I've been severely anemic and ill for the past three years. My iron and oxygen levels seem to be improved to the point I can work around the house. I have privilege of being able to nap when I want. I found my password my DV account. I'm so excited at the idea that maybe if I reread my earlier journal entries I could regain the ability to re-enter lucid dreaming. I found some of my gold and lung dreaming powder. It's about 3 years old so not sure if it's going to work. Here's to hoping. I miss going to the deep down but further than that I think there must be other worlds that are open to me where I can find deeper answers. I'm missing quite a few journal entries from another app I hope to recover soon to be able to integrate into these. The tea tastes bitter... But I hope that it awakens something in my mind that has been drifting in the fog during my illness.