Thank you all for the advice and Link
I'll definitely look up side effects and take precautions before trying any drugs. The possible seems less and less possible however.
And there will be no practice run for me

My hubby can be overly protective (usually, rightfully so lol such as in this case). He knows I'm going to the Farm for three days but he thinks it's only to ween myself off cigarettes (which I AM going to do).
I have *literally* no friends. The only people I talk to is my kids, my hubby, and my shrink (once every other week)... and my parents etc maybe on a monthly basis.
And then, of course, there are the good people of DV, but I can't really carry you guys out into the woods with me

I have an extremely restrictive budget. If I succeed in quitting smoking, I'll have more money to play with though.
I don't know of any dealers personally. And I'm too cautious to seek anyone out- what if they're actually a cop? Or what if they give me crap or something laced and dangerous?
Which is why the Mimosa is so appealing to me. It's been my favorite flower since I was 13 years old or so. And then I discovered a couple/few years back about it's use as a psychedelic. But not by itself, it turns out

Regarding my Quest, however, I think I'll be fine. I'll stay close to the property line which is about a 30-60 minute hike. If I get sick or spooked, I can easily leave. If I fall and break something and can't leave, I'll be easy to find.
I'm going to bring plenty of water but if hunger begins to debilitate me, the earth offers sustenance I can easily identify and find. I'll also bring some glucose tablets for emergency use only.
I'm intimately familiar with hunger pangs and solitude though so I should be a-okay in those regards.

It's very silly but the one thing I'm worried about being without are my hand wipes I'm not a germaphobe in the traditional sense. I just LOATHE the feeling of my hands and feet feeling dirty or sticky. I ALWAYS carry a hand wipe. I'm more anxious about being without those than I am anything else including my smokes. And I smoke about 2 packs a day