Yes, I feel the same as you starlet. I do enjoy small talk, but I also enjoy it when conversations go a little deeper and stray into the territory of philosophy and psychology. Unfortunately when I do that I find that people start looking round for an exit. I'm a very introspective person - the mind is paradise to me - but I feel that most people are sleepwalking through life and "don't like to think about things too much" and are happy thinking about what phone they'll get next or what's going to happen in their favourite soap that night.