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    damn you don Juan

    by , 11-02-2010 at 09:27 PM (999 Views)
    I am everywhere... in so many dreams...

    too much light and dark energy flowing through me out of balance... it pulses...

    First I vomit light energy, then dark energy

    I slow the frequencies down.

    I explode with a surge of light, and am a million atoms which are suns.

    I feel my electrons dance and sing with sentience.

    I feel at once confused, terrified, and amazed.

    I am me again. I am Pan.

    I am on Urth.

    I am watching my Pan-self from a dream a year ago with Raven.

    I am on a mountain... the humans come... I stop them first pushing a huge boulder on to the road, then with a foot stomp which creates an earthquake, then I make earth spikes come up...

    I watch the dream progress.

    don Juan appears.

    Now you see the importance and pointlessness of everything. Everything in the universe is one thing, therefore all of existence, all matter, non-matter, energy is all in one single point. There is no time, there are no dimensions. We are all aspects of the same one god universe thing perceiving itself in different ways. And yet, All is infinite, therefore everything exists. I hope you are finally beginning not to understand. Stop trying to understand everything, and just accept things for what they are. You can deliberately choose which dream you want to perceive. You are not living a certain amount of lives. You are living an infinite number of lives. Therefore it is impossible to perceive all your existences and all your dreams simultaneously because your mind is finite, though your existence is not. You chose before you were born your perception and your form. So, no go with it, and relearn the lesson I taught you last lifetime.

    I focus on one perception. Don Juan is now a fox, and I am a hare. We are in a dry scrubland between a desert and a forest.

    "You are not going to eat me are you, Mr. Fox?"

    "No, boy. You are too big. We are the same size. Or are we?"

    Don Juan grows large and grotesque. I cannot look away. His flesh begins to rot, and worms crawl in his giant fox-man body.

    His mouth opens and forms a black hole.

    I summon a huge silver dish cover, and cover him with it. I lift it up, and he is a live suckling pig with an apple in his mouth. Tears of blood drip from his left eyes. He whimpers softly.

    "Don't you eat me!"

    I feel revolted yet fascinated, then suddenly insane. I turn into a werewolf.

    "I will eat you, little pig little pig in a most decrapitatious way! HHAHA!"

    I summon a fork, and dig into his flesh. It tastes like kalua pig. Where I dug into him, there is blood, but after I dig it out, it's fully cooked.

    He makes his hooves into jets and flies away.

    A giant flyswatter comes down from the sky and swats us both. There is a big black lady that looks like a cartoon, with the face of don Juan mixed with a demonic Cheshire cat.

    I turn into a Pan action figure.

    STOP TORMENTING ME, YOU ASSHOLE!

    Don Juan opens a portal, and jumps through. I follow him. We are in a dungeon. There is a man being tortured. It's me. He is being whipped, chained to a stone wall. The man with the whip has the head of a bull on. I kick him in the back, breaking his spine, and the bull head flies off. The man is me.

    I shoot astral tentacles at both me's. I absorb them into me.

    That's not what you are supposed to do!

    I am tired of your shit, shaman! All your puzzles and riddles and crazy games, all your bullshit. I am all done with you! Fed up! Stop trying to make me doubt my actions. I don't care if I am not aware of the physical state, or if you are some type of dream guide or some awesome dead guy blah blah blah.... I only had those stupid IB dreams when guess what? I had them when I was reading your book.

    You think you know everything about dreaming.

    That would be Carlos that thinks he knows everything about dreaming. You see he took what I said, and expounded upon it, and perceived me in his own way. What he did not realize was that I was referencing a very specific world that is not universal to all dreaming, but it is a path that he had chosen for himself. Just as hallucinogens were necessary for one such as him to be inducted into the wayless path, his perception of the dream plane, a very abstract one was necessary for him to understand dreaming. But, what he did not understand was I was teaching him a perception that was to be for him alone. Other may perceive it similarly, but not so universally as he so egotistically thought. Carlos was always fascinated by a new experience, even if it was an old experience forgotten, but never understood the true purpose which is to perceive energy not as its truest form, but it's purest form, which is this:

    Everything changes into colored energy.

    Now you see me for what I am, a dream character of Carlos Castaneda. It is true that I am real. It is also true he met me in waking life. But, I have no physical form. He was awake when we met because of the hallucinogens he took. He had many dreams and many drug trips that were so real, they were memories to him, which of course, they are. He had dreams taking drugs, and when he was on a drug, he would take another drug in his head, in the drug trip. I am at once a sentient entity, a collection of thoughts and projections based on plant experiences and the energy of a multitude of dreamers. But, at my core I am a creation of Carlos Castaneda, yet I am real.
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    1. TheForgotten 's Avatar
      Alright, I could care less if I'm over commenting on this but I have to, this is just too damn awesome.

      Now you see the importance and pointlessness of everything. Everything in the universe is one thing, therefore all of existence, all matter, non-matter, energy is all in one single point. There is no time, there are no dimensions. We are all aspects of the same one god universe thing perceiving itself in different ways. And yet, All is infinite, therefore everything exists. I hope you are finally beginning not to understand. Stop trying to understand everything, and just accept things for what they are. You can deliberately choose which dream you want to perceive. You are not living a certain amount of lives. You are living an infinite number of lives. Therefore it is impossible to perceive all your existences and all your dreams simultaneously because your mind is finite, though your existence is not. You chose before you were born your perception and your form. So, no go with it, and relearn the lesson I taught you last lifetime.
      Amazing isn't it? Knowing that you can be everywhere and not be capable of perceiving it with your own attention. Everyone perceives their own reality and in perceiving we create it. It does not mean it doesn't exist, it really does. That is why our thougths and manifestations are so powerful, we bring into our lives what we perceive which is why it's so important to change our perception.

      I summon a fork, and dig into his flesh. It tastes like kalua pig. Where I dug into him, there is blood, but after I dig it out, it's fully cooked.
      HAHA that's just funny. I hope you ate it

      That would be Carlos that thinks he knows everything about dreaming. You see he took what I said, and expounded upon it, and perceived me in his own way. What he did not realize was that I was referencing a very specific world that is not universal to all dreaming, but it is a path that he had chosen for himself. Just as hallucinogens were necessary for one such as him to be inducted into the wayless path, his perception of the dream plane, a very abstract one was necessary for him to understand dreaming. But, what he did not understand was I was teaching him a perception that was to be for him alone. Other may perceive it similarly, but not so universally as he so egotistically thought. Carlos was always fascinated by a new experience, even if it was an old experience forgotten, but never understood the true purpose which is to perceive energy not as its truest form, but it's purest form, which is this:
      ... thank you for sharing all of this... this finally helps me to understand why it is so important to let the ego drift away. The ego is what keeps our perception bounded to ourselves when the universe is not only about specific people but it's about all of us. If we all transform ourselves and expand our perceptions beyond ourselves we can create any world we'd like...

      Now you see me for what I am, a dream character of Carlos Castaneda. It is true that I am real. It is also true he met me in waking life. But, I have no physical form. He was awake when we met because of the hallucinogens he took. He had many dreams and many drug trips that were so real, they were memories to him, which of course, they are. He had dreams taking drugs, and when he was on a drug, he would take another drug in his head, in the drug trip. I am at once a sentient entity, a collection of thoughts and projections based on plant experiences and the energy of a multitude of dreamers. But, at my core I am a creation of Carlos Castaneda, yet I am real. .
      We are all creations of one another. We live because we are needed or desired in some way or form. We did not exist but once we were needed we came into being. Don Juan may have been a fictional character but once he was created he was no longer fictional. We're meant to perceive energy at it's purest form because that is the essence of everything. We are everything, there is no such thing as 'i'.

      Your dreams are awesome, you have such a firm understanding of the universe even if you may doubt the limits to your knowledge. But it's in the understanding that you know nothing in which you truely know everything. HAHAHA. The creator of the universe is a big damn riddle king. Awesome posting Nomad, it's not everyday knowledge makes so much sense.
    2. Dreamawockee's Avatar
      That right there is a Cosmic Dream of epic proportions holy hot damn.
    3. Man of Shred's Avatar
      I like this because... so many of the dreamers on the carlos castaneda and nagual forums are into the whole IB thing... such to the point that any dream that doesn't involve IBs or Nagualism... they ignore. Which is very sad and limiting. I've posted lots of amazing tutorials and things on these forums and my threads get ignored big time, just because they contradict what carlos put down in his dream books.
    4. Samael's Avatar
      Stop trying to make me doubt my actions.
      Hear, hear.
    5. GypsyKiss's Avatar
      i love this. thank you for sharing it.
    6. jojo946's Avatar
      W-O-W
    7. Vesterguard's Avatar
      Epic as always, and a great source of inspiration!
    8. mowglycdb's Avatar
      I understand you with that Nomad, I get tired of people that try to explain things to me, which I have no way of verifying if it's true or not, they're trying to put a great amount of information into you.... why can't it be easier and just know everything and not know everything, they put the seals on to avoid remembering everything about who we are, we also accepted it, but still! .... So confusing.
    9. Baron Samedi's Avatar
      thanks for all the fascinating feedback