This is completely off topic, so I will be brief, but I know what Caden is talking about. Buddha said that "Life is suffering*". And it is. No matter what your station in life, no matter what your situation.

*There is some controversy over the translation for the word "Dukkha" which was originally taken to mean suffering. Some say that Dukkha meant "Impermanence or change". Either way, life is.
source is here

Back on topic...
I have read this thread with great interest and continue to. Thank you for sharing this with us, Hyu. I hope many more posts are in our future as we all seem to be enraptured with your amazing adventures with Yuya.