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And lost most of my dreams.

But last night, I dreamed I had a buzz cut again. I looked great
>> I had that dream because I saw a familiar face at the restaurant we went to last night. It was a woman who used to work in our Head Shop. She's always rocked a short buzz cut which made me recall mine

I also dreamed my brother was in a blue car and passed me. I worried that he had tried to find me at the house. I didn't want him running into my hubby and didn't want my hubby griping at me about it.
>> That dream came about because I frequently see people that reminds me of him. And that worry passes through my mind before I realize his showing up at my house is impossible now that he's in jail.

The night before last, I dreamed I was using my bandanna to glide through the air. I have those dreams almost as often as I dream of flying and I enjoy them. Sometimes my arms get tired though, so I'll construct a seat and attach it to the ends of the bandanna But the other night it was extremely windy in the dream. I was lifted too high and then the bandanna was ripped from my grasp and I started falling.
People at a nearby hotel were screaming in fear for me. But I was so high up that my decent was somewhat controlled.
I moved myself in the direction of some trees. The top layer branches and leaves slowed my fall and then I grabbed onto the branches before landing at the bottom.
I tried making my way a hill through some thick underbrush but then I noticed an access road. I was eager to show the people who worried that I was okay.

At some point over the last few nights, I dreamed of driving the Land Cruiser backward lol. And I still had the portable battery up front with me, powering the engine (as I had to do IRL years ago).

And that is all I recall.

I didn't fall asleep until 5:30 AM and I woke at 10 this morning. I only recall only 2 dreams.

In one, I was at my grandmothers house. She was still alive. There were animals in the house and she wasn't entirely happy about that. My Uncle Hank ended up renting a trailer for $1,000. a month and he also got his drivers license and a car. I thought that was so strange. Uncle Hank was retarded IRL and had the mentality of a 9-12 year old boy.

Then my Uncle Jimmy showed up (whose also dead IRL). There were kids in my grams house (?) and my Uncles wanted them to drink some moonshine. I told them that a sip would be fine, but no more than that.
They laughed and said the kids had to drink to whole thing. I told them they no longer lived there and had absolutely no say in what goes on. I was really angry at them.

I also wanted a job and my grams had connections (local businesses etc) and I was wanting her to help me find something. Then I recalled past dreams (as if they were real life) where I had worked for a bookstore and just stopped showing up for work.


In another dream, it was like I was watching something and *I* wasn't even in the dream.
There were cockroaches everywhere. One kept being cradled like a baby because it kept wondering to the crook of some guys arm. Several times, I roach ran under a couch cushi

Very strange lol

I've taken my Prozosin for the last 2 nights, and I've barely recalled any dreams.

The only things I recall from last night are:
A REALLY tall horse. He was HUGE. And he didn't want me passing him to go inside some building. His size was ultimately his undoing because I pretended to run one way but quickly veered my course and he couldn't catch me- though he still tried to bite me.

I vaguely recall flying. It was a building with a cathedral ceiling and I was staying high and admiring the light fixtures.

I also vaguely recall being in a room filled with e-cig vapors lol

Tick or no tick, I fell asleep in my bed at 4:30 AM. I set a "thunder storm" alarm clock on my computer for 10:30 and I slept through it until 11 lol

Wow... too intense!
I fell asleep at, I don't know, 1-2AM and I'm now awake at 6AM because of the dreams.
The last one was the most freagin emotional dream I've had in a very long time.

I don't remember how it started, but I was in some house and my p-doc was there. We were talking about how I would react to certain situations. I had an female infant with me and she was the love of my life.
At some point, my p-doc opens the door and 2 women are on the other side. He looked at me sadly and then just walked away while the women came inside.
One of them was a childhood best friend. The other was just a random DC. The best friend was married to my ex-husband and she coming to take my daughter.
I threw a MAJOR fit. I told them that the child (they insisted on calling Gertrude wth lol) was in NO way related to them and they couldn't have her. They tried reasoning with me and asked if my ex wasn't considered family. I shouted "NO!" but then added, "Not where this child is concerned. It's not his!"
Ahhh, no. There was no random DC, it was my mother.

Anyhow... I was shouting and crying and I asked why he couldn't take one of HIS children . It was just for a summer visitation, I don't know why I was freaking out so badly regarding the new baby.
They said those children didn't need them and that they were basically too old. I blurted out my sons secret that he thinks he's transgendered; that he has all sorts of conflicting emotions going on and could really use them,
But no, they insisted on taking my infant from me. I screamed that they couldn't. I asked what legal grounds they had. Then they handed me a piece of paper. It said we had joint custody.
I should have then realized it was a dream, because as I looked at the signature page of the document, the signature changed size and color and I was actually mesmerized by it lol

I crumpled to the ground, asking how such a thing could be possible. Then I remembered that my hubby could help me fight it. We could get a good lawyer. But I felt utterly betrayed by my p-doc and that's when I woke.
I wasn't crying or anything, but wow!

Gonna go buy a Coke. I'll finish later.
But, my p-doc ruled my dreams last night.
The following are just random scenes or phrases to help me recall the dreams later. But my recall isn't that hot to begin with lol

p-doc, hubby, shopping, third wheel, carving across chest
flight, awesome landing, water, lost
strange building, fire on floor, big man
flirting younger p-doc, altercation with punks, kiss, save

I think that's it...

I dreamed about a missing baby again last night. Only it was a boy this time and he was absolutely silent. I was frantic to find him and started looking on shelves and eventually, I found him inside a box. I thought he was dead, at first, but he was only sleeping. I carried him around for awhile but then his diaper leaked and I got poop all over my side and hands.
At some point, I realized he was a twin, and I went in search of the other one. I couldn't find him anywhere and I was getting upset about it. I kept thinking dogs had eaten him, but I kept telling myself I would find blood or pieces of the baby.

I dreamed of traveling and of flying but I don't recall much. At one time, I was ordering food and I asked a very quiet man what he recommended. He always got just an apple. When I flew, I caught the wind in some contraption like a laundry basket. But flight was very unreliable and unpredictable.

I also had some overly emotional stress dreams but I've forgotten them entirely. (Then how do I KNOW I had them lol).

I think I keep dreaming about babies in boxes because of "Miracle Light"- the preemie who was discovered alive after it had been in the morgue for 10+ hours. I have a "phobia" of being declared dead when I'm really not.

rofl, I also dreamed I was a t a restaurant. I was naked and some Witnesses were at a nearby table. I found a small sheet of some sort and whenever I had to walk by, I covered my front and walked backward.
When I sat at the table (with 2 male DC's), the sheet fell and I realized I was showing everyone a bit of boob One of the Witnesses walked by quickly and couldn't help trying to contain a smile and a disapproving head shake.
Then I was outside, behind a car, laying on the ground to force a dress on. My oldest son was standing guard but a cop still caught me. She discreetly waited until I dress, though, before walking the rest of the way to me (she saw my struggles through the back passenger windows).
How odd lol. I've never been one to have nudity dreams..

I went to sleep at around 1AM and woke at 8:30 to the birds screeching for food. I fed them before I went to sleep, but they must have been exceptionally hungry
Because of that, I forgot most of my dreams.

Some tidbits I recall are:
Something strange going on with the sky. There were multiple shooting stars but everyone was freaking out about them.


In another dream, a couple had a baby (a foster kid) but changed their minds and put him in a box to send him back. I got really upset, telling them they couldn't that to a child. I asked the woman how she would feel if the man gave her a "certificate of divorce" simply because of was bored of her [the wording is religiously significant to me]. They both started crying and realized what they were doing was cruel.

In another dream, I was at some sort of function. I was extremely upset about something (?). I was silently crying but outwardly agitated. My p-doc was there and he quietly told me to come see him when everything was done because he could tell how upset I was. When he left, I was conflicted. Part of me was dying from embarrassment but another part was glad he saw how I "really" feel when in such situations.
The thing is- when I'm highly stressed IRL, EMOTIONALLY I behave as I was acting in the dream. I'm a master of "masks" however so I rarely SHOW what I'm really feeling.

My p-doc will get a kick of that dream, but he'd want to know more, but I've forgotten it

In another dream, there was a baby. Someone set the baby near the edge of a bed to sleep and I worried about her rolling off the bed... but she was too young to roll. Then Cocoa got up on the bed and I worried about her pushing the baby off or smothering her by accident.

But then the dream changed and I couldn't find the baby. I could hear her crying and I looked everywhere but still couldn't find her. I even looked under the trailer. At some other point in the dream, a woman fell between the skirting of the trailer and the home, so I took special care to look in that area. But she was nowhere to be found and I was stressing out and crying.

I went inside and I was suddenly happy because there she was. But no... that was my 7 year old niece who was upset that I didn't recognize her. I played it off and told her she had just grown so much since I last saw her. I don't recall how the dream ended.

In yet another dream, I was traveling. Don't recall the specifics but I had lost my luggage, couldn't find the plane etc etc (as is usually the case in such dreams). At one point, I was in a strip club with another person (?). I had been there before (?) and spoke highly of the spa area. I told the person if they had the stomach for it, we could watch the girls in the room with the stage. The person passed and we left.
But as we were leaving, I noticed everyone working at the club was grandmother-old A lot of the DC's acknowledged me as if I was a regular but I've never dreamed of that particular bar before.
The person and I continued traveling by car, but I don't recall where we were going.

That's it.

I've been neglecting my DJ again.

Lately, I've been having a lot of stressful dreams. My mom has been in a lot of them. In one, I was defending the medication I take for anxiety. She's NEVER given me a hard time about meds. She's on anti-depressants herself.
But in one dream, she was very beautiful. She had lost a LOT of weight and looked 30 years younger. All I recall is seeing her twirl in a dress (which she would never wear IRL). Just seeing her like that made me so happy.

I've been dreaming about drowning still; of losing control of my car.
Last night, I was stuck in a dream loop. I waited to long to record it and I've lost most of it though. In the first part of the loop, things were going smoothly. It was a stress-free dream. But in each loop the dream scenes became increasingly unpleasant.
Ugh... I wish I recorded it sooner lol

I had some very strange dreams between 4:30-11AM.

In one dream, I went to my bio-dads house and he was there. I was upset and he came to me with his arms open, telling me he was okay, that everything was okay. He had a scar down his chest as if he had heart surgery.

In another dream, bio-dads wife brought my family some bags of food- stuff she had already bought but would never use. I was with my ex-husband. We had gotten re-married and we were bickering about something.
THen I dreamed of my [step] dad. He was asking me if I told the truth about something that had happened [in dreamland only] several years back. I had been attacked or something and he was asking if I had made it up. I did make it up, but I couldn't admit that to him and I acted angry that he didn't believe me.
We were going to Vermont (?) to see someone in a hospital or something.

In another dream, I was at some location I've often dreamed about but doesn't exist IRL. All the secret panels were being replaced and I was so upset that I couldn't use them anymore. The safe room was still there though as was the secret escape route through the floor.
There was a lot more to that dream- a bad guy, some sort of monster, running and hiding but I don't recall the specifics.
My former WV childhood friends were with me. I was upset that so much was changing over the years.

In yet another dream, the wind was exceptionally strong outside. It blew a black cat right off a picnic table and I couldn't help but to laugh. I opened the door for all the animals to come inside, and my old cat Rogue was among them.

At some other point in some dream or another, my family was showing me some dogs that had been abandoned. They were supposed to look scraggly but they were fine.
There was also something where my kids were all little and I misplaced a tiny bunny and was mad at one of my kids for misplacing it and I feared the animals had gotten ahold of it.

I even dreamed of space... I wish I could recall that one. It was odd. 2 people flew to the edge of space. One went beyond earths atmosphere and the other tried talking to that person but the one in space was holding its breath because there was no air. very weird.

And I also had the typical, "getting lost" in my car dream.

That's it.. gotta eat now

**EDIT**
Oh yeah... I forgot another dream I had.
I was on line, looking at my bank statement, only it was different how it is IRL (though I tend to dream of it consistently). I had made a bunch of purchases then it occurred to me to cancel some of them so I would have money show up on my card for more practical purchases.
But as soon as I would cancel one order, another order would be approved because it was in some sort of cue waiting until I had the funds to complete the purchase.
One of the things I bought was 30 Turbo harvesters for Farmville lol. I was kicking myself in the butt for buying something so stupid, then I "remembered" they had cost less than $2.00
Something else I bought was Everquest 2 related.

The other night I dreamed I had a really big gash in my hand. I looked at it and saw that it was a very clean cut. In fact, it wasn't even bleeding. I looked even more closely at it and noticed I could see all the way into my hand.
I thought it was really neat and gross at the same time, but as I stared inside it, I began noticing other things. There was a couch and a window inside my hand. In fact, it looked just like our living room only there was orange stuff gooing down from the "walls" and "ceiling" here and there.

I had another cool dream that same night, but I've forgotten most of it. All I really recall now is that it was a dream loop and I was in some other time and on some other world.

And this morning, I dreamed I was walking outside and there was snow on the ground. I saw a tuft of fur and wondered which of our cats had died. I started to gently push the snow around with my foot and I saw what I thought to be a starving cats head. But as I looked, it began gasping for breath, then it shook the rest of the snow off and stretched and I saw it wasn't a cat at all but a skunk. I started calling it Stinky or Skunky and it followed me inside. I was talking to it and the next thing I knew, Cocoa was repeating the name in a really high-pitched voice lol

In another dream, I was in an elevator which went to the very top then sped down and crashed through a false floor to 5 more floors. I don't remember the point of the dream though.

In yet another, I was outside when an alarm sounded. Tornadoes were surrounding the town. I helped a bunch of people find shelter, but then I was too late. Around a corner, there appeared a swirl in the air. It was very small and broke up releasing large drops of water. I thought the swirl was ice which had suddenly melted.
There was a house on "stilts" and underneath it served as a parking area for a bunch of cars. I was with a couple of other people and we raced into a car and closed the windows and slammed the doors closed. Only one of the doors wouldn't close all the way and I was freaking out at the person, telling them to close it SOME HOW or it was worthless and we would all soon be dead.
Next thing I know, some cars around us were pulled out and I could see a system of tornadoes. They were most impressive. One of them sort of hovered over the ground at electric pole level. I could see the swirls and I kept hoping it wouldn't touch down.
In the distance was one gigantic tornado which had spawned 5 others.
I don't remember how the dream ended.

In a snippet, I recall trying to Spin. I don't know what my fascination is with spinning, but I absolutely love it in the dream world.

ANother dream I barely recall was of being back with my ex-husband and we were fighting about something.

In yet another, I was the passenger in a car and the driver nearly side-swapped some pillars which surrounded a stop sign. I told her enough, pull over, I was going to drive. She backed into someones yard and I got behind the wheel.
As I was pulling out, I couldn't see the road. She had crossed a short bridge which went over a small stream. I knew I was going to drive into it and I was freaking out because I had to get to my sons MDT. I kept saying I couldn't be late and then I woke up.
I slept through the alarm and I was about to miss my sons MDT lol. I woke up with 10 minutes to spare!

THat's it...
And I've not been on allergy pills lol. I guess I'm naturally trippy

I went to sleep at around 3:30AM and I crashed fast and hard, but I still tossed and turned a lot. At some point, I even ended up at the opposite end of my mattress lol

One dream was just... wow.... but it's merged (in recall) with another dream or two.

There were 2 peoples or nations or planets (?). A marriage was arranged to unite the worlds or kingdoms. I watched the dream mostly, but sometimes I saw/felt the story from the POV of the main female DC.
She had heard stories that joining with this man would be painful almost to the point of death, so she was extremely anxious.
The man was attractive enough. Not handsome, but definitely good looking. He had blond hair and a baby-fat face. He looked young and innocent except for his eyes which were black and way too serious.
He asked her what was wrong and she told him what she had heard. He asked 'Is that all? That's what you've been fretting about?'
She said yes.
He began transforming and told her she had every right to be afraid.
He became a giant wisp of darkest shadows with a form in the center not completely inhuman but definitely evil.
His form enveloped her and she screamed.

There was SO stinking much more to the dream but that's really all I recall.
I do remember her telling him that if he hurt her he's the one who should be afraid because someone (another guy? Her true love?) would make the creatures existing most unbearable.

In another dream, I was on a trip with my hubby. He wanted to get a camper and stay at some strange country B&B. We were assigned to slot 3 which was too close to the sewage outlet, so we left. I interacted with the owners a couple of times, but I've forgotten all that went on.

In another dream, my grams was dying. It was said she would be dead by Monday and my parents wanted me to visit with my bio-dad and my friends because when they (we) home to Florida, we'd never return.
I remember seeing my Uncle Hank and my childhood friend Dawn at one point, but that's about it.

In another dream, which may have been connected with the first, I was exploring on some alien planet. People were upset because their spears had rusted unusually fast. I suggested salt water, but the water had always been fresh. We went to investigate and sure enough, the waters were very salty.
The environment was breathtakingly beautiful. The water was the same light shade of blue as the sky.
There was a sort of bridge/walkway through some of the water, and there were these strange fish. The walkway was underwater by a few inches and I thought the fish were being used as weights lol because they were at the edges. They just preferred it there. Then I wondered how they could be alive when they're fresh water creatures and their environment had so suddenly changed.

I also dreamed of a fat little boy. He was still in diapers, but when pulled aside for some reason it was discovered (quite by accident) that he knew the mathematics language of computers.
And at some point, a little child worried because I lit a candle in her room which wasn't allowed.


Now I'm going to eat. When I'm done, I'll try to remember to come back here and add proper line breaks lol

And no... I hadn't taken any allergy meds all day :cackle"

... for me before bed!! Which sort of sucks because it HAS gotten rid of the phlegm

In one dream, I was fighting some robots. Some random DC's were my crew and I kept watching them get killed off one by one. One was shot in the chest just a couple of feet away. I kept shooting the robot, but it seemed impossible to kill.

Then I had an upsetting dream about my hubby trying to convince me to go into a mental institution. I kept trying to tell him, as lovingly and polite as I could, that while I trusted him, I didn't trust him THAT much lol But they had some sort of helmet that was making headway in encouraging weight loss. And he was up in arms because our insurance was refusing to pay for my gallbladder surgery because I went to another town and I had a DNR that wasn't signed by anyone in the local medical community. He was thinking about suing the surgeon because I was septic and putting on weight. He said I should have lost at least 100 pounds from the procedure alone I'd only weigh 50 pounds

There were dream snippets of animals going inside one of the secret rooms I sometimes dream about.
And another of me being frightened by an enormous bug I thought was some crimson wasp. Someone told me it was actually a butterfly, and as I looked more closely at it, it unfolded it wings and was absolutely beautiful... only it had the mouth of a "pinching beetle" and I still didn't want to get all that close to it.

I had a dream about the people from my old Congregation. I was confused because they were talking to me. One of the people was my old friend Roxanna. I still miss her IRL.
I don't remember anything more though there was a lot more to the dream.

Then I heard zones 2 and 4 go off IRL and I realized it was 8:00 and hubby was going to work. I fell back to sleep and dreamed I had sex with a 17 year old male relative
Those who keep up with my rants can probably guess who that relative is, but I'm too paranoid to say- anywhere
There was some woman sleeping in my bed. My hubby was out of town. He kept talking and I told him to shut up before he woke the woman. But while in the act, it occurred to me just who this person was and then the woman woke and said she was going to go to the Overseer because she just couldn't remain quiet.
And then I woke up in total disgust, feeling like vomiting.
WTH?

**EDIT**
I just did recall, for some reason, another snippet of dream. I dreamed there were lots of cats in my yard and all of them were in heat and had their butts in the air. I went around sprinkling their bottoms with pepper so the male cats would be uninterested lol

I think there is something to allergy meds giving you more intense dreams. I've taken at least one for the last 3 night and each night I've had extreme dreams.
But then I either wake up too quickly or I wait too long to record them and forget most of the details.
I went to sleep last night at 10:10 and I woke up at 8:00.

I recall only bits and pieces.
In one, I was playing some game as if the game was life. I was zapped somewhere to a forth garden but it was very dark and spooky and there were spirally things hanging from the ceiling that would shock you if you got too close.
Someone was teaching me about the garden and at one point I had to look through a periscope to spot some dangers. There were leopards surrounding one area.
I asked if I would ever be able to remove the spirally things and she said no.

In another dream my step-mom and mother were together. We were at my grams house with my uncles. I was confused because my Uncle Hank was alive and Uncle Jimmy was missing. It was assumed he wandered off to die alone.
There was a lot more to that dream, but I've forgotten.

In some other dream, I was working with some robotic interface. I don't recall exactly how we interacted. But he (the interface) was bugged. He spoke first in a male voice, but it changed to a woman's voice and back and forth and so on. I told him to run a diagnostic test on himself and he reported some great failure.
I gave him to some tech guys to fix.

Then I was on some spy mission, tracking a robotic dragonfly with a camera mounted on it. Some other people, with my team, was at the bottom of a hill intercepting audio from it.
Its wing broke, however, but not before it found me. We worried the mission was compromised, but I picked it up and we raced back to the office.
We were then pursued for the information we gathered. They even broke into our headquarters. I was taken prisoner. A guy carried me down a hall with many doors. He kept kicking them open and then his companions would search the area. The last spot held a cabinet. My daughters friend Brittany was inside hiding. They dragged her out.
I don't remember how the dream ended.

In some other dream, I was doing some sports activity with a guy and some girl. The guy collapsed from a severe cramp. We ripped open his pants and I found a HUGE knot under his skin. I kept messaging it, but the other woman kept interfering, thinking her way was best (which I barely recall was one step away from molesting the poor guy).

In another dream, my skin was peeling as if I had suffered a severe sunburn. I kept peeling it, but I worried some sections weren't ready and I'd make things worse.

That's it.

I ended up going back to sleep for about 2-3 hours and I had some pretty cool dreams though I've forgotten most of them.

An uncool dream was of a mole falling off from my side. I've had a mole there IRL my entire life. I was scratching at it, in the dream and I saw it fall off. I looked down at my side to verify and there was a circular spot with green goo which was also bleeding a little. I scrambled around trying to find my silver nitrate sticks. I eventually remembered having run out but I found a mostly used stick that got the job done well enough.

In another dream, I was upset and hungry and at a diner. An elderly woman appeared and patted my arm and said the kitchen was open. She could make me some eggs and I was very happy lol

And then comes the awesome dream I wish I remembered more of.
I don't recall how it started and it seems to be 2 dreams melded into one:

I remember a little girl sitting in a field. She was very afraid because kids were being "erased" by some evil entity. A man had been keeping this girl safe because the entities feared him, but he hadn't showed up at nightfall as he always had in the past. So the girl was hiding in the field, but the entity found her anyhow. He asked where her protector was and why had he abandoned her. But the girl knew better and would not accuse her friend.
Then things get a little fuzzy. The girl took off running but it was as if a force field was around her and she always ended up at the same place before she could get very far away.
The entity mocked her and said something along the lines of "too bad you couldn't find [that thing]"
But then a memory stirred. She looked along the ground and found something resembling a diamond jutting out a rock. She picked it up and asked him if that's what he wanted.
It was...

Then I appeared in the dream and I was fighting monsters elsewhere. My health was getting low and I was desperately trying to figure out how to access my items so I could take a potion
I ended up barely escaping. Then some large creature appeared and I climbed onto his back. He bounded down the wall, careful to find footholds in windows and ledges.
A lot more happened, but I've forgotten it

I don't know when I went to bed last night. I forgot to write it down. It was just after midnight though- I remember now because of Farmville lol. I took 2 allergy pills and fell right to sleep. But I tossed and turned all freagin night.

I remember dreaming about swinging and twirling from some poles at a park. They might have been poles from a swing set/monkey bars combo. I was having great fun until I met a wasp at the last pole. Someone shouted a warning but I had already seen it. I shooed it but then it chased me lol
I then realized I had just had surgery and wondered if I should be exerting myself so much so soon. I couldn't remember anything about the surgery though so I asked someone. It had been brain surgery. A circular piece of my skull had been removed and I was told if I pushed on the roof of my mouth hard enough, that the bone (which had been replaced afterward) would pop out.

At some point, I dreamed I still had my bottom teeth, except thin metal rods were holding them in place. The rods irritated me so I pulled a couple of them out.
At some other point, I dreamed I had doctors order to eat only a clear diet. As soon as I heard that, I scarfed down 2 chocolate covered marshmallow eggs

I dreamed some building was on fire or something and I followed the cries of a little kid. I saw her from a distance and told her everything was going to be okay, but then a lady appeared out of nowhere and carried the girl to safety. I felt a little dejected at losing a chance to be someone's hero, but I shrugged it off and made my way back down some external stairs.

In another dream I was with my parents and some other people. I sold 2 cigarettes to a couple of kids for 50 cents each but two other adults caught me. One of them was actually the person who told the girls they needed to pay me. They made a comment about not buying pot from him. Another woman didn't say anything but it was clear she would if the kids were caught.
My youngest daughter kept harassing me, asking if I mailed an order for some brownies. I kept telling her I had (but I actually hadn't). Someone else slipped me $50. for something.
Then entered my mom, extremely upset, claiming she has narrowed down her search for my dad's harlot.
There was more to that dream, but I've forgotten it.

I was sitting in a chair in one snippet when I felt an insect crawling on my arm. I swatted it, then feared it was a wasp. It was actually a roach (which I loathe) and I pulverized it into goo.

In yet another dream, I was walking through a neighborhood that was supposed to be one in Florida where my ex lived. It actually looked like a local neighborhood I drive through almost daily. I was trying to convince myself that some disaster had come about and I was psyching myself out, worried I'd find the parents of my ex dead in their home. I wouldn't check on them, but kept walking. I eventually ran into some other people.

In another snippet, I was visiting a couple of elderly ladies. They had four cats and one of them had a stub for a tail. I picked her up right away and said she reminded me a lot of Rogue (my favorite cat who ran away several years ago). They wanted me to take her because if not, the cat had to go to the pound. But I set the cat down and sadly told them I lived in another state and it wouldn't be possible because my mom was highly allergic.

That's all I recall

I don't really know about it is about this particular dream that freaks me out, but it does every time I have it. I've not had it for a while though.

I don't recall how things began, but I was in a small house. The lighting was bad and there was a woman in the hallway. Some DC was with me and he was looking for pictures to give to her. She ate them.
I found a book about the vanities of women which was filled with pictures, but she refused it and asked what it had to do with her.
There was a horrible safe room in this area. It always reminds me of a safe. It was junked up and the man was annoyed because we were going to be needing it soon, but he couldn't get the secret door opened because it was at the other end of the clutter.

I eventually cleared it all out and unbarred the door. The door you enter through completely seals and you would die in the room if not for the other one. Only, we were going to be pressed for time and wanted to seal the entrance before hand and enter through the exit. But it latched so completely and could not be opened from the outside. I ended up sticking a rag in the door to prevent it from locking.
There was also valuable stuff inside the safe room and I worried about leaving it unguarded, but there was nothing I could do.
I went to tell my companion but he had died (?) I was about to rewind the dream to an earlier "save" but became lucid long enough to realize the dream never really changes and it would be best just to wake up.

>>The paintings and pictures came from watching White Collar before I went to sleep. I don't know why she was eating them though. The book came from the intro to one of Alexander Popes poems which spoke of women in curious fashion (to me anyhow). Ah yes, the Rape of the Locket. The entire poem was weird to me.