loanshark, that I borrewed money from to pay of the first one. He is just trying to show me what will happen if I don't return the loan to the second guy.

From the faces and comments everybody makes, it should have hurt, but I barely feel the hits. I think the guy beating me is getting discouraged.

DR3 10:30 am I'm looking out the window of my brothers room in RD10. I following a nice, bright contrail. Then I see it doesn't continue straight, but makes weird loops. I see a small fighte jet. I yell at my brother to come and see. We watch the jet flying. I think he is firing at something. Then I see a big rocket flying horizontaly. Rocket is see-through, made out of light. (IWL, watching videos of contrails and bolid over chelyabinsk)

Friday, 2/15/13 Bed 12:15am - 8:20am

DR 8:20am
I'm at home with 2 kids. A guy walks in, when I thought doors were locked. I find him snooping in the kitchen. He turns to me and stabs me twice in my right shoulder. It looks like a needle, not a knife. I call at kids to call 911, but they don't react. I think he may have poisoned them too. I fight him.

I'm hiding in the neghbours building. I see a lady, that I know it's that guy, walking by. She changes direction and walks to the front door. I'm watching through courtains in the side room. Only kids are at home and I just know they will open the door for her.

Different room again, stack of money and a pistol is on the table. I think I'm safe, but something is up. Neighbours woman comes over, she starts talking and everybody is talking, I have to yell at them to shut up, we have some important thing to talk about. I call 156 (equivalent of 911), I can hear the operator, but someone else is on the line and he is helping them, don't think he can hear me.

2/13/13 bed 12am-8am

Not a very good recall. Didn't drink water to wake me up as I used to do. house in a canyon, I'm moving, or coming. Sucks.

2/4/13

I'm with group of fighters in a building with empty rooms, walls, but no roof. maybe well preserved modern ruins, remnants of a war. We are expecting an attack so I place some fighters in strategic places to keep watch. I'm not their leader. I'm walking among them, while they are resting, talking, getting their guns ready.

I don't have a gun, so I'm asking everybody, if they have a spare. They don't. I find a shotgun type of weapon that shoots explosive rounds. i try it, load it, but it doesn't fire. Finally I find an assault rifle and the owner lets me borrow it. I know, I only need it until I get first enemy, then I can take his weapon, which I know are superior to ours. The guy adjust the seeting on my gun with a button next to digital displey. Then I'm going to wait for the enemy by the tunnel I know they will be coming from. They come and I fire. To my surprise, the bullets continue to fire at the first guy hit, even if I switch aim at someone else. I fire, till I run out of ammo.

Monday, 2/11/13

Before bed, I watched "The Office", where Michael boards the bus to Mexico with church members to help build school or something.

DR: I'm getting off the bus in central African country. It's a camp, where people live, get food, help and education. I look at the mois ground and see bugs and caterpillars ad stuff. I try not to panic but I yell for someone to get my shoes. Looking at maps of country and village to get my bearings.

DR: Regular dream that I become lucid. Start pushing thumb through palm, but it hurts so I stop. But it would go through. Pinch my nose and can breathe easily. Exit out. Hovering over street at night.

Yelling commands and can hear my voice loud and clear. "Take me to beach, tahity", "Take me to space" and I think one more place I wanted to visit for a long time. But I don't think I'm going anywhere.

I'm looking at the dark skies and expecting something to happen. I think maybe I should yell for some visual clue or something.

Sunday, 2/10/13

I'm walking on flatlands on an alien planet. I have a feeling it's not a natural planet, but something man-made, like a Halo. I'm wading through shallow waters and alerting a friend to small hermit crabs that ar all over the coral bushes.

Walking towards a village and noticing a lion walking on two legs, just like a human.

I'm floating in space, looking at a giant space ship of rectangular shape. It has green balls next to each propulsion nacelle. I can tell balls are made of trees. I'm told, that as spaceship takes of any planet, it rippes some life from it and it stayes attached to the nacelles. I see two large birds flying slowly from one green ball to another one. Apparently, life forms from planets become space-worthy once in space.

Good feeling from this dream.

DR
Mom decided to raise snakes. She has one beautifull, bright gree tree snake in a soft plactic box. Right by the foot of my bed. Yeah, I hate it. I§m telling her, if she does not get rid of it, not coming home tomorrow, or day after. It is easy for me to say, bacause I just realized, I have an apartment.

DR
I§m getting ready to go hiking in Russia.

Thursday, 2/7/13 Bed 11:30pm - 6:45am

DR 3:09 I'm modding posts

DR 4:07 Visiting gramma in K. I'm standing on a bank of a wide river with an engineer. They are filling up the flat plain with more water. I look to the right and there is a huge tidal wave of muddy water coming closer. It's winter time. People are throwing 4 squares of plastic to the water and putting a plastic sheet to top of them to make a raft. I put some MREs on the raft and we are filling up watter bottles. The wave is soming faster now and it's closer.

DR I'm telling my mom that I just woke up from a 15 min lucid. I recall flying in the air, chasing one DC flying on a stick and asking him who he is. I remember realizing that my lucid is nice and long and it started to destabilize as I was saying that.

My mom joined LDing forum and I'm reading responses to her post.

DR I'm walking through a yard with freshly planted vegetables. There is a few plants pulled out of the ground, with roots and dirt still on it. I pick one up and start eating the dirt, while I ment to eat the green part. It tastes gross. I'm helping the gardener and I toss these pulled out plants into a garbage container. Then i realize, he probably just didn't plant them yet, so I take them out of trash can.

As I'm walking away, my feet are sinking good 5 inches into the wet ground.

I just watched Hansel and Gretel so the flying and eating dirt is most likely from it.

DR 6:40 I'm called back to work at 10pm to work on stuff that was cancelled earlier. I drive there thinking about rain that's suppose to start.

2/6/13 Bed 10:30pm - 7:50am

DR 2:20am
I'm driving a big rig on a freeway, apparently in some kind of a involuntary competition against a driver in next lane. I want to let him pass, but when I slow down, so does he.

DR
I'm in a building with someone. Wating for someone to pick us up. I walk out to see why is he not coming, and I notice a police helicopter above the house.

Then I remember, that for some reason the FBI is after me and I'm suppose to surrender. It's all a misunderstanding. I'm sitting on a sofa when a young, raggidly cute FBI boss, chief (those were his words) comes out of the restroom, wiping his wet hands on a paper towel.

I'm holding my friends baby, while she took her dog to the vet. I think he is nervous about me holding the baby, but here comes the friend and I give her the child.

They are relieved and more FBI rushes to me. A young female doctor is starting to inject me in my lover left arm, right above the wrist. She asks me if I want it in left or right, but I guess it's too late for that.

My hands start to tingle and I ask her what the heck she gave me. I wake up and both my hands are tingling. Hrm.

DR
Im eating 4 scoops of icecream. It tastes good, except the orange colored one. Yuck.

DR 7am
I'm in a hospital. Asking a nurse, if I can prop the door to hallway open, because it's too hot. She sais no, but by the time we done talking, I'm ok with keeping it closed, because it had cooled down by then.

Someone is visiting me. I don't have a room, it's more of a "county hospital". One large room with beds separated with a curtain.

I have a feeling I did domething good, that's why I'm there. No good deed goes unpunished?

*Feels like I have been dreaming non-stop all night. Pretty good feeling.*

Tue. 2/5/13 Bed 11:45 - 6:20

I'm walking through a meadow of most gorgeous, tall flowers in full bloom. Purple, red, all colors, just vibrant and beautifull. I'm telling someone we have to come back with my camera.

2/4/13
Non-lucid

I'm with a group of fighters. I'm not the leader, but I'm directing people where to stand on guard and watch for an attack we are expecting from another group.

I don't have a gun, so I walk around asking everybody if they have an extra. Finaly find some kind of shotgun that shoots explosive rounds. I load it, unload, try how it works. But when I shoot at bad guys, if fails to fire.

So I keep looking for and asault rifle, since I will need a fast shooting gun to fend off the enemy attack. I find one and someone is chowing me how it works. He changes settings on it with a button next to digital display.

I can't wait to get my own gun, so I go wait by a tunnel I know the enenmy will be coming from. I start shooting at them, but after a while, my bullets start to follow a guy who has been already shot and he retreated. I wish I knew how to change settings, so it shoots where I aim.