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12/02/13 This was almost a DILD, but i avoided the shiftinto true lucidity. It was semi-lucid and later almost non-lucid.

I was in a house with my friend from 8th grade. We were going out into a parking lot and I heard someone say we were going to go to a church camp. Here I was semi-lucid and decided that a dream about church camp was stupid. I quickly dodged out of the area and was going to leave the idea behind and pull more lucidity into the dream. I was going along some random street. I realized I was about to become fully lucid. I stopped myself. I asked myself "what do you really want to be doing if you pull your awareness here? Shouldn't you go back and let the dream develop as it was trying to?"

OK, fine, let's try to get back into it and go fully non-lucid. The dream was very vivid, and it may be hard, but here it goes... I turne around and thought, "You should not be mean and leave Robb alone and bummed about you dodging camp." I looked for something to let me back into the dream (still semi-lucid). I saw a small cannal and a familiar parking lot. I imposed the thought, " good enough,,, that is were you need to go. They are still there. "

I saw a line of kids and tried to fall into the dream and out of lucidity. It kind of happened. I would not say it became non-lucid, but it was almost like I believed it was happening. I seemed to be in the dream and not over thinking things. I saw Robb sitting bummed out. It seems the event he wanted to do required two and he was not going to get to play because I had dodged. He was glad to see me. It was a starwars thing and we were given Storm Trooper costumes. He said he was not allowed to play with any kind of guns. I suggested batons. The host gave us these strange rubber trunchen weapons. We walked around and I examine the odd orange battons. I really had to keep from questioning how silly this all was. Before to long the dream faded.

12-01-13 I was walking down a rode when I see the entire roe has collapsed and the sea is swelling in and out of it like a feord. I am suprised to see how dangerous, deep, and powerful the swell is. The ground it is swelling up and down on lokks deadly. Suddenlly someone jumps in for fun. I become a bit lucid at this and watch. Many people are swimming and jumping in. It is crazy realistic and I am sure in real life would be a death trap. But, in the dream even children are getting in. The swell rise and falls about 25 feet. I see three children grab the rim on an up swell and throw them selves back when there is no sea below them. Before they hit the up swell came back and they are safe.

Ok, this actually looks fun. I decide to try it out. I jump, but all of a sudden the road is back and a car almost hits me. There is now no sign of the sea and this is a movie set. I see all the activity involved with making film.

This was between snooze alarms, so it goes off and I have to get up.

12/01/13 It started with a dream in which I could not get my video game to work. I was using something like a PSP. I needed to first target ghost and then use a different button to fire. The targeting was not working and the ghosts got too close to me (outside the game). I started striking the things with the game, and saw they were now bugs.
I became lucid and looked around. I was in Robb's old back yard from grade school. A hose was running and I examined it. It was cutting away a large amount of ground and collapsing the yard into a pond. I moved the hose into the pond. I lost recall at this point. I think I woke up or something.

12/01/13 I was lucid during this, but it was nREM and I was not iin much of a dream body. The idea was that me and Haveago were trying to work with WakingNomad to figure out how we could use our DV points to heal his nerve damage. I just observed, knowing this was silly and a dream. I would have choosen to be non-lucid if I could as I needed the rest. The scene also involved super-imposed images of us 3 looking into tide pools as if somehow the answer was in there. This silly dream looped at least 5 times. Sigh. Best to not be lucid for this stuff if you ask me.

12/01/13 Time to start pushing my recall a bit. So here is last nights non lucids (starting to have more of these now that I focused on it).

1) non-lucid/ I had somehow commited to marry a girl I dated many years ago, and we were traveling. I ended up alone in the hotel and got a call from another girl. I realized I did not want to marry the first girl, but was unsure how I could get out of it.

2) non-lucid/ I woke up in a store or something. I had some how slept hidden behind a counter. I noticed it was a health club or gym. The story morphs to where I am just watching. The guy who takes the role I was in helps him self to food he is not entitled to and then will not leave. I am again in the role and am searching for my shoes. Someone points out that they are on my feet. Prespective switches back to me observing some else. They are all outside and everyone is dissing this guy trying to get him to leave. Someone gives everyone but him a large drink that is purple, but gives him a small urine colored drink.

11/30/13 Very low lucidity DILD. The dream involved a llot of running around a twisted dream version of the house I lived in around 18 y.o. with my dad. The first notable thing was going to use a rest room that should have been private and some old stranger came out of one of the bedrooms and wanted to know who I was. It seemed to me as if my dad must have rented out the room and not told me. I explored a little more and found a sunken area which was a mental combination of an old stone out building and supposedly my old bedroom. Some woman came in with her children and said I did not belong there. I could tell all the stuff was mine. I was kind of semi-lucid and figured some psychological message was here. I ignored the DC and started looking at "my stuff" for some clues as to the message. The DC got angry like I was stealing her stuff. I tried to calm the DC so it would leave me alone. I said, "I really should take this stuff with me. I am an adult now and I suppose my dad does not really want to store my stuff. It seems like he needs the room." The woman got mad and again acted like the stuff was hers. I became more lucid at this point and made the guess that this must represent how my step-mom has hoarded every possession of my fathers (after he died), and has been almost hostile about the idea of parting with any of it.
I never really grabbed on to the lucidity and I do not recll what happened next or if the dream just ended.

11/28/13 DILD This starts with a class room setting and the plot is revealed via false memory. I suddenly know the back story about a corrupt regime and how we are rebels. We go into action and I am some sort of freedom fighter with a machine gun. I run around for a minute and end up face to face with a sniper. We point the guns at each other and I pull the trigger, but the gun does not fire. His gun also does not, or he froze and never shot. I am only semi-lucid making o attempt to take control. I run to get new bullets but as I open the gun the bullet in the chamber is huge. I finally am fully lucid. I decide the battle is over, and suddenly it is. We have won (of course, I am the director now). I am walking with some guy back into the university and I see the lunch room. I decide I would be more interested in sampling some food than this war. I walk up and snag some kind of raspberry scone off the buffet. The lunch lady glares, but I ignore her. I taste the scone and find it lacking and not very realistic. I never did stabilize and the dream ends with in a minute of this scene.

11/28/13. I decide to DEILD from my second LD. I do not picture the last sceen, instead I focus on the bed scene from earlier. I am laying in my bed but sense it is an FA. I do not move because I think I am at risk of moving my real body. I just try to TK shake an object on the bed stand to make sure. It moves. I picture floating out of bed to limit the chance of actually moving.

I am up now and someone has pulled up in front. A woman and three kids is coming to the house. I know I really only have minutes before the snooze will wake me again. I decide she is a maid and just brought her kids. I am up for some petty dream sex in the few minutes I will have.

I find her in the house and put a hand on her shoulder. I tell her I would like her to come in the room and give me oral. She says, "ok, but I am not to fresh down there." I do not say anything, but I am thinking, so what, I do not plan on dreaming about me giving it to you?

We go to the bed and she does what I want. I try to. Change her to be the girl from the first dream. The visual of her faces gets all distorted and I am not really getting in to this. Then the alarm goes off.

11/28/13 second LD of the night. DILD. I went back to sleep after the first alarm with no effort to LD. I just ended up in a random dream. I was in my old junior high, but thought it was high school. I was not sure which class I should be going to. My locker was empty and the nearby stairs were weird.

School is a good dream sign for me. I realized I was dreaming. Should I go up the odd stairs? Suddenly I am in the vice-principles office. "Listen, I am going to leave. I am sure I must have all ready graduated from high school, as I have a doctorate and am 42."

Vice principle, "are you sure you graduated high school?"

I can not actually remember, but see little reason to think about it. "No, not realy, but can we assume I must have before I went to college?"

I am now leaving the school and a couple young guys are with me. "Why are you leaving school?"

"This is a dream and I want to do other stuff. Here, watch me change the color of that car." I focus on a car in traffic, but instead of changing color it blurs violet and pops out of the scene. I decide to flip the next car over with TK. It slams on to its side so hard it is crushed half flat. The guys are now looking nervous.

"Is it true you were responable for so and so getting crushed?"

I ignore them. I have seen two big objects like giant fake trees in blue and yellow. I TK them (about 30' oblong objects) and toss them high. They come down almost on top of us. I do not panic and just "know" they will miss me and bounce like rubber. They do.

The first snooze alarm goes off and I wake.

11/28/13 I had 3 LDs (at least) last night. This one was a DILD from a dream about me and two girls at a junk yard. I was asking how much a tracker I had would sell for. I suddenlly was in a new scene, which was like a class room. I became lucid and got up and wanted to find the girls again. I 'knew' they would be on the other side of the class room doors. I went out the doors and they were there. I used to have a crush on one of these women, so I erased the entire scene and reformed it as a bedroom. She was now laying on the bed naked and I was sitting on the bed next to her. I was impressed with how realistic she was. I reached a hand out and felt her thigh. It was very realistic.

Suddenly she looked upset and started talking in a sad tearful voice. "It is not my fault that you did not want to have children with a woman. It is so unfair. You did not even ever want a woman who already had a kid."

Oh come on brain! Do not toss stupid twists into an otherwise good LD. I responded, "I ended up marrying a woman who had a young teen, and I have enjoyed it." I was tempted to override the scene and force this conversation to stop, but i listened for a moment more.

She started to cry, "You are just going to take advantage of me." At this point my alarm went off for the first time and the dream ended.

11/27/13 this was pretty long and semi-lucid. the theme was that me and my wife would move to Spokane with no preparation and we were sure we could make it work. I was looking into a food bank to see what it involved and ended up getting hired too work in the thrift store. I tried to do the job, but was slow and they fired me. Many random scenes passed, such as us seeing a commercial that showed a building we were familiar with, and just stuff like talking about our situation. One morning I snuck away from my wife and rode a bicycle down to the food bank. I suddenly realized that it had been less than a week since I had last asked them for food, and I was full of self judgment. Not much plot or action, but it was fairly long and vivid.

11/26/13 I watched a dream unfold about a man who was going to get married, but the male in-laws had a bad attitude. I just watched like it was a TV. They took him to a bar and played mean tricks on him. After he was drunk, they did a gang style jump-in thing, surrounding him. Some of them hit him with random stupid weapons, including an up rooted small tree and a peice of wall.
I commented out loud that he really should hit one of them with a hammer. I do not know who replied, but they said, "but the idea is that this is the family of his wife to be!"
I commented to who ever was talking, "I don't care, if they hit him with weapons, he should take a hammer and hit them back."

11/26/13 I was watching a dream thatinvolved my cousin (now in jail) deal pot. The plot involved the police trying to catch him in a sting. Eventually I was pulled into the scene. A phone rang so I answered it. It was some kind of detective, saying something that implied I was suppossed to be helping them or something.
Well, I did not like that plot, so instead I went and told DC Todd about the phone call and explained to him all the dumb stuff I had been watching him do. I then created a stack of candy boxes and told him to put the stuff in the boxes. His buyers must pick up the box without it being handed to them, and they would not be allowed to say what was in it, or he should refuse them service.

11/25/13 INR I have been working on my DDO Paladin. In my dream I was able to create a 3d version of this process with extra features. i was able to custtomize wizard and such, plus rotate the view and then try out the charecors from a 3rd person prespective. Very vivid and colorful!

11/25/13 My latest goal has been to have a vivid non-lucid with high recall with no semi-lucidity. This is my first success and it was amazing! I am doing this because I think having too much control may keep me from interaction with my subconcious. My first success was mind blowing. Here it is.

I hit a ten minute snooze and drifted off. No attempt to DIELD as I normally would. ~~~ I am asleep on the couch and hear a buzzing noise. It is electric hair clippers. Someone is trying to shave a little hair off my sideburns without waking me up. I do a quick Jujitsu move and have them prone on the ground with an arm bar and my fore arm pressed under their jawbone.
I am actually freaked out and afraid. No lucidity- this is real!
It is too dark to tell who it is. "Who are you!" No answer, but I think it may be female. "Who are you!" Two more times, panicky and loud.
(try to get a touch lamp to work, but it barely lights up/ later in the dream I examined it and it was still not working)

"I am Tanya!"

I jump up and pull her up and hug her. "What are you doing in my house?!"

"I wanted a sample of your hair (implied, for DNA testing). I am pregnant and you may be the father"



Let me explain some facts. This scene takes place in my current front room. I am now 42. Tanya was my girlfriend when I was 15. Nothing about this triggered even a hint that it was a dream (a very rare thing for me). Tanya has been married for about 14 years and has two kids. We have not talked in over three years. The last time we were physical was about 22 years ago.

Back to the dream~ I became concerned! I do not want to be the dad. Wait! We have not had sex in six months (false memory). Wait, there was that time on Halloween! It is x-mas now. (Fairly complex false memory).

"You can't be pregnant. You are so skinny! Isn't it more likely your boyfriends. The guy you live with?"

"He left me!"

Oh no, I think, she is going to be a single mom, this is terrible. Could it be mine? I will assume not unless she really has a baby and they test it.

Suddenly we are in the house I lived in when we were 15. My family is there. (This does not bring even a hint this is not real). She starts talking to my mom. I say, "we need to talk about this, lets go out back."

We are now in the back of my childhood home. I see a big glass building that should not be there. Normally this would get me lucid, but my brain diverts me. I wonder how this building suddenly got here, but a my brain goes "the neighbors probably had it built over the weekend, do not let it distract you."

She look me in the eyes and says, "I have been having a really hard time emotionally lately and just need someone to talk to."

My alarm goes off and the dream ends...



Here is the amazing part. I wanted to have a vivid non-lucid feeling that I could benifit from allowing my sub-concious mind to direct the virtual reality. This dream seemed profound, and I have a history of precog dreaming. I decided to contact Tanya on Facebook and see if she was ok.


Here is what I posted:

Hi Tanya. It has been so long since we have talked. I had a very vivid dream last night that had you in it. You told me you thought you were pregnant and that you were having a very rough time emotionally. I know it is just a dream, but you know how silly I am... Is everything OK? I hope so. I just wanted to say hi, and offer an ear if you are under stress. Best wishes, Eric


Here was her reply:

I love you Eric! Actually things have been stressful. My husband walked out on me some time ago and the divorce has been hell. I am getting used to being a single mommy. Overall I am happier now but it has been hard.


I would not say it is astounding and proof of shared dreaming or anything, but it is impressive results for my little experiment!