I lie on a bench in an pharmacy with my eyes closed. i realize that i am dreaming. i let my eyes closed and imagine a cafe on the moon. i stand up and try to feel the lower gravity. i open my eyes but it didnt work. never mind
i remember to do the totms. i turn my back to a DC hold my hand behind my back and say "Sensei come on take my hand" i feel instantly a hand but like i expected its the guy that was behind me.
i let go and move outside. its very bright. i am concerned for a second that the brightness might be not good for my sleep because it might alter my internal clock but i let go of the tought because it makes no sense. i put my hand behind my back and try again. this time when i turn around i see an old female classmate.
she is in a group of 3-4 girls. i recognize another one. i kiss her (C) on the mouth (in a not so sexual way) and say hi. she smiles and is polite but i see she didnt liked the kiss. since i dont want to start sexy time and get distracted i go with the flow and move with the group. the other girl M i didnt saw for a very long time in real life so i ask her "hey M how come that you turn up? where have you bin how are you?" she has a jacket on but seem to freeze. i find it warm and i think neither i nor the other girls wear a jacket. i tell the group that i am pretty tensed at the moment because i have an exam on monday (false memory) and need to finish my thesis till next month. but then i will chillax really hard. We pass a fence
i decide to try again because this time there are no other people. i turn my back to the fence and this time it works. i feel a hand turn around and a guy is there and i just assume it is sensei [in waking life he looks different i know but a sensei comes with many faces

. he dont wear a backpack] who instantly start moving. i am still standing and he starts to pull. i pull back a little more determining. he stops. i start
"hey sensei nice that you are here. i need some help from you for a competition or more accurately a totm. i need a book from you."
he instantly start put of his backpack and says
"yea i can give you a comic [or was it a porn magazine? something slim i know]"
"no i meant more a real book, i actually just need the title"
"yea no problem you can have it"
and he pulls out a green book that looks like an
educational book. the title is more vertically than horizontally and the letters look like vapor or steam and the title is curved. i have some problems to understand what i read there:
Molecular-Bending
i turn the book several times because it dont seem to make sense. after some moments i say
"AH now i get it: Molecular-Bending like Molecular-Binding now that makes sense" [therefore the curved writing and educational look of the book...smart smart subcon.]
We continue to move and enter an canteen. i ask him my sidegoal:
"Tell me how i can stay longer in my dreamworld. i know there are people who just have 10sec lucids for month and years and i am not that bad with several minutes but i want more" [At this point he turned into a woman but i didnt notice until waking up]
she take a glas and move into a toilet and take some water. she nod understanding. i decide to want a glass of water too because i remember beeing thirsty last awakening (...) but the glas i find is clouded and i remember (false memory) that i better dont take this one. we continue moving thru the back of the canteen and look into some fridges. at the end i see some ice that is mix from milk-based ice cream and ice tea?! i wake up shortly after.
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