ZenLD

Got some lucids 2 days ago.

Noticed something off inside a pyramid. Lucid. Dark place. Trying to stabilize. Recalling goal.

Wake

Goal was to get knowledge. Saw books.

Yestetday

My friend Hawaii at school. He told me "you have the blessing of the drayad"

Today

3 combo school game. Survival game inside the school.

Noticed thoughts wandering upon awakening.

LD inside a house. Genie, made 3 wishes. "I wish for you to be free!"


AP on bed. Forehead sensation. Many failures. Kept trying. Felt walking sensation. Wet ground outside. Warm and raining. Exploring street. Recalled goal. Teleport, asked to take me where I could learn the most. Dark place, energy beings. Felt energy like electricity going in me. Bit anxious. Decided to teleport asking for what what would be best for me atm. Night park on flying carpet. Walnut tree stood out (leaves looked walnut) . Woman's voice speaking Russian. Wanted to go faster. Decided to teleport to destination. Inside apartment, still carpet. Discomfort. Realized really need to pee. Destination. Russian woman below, dark hair. She awaited for me. I was kid sized, hugged her leg. Decided to wake to pee.

DJ didn't get posted after typing it out so I'll just jot stuff.

#34, Mr. D trying to wake me up for school

science lab, leave, forget books, saby lobster, food market, flood of fish. Girl chase me with spear hurts ppl, hatchet off arm, she run, bus terminal, girl became gigantic, arrow on chest, faced fear.

Dark hallway, scarted, walked backwards

wake

semi lucid, felt good, faced fear and I felt good.

Fables

First dream had fairy tale characters hanging around in a small town. I think this dream came from what I did earlier in the day.

Bus chocolate

I was riding the bus back from school on the way back to home #34. I think the dream looped itself once - dejavued. Back to the bus, I was getting on the buy and paying the bus driver. Instead of paying with money, I paid him with some wooden tokens that looked like small earplugs. I handed him around 6 of them and rode the bus.

I got back home and my mom was there. I remember eating some chocolate inside the house. It was pretty tasty.

*I've been in this dream area for the last weeks alot. Could be a dream sign. What is it trying to tell me? Riding that bus was a later time period than the dreams from months prior. So that could mean I'm progressing in terms of time period in a way. I think the message from the dream could be to stay in the present. Since it was either a bus ride or a long walk back home, I was always in rush to get back. So probably stop being in a rush. But I suppose last couple of days I had a nostalgic feeling sort of, just like back then...

The chocolate, not sure... ate some chocolate today, I do remember thinking about chocolate very briefly the previous day and the dream likely caused me to eat chocolate.

First time I had a real cold in a real long time. Haven't slept that much lately but dreams have been more vivid and long. Earlier in the past week was mostly short dreams. Had some shallow lucids I think that lacked touch and vividness, and missed a a few opportunities to get some DEILDs. I noticed that I had that feeling that I could do a DEILD but instead tried to DJ a relatively uninteresting dream. I'll follow my instincts next time.



sacrifice- Korean and russian mobs
Slept for a little longer than 90 min for this dream. I guess it's sort of a nightmare?

I had a dream about a trio or actually a quartet of guys. My consciousness and pov switched from one to another as the story progressed. The 4 of us committed some sort of crime, or stolen something? I can't really recall what we did. I recall us being near the center of M city or somewhere around there near a catholic school. From my memory I think it was something related to driving that made the police come after us. We were driving away from them on the first road north of that school previously mentioned. Drove towards west, west was to my right at the time. We drove for a while. Maybe like 30 minutes. Ended up somewhere related to korea. I think 3 of them that weren't the character that I was in the perspective of were korean.

It appeared to be a mall full of korean stuff. My pov switched to the group. We explored the korean mall and wanted to get sushi. Yes I know, it's not a korean thing but it had a sushi stand, sort of like a ramen stand in Japan. I was pretty stoked about the sushi. I remember we were heading a direction that was left and up. IF I was to maintain the same cartography from previous scene, the that would be South west. Maybe it was more south than west. The mall had a modern feel to it, well aren't all malls modern in a way? It was one of those minimalistic malls, with small stores - I don't recall seeing any large chains like w-mart or anything like that. Found the police to the south. I think 2 of them chased after us. One was a detective and another was an officer working under him. We ran back towards where we came from. Took a left, and went inside that restaurant. I'm not sure what they were serving, but this one felt like a ramen shop, not a stand though. 3 of us sat there casually, trying to not stand out and one of our mates from the previous scene shows up. Apparently he wasn't in as much trouble as us and decided to help us out.

My POV switches to the 4th guy. He had short hair, didn't seem asian unlike the rest of the group, he had a short beard, black hair. Decided to grab the attention of the police by calling them out. Diverting the attend away from the 3 that were running away. Was then escorted and captured. Dragged me to the left, about a dozen of them escorting me. So that's like east side of the mall. After walking a bit they drugged me or something. What they did was put some headphones or earmuffs and completely made me unable to hear my surroundings. They played some sort of question that was the only thing I could hear and asked me some nonsensical question; asking me yes or no. I then recalled that I had a similar experience earlier in the dream where the same thing happened, probably forgot the earliest part of the dream for now.

They were kind of evil. Pretty evil. Quite evil. They asked me an innocent question, made it the only thing I could hear. But this time I had an extra-sense hearing outside of the headphones and as they played the recorded question, they were asking if I had commited the crime while playing that record. Basically trying to get me to say yes to a crime I didn't commit while I'd be oblivious of the question outside of the noise-cancelling headphones. Realized this, and stopped answering the questions. They were pretty irrited by this and gave me some deathstares. I mean it w as going to be their promotion or something if they could catch the one behind all this.

Scene changes. I feel like it Russia now. Back to the POV of trio before. 2 houses. Older houses, somewhat large and there was a sort of party or rave going on. Police come raiding like before. My POV changes again. I see an older man, he looked sort of like george from seinfeld. They were here to capture him for all his misdeeds. Although some stuff happend earlier in this scene... I recall him exploring both of the houses. First the one to the right, then to the left. He was looking for his daughter. Found her in the second house, near the half-stairs of the bungalow building as he found his daughter. He knew his time was up. He said "good-bye" and "I love you" to his daughter... I guess I was in the POV of his daughter now. This made me cry.

I woke up crying pretty hard

notes:
This dream shared the same landscape as some other dreams. Meanwhile I think the 3 korean characters played their parts in another dream. In the other one I believed they entered the underground part of that mall, and gambled in the hidden casino underneath. One of the guys was secretly super rich after inheriting stuff and they moved to a large place near the country side.

The noise cancelling part was... how do you describe it? It was similar to when you'd first start AP or OBE, or WILD kind of feeling. The vibration feeling or something similar. Like when you'd leave your body kind of feeling. Maybe that's why I'd heard something outside of the headphones because I'd separated from my body in the dream.

The last couple of days I didn't work out. I noticed that I had high counts of nightmares. I did have some control in the nightmares so I'm not sure if that's good or bad. And the dreams from couple days ago were in highschool. They appeared to be in a computer lab. Sarah was there in both of those days. Not today though. I did change stuff up and dreams appeared to have changed also, no more nightmares.

Today I recall that I dreamt about a young boy, likely peter, writing things in backwards or mirrored, like how davinci would write.

I think I had a couple of other dreams but didn't write them down.

At the end I dreamt that I was trying to write my DJ. But I couldn't erase stuff on it. Then an FA. Exact same thing. I noticed the dejavu and I did get lucid here I think, but woke.

+since I was trying to write the DJ, I must've recalled a dream and tried to write it down then but forgot about the dream later.

I also remember I had another dream after, tried to do deild instead of writing though.

Did some wbtb (2hr). Tried vit b6. Nlds at first. Had ap or ld starting in bed when I decided to let go of outcome.


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In hschool, romance topic. Pot.

Me and dad watched TV in housr #34

Kitchen in 2(pm)

AP deilds +9 or however many times
#36 house bedroom. Rolled out.

Went out looked at hands.

Bed, went out, outside downtown, McDonald's.

X2 repeat previous but went further to the left. Mcd building was grey.

Bed, opened window, outside moving like train.
X2 repeated few dreams later

Crossed eyes? To induce dream.

Outside, hands, downtown. Same spot. I was naked, ppl naked, new fad.

Orgasmed or something. Didn't think much and continued dream.

FA (realistic sound in bed, "oh curry") kept going though

Bedroom. Out of bed. Found pill. Took a bite. Piles of Powder medicine on floor. Grabbed some swallowed. Found mug on cabinet. Tiny bit of water to wash down.


Notes: cross eye

Dreams were pretty long. I just wrote mexico and dragon egg. I do I think I got lucid 3 times. But the problem was I awoke right after each time I realized something was off about the dream. Near immediately. I awoke and noticed pain in my throat. Felt like I had a cold. I decided to go back to sleep and just continued the dream 1 or 2 plots. I think I tried too hard. Or rather I noticed my emotions were less calm before going to sleep compared to the previous night. That's probably the cause for the awakenings. I wasn't lucid once I was back inside the dream, but once I noticed something off, wake.

Another thing to take note was that I didn't wbtb. I just headed back to bed right away because I wanted the cold-like thing to get better. Got better after though.

Or need to ease the practice a bit. That middle point between relaxed and focused.

-no wbtb
-emotional
-cold
- maybe relax a bit more

mexico inn
In the first dream I was in Mexico. In some inn or hotel. I suppose a hotel since it was large and had indoor halls and stuff. Headed outside. Went on a car. I was with someone, and older man who was with me. I believe he was a detective or something. We headed back after that. I do recall myself exploring the roads before heading back. Some stuff happens in the hotel. I don't remember.
*dream likely sourced by conversation about mexico

dragon egg
In the second dream I was somewhere in the country side. There was an open farm field or something and some villagers gathered up. We were gathering to head up to the mountains. Our mission was to get the Dragon egg.
*probably from a story

I did it yes wohooo woah omg yes! lucid every dream! omni

first dream was inside a house, #25? Or that neighbhor's house. I went downstairs my mom was cleaning. I was about to go outside but.... got lucid. I was just detached from the situation. There was some guy wearing a uniform coming to do delivery or something.

next

I was in another house. This was really the house #25. But the stairs were weird. They went up in 4 directions. I noticed that my thought was manipulating the house structure earlier, playing and archetecht. This makes me lucid. Just looking around the house a little. Jumping down a spot without stairs from second floor to first.


next

I was in a car, maybe it was a limo. In the back seat lucid. I noticed there was a control panel to the right side that stood for dream control. It went from

dream control

level 1---------------------level 7

The dial was at level 1. i dialled it up to level 6. Thinking that Id leave the dream some control for fun.

next

I'm walking what appears to be a very large hall. Looks like a mall with a path in the middle. People were blocking my way randomly though. Right of way! But some religious or cult fanatics began to talk about god and what not. I decided to try my dream control from previous here. I looked up the ceiling and raised my arms. Nothing but I started believing. I began to float up into the air. I saw the beautiful colored glasses in the sunroom windows above me. It was somewhat circle like a hexagon made of many small windows. Centerpiece was different color.

As I near the top I end up in a void... Darkness hard to tell what's up really. Maybe related to god stuff, felt like it. Spinning spinning spinning. My legs were spinning, tingly. Spining away from me.

next

near some business building, perhaps the previous one. I see myself in mirror and saw that I was old. I kind knew it was off though. I saw my reflection a couple of times. Self reflection, in the head and the physical reflection. I try to head down home. A narrow road there lead to a mansion... Inherited it huh?


notes: stopped caring about everything and just meditated. just let go of all the thoughts. Just let it all come to me. Just let go of even being scared of meditating too long or whatever. Just meditated. and just meditated. Didn't even really think about ld but just meditated. Meditated on the stuff I tried to piece togther in words the previous day. Woke once with no dreams. Maybe slightly disappointed? But i let that go too. I just let it all go. It was like a echoed state of the meditation. Just kept it. Then just all the dreams became lucid. Maybe forgot a dream or two. But who cares it was cool. I felt great.

Got lucid two nights past week. Maybe ~14. Most dreams were very uninteresting. I experimented with different dj style to see how recall would be affected.

I found that a strong intent was more crucial than a very detailed dj for immediate recall. However a finely detailed dj in itself is a good way to explore thoughts and catch things you've missed. Perhaps it serves as a good visualization process as you recall it.

Strong intent "I'll definitely remember the dream"

Failed though.

I needed to fail. Needed to fail to get better. Because sometimes the answer is right under your nose but you just want to get somewhere instead of smelling the roses right below you.

I guess I understand it better now that I failed some more.

Its like making a cake. You have to know the ingredients, mix it in the right amounts then bake it.

The rest is just practice probably. Practice until it's natural. If you can make the practice fun, even better.

The question is am I ready to bake that cake or do I feel like experimenting and failing a couple of times just to satisfy my ego? Do I even like cake?

I probably tried every technique now. And probably am following the footsteps of the wise one before me. Probably coming to the same conclusions.

Some things I don't really understand fully but I do kind of get it.

Maybe I'll try to compile my thoughts once I can fully comprehend everything. Maybe that'll help people who want to ld a bit.

Well the simple answer I've found is that you do master this stuff eventually one way or another if you keep at it. Only difference is how long it takes.

Gotta burn the ships if you want to get better faster I guess. Like apply yourself fully without a drop of doubt.

Gotta notice things more. And to notice things more you gotta be in the present. Keep the goal in mind though otherwise you don't know your destination. Reflect on your mistakes sometimes so you can get better, but back to the present. Because you'll stop noticing if you keep wandering around.

Just relax and enjoy