26.07.2010Mom buys a basket ball sized bee. (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids. Second: We were driving from the pet store. My mom bought a huge bumble bee for my brother. However, I did not get to see it until we got home: My mom told me that Beth owned one type of bumble bee and my brother had to own the other type. We got home. The home was an exact copy of my waking home. My mom placed an aquarium in the kitchen and placed inside the bee. I saw the bee and freaked out. It was as big as a basket ball. I felt terrified when I saw it. I had a pet scorpion in my room and I was very happy with him. My mom asked me why I had to own a pet that scared my brother. I complained that I am terrified of bees and she bought an enormous one. I suddenly saw the bee getting out from the aquarium. I told my mom and ran to my room. Inside the room (another exact replica from waking) I had my two cats and there was a turtle. The cats were playing and the turtle as well. The turtle was as fast as the cats!! I was next to the door, terrified about what would happen with the bee. I could hear the buzzing from the bee very loud. The bee crashed in the door and I could hear how hard it hit the door. My mom told me that the bee was back in the aquarium. It was tied with a rope. I witnessed the bee coming out again and I told my mom, "So, are we going to keep such a dangerous pet at home?" My mom said it was too dangerous. She grabbed the bee and place it in the sink full of water. I saw the bee dying instantly. I felt happy the bee was finally gone. I asked her how much did she paid for it. She said, "$24" We left our place and I woke up. Missed Dream Signs: - My mom. - My mom living in my house. - The enormous bee. - The turtle being as fast as a cat. What I would have done if lucid: - Head for a ToTY.
26.07.2010Dad is sick (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids. First: My dad is sick. (nice dad) was sick, he had an odd illness that could kill him, however, he was recovering. He was laying down in the middle of a park. I said I had two gifts for him. A female DC said that if my gift was a bed, it would be way better. My dad was not rested. For an odd reason we could not move him from there. He said that he was cold at night and he saw ghosts and other entities. I had a friend who happened to be a doctor. She gave me two Valium pills and informed me that I could give them both to my dad so he would sleep deeply. So I did. I also gave him something else. I was sure he was going to have very vivid dreams that night. The scenery changed and I was in my laptop. I was browsing the Internet and I found a community board of Astral Projection. As I was entering (I think it was now like a building) I saw someone leaving and complaining about it. I was happy because I knew I was going to improve my Astral Projection ability. Missed Dream Signs: - My dad (he is several thousands of miles from me. - All the stuff about my dad. What I would have done if lucid: - Head for a ToTY.
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July 26, 2010 Synopsis: Akira characters, role-playing, a scary-house, vampires! And a terrible scheme to make money. Trouble in Suburbia! I watch Tetsuo and Yama sneak around an average american suburbia, trying to find Kaneda. After a while I enter Tetsuo's body to steal his powers, but I'm still very much female Later on, the whole family has hunkered down into one bedroom to sleep. Not sure why. It was very dark and surreal looking. I couldn't sleep, but that was okay because I kept telling myself I have these awesome powers so I don't need to sleep. I can see the dark hallway from the bunk bed, but not the front door it leads too. A loud banging startles me, and I sink down into my bed. "What was that?" I know I know, I'm such a chicken! Powers..pfffft Dad pokes his head into the bedroom nearly giving me a heart attack. Why did he have to knock on the front door so hard at 4am when he had the key the entire time! My parents have magically transformed into other people I just take as my parents. Mom and dad wake every one up, rise and shine, it's time! Time for what? Dad lays out his brilliant plan. Some sort of money scheme I'm not falling for. "All we have to do is put down one million, and we can make thousands!" It didn't make a whole lot sense then, and it doesn't make a whole lot of sense now "Wait!" I interrupt them "There's a psychic vampire spying on your plans! He's outside right now, I can sense him!" I can see with my dream vision a pale sickly looking emo standing gloomily outside our home as the sun rises. (a twilight vampire? ewww!) "He's a vampire!" My parents quickly fold up their plans and head for breakfast instead. I fly outside. Mortals and their money schemes were soooo boring. Maybe this vampire will be more exciting company. I fly tauntingly over him. "Why don't you come up here and fly with me?" "What's that supposed to mean?" "Well, you're a vampire, and vampires can fly." He looks up at me annoyed, black rings around his pale eyes. "I'm not a vampire. And I can't fly!" What ever, I think he's lying! I just start to fly around. And the 'vampire' just follows me around, I guess he was lonely. I woke up shortly after.
Most of the characters in the dream are what I have deemed "Glow People", they have a glowing line right above their stomach and I think some sort of special powers. The Glow People bleed from their "weak spots", which are any scars that they have, when they are nervous. In the beginning of the dream there is a mother, father, and child (I am watching in the father's perspective). The mother is kidnapped by a group of men that are not "glows" and then they come back for the daughter. This same group had tried to sexually assault the mother earlier, but she was able to fight them off. (Switch perspectives of characters, now daughter) Years pass by and the daughter is kept as a prisoner by her kidnappers. She escapes during an unlikely fire in a public building. More years later the daughter runs into a black "glow" at an outside market. She immediately begins bleeding from scars on her face, so now the man knows that she is nervous. The man also knows the small scar on her forehead is from a long time ago, but a large one across her cheek is more recent. The girl feels threatened and flees from the man and then runs into a young, female "glow" in a public restroom *Wake up*
July 25, 2010 Synopsis: I summon divine power and my dream becomes an adventure - When I woke up I drifted off into a random dream and lost most of my memories of this dream Night Time Note: I went to sleep and felt like meditating. And then I started to think about all the things that I worry about - job - bills - debt - moving out. I felt fear of something was holding me back. Summon Power! My earliest memory is that I was lucid - lucid from the very beginning of my dream. I scream! Summoning divine power to give me strength, courage, to conquer my fears. My dream gets a bit fuzzy. And instead it transforms into a usual adventure dream. I'm on the run! Of course I always am. I'm powerful and the government hates it. They've sent their agents after me. I don't mind, what can they do to hurt me? Turns out they can try to hurt my friends. In my dream I made two new friends, a young black woman with curly hair and an asian woman. Now their on the run with me! I can fly, but they can't. Similar themes to Faithful Friends of a Dragon. The last thing I remember was jumping out a window.
July 23, 2010 Synopsis: My friend takes me to Six Flags. Very brief lucidity, short transformation Friend Takes Me To Six Flags My friend comes and picks me up, the drive to her place is hours! Afterwards she gets the idea we should go to six flags. I LOATHE six flags. We both used to work there and that was a nightmare. As she tries to convince me to go with her to six flags, her mom takes us both out for lunch. It's just some random cafeteria place. The food looked horrible, I wasn't hungry, I swore I just had breakfast. They each find something they like, and I think I just munch on some fries. My friend picks up another friend, someone I've never met. And now that there is three of us she drags us both to six flags. Rollercoasters! No I hate rollercoasters! It turns out six flags was inside of a mall. The employees were so lazy they gave us the tickets before we even paid. Just as soon as we get through the turn-styles, my friends disappear! Instead I'm holding a note in my hand "I'll be back in a few hours, I'm sure you can keep yourself busy!" But I don't even want to be here! There's another letter in my hand. It's wet and the ink has started to run. It says I didn't complete the six flags form properly. What form? I see my friends mom. She's shopping for some new clothes, this place does look more like a mall than a theme park. Even though I'm upset that my friend disappeared on me, I don't want to get her in trouble. So I hide behind the clothes rack, and sneak my way out of here. What a headache! I get some fresh air and fly away. I fly on top of a dark black building, for a brief moment I'm lucid! I take off my shoes and my jacket and try to transform into a gargoyle. I put down my shoes and jacket for safe keeping. This is where I lose lucidity, a homeless girl living on the roof eyes my clothes. She smirks "you know, someone might steal those!" No! These are my only good shoes and my only nice jacket. I quickly snatch them and desperately look for a place to hide them, losing any lucidity I just gained. I hear a familiar voice. My friend is looking for me. I fly back to the mall/six flags. My dream gets abstract after that. We turn into pokemon. I'm a chameleon thing. We're swimming in an indoor pond. There are alligators, but they're nasty looking. Imagine a diseased stretched out large intestine with the head of an alligator. That's what they looked like. Gross! I woke up after that.
1. I'm watching an old couple do a live broadcast of some comedic radio show. They only get a couple of lines in, the last of which is "He's always so polite," before I false-awaken into my bed. I start to write it down in my dream journal, when suddenly I hear "Habenera" from Carmen blaring in full orchestral beauty. This causes me to check my dream journal, and sure enough, my handwriting is unstable! I get lucid and try to stabilize, rubbing my hands together and feeling the bed beneath me. Things are solid and quite real feeling, and I try to engage as many senses as possible. I start thinking about where to take the dream while still stabilizing, and this continues for a good twenty seconds. However, I lose control before I'm able to do anything. 2. It's after the civil war, and my embarrassed family is ordering drinks from our former slaves who are now free employees of a restaurant.
Posted at the request of Raven. This dream is quite vague... I could almost consider this to be a fragment. My recall has really gone down the gutter these last five days for some reason... I do not remember at all where this dream was. The place that my memory starts is I am standing somewhere, I am walking around saying out loud "Damn, I have to find a way to become lucid so I can get to the Biodome!". What is strange is I KNEW I was dreaming, but for some reason I felt the need to have something force me to become lucid. I don't remember anything for a while, but the next thing I do remember is having someone come up to me and say something along the lines of "You know you're dreaming, right?" I for some reason was all like "*laughs* No way, that's bullshit.". I then turned to my right completely and saw a minivan that is dark olive green (Hideous!). For some reason that is beyond me I walked through the shotgun seat door and somewhat flew over to the powered window controls. I decided to roll up the windows due to the fact that it started to rain outside of the car. I don't really remember anything after this point. And yes, all this time I remained non-lucid. Strange!
★★★★★ wow. ok... so I've been dreaming with Asuka well over 8 months. in dream time that's two and a half years.. In all that time, i have never been lucid and shared a tender moment with her.. until today! So many things stood in our way. My doubts and frustrations, everyone Else who for months on the dream plane who mind controlled her, infected her and gang raped her (whether you were aware of what you did or not but you know who you are). In spite of all your crap, I still reached my goal.... as simple but hard as it was. So guys, instead of trying to be better than everyone... why not instead rise against innumerable odds and find your own moments of love and peace, Defeat your own ego... and DO IT WITHOUT STEPPING ON ANYBODY'S TOES! Try it. I DARE YOU!!! I bet you won't last a month... but prove me wrong... That's my challenge to you. Thanks to all those that helped and encouraged me along the way: Waking nomad, Raven knight, Nagual Lonewolf, Cacophony, Q, Shawna, Serenity, Bonnie, Warrior Tiger, Walms, Data, Stone giant, victor, and everyone else whom i forgot... I couldn't have done it without you! This is not the end of my journey but the beginning! Jenny is what? False Awakening, I'm in some dark room. A woman is sleeping on a bed and i have a mat at the foot of the bed. I think the woman is my cousin. A strange voice says "you should sleep in that bed with her." I can see out the window that a new day is dawning. "what?" I say. FA, i'm in the same room the woman is gone. I hear a voice saying "she's dead." "who's dead?" "j... (couldn't hear it) is dead." ( a voice starts crying). I can hear somebody sobbing in the shadows. I tell them to move closer so I can hear them. I feel a presence nearing. FA, My brother is sitting on the foot of the bed. He says that Jenny H is dead. I ask him how. I see a poster with her grad picture. In the dream i remember seeing the picture on facebook. The poster said "She had MS Twice and cancer, she never told anyone until it was too late." FA, I'm in the same room room. my brother is still crying, he then looks like he's going to throw up... on my sleeping mat. I try to push him to the other side of the mat "eww don't puke on me" I toss him across the room, he throws up and then comes near me trying to talk. I can smell his breath. I tell him to get back a few feet. Fa, i'm in a different house It is morning now. I go and tell my brother the dream. He shrugs and says "yeah right" DEILD FA LUCID chain I was lucid somewhere but I forget what happened. FA , Get out of bed and RC. It just feels like a dream! i'm walking witha woman at night time in some mini mall. "what's your name?" I ask her. She says it's none of my bussiness. That's rude, she's trying to blow me off... good i'll help her re inforcer her preconceived notion of me. "Come on just tell me your name" I ask. "It's Yvonnegee" "cool, do you have a boyfriend?" I say this just to piss her off. She does. I see her eyes go wide, and she looks like she's gonna hit me but everything fades. FA, Get out of bed and RC, I'm in a strange bedroom I float up to the ceiling and try to puch through it. Everything fades out. I find myself walking along some road in some town. I'm with some guy and we have to take a canadian flag back to his home. I take it and fly off. I become lucid with the flag rolled up in my hands. i look down at the houses below. I want to see Asuka so I try and spot spot a house that looks familiar. I remember that my house is up on some hill. I try to find a hill but everything fades. FA, get out of bed and RC. It feels like a dream. My brother enters the room and says that I should stop cheating on Asuka. I tell him that Asuka only exists on the dream plane. In waking life she's not around, so it's ok to get a girlfriend. (this convo doesn't make sense since i don't have a gf in waking life for now). I go to follow him out of the room but everything fades. Fa, get out of bed and RC. Now I'm in some indefinable place that is all blue. I think "fuck so many FAs! Maybe I'm dead and have to live in this dream reality for quite a while now... i better try to wake up for real." I have a slight Real awakening and notice that It feels real. the room i am in is in olds. I DEILD. FA, get out of bed and RC. Back in the strange room. I get out of the room and find i'm in a basement that resembles the one I use to live in in didsbury but a few details are off. The rooms are out of place. I find a closed door and enter it. a woman is sleeping on a bed. I call out to her. The blankets move and I hear my mother's voice call out to me "robert. is that you! it's nice to hear your voice" I am shocked when everything begins to fade. FA, in the backseat of a car. It feels like a dream. some guy is in the passenger seat. and the car is being driven by a mechanical man attatched to the steering wheel. I think "this is the car that singer drives me home in during dreams. when she's not dreaming this guy takes her place" I try to fly out the window but everything fades. Fa, get out of bed and Rc. Back at the basement. I want the dream to last so i rub my hands together... That just destabalizes the dream. Fa, get out of bed and RC. back at the basement. I get into the main area of the basement and find a staircase. It's the same staircase from my friends house from childhood. At the top a bunch of wooden beams are blocking my way up. I fly up to them and try to fit through them. I manage to get free somehow. I find more stairs leading up. I find a ball, pick it up and drop it a few times to incorporate my sense of touch within the dream. Next sense is taste. so I like the carpet.. it tastes nasty. I keep walking instead and find a living room. FA, get out of bed and RC. My dad and brother are getting my up for work. tell them it's a dream and follow them for fun anyway. We walk through a door in the wall that leads to a strange store. Some weird guy joins us. I am sensing a strong presence from him. I ask him if he is a dreamer or some other kind of energy. He gives me a strange look and then vanishes. I turn around to the entrance of the store. There, standing on a plant pot is two asian woman. one is a regualr asian lady. The other looks like a ten year old asian girl with glasses. The shorter one seems familiar. i walk up to her and ask her " Are you Asuka?" Everything starts fading, i manage to hear a "yes" before the dream ends. (It was Kanmuri and asuka!) FA, get out of bed and RC. I go upstairs again and enter the living room. I try to find someone in the house. I see a one to two year old child sitting on the couch, she has a black streak in her blond hair. She's flipping the channels. I aks her "Are you Shel?" She says yes witha smile. Then i notice a smaller version of her is sitting beside her. "me and Asuka had another one without me knowing?" i ask. "no!" the child replies. "were twins! sort of" she giggles. "Cool" I say. the dream fades and as it does i hear the child yell at me "Have some fucking Nesquick!". FA, Get out of bed and RC. I go upstairs. in the hallway, everything starts to fade. I place my hand on the ground and look at it. The dream goes back to normal. I enter the living room again. I go into a bedroom that I feel is mine and Asuka's. Inside is a walk in closet but the doors are all mirrors. I looka t each mirror and I am a different age in each mirror. In one i am 21, in another i am 16, they all move independantly of themselves. I look at my present self and point at him, he follows exactly. "Who are you?" I ask. I almost expect him to respond... but no... it's a normal reflection. The dream starts to fade again. I can see my hand on the gorund through the blackness. I count to 10 and everything brightens again. The mirrors are no longer mirros, but regular glass. I can see all my dream guitars in them. I pick one up and play it. It doesn't sound plugged in but I can kind of hear an almost faint ACDC type of guitar tone. I put it back. i enter the living room. A hand comes in front of my vision holding a tim hortons medium double double coffee, i easily drink it in one gulp. The person holding the cup is Asuka. She goes in front of me and hugs me. She has a small resemblance to one of my ex girlfriends Mel. "Asuka!" i say. "I'm lucid! and I'm going to remember." "I know" she says and kisses me. Suddenly everything is dark. I figure we must have teleported. now she's on top of me and we are having sex... I can't tell if our clothes are still on or not... but it feels pretty naked enough. After a while i Stop her and say "Wait, I just wanted to tell you I love you." A wave of emotion swept through me. I held her tightly and said. "I'm sorry it took so long just to do this. I'm sorry that you suffered so much while staying with me." I actually started crying for a bit. Asuka didn't say a word. Her weight began to feel heavy I started to feel like iw as being crushed. "get off me, your crushing me" i said and she got off. She was still really silent. I wondered if what I said had upset her somehow. The dark room became darker. "Everything's fading to black." I said As I woke up.
Another total failure. Tried to listen to "Inner Awakenings" an isochronic tone sequence. Total freaked me out. I can't describe it, but it was unpleasant, and disturbing. Won't do that again! Well, maybe during the day when I don't "have" to sleep. It was pretty freaky. Also tried to WILD using an alarm. It just pissed me off. I can't WILD at this stage, unless it's only very slightly awakened... Earbuds are getting annoying. Need some speakers instead. Losing faith in binaural and isochronic beats. Ironically, our air conditioner sets up isochronic beats of about 3 to 5 hz. Not sure why it does that, but it's relaxing as hell. Perhaps its mixing problem with the program I am using. I am using Gnaural. Maybe there's just too much beat amplitude and not enough pink noise amplitude. I should try to mimic my A/C, then I can vary the beat frequency as I want. Going to try a new one tonight. It's a form of DILD, but I'm going to use a "dream trigger" like Nova Dreamer. But this on is going to be audible. Hope it works!!!! Conditions: 1200 mg of Omega03&6 Fish Oil (JBB) 1000 mg Vitamin B6 (JBB) 20 ounces of Apple Juice (BB) Checked hands during the day (DD) Played on DV forum (DD,BB) Inner Awerness for 30 minutes (Isochronic descending) Alarm at 4.5 hours in and ever 5 for 20 then stop Fell asleep: 1:30am WBTB: ??? --------------------- JBB=Just before bed after 9pm AB= At bedtime 11:30pm BB=Before Bedtime after 5pm DD=During the day between wake and 5pm
Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations i Inner Awareness, a Action, f Form, c Context I was trying to get in touch with an old friend I haven't seen in a few years. I emailed an account I'm pretty sure he doesn't use any more and got a response ( c ). We were then in the park down the street from my house and another old friend I've lost touch with was with us ( c ). I notice a group of girls in front of us. They were all wearing baggy white blouses. I suggested we go and chat to them because I know them. There were 5 girls, but I couldn't make out two of them because they were somehow indistinct and undefined ( f ). The girls were a group of friends I used to go to school with ( c ). We spoke for a bit, and I was flirting with K much like I would when I knew her. I struggled to remember the other girls names, but eventually did ( a ). One of them was constantly blushing when I spoke to her. I really should try harder. There was more to this dream that I remembered as well a another dream that I forgot. Being cocky, I thought I could remember it 'til I got round to typing this entry up, and have forgotten all but the most memorable bit.
Fight: I don't recall much other than possibly getting into a fight with my brother. Thoughts: Being busy IRL seems to have taken my recall away, but, soon it should be back as good as new. There won't be an entry tonight since there is no sleep
The Interrogation I am at the docks(strange because i live in Colorado).Its me and another guy and we're both wearing secret service type suits. we are interrogating someone in the big wooden box next to us. Suddenly the box has only one wall and the person we are interrogating is the girl i have a crush on but instead of being tied up she is waiting patiently. The guy goes and talks to her when he comes back he seems drunk. He says he asked her out for me. she texts me and says 8 is too late for her so i say 7 is fine. i ask the guy where we are going and he says the unscreening of Jack Schmitt.its a type of movie that's all i know.
If this is a lucid dream, this is the first time I've experienced it. So My girlfriend and I were heading to my room, but when I got there I realized my house layout was weird and my room was crowded with junk thats not there. I looked for my PC, because I know where it is located. But it was in the wrong place sitting under a pile of junk. In real life my PC has blue lights all over it, but in the dream I could clearly see the fans spinning and no blue lights. There were two other PCs in my room not normally there. The thought occurred to me that I'm in a dream. But I woke up, and immediately went back to sleep. This next dream, I was with my girlfriend and it was dark out in a nice backyard with paved walkways and an inground pool. My girlfriend entered the pool but I knew there was a giant insect in there, I yelled for her to get out, and she did. After a few seconds an antenna appeared from the surface of the water. Somewhere in that dream I remember running from the insect, put I can't really place that part. I thought to myself that this is a dream. In order to make myself lucid, I thought really hard that this is a dream, this is a dream. But in doing that, I woke up. Went back to sleep last time. The next dream was in the same setting as the previous one, but the paved walkway was arched and curved back and forth thru a building. Walking with one of my friends, we witness some long hairy creature that in front looked like a tarantula. (Looking back it just looked like 3 spiders humping each other). I couldn't focus well on it, but it wiggled and was hairy, and my friend and I both ran from it. While running, we jumped over another tarantula crawling alone in the middle of the walkway. My friend was about 5 yards in front of me when a thought occurred that this is probably a dream. I remembered to look at my hands, and both ring fingers of both hands were missing. Seeing 4 fingers on each hand, my body immediately dropped into a massive fit of tingling sensations all over my body. I was breathing really heavily thinking I was lucid, and I looked up and tried to fly first thing haha, but I awoke feeling relaxed. This all occurred in about 25 minutes however of sleeping. Mostly due to the time I was asleep, and waking up and falling back asleep, I'm not really sure how to judge it. Please some of you expert dreamers out there give me some insight!
Archiving from IRL dreamjournal. I was at my friend Randi's house during the day, and we were hanging out with our other friend Tristan. Tristan went to take a shower, and I went into the kitchen- when I suddenly realized that Randi and his mother were gone...I didn't see that they left but I more so felt that their energy wasn't in the house. I could hear the shower water running, and knew that Tristan was still there and when I was thinking about this my cell phone vibrated, and I got a picture text. It was a picture of a dead little boy standing in front of the shower curtains that Tristan was showering in, and I immediately panicked and ran for the bathroom- but a medium sized black goat was sitting across the hall staring at the bathroom door. I froze, and could feel an utter presence of evil radiating from the creature- so much that I felt an urge to wipe it out, kill it. (I'm an animal lover btw). It also seemed to have rabbit like qualities. The thing about the goat was that it was beheaded. Its head was floating a foot next to it and the whole body of the goat would seem glitchy, like its image was flickering- and it would twitch a lot. Its eyes were the scariest thing about it, such dark energy emanating from it...it had white markings on its face as well. I went to hit the goat but I became paralyzed when I came within a foot of the creature, this is when I had a moment of lucidity- I realized I was dreaming and I wanted OUT. The thing was, I was still paralyzed and I couldn't get out of my dream. When I finally ripped myself out of the dream (yes it felt like I had to rip myself out, it was such a struggle), my head hurt IMMENSELY and my whole body felt like jello, and my muscles were extremely sore...when I tried to stand up I stumbled and it was kind of like being drunk. Overall, pretty freaky experience.
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