Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

khh if you added one syllable to the beginning of each line, your sig would have perfect trochaic octameter.

Oh... is that good then?

I'm grumpy with myself because I got absolutely nothing accomplished today except for bringing the trashcans back from the road.
I took half of my Clonazepam and it knocked me out. I'm also still bloated as heck but my bowels are working fine and my stomach is healing greatly. I don't even have tape over the incisions anymore. The wound that wasn't sealing, finally did. It's a little irritated but infection has stayed away which is a minor miracle in this pigsty I call home. For all the clutter, my room is actually clean though- my saving grace.

I'm also ranting because I feel somewhat creative, but only bits and pieces come out. I wrote 4 lines of what turned out to be a scary poem. But my days of writing horror are long over so the poem died.
My p-doc recommended Alexander Pope, so I listened to The Rape of the Locket and then Eloisa last night via LibriVox. Eloisa was absolutely amazing and all the more so because it was based on truth (unless I'm completely naive and clueless).
And why the heck is naive spelled like that? It's stupid. It should be nieve or some such.

I had to ask the same question, so I Googled it.

Trochaic octameter - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

I love smart people.

Friend told me he "fucking hates me now" because I asked an ex boyfriend (who has hurt me pretty bad and the friend thinks he's a fcking asshole and creep) to fix my computer.....Why would you...I just can't... grasp it. I can get that he's like frustrated that I seek contact again while I should be staying away but... Hate? Really?

Silly Zhaylin. You did good, moving those cans. Don't sell yourself short, no one else was doing it. In my book, you're a hero.

And Wednesday is another one of those words that should be spelled differently, or at least changed to something funny.

Friends shouldn't say that. +hugs Meeps+

Has the ex physically hurt you in the past?

I don't tolerate that type of behavior, but I would never hate a friend.

I think I just confused myself.

Originally Posted by melanieb

Friends shouldn't say that. +hugs Meeps+

Has the ex physically hurt you in the past?

I don't tolerate that type of behavior, but I would never hate a friend.

I think I just confused myself.

No not physically... He wouldn't. Don't think so. Just emotionally, by pretty big lies.

Yeah I guess I could get angry with a friend if she/he got back together with a really bad boyfriend/girlfriend. Just angry though, no hate. Maybe that's just his way of saying "really angry." I don't know.

I have a friend who always goes back to an ex who has treated her badly and I get really upset with it but only because I love her...

I'm gonna get some sleep, my sleeping pattern is horrible lately!! Thanks Mel B. Spice girl fan?

Originally Posted by Meeps

Friend told me he "fucking hates me now" because I asked an ex boyfriend (who has hurt me pretty bad and the friend thinks he's a fcking asshole and creep) to fix my computer.....Why would you...I just can't... grasp it. I can get that he's like frustrated that I seek contact again while I should be staying away but... Hate? Really?

Not hate. Love.

I can see getting angry, but that choice of words suggests more than caring. Might ask them if they really meant to use those words.

I used to listen to Spice Girls a bit, and I've put the movie on for the kids before (and me a little) but it's actually my name. Melanie B++++++

Honestly, I generally like anybody as long as they are good people, so caring about people here comes easy, even though I barely know the people who post here. Still, the words people use say a lot about them.

Rest, and have good dreams!

Is it bad that your daughter gets to get away with murder, but if my sorts just a slight hair to the left, he has to be incarcirated? I know I am right because your kids grew up on a fluffy cloud, and my son suffered though a battered women's shelter with me. You forgot that? Or you don't care. Or both. Also, he has no dad, and your kids have both parents and both step parents. Chris depends on me!!! He needs me to hold it together!! How can I when the family dynamic is so grotesquely unbalanced. That's why I said we need to reduce our relationship to 'business class'. Youy brought it on yourself. Don't ever fuck with a mom who's trying to salvage her child from the remnants of an abusive relationship. Did you actually WANT white hot searing coals in your boxers? Apparently.

A parent sacrifices everything for the sake of their child.

<<<so wants to drink with you.

I don't know what happened to that first sentence. I was referring to my son, not 'sorts' lol. I hate these kinds of relationships. People with kids should never get with people with kids. And if you don't like the double post, TOUGH! I can't edit on my cell.

Nothing but good news mel, we both live in texASS w00t!!

I gotta go back in. Need more wine. Sucks.

I was insanely tired after school so I took a two-hour nap a little while ago. I woke up at 6:40 PM, which was funny because that's the exact same time I wake up for school in the morning (except at that time it's AM, obviously). What sucks is that, maybe because it was dark and I was still "out of it" after waking, I got up, put on my school clothes and did all my makeup. I packed my bag for school. It wasn't morning though, it was night time. -.-

It took me over 40 minutes to get ready. Fuck.

Meeps, that sounds tough. My parents have a few exes that are good at contract work and stuff, and they sometimes ask them to come over to fix things at our house. He shouldn't be getting mad like that; I understand where he's coming from but if there's no relationship there anymore, that just means they're a regular person just like anyone else.

No worries about editing. I knew what you meant.

WOOT!

More wine is the best wine, even if it means going IN THERE.

My family dynamic is also interesting.

I swear, I need to make a confessions thread.

Originally Posted by Puffin

I was insanely tired after school so I took a two-hour nap a little while ago. I woke up at 6:40 PM, which was funny because that's the exact same time I wake up for school in the morning (except at that time it's AM, obviously). What sucks is that, maybe because it was dark and I was still "out of it" after waking, I got up, put on my school clothes and did all my makeup. I packed my bag for school. It wasn't morning though, it was night time. -.-

It took me over 40 minutes to get ready. Fuck.

xD I done the same thing yesterday, got out of bed wondering what subject I had. It felt way weird so I was constantly reality checking, lol!

I hate having to study and summarize tediously described theories that are actually just dumb bullshit in the end lol Seriously, why is this stuff in textbooks?

Because no one else would publish bullshit theories?

The school system is desparate for material that all the involved politicians don't find offensive.

Dear Quiznos:

I haven't eaten in your restaurants for several years, and your Lobster and Seafood Salad Sub insures I won't be eating there any time soon.

Keep up the good work!

~melanie

Originally Posted by melanieb

Because no one else would publish bullshit theories?

The school system is desparate for material that all the involved politicians don't find offensive.

It's metaphysics so I'm not too surprised, some people would call it all bullshit. I'm just surprised how shallow and semantic based the professionals can be, I see so much more potential in the field.

hehe- I'm glad I'm a hero to someone

I finally have a spot of energy and I'm wanting to clean but the puppy is sleeping and has been for almost 2 hours. I'm enjoying the peace and want it to last lol

Meeps. Maybe he's trying "tough love" on you? Hate IS such a strong/bad word though. I hope it blows over soon.
to everyone else.

I'm ranting because I have to pickpocket 3,223 knights in order to level up my thieving to 86. And I need 1,765 Shark to level up Fishing and fishing for shark takes so horribly long *blah*
Puppy's awake though. I'll take her out then multi-task

I think I slept a little too early (around 9 PM). Back up for a WBTB+WILD after 4 hours of sleep.

Roll-over method until SP, you better freaking work like last night!

Originally Posted by tommo

Not hate. Love.

No he said hate... He said I promised not to. I don't recall any promise... Maybe when I talked to him all upset and in tears and I was sure never to speak to the ex ever again. I still... I don't recall a PROMISE.

Ugh.