Rave: I ♥ this thread because no matter how bad my day is you guys are having a badder time of it than me. |
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Ok, guys, I was looking for all the answers, and did some very deep soul searching. And I came to a very clear and vivid revelation: Ask not what is crashing firefox, ask what doesn't crash firefox. |
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Rave: I ♥ this thread because no matter how bad my day is you guys are having a badder time of it than me. |
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EbbTide000's Signature.
My original username was debraJane, later I became Havago. Click link below!
What are Your Thoughts on This?
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http://www.dreamviews.com/beyond-dre...houghts-2.html
I'm at the supermarket and I see a family of 3 in the bulk section all dipping their hands in multiple items multiple times and snacking away as if it was a free for all. I see the mother hand feeding her son pineapple she stole and then getting more for herself! She's teaching him!!! Am I supposed to let them get away with this? I let an employee know; I can't stand it. People are so unaware these days they're unaware of their unawareness! |
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=\ I don't believe that for a second. We all have our pain and baggage, and right now, yours may seem really overwhelming. You will make it through somehow. I know that isn't very conciliatory, but just realize that in a few years you'll look back on it and realize "Yeah, that was really rough, but here I am." |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
Erg... thanks a lot, EbbTide. I'm going to have that song stuck in my head for hours |
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I don't know how to connect to anything, feel anything or be human, and I know that the thing perceived as "right" would be to pretend otherwise but I'm not sure that I can and not sure that I care. Just disconnect again and again and write weird abstract stream of consciousness until everything's over. I'm not depressed or suicidal but I would like to die, and don't always understand why people are so intent on continuing to live. It's been that way since I was really young, on and off at least, just "enough, I've been here far too long already, it means nothing. I don't want anything. Not even happiness or pleasure." They are essentially illusory, transparent, and always run out. |
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Last edited by vasiona; 02-07-2015 at 04:48 PM.
Vasiona, I have thought those same thoughts, although our experiences are unique. What got me out of it was beginning a relationship with Life, as if Life was another person, a person that encompassed everything that happened in my Life. And so, when Life feels pointless I remember that it would be rude to tell a friend that you don't like how pointless they are. Friends aren't there to bring you to a destination. It's all about pointlessness, beautiful companionship. That's what did it for me. What you are experiencing right now is beautiful, I do value the days in which I thought the way you did, they were... meaningful? Valuable? I wish you the best, whether you continue with those true thoughts that you think, or if new ones take their place. . |
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Strange days, not sure if good or bad. These pills I've been taking for like three weeks now make me really sleepy. Anxiety seems to have decreased, not too much but hey, there it is. We'll see in a few weeks how they go. |
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Last edited by Astaroth; 02-07-2015 at 06:43 PM.
I like destruction and reality, and one invariably leads to the other.
'Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life?'
'We die to remember what we live to forget'
I'm tired of feeling so damn lonely all the time Friday at school, we were sitting outside and it was pretty cold. So my friend grabbed my hand, rubbed it and she also |
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DILD: 9 | MILD: - | DEILD: - | WILD: 2OBE: 3 | AP: -
I can see you sleep through your bedroom window. You're killing yourself with lucid dreaming.
I had the same experience. It turned out I couldn't save changes to my profile, because there was a field I had left unfilled, and which the website owners wanted me to fill in. As soon as I filled it in, the saving process went smoothly. |
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So ... is this the real universe, or is it just a preliminary study?
all around. |
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A few hours ago my left-side little toe cramped for a minute or more. My little toes have never cramped, only big toes. Which toes cramped on you, Zhaylin? |
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EbbTide000's Signature.
My original username was debraJane, later I became Havago. Click link below!
What are Your Thoughts on This?
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http://www.dreamviews.com/beyond-dre...houghts-2.html
Rant: Class is kicking my ass. |
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Last edited by AURON; 02-08-2015 at 06:44 PM.
A simple rave; today has been a better day. |
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Last edited by vasiona; 02-08-2015 at 10:13 PM.
EbbTide, it's been going on for some 12 years. It's only my big toe. At first it was only the left, but the right joined in on the "fun" a year or 2 ago. The right isn't as severe or as frequently bothersome as the left though. So there's that lol |
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So tired and exhausted all the time, i need to see a doc but ugg dont want to. |
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Doc. |
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for last weeks suffering. How did you snap out of it? I've been stuck in this rut for at least 2 weeks |
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I can't view any pics on here, apparently I don't have permission and must refresh the page, which does nothing. |
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You DO have veteran status tommo, your name is teal. And to check it, can you see the Community Team Forum on the main forum page? Let me know if you can't. As for the pictures that you can't see, do you mean pics in posts, or avatars or what. |
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Tommo. Maybe a storm is coming? Changes in weather give me headaches sometimes. |
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Last edited by Zhaylin; 02-10-2015 at 07:24 AM.
Yea, if you can send it to me I'll check it out. I probably won't use it anymore for this class/book, but it could come in handy in the future. For this class: I don't care anymore. Yea, that didn't take long. But it's really hard caring about something that doesn't matter! I mean, I've already taken this math in high school. I got a grade, graduated, and forgot all of it. So now I'm doing it again so that I can get a grade, graduate, and then completely forget it all again. |
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Last edited by sefalik; 02-10-2015 at 05:33 PM.
Gosh I am sore. I went hard working out, and I am paying for it. The annoying part is I didn't even use weights, which I wanted to do tomorrow. |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
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