i had a vivid dream that shocked me into lucidity last night. it was around sunset, and there were loud sounds in the sky. can't recall exactly how it sounded - sorta like a conch shell. only loud enough to be heard everywhere. i mean worldwide. in the west, watching over the setting sun was the image of a woman. she was amazingly beautiful. not in the waifish babe hollywood way, but in a regal, majestic way. someone was with me, but i was too focused on the vision in the sky. this apparition filled most of the western third of the sky, and she was only visible from about her waist up. love seemed to radiate from her, and i wanted to fall completely in love with her. but i knew it was a holographic projection, and that we - all of us on the west coast - were being manipulated by some megatechnology, like HAARP. my companion aksed "do you recognize her? is she supposed to be some specific goddess?" the goddess figure had turned her head away from us, as the sun disappeared beyond the horizon. as she turned towards us again, i said "i want to love her, but i can't. she's just an image being projected to manipulate us." as her face became visible again, i saw the she didn't have a nose anymore.instead, she had three tentacle-like appendages where her nose had been. they were thicker than her fingers, and dangled to her mouth, but not much further. i was still in awe, though. instead of intense love, i was overwhelmed with what the world had now become, now that the ruling elite could force false realities upon us.
I'm in a lake with a few people who look like they're dressed up like Storm Cloaks. The water is really muddy at the shallow end where we're at, and we're about to head out and kills some people. Someone warns us that the enemy is near by, and we all duck underwater and start swimming to our objective. I notice that I have scuba gear, but no mask and decide to take a few breaths. I don't think anyone else has this stuff, and it seems weird, but not noticeable at the moment. We reach our destination, and there are a few people in the lake... for who knows what, but we all pop out of the water at the same time for a surprise attack. My group has all the people in dispatched, and I'm the one who is running around killing each one of them. I have this curved blade, knife in length and I'm going to work with it. The knife is very thin so I have to make sure that I'm holding it horizontal to get between the ribs. Each strike, I can feel the blade rip through all the layers of tissue and give way once it enters the lungs. I remember one person didn't die right away on my account, so I had to stab her again, and I told her to accept deaths cold embrace. And just then, I heard a voice in my head claiming she was the goddess of death. We had this conversation about everything that was going on...and I think I made a few jokes with her, but at the same time I started getting a little scared. The whole killing people, while talking to her, thing was getting really weird. Once I finished my handy work, I headed on shore, and started looking for her. There was a parking lot full of vehicles, and I kept holding the conversation while searching the area. Finally I came across this one guy who was at my computer class, he was talking into a mic and sounding like her. I still don't know how he was making that voice in my head though.....so weird.