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Blue

I was on a bed somewhere (I presumed it was my real bed). I was lying on my left and I knew that I was in some sort of sleep paralysis. My body could not move and I felt vibrations all around me. I tried a few exit techniques (Not realizing that I was already out of body.). first by moving my head forward. did work I felt my head move slightly and my vision blurred less as if I were coming out of some veil momentarily, But I sunk back in. The next thing I tried was to move my pinky. I moved it with much effort but I never exited. The vibrations got louder and I soon noticed that everything was a shade of blue. I tried exiting full body now and once again got the feeling like I was getting past some sort of veil but I sunk back in. Next I payed attention to the vibrations. I recalled reading some where that if you spun the vibrations faster you might enter a lucid dream. I spun them faster. The energetic sound I was hearing went faster, and i somehow felt them going faster. Th sound was like a whiring around my head. it went eeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeee Each time getting louder as it past my ears. It was as if I were a giant buddha singing bowl. The instrument used to circle the rim of the bowl was what I was hearing everytime It got louder. Only I was the singing bowl, the vibrations and the instrument.

I began perceiving the sound as millions of bead of light. Each particle of light was L shaped and not only was each particle revolving around me at a tremendous pace, but each particle was revolving around itself as well. Everytime I spun the vibrations faster the particles would revolve around me faster and themselves faster and sometimes took on a new depth. This happened until the light was all around me and just a blur. The particles of light, time and time again took on new depths and the effect was similar to a Mandelbrot equation. I was reminded of a book I read, Stephen Kings the Gunslinger, when Roland and the man in black palaver. and the Man in black was going on about how there were infinite universes and sizes withing each grain of sand, and how it just kept going. I felt I was seeing this with light somehow.

I remembered I wanted to hear some music, remembering how in other states of SP, I heard a most awesome and intriguing music. I willed myself to hear something It didn't work at first. Until, I began hearing a helicopter and I heard the pilot speaking AM quality gibberish into his headset. That wasn't music. but at least it was something.

I somehow turned my head and discovered I was sitting at a picnic table outside of some town house. There was a gumdrop machine on the table but I thought nothing of it. I turned my head left and I was back in that bed. Right again and I was at the table. I realized I could go back and forth from he scenes at will. It was similar to what I read in carlos castaneda when Don juan gave carlos little smoke while carlos was lying down. Don juan would tell carlos to will himself upwards from the lying position. Not physically get up. but just Be up. I now noticed that people were coming to sit down at the table. Across from me sat A woman I knew from BC years ago. Saffron. To my left and her right sat another woman who I seemed to know. and To my Right sat a man I seemed to know and recognize. He wore a black baseball cap (Actually it was kind of leather something like a biker might wear). He had slightly rugged features but at the same time had a bit of a boyish face. I knew him and liked him. (upon awakening I realized I have no idea who he is). Everything was still a shade of blue, and I still heard and felt the vibrations. Saffron was looking at me with a dumfounded look on her face.

I wanted to orient myself where I was. Was I dreaming? No I was too heavy for that. What I in astral.. or some physical place where I was just a ghost. I got the man's attention. he seemed to know I was there. I asked him what the date was. He looked as if searching for an answer, saying he wasn't sure. I told him that I was pretty sure it was the 23rd. He said maybe. but it can't be that far in the month yet. I told him that I was positive it was the 23rd. He looked down. I noticed I had trouble breathing. it was too low. I was almost suffocating. I knew I could wake myself up. So I did. I woke up on my right side and the bed wasn't the same bed where I had started. Also the man who I felt I knew I realized I had never seen him before in my life.

Super WTF Dude

Well all I remember is being in my house with some blond guy lying on a bed. I was trying to kill him by stabbing him with something that resembled a giant ice pick (shut up frued stay dead and don't interpret this one for me please). I stabbed and stabbed and stabbed... until there was blood all over his clothes but he was still awake. So after stabbing him some more I thought he would at least bleed to death, I left him there. But the fucker got up. I was scared and began backing out. He ripped off his bloody shirt and showed me his bare chest which had no wounds whatsoever. He chased me out of the house with the biggest "fooled ya didn't I!" grin on his face.

This is over the past week or so.

Fell asleep one night being otally mad at the girl who hasn't contacted me in months I fell asleep and her her say "FORGIVE MEEE!"

Crushed

I am in bed sleeping with that girl but I am under her legs.. I somehow teleported under her and her weight is crushing me. I am calling out her name and telling her to wake up and get off me. After a few minutes I am teleported to a kitchen table where asuka is standing. she has a silly stunned look on her face.

I breifly wake up and see "2" in Hypnagogic imagery.

Back to sleep.

1

I am walking outside at night time with a girl who has reddish brown hair. She is telling me that she was thinking of asking me out but was too nervous to ask or something. I begin saying that It's okay when I wake up slightly and see the number 1 in HI.

rip off movie

I o into a movie theater to watch some show about star trek or something. I just sit and watch it for a while when the screen goes black. Everyone murmurs in the theater a bit. I look to the guy closest to me and say "What's up with this stupid movie?" he says, "I dunno but I'm leaving."

"I'm getting a refund." I said to him and got up. I showed my ticket to the clerk and demanded a refund. I got it.

Dogs

I am inside a house where I see a dog with red or golden fur. It has black mud on it's fur. I am putting something down near a couch and the dog is in my way. I tell it to get out of my way. Another dogs comes in and is totally black. it harshly tries to bite the other dog causing it's fur to go darker. They start fighting when I wake up slightly and see HI that says "Rob stay away."

Suicide

I am walking in toronto towards a lake going to drown myself. and i am writing a story to that girl... planning on sending it off to her before I die. WTF.

Note: I am really surprised I remember this dream! Since I'm in the middle of such a stressful situation.

before bed: 200 mgs of B6 and 10 mgs of melatonin.

While going to sleep It was evident to me That I was going to be kicked out of my current house in a few days. With that on my mind and nothing left to do for that day concerning my worries I finally decided to do the very thing that I do best: DREAM. So I took a daring dose of b6 and melatonin. 10 mgs of melatonin is enough to make you sleep through the night perfectly dreamless. 200 mgs of b6 is apt to keep you up until 3 am thinking all about love that was lost... or was there any at all? I'm sure anyone has met the kind. Were they into me? or just faking it? At certain times, yes it did seem that this person wanted something to happen, other times not. So confusing. could of easily kept me all night like it mostly has for the past 5 or so months. BUT being i had to get up at 6am I was really hoping I would just sleep instead. Hence the mega melatonin dose. Unconsciously I hoped that the melatonin would make me sleep quickly, which would allow for the b6 to kick in a bit later (Or so i hoped).
So with all that on my mind I somehow fell asleep.

Queen Mitchiko?

I was lucid! I was finally lucid! I was staring at piece of paper? I couldn't remember if something on the paper had made me lucid or I just got lucid randomly staring at a piece of paper. I did not know or seem to care. All I know is that a bit later I was flying up. Flying with lots of people, spinning flying and other incomprehensible thing which I did not remember much... but I was doing them all.

In the back of my mind was THAT person. and gradually over a period of 20 mins of flying or so my dream body decided it was time to finally see her. I knew I had to create a portal. I had a circular clear plastic thingy with blue lettering on it. So in mid air, I decided to somehow make a portal with it, by poking my finger through it I think. The rest of my body must have followed.

I am in a rather strange castle that is both indoor and out door. There is a man there, My instincts tell me to kill him, so I put my hands in his mouth and pried his jaw off his head (It took some time.) There were people all over, they seemed to know where they were and I kept asking them "Where is she?". They all said that she was coming but she might not like being disturbed by me. "Nonsense" i said and starting smashing through ceilings and going up levels into different rooms. I stopped in one and randomly tried to Dilate time using a method that Walms taught me. I put my hand on the ground, and looked in between my hand and fingers. My vision doubled. Which hand was I supposed to look at? Oh well just count. By 15 my one right hand which looked like 2 or 3 right hands were melting all over the floor, while I was still trying to imagine each number i counted as a unit of dreamtime stretching out significantly. I decided to stop at 20. The dream didn't fall apart.
I jumped out a window and into an open area with more people. They told me that She had agreed to see me. But they kept addressing her as Queen mitchiko. "She's coming," they said.

I didn't wait I turned on a cobblestone path and saw her. and it was HER alright. but it was her as I know her. Here she really was Queen mitchiko. I didn't waste time pndering if Mitchiko knew who her waking self was, or vice versa. I trampled on her long velvet robe that she was wearing. I said something stupid and cocky, just trying to make fun her silly arrogance. Her head grew large and her eyes bulged out of her head, which seemed to tower over me. she yelled something like "How dare thee... blah blah blah". So to that I grew my head large and it was her who shrunk and had frightened eyes while I yelled something back. As I woke up I can remember thinking that maybe I didn't do the time dilation method properly.

Decided to take some b6 with melatonin to up my recall... well it sure did!

Break in

I had a dream about people trying to break into where I am living. we had dogs and they were going crazy and barking at whoever was trying to break in. I grabbed a really sharp blade and was going to cut whoever was entering. Turned out it was some guy that was delivering a package to me.

Weird place

Yeah I was both inside and then outside. I remember going onto a boat over a strange pond and I was listening to metal music on a cd. Then I went to land and I forget what happened after. something about faces. someone i knew was there and didn't like the music or something.

Van

I was in a van or something talking to someone about Cultural terrorism.

I do recall these dreams more vividly but i can't put it into words.

Wrong DVD

I was in some strange house with a computer or something. I was putting a DVD in the drive but somehow it vanished from the drive. I spent the rest of the dream looking for it.

Watching Star trek.

I was watching some star trek or sci fi show on my computer. a woman came in and joined me (asuka). we spent the dream watching it and cuddling. I didn't think the girl would like it but it appears she did anyway.

yeah

I was at my house? or something like a party. I remember my brother's gf sitting at a table with one of my room mates. at some later part a bunch of people were in the house that I didn't recognize. I was walking around wanting a smoke from someone and spotted a lady i knew from didsbury, she gave me one. Later I was at a table with some people and a couple were making out really loudly. I got annoyed and said to them "Hey guys can you find a more discreet location to do that?" they looked at me shocked. the people at my table didn't seem to care.

Drawings?

I was in a room with a couple people. at first i was reading a shared dream journals and noticed that two different entries matched. Later a woman (asuka?) was showing me some drawings she did on some computer screen. there was another man in the room (data).

Walking

I am in a strange building walking around with some people. We seem to have a difficult time seeming to agree on where we are going. I walk by a counter and notice J staring at me. when I turn my attention to her she quickly looks away. I walk by and Say, "I saw that."

Roller blades

First of I was in a strange building that was rather complex. I was trying to find my way out of it. I exited somehow and then noticed I had Rollerblades on. I noticed some woman was following. It was snowy out but it seemed like that I was ice skating across snow. I kept stumbling and crashing a bit. I took a pause when the girl caught up with me. I was telling her that I rcognized these as my first rollerblades... which meant that I must have had them for a couple decades at least!

Yeah

had a dream of being in some large outdoor jungle style coliseum. i climbed it really high and grabbed a seat next to my brother. once I looked down I realized how high i was. the seats were made of logs and set in some dirt. I was clutching my seat. I almost wanted to jump off suspecting that it was a dream. but I decided not to and just waited in my seat in fear.

Video store

I am either reading a computer screen or looking at a scene inside a video store. I see J and some guy approaches her. She is working there. they begin talking... they are flirting a little bit. The guy mentions he's into some sort of drugs. to which she says. "Man I haven't gotten high like that since christmas."

Suddenly I'm at my computer screen again and say to myself. "My god J works at a video store???"


Anti Matter Plain

I'm driving in a car with my brother and we are going to someone's house. My brother says he lives on the edge of the anti matter plain. we got to the house and in the field I see a big black flat thing... as if matter disappears and all that there is is this black glossy thing. suddenly we begin to mine it or something.

SP

I am in sleep paralysis. I am trying to astral project. I can't figure out how to leave my body. I hear my brother and his girlfriend talking. I find it strange since I figure I must be hearing a dream since I KNOW my brother has already left this morning. I keep trying to rise out of my body but wind up waking up instead.

Katelynn VS J

I am going into a sort of flat apartment that's also like a trailer park. I live In an apartment in the right side of the hallway. and J lives on the other side. As I walk down the hall I am thinking that I never see J in the hallway since she parks her car by the door leading outside the other end of her apartment.

I notice Katelynn behind me now... or I turn to greet her and we walk towards my apartment. She mentions I am handsome or something. I find it strange that she would dare to flatter me in this way since she usually has a hard time showing any sort of affection for me... unless we have a huge fight and make up first. I notice something posting on J's door as I try to enter my apartment. It's a letter I can see my name on it. I can't make out the rest. it says she left for some reason but she wants to get back to me. I shrug and enter my apartment with Katelynn instead.

Katelynn again

We are in my apartment or something. I m talkig to her and we are discussing a relationship or something. she seems a bit nervous but seems accepting of what I am saying.

Note: I am recalling at least one dream oper night now. I've decided to just log them as often as I can.

J?


I remember walking in a town at night time holding hands with J. The next thing I know we are driving down a hoghway of some sort. I look and I notice that both of us are in the backseat. She has a steering wheel in the back seat and the front seats are empty. She keeps swerving to avoid oncomming vehicles. I am having memoeries of her driving me on this road before... for a while she was gone and I was getting a ride with someone else but now I am happy that she is able to give me a ride again. She suddenly hits the brakes and we stop just before falling off a cliff.

Me: Wow, you are a good driver.

Her: Not really, I got in a fight here once.

then my memory ends.

Wierd

I am watching a girl with long brown hair that I have never seen before. behind her is a mirror. As I watch the woman outside the mirror turns away from me... but the reflection stays and looks at me. I feel terrified when the reflection comes toward me. She calms me down when she begins to kiss me. and I become oblivious of her double.

Introduction

Dream where I am doing an audio introduction to my book into a voice recorder. I remember it being very vivid but I had a hard time pronouncing my words.

Dry Water slide.

I'm at some waterslide pool. I am going down the slides but there's no water to push me down. I have two coffee mugs at the top of one slide and I keep throwing them at the lifeguard. At the bottom of the slide I expect to hit water but hit something dry. Then I wake up for real and discover that my mouth is really dry.

Sam.

Brief dream about Sam. I saw her at her computer screen and she had a coffee mug with her name and birthday on it. She was crying and I saw the page she was looking at. She was making friends with a bunch of people who looked similar to me. but they weren't me. that's why she was crying?

Fire alarm

I was walking outside near my house... a couple girls were freaking out and saying that the firemen would be there soon. I waited but no one showed up. I walked into my house... which seemed to be perfectly fine and met someone there. no recall afterwards.