Quote Originally Posted by Verre View Post
A while ago I was trying some memory experiments along these lines. I had a hypothesis that it might be easier to remember past dreams while dreaming, but to my surprise that didn't work well at all. Memories of waking life were more reliable, but sometimes amusingly out-of-date like Sivason described earlier. I also noticed a remarkable degree of reluctance on the part of my dreaming mind to perform this task, like it didn't want to have to remember.
I notice the same thing right now. A reluctance. Basically I am fatigued. Feeling a bit like shit to be honest. And having to remember past experiences good or bad is like having to deal with reality. Not saying ur situation is similar. But cultivating past the reluctance (sheer willpower) seems worthwhile in dreams but also in waking life.