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I've been placed on a blood pressure med called Minipress which is helpful for nightmares and night terrors. It usually works very well. Last night was the exception.

I took one and laid down to sleep at 1:30


I dreamed I was in some sort of hostage situation. I was in some house with a few ladies, one man and a bunch of little kids. I was NOT cooperating with them in the least. I felt certain I would be raped, but I just couldn't stop my defiance. I was just SO MAD.

At one point, I grabbed my phone out of a purse [RC missed- I don't carry a purse lol] and I tried hiding it under a couch cushion but I was caught and dragged away from the phone by my feet.
Eventually, I escaped and it turns out I was in row apartment housing. At the end of the row I ran into a woman and asked her to call the cops. I didn't know which house number I had come from and I worried about the others, so I went back.

When I entered the door, one of the women was holding a gun on the 3 bad guys and the man of the house boasted about the level-headed thinking of his wife. He beamed at her and I felt his jab against me for putting up such a fight.

The cops came and they took out one dead body. The body of another woman was wrapped in some sort of plastic to keep her insides from falling out and to keep constant pressure on her wounds.


I woke up and took another minipress, don't know at what time. (My p-doc wants me to take 2 at bedtime but I can't take them together or I get extremely sick)

In another dream, I was at some sort of religious event. I think the people there were Catholic for the most part. One woman was very welcoming. She was a nun but not in the traditional sense. She didn't wear a habit and she wasn't a virgin because she entered after having kids and being married. Then the dream contradicted itself because she went on to say the Priest wanted her to change her name when she was 17 because no one would want to marry her. But she refused. Her name was pretty common too, Margaret, I think.

She was very depressed and I told her to just cast her worries on Jehovah and he would sustain her. She despised herself though so her worst enemy was herself. Then I told her to remember Job as he wrote the book of Jude [ say WHAT] and how many of the disciples entreated God to take their problems away but he said no. It wasn't God punishing them, it was them having to live with previous actions or the effects of time.

She appreciated the comfort and sat with me. Conversation got heated somewhere else, and I HAD to get involved and correct someone's misunderstanding of a certain Bible verse (?)


In yet another dream, I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and found the construction crew. One of them was letting me know they were just finishing up. There were garages and smaller building all over the yard, but they looked unfinished.
I walked outside to look at their progress. There was a pile of logs near my house and as we walked by the pile became unstable and rolled. Many people were it. A couple were buried. I raced to see where I could be of help, but I felt in the way as others beat me to the wounded. So I just tried cleaning up and rearranging tools on a table (?). Then it occurred to everyone that some people could be completely buried.
All of us started to move the logs and sure enough, we found 4 white slaves (?). They were in some recess and it didn't look like they had been crushed, but they still appeared dead.
I went to check on one of the women and she darted up in shock. She said sorry about the fright, but she must have turned her "rape shield" on at the last moment. lol

A recurring theme seems to be assertiveness and aggression. Both of those things have been on my mind a lot. Especially since I answered some questionnaire about/for my youngest daughter and one of the questions was: "[Does she] knows the difference between assertiveness and aggression?" I became very annoyed at the question. I thought to myself: "There's a difference" "What's the difference"
that says volumes about me. Once I thought of it, I knew the difference and was like But in my mind, they go hand in hand because all my life my assertiveness has always = someone else's aggressiveness
So, it seems my dreams were telling me I need to stand up for myself more often, but I still need to use logic.

As for the rape theme.... in my demented mind, rape is still sex. I've not had sex for over a year and I went to sleep last night in a "mood". I can't cheat on my hubby, but if I was raped..... yeah, warped thinking I know. As if any sane person would ENJOY being raped.

The first thing I recall is dreaming that my teeth were falling out. They came out with little effort (i poked and pulled a tiny bit). It was as if they were suspended inside my mouth by nothing and I wondered how they hadn't fallen out sooner and I thought of an example of slamming on my brakes while driving and my teeth just flying out lol
In the dream, my p-doc was my Dentist and I worried how he would react.

I've not had such a dream in a VERY long time. I blame Erii's post about the Dentist

In another dream, I was at my Grams house and I kept missing phone calls because she had a telephone that flashed red instead of ringing for the hard of hearing. But then the dream gets all jumbled with another one.
What I recall of it is being at some bar/restaurant. The Land Cruiser was in the parking lot but it wouldn't move. I went out to put something away and berated myself because not only had I left the keys in the door, in another door hung the keys from my new car.
I was traveling somewhere and I worried about hubby finding the Land Cruiser.

Somehow all of that gets jumbled with yet another dream of me babysitting. One of the neighbors was a real ass and he came over to harass the little boy under my care about one thing or another. The boy was only about 6 or so. He just barged in and went to the boys room. I told him the boy was napping and that I wouldn't try waking him and that he needed to leave etc. He shook the boy awake and the boy promptly bloodied the mans nose
The man left, taking his little daughter with him (?) and the mom walked in and I started rambling off what happened. She was furious and went to the door to yell at him, but at that moment, his little girl fell and cracked her head on the sidewalk. Her dad was right there but we females still wanted to rush out and comfort the child, but we held back.

Which jumbles my memory further and I recall my parents at my Grams house. They were upset about something and had to travel a great distance to pick up my kids because my sisters car broke down (kids were with them). My dad raged on about how what goes around comes around and he might not give my sister and her hubby a ride home before bringing my crew back.

Which further jumbles with the dream from the bar/restaurant and someone asking who my hubby was and being shocked by the answer and more shocked by the age difference.

And then I recall having laid down on someone else's bed and I was certain I had been exposed to lice and I became highly annoyed.

I only slept for about 5 hours and it was definitely NOT good sleep.

I took a nap from around 5-10PM (some "nap" lol) and I had a dream worthy of recording.
It actually wasn't anything special but it left me with a good feeling when I woke.

It started out kind of strange. I watched the dream as I'd watch TV. There was a boy of about 10 and he was twirling around young, thin-ish trees. He'd run at them, jump, grab and then turn in circles until the tree was uprooted (they were growing on a sandy incline). Afterwards, something caught his eye (?) and he felt bad for his actions and wondering how many animal homes he had destroyed.
Then a hideous woman came along but he saw her as a young girl which melted the woman's heart. He picked her dandelions (?) before the flower stage and the pieces kept blowing away in the wind. He didn't notice, though, and the woman didn't mind.

Then he was going to make her "soup" and so he began gathering ingredients. She asked if she was free to leave whenever she wanted (she thought she was his captive?) and he said "I guess so... you're old enough." Implying he would have made her stay if she was younger but only because there were dangers in the woods.

Then the dream changed completely. I was there and there were 2 young boys. One of them found a Donald Duck Pez Dispenser and tried eating some of the candy still in it. I asked for the dispenser and began telling the boys what it was. I told them they had found something from when their fathers or grandfathers had been boys and that the Duck was of a cartoon- something you would watch on a thing called a television. I noticed an old fashioned TV in front of us and indicated it. I then told them about cartoons and indicated a nearby coloring book, telling them it was like that, only they moved around and talked etc.
They were in disbelief lol.
I went on to tell them about movies and how they made you feel anger, sadness, joy or hope or even terror.
They started looking bored lol and I woke up.

Before then though, I had some run of the mill dreams. In one, I was going to help my brothers ex move but I didn't want hubby finding out. I was driving the Land Cruiser for some reason. There was a thick blanket of snow on the ground and I turned around in the driveway, careful not to get hung up when I backed in the yard a bit. Then I realized I didn't have enough gas and that I would have to reschedule.
There was another dream before that one, but I've forgotten it.....

I've been having some doozies lately.
One night, I dreamed that Artie, from my Kingdom Hall, cornered me and told me enough was enough. I needed to get back into the KH. His wife made a move to take my cigarettes but I wouldn't let her. I told them I could not come back until my kids grew up and left me. They caused too much stress, legal problems and messes for me to go back. I NEEDED my smokes until they left to cope with stress and I couldn't go back as long as I smoked. Joni (wife) said I needed to just attend the meetings and regain my spiritual strength and that if I did, I'd surprise myself at just how much life would improve.
They then asked if I had gotten rid of some books and video games that were overly violent and inappropriate. I hadn't.

That's the only dream, from earlier in the week that I recall.

Last nights dreams had me talking to my former bestfriend from the KH- Roxie. There were some weird changes happening. Men could now marry more than one woman Ron and Melvia (an elderly couple!) were trying to bring a younger woman into the marriage.
I was surprised Roxie was talking to me. We spent a good while just catching up and I asked her why she deleted her FB account. She answered it was too distracting.
There was a lot more but I seem to have forgotten it.

In another dream, my former favorite cat Rogue came home. I was so happy and pet him and played with his stubby tail just as I used to do. I was at my parents house but it was a lot different. I eventually realized the bathroom door was open and Cuddlebug (bunny) was nowhere to be found. My birds cage was open too. I closed the cage, amazed that Rogue didn't even try to eat them. Then I went looking for Cuddlebug.
I opened the back door and there were strange bugs and reptiles on the top step. I didn't want to squash them with the door, but I also didn't want to be attacked, so I was extra careful.

There was a small pond to the side of the steps. It was tropical, with lots of plants and flowers.
Then I see some other reptile slither to the water. Only, it wasn't really slithering. It was just really close to the ground. I thought it was a baby gator at first, but it was actually some enormous lizard/salamander
The dream then changed direction and I was with my hubby trying to repair a generator. I told him about the lizard and insisted on him looking at it.
I don't recall how the dream ended, thought the eldest dog briefly entered the story. He was with a black lab stray and it was starting to rain very hard. I put them both in the garage, worrying they would jump on and scratch hubby's new V.W. bug. It was a great shade of green- light, but almost olive.
The dogs started barking crazily and THAT'S when I woke up.

When I woke, that dog was carrying on IRL.

Strange combo, I know
They were separate dreams, I think.

I don't recall much about the kitten one. Only there were a bunch of them and for some reason I was removing their heads with a pair of canine nail clippers The last kitten was bigger than the other. I snipped and snipped at him neck but I just couldn't remove it. The kitten was purring and being affectionate and I felt bad that I had to kill all of them.

In the other dream, I was at a large hospital or school with an older sister. She was blonde and beautiful. We ran into some sort of trouble and took off running for our car. A man reached us just as we were trying to close the doors. He began trying to rape my sister but I talked to him. I told him I was perfectly willing and I'd make it worth his while. The eyes of my sis were kind of glazed in shock and disbelief.
He came to the back seat and started removing his clothes. I helped him and kissed his stomach.
Then he did the deed and it was over within seconds
Then I cursed having not asked him to wear a condom because I was ovulating PLUS I didn't want to get some disease. But it was too late to think of that...

Then he thought we were dating and my sis and I decided to keep things hush-hush. Our dad was someone important and we didn't want to make his life difficult.
The dream gets all jumbled at that point. Dad had taken someone to a secret room to torture and kill him, thinking the man had hurt his oldest daughter. We wanted to intervene but our shame was great.

The dream then changed almost entirely and I was at some park with friends. There were 2 sets of roller skates. A RL HS friend wanted to skate with me, but they were too small. Instead, my "rapist" was going to go with me.
But along the way, I stopped to gather the eggs of a "thrusher". There was also a spider as large as a german shepherd that I tried avoiding.

That's it.

I've been sleeping WAY too much. Sleepiness swoops in on me almost as quickly as my old cataleptic episodes. Which tells me 1)I'm either sick or 2) My anxiety is a lot worse than I think.
I don't recall much about my dreams.

One of my earliest dreams was about my cockatiels. I had their cage covered for the night and when I removed the pillowcases they were dead from suffocation. The female looked red like a cardinal.

In one of them, Zee told me she was pregnant and she started flipping out, saying her life was over etc.

In another one, I was talking to some guy and his son about my weight. I told them I gained 40 pounds in 12 years. They said I didn't look fat and I told them I was almost sickly-thin 12 years ago lol

In another one, I was at my grandmothers house. She was upset because the rumor mill was saying she was bad talking one of Zee's old friends Colleen; that grams was saying she was glad she was removed and placed in a facility. But, in the dream, Colleen was like family and my grams was devastated when she was removed and equally devastated by the rumors.

In another dream, I was at a house and woodpeckers moved into a bedroom closet. Somehow they were able to conduct experiments on each other which strange results. Some of the birds had liquefied. Others were just heads. There were several babies and cross breeds. Some looked slender yet resembled cardinal red doves.
There were a bunch of cats everywhere and they were going after the birds. I rescued several of them, but others I left for the cats because when I took them away from the cat it was too late. The birds who were injured had "meaty" flesh, another one had it's back pierced.
I was very upset I couldn't save them all.

**EDIT**
I am most curious about the red birds. I have a lot of tidbit dreams about my birds dying and the female almost always looks like a cardinal. She's a sickly bird- always has been. She's a seed snob so her belly's distended from a form of malnutrition. I often worry she's going to die. But I don't associate the color red with disease or death. Or do I lol

... or rather, fragments of such.

All I recall from my last dreams was some adventure by water. I was with a group of people and we were traveling by river. It was very marshy in areas and there were frequent sand dunes. Someone almost drowned but some guy swimming by (in a group of 3) rescued the person. I barely recall hiding in the trees.

Then I had a video game style dream in which I was viewing a world map and trying to find the perfect spot to build my city. I built one, but then found an even better spot on another continent and I commented to someone (?) that I hated separating my cities by so much. That dream was in "god mode". "I" didn't exist in the dream except to make that comment. The map filled my entire vision and I could zoom in to see certain areas better.

In another dream, I was living in my parents house again. I had to go outside for something and I heard something big in some bushes. I quickly got to a car and locked myself in. Then I saw a bear cub. He was very cute, but I knew the mother had to be nearby, so I was just going to wait in the car for them to pass. Except the cub was too curious. He walked over to the drivers side window, looked in and roared at me. Spittle flew. Then his mom showed up at the passenger side window- which was rolled down. She stuck her head inside the car and I grabbed it, pushed her outside and quickly rolled up the window.
I don't recall how it ended.

Okay... maybe these were better than fragments lol

I've been having lots of stressful dreams lately.
Let's see... last night (err... this morning), I fell asleep at around 3AM. I was up at 6 and back in bed by 7 and I woke up at 10.

I crashed so hard the first time it literally felt like I had JUST closed my eyes before the alarm went off. The only dreams I now recall from then was flying through a war zone in a video game-ish setting. I've forgotten the finer details. I also dreamed of riding a dinosaur that resembled a T-Rex while some narrator explained the terrain and the dino's physiology. A cliff crumbled under us at one point and we fell into some lava at which time the narrator said the dinos tough skin protected it from the lava

**Now I recall two other tidbits**
I was driving on the interstate and the roads were horribly complex. I got lost then started walked, trying to find my way. I was turned around and going in the wrong direction at one point.

In another dream, I was about to drink a fountain Coke out of my large cup. I picked the cup up by the lid. The lid fell off and I woke to the alarm clock going off

When I went back to sleep, I dreamed of my ex-husband. I was living in my parents house with my husband and my ex just waltzed in and plopped down in the recliner. I told him my hubby would be home soon, so we should talk elsewhere. He said he was just about to suggest that. I couldn't find my shoes or jacket and I was getting more and more annoyed. There were many more rooms than there should've been and I was getting more and more frustrated as I went through the house. There were people I didn't know living in some of the rooms. Some of the rooms were trashed.
I finally found my youngest daughters room and she had several girls over. One of the girls followed me around and told me that her parents used to like Zee- that Zee used to be so quiet and respectful; but now she has to sneak out to see her.

I finally found my clothes. My ex was waiting in his car when I made it outside. But it was VERY foggy. I got into my car, wanting him to follow me because talking in the driveway was pretty much the same as talking in the house. I somehow lose him and turn around to hunt him down.
Then, for some reason, I got out of my car, walked just a few feet then realized I lost my car. There were many more streets than there are IRL. I went up and down them, but I just couldn't see well enough to find it.
I ran into my ex then recruited the kids into helping me look.

Then the dream veered just a little and I started also focusing on sewer covers on the road right in front of the house. There were caps over the holes, then the cover snapped into place above it. They were of different sizes and shapes and I was getting annoyed trying to properly pair all of them. And I still hadn't found my car and hubby was due any minute.
Then I was behind something and I saw an ambulance in my driveway. I peeked around the corner and there was hubby. He saw me, so I had to go over and talk and hope he didn't notice my car was missing.

We went inside and he showed me part of the presentation he used during the convention he participated in as a speaker.
Then I woke.

At some point inside the house, I also dreamed of my old cat Rogue. I pet him and held him. I was so glad he finally made it home after having been missing for several years.


I don't FEEL any more stressed than usual. My dreams, however, point to a breaking point in my levels.

I had some frustrating dreams the last time I slept from around 8AM-11:30.

I was feeling randy in the dream so I grabbed some bengay and alcohol wipes and tried to disappear into a room to take care of some needs
But I kept getting interrupted.
One interruption in particular was a baby. Some woman kept trying to pawn him off on me but I just wanted to be alone. Eventually, I gave in and laid him on my chest to try to get him to sleep but he had a soaking wet diaper.
I don't recall how the dream ended.

At some other point, I was playing Farmville and there was some sort of event going on. But Farmville kept freezing my browser, I couldn't send or receive the special gifts and anytime I tried to exit and reboot, more Farmville pages would open. I was extremely angry about the whole thing.
My hubby's son was in the dream and we talked about exchanging gifts. I told him he wasn't my neighbor, though, but he insisted I was. I kept wanting to congratulate him on his new baby but the subject kept veering before I could.

That's it.

Sleeping so much has led to LOTS of awesome dreams. But laziness in recording them has led to lots forgotten

During one of my early AM sleeps, I dreamed I was Spongebob I invented the Crabby Patty by accident by adding cool whip to fish and then baking it.
Then I dreamed of driving and that my steering wheel kept coming unscrewed on one side. So, I took it apart and there were lots of teensy tiny balls inside of a shaft as well as a key. I had to put everything back together perfectly and it was getting on my last nerve.

Some other time, I dreamed I was from a planet named Mira (or Mirror ?). I escaped to some other world where black people were still slaves. But on my world, they had been revered almost as gods. So I kept following one woman in particular around, in awe of her and furious about her mistreatment. This is one of the dreams I wish I had recorded sooner. It was very intricate.
Now all I recall are snippets about space travel and spaceships, telling people I escaped from some cult (but it was a cover for my ignorance about the language and knowledge of history because I actually came from some past time).

In the last dream, I had almost violent sex with someone who was supposed to be my brother (I wasn't dreaming as myself). I fought against it for a very long time, but he finally captured me and I gave in. It was as our family had always done for many generations.

Then the dream changed and I crash landed a spaceship on earth (?). I was in some amusement park called Route 88. My IRL hubby wanted to have tee-shirts made to remember our adventure. But he was also irritated about spending money on them and said it was coming out of my allowance.
We passed crocodiles and some sort of prehistoric looking alligators.

Next thing I know, is I'm hiding from some woman. We both put on disguises but we still run into each other and I try to escape- repeatedly. I was with some other woman and we race back to the spaceship which looked like a car. She started driving in reverse and I asked her about it worriedly. She said our portal was behind us and it was the only way to get through it.
While running and such, I spent most of that dream flying

I guess I had this dream some time during 1-7:30 AM I wish I remembered all of it.

My memory of this dream is scattered. I'm not sure where it began.

I was in some building that reminded me of a compound. It was just a large house, though, on a LOT of private property. There were many people living there, but I recall the women most.
There was a VERY little boy. His size was in between infant and toddler but he was vocal and active like a 6+ year old. He was throwing a fit about something and I tried to help the women by distracting him. I just talked and joked with him and he complained about being very cold. The woman in charge (his mom?) refused to let him change or get a blanket. She said to him that he had made a big enough mess as it is. I suggested to him that he clean and put his stuff away and maybe then the woman would let him get a blanket.
She shook her head no and implied he needed to toughen up.
I held him at some point and he was then so tiny I had to support his head.

As I left I told them that I didn't have anything against them, but I wouldn't be returning. I said we were just too different. The 3 of them sadly shook their heads in agreement.

I left the property and as I went through town I became aware of a government raid against the place. Though I didn't agree with their methods, I thought they were good people and I didn't want anyone to get hurt, so I rushed back to sound the warning.
But my complaints were dismissed as paranoia. The government came in guns blazing and many people were hurt. In the aftermath, I discovered I was a healer lol. That baby/boy was now a young man. I rubbed my palms together to warm them, then set them against the injured places on his body. Sometimes I almost violently rubbed the spot as well. His arm had been weirdly broken- almost compressed- and I pulled it out almost like an accordian and reset it.

But then I went back in time. I was before the elders, telling them once again about the raid. We had a scripture "sound off" and I used my knowledge of future events to convince them I spoke truly. They thought I was possessed though, lol, but they still followed my suggestions.
I don't recall how that ended because at some point, the dream changed.

I was one of them. I was out with a couple of girls. We were all pregnant and we became aware of a curse. If we didn't make it back to the compound before 7PM some creature would attack us and we would lose the baby if not our life as well. We got closer to the compound and one of the girls fell off a small cliff into a small river. We heard her scream as the animal attacked. We kept running and every time we thought we were in the compound, some other door or alley would reveal itself. I made it to a store- which was a safe spot, with just one minute to spare.
On the way there, though, I had seen some of the creatures. They were *like* guard dogs, only they were sleek and black and somehow resembled a mole more than a dog. They were also very large.

I went searching for an older woman for answers. She said it was an old wives tale that they attack at dark. She said she started it because her people were encroaching on their land and attacks were becoming too common.

At some point, I was out walking with 2 girls. We were near the river and found some old abandoned clothes and wallets etc. I realized then that the men were instigating the attacks by the creatures and that the creatures lived IN the river. I quietly told the girls to move away from the water. But a creature grabbed one of them and tried to rip her leg off and pull her under. We helped her to get away then we rushed back to the compound where I confronted the men. Among them was that baby/boy. He was now a man and laid the guilt on thick- telling him his actions almost cost him the life of his sister.

I don't recall how it ended.

Other tidbits within the dream was me fighting for the rights of the females to have an education. And I hardly walked anywhere in the dream. I floated/flew. At some point, one of the girls asked me how I did it, and I taught her Well, I tried to. I'm not sure if she ever managed to get off the ground.

That's it

Well, that's how it ended anyhow lol

I woke at 6AM, fell back to sleep by 7. I woke up again at 9:15 and in that short period of time, I had some really strange dreams.

As far as I recall, the first dream/dream scene was of food going to waste on the stove at my grams house. There was a LOT of food, from beans and potatoes, veggies and some meat that looked like caviar when cooked thoroughly. THen I was throwing all of the food into a trash bag. Someone wanted some of the food but I told them it wasn't good for people. It had been left out too long but I didn't want it going to waste so I was feeding it to the dogs.
Then there was something about a stray (?) and my little dog that I've forgotten.

The next thing I remember is grocery shopping. There was some Long John's style tilapia for $33. I wanted it desperately but didn't have enough money.

Then I was driving and got turned around and lost. An elderly couple told me how to get back onto the interstate.

From there, I was with 3 kids. We walked through what looked like a yard decorated with a winter holiday theme. In the ground was a large decorative key. I heard something under it, so I smashed the key and there was an entrance way to some rollercoaster type ride. I had to suspend myself in mid air and wait for the ride to be under me. I slung the kids into it then dropped. Once I was on it, it looked more like a subway train.
Someone started pursuing us. My memory gets fuzzy so I recall nothing until someone was standing over some man with a syringe to kill him.
I grabbed the syringe then took off flying. I wanted to talk to my hubby about what I had seen.

I get to his house but it looks different. Instead of the front porch, there was a breezeway which opened directly at the door to hubby's bedroom. I want to surprise him, so I just walked in. There were two guys on either side of him. He was laying in bed and the men were performing oral sex on him. Then I noticed there were scores of other people in the room. Most of them were in the 50's-60's and they had been watching the whole thing. It was like a stage secret society.
I was pissed. I told them to get out and I shamed them. Hubby wouldn't look me in the eye. Then I woke up.

Earlier this evening, I dreamed something about being barricaded inside of Walmart. There were 3 grates at one end of the store that some people were trying to access in order to escape. There was an earthquake or something and the people somehow turned to dust .

I've forgotten most of the story behind my latest dream. In part of it, I was playing with a baby named Nikoli. But then there was confusion over whether it was a boy or girl lol- which fit the dream because one minute I was a guy, the next a was a girl, another I was myself. The same with the person I was with.
Later, the dream changed. I was watching TV and there was news on about a bombing. There were 5 bombs and they were each projected to hit the UN. Then the video zoomed in so I was watching the unfolding scenes from the bombs. The UN looked more like a military compound and the video feed of the bombs was coming from the UN. The second bomb took out that feed. My vision temporarily blacked out, then I was AT the UN. There were hospital beds and people started randomly showing up. I concluded that something about watching the footage teleported us to the site of the bombing.
Bad guys started streaming in and executing people. Someone else was with me and we went to one of the beds to hide under it. Some guy was already under it, but we squeezed together.
Then I woke up.

That last dream was inspired by CNN footage of a satellite that's supposed to fall to the earth on Friday lol. My imagination took a lot of creative liberties lol. I had also read about world events and the turban bomb. It all meshed together in an interestingly weird way

I didn't fall asleep until around 12:30 this afternoon and I woke at 2PM from a very intense sexual dream which I, of course, cannot share here
At least not in its entirety.

But before that one, I had a couple of really good dreams as well. Unfortunately, I don't recall much about them.

In one of them, I was a man trapped in a top floor flat of some high rise. Someone had imprisioned me there for one reason or another. He was in another building though, but it almost touched mine.
There was a cable hanging outside a window. I tried reaching it with my toes (which I can use, IRL, to pick some stuff up lol). It was somehow vital to obtain it in order to communicate with the outside world.
I stuck my leg out of the window but I couldn't quite reach it.. so I then held on to a bar at the edge of the window by locking my elbow around it, then I lowered myself out and grabbed the cable.
Only, as I was pulling it and myself back through, it wasn't a cable at all but a dead man. No... he was attached to the cable because as I drew the cable inside, it started to burn. The burn spread along the cable and melted the skin off the arm of the man. Both he and the cable fell.
Then my vision zoomed out and down to follow his fall. He landed inside a car which then crashed. I became depressed because I figured no one would figure out he fell from the sky (my building) and no one would know my plight, so I was doomed.

In another dream, I traveled through time and space. This is one I wish I recalled more of. All I really remember is going backward through time, then forward, then I was in space trying to figure out how to capture time (?). I was standing before a large screen/map. I had a cape that was used to capture the stars, but I couldn't control it properly.
There was a monkey named Sasha who started playing with the cape and she captured some. I instructed a class to mimic the monkey. The cape had to be moved in a sort of waving motion that was hard to get just right.

In another dream, I was trying to climb down a rope from a stationary (yet airborne) helicopter to some spot inside a Navy base. Something went wrong and I fled, but then I felt badly, so I went to some office and turned myself in. I told them I had done such before when I was about 16 years old and I wondered if I could do it again. They laughed and said if I wanted to attempt something like that again, to just let them know ahead of time

I don't know if the sex dream somehow tied in to that last dream, or if it was another dream.
But I was with some guy named Jimmy. We were "rough" people and were about to get jumped by a biker gang or something. As a ploy (the exacts and purpose of which I've forgotten) he pretended to lock himself out of his convertible.
But then he wanted back inside, so he just pulled the top back and we climbed inside. It gets a little sexual at this point, but I'm annoyed because a couple of people are walking our way and one of them looks like a cop.
They were missionaries or some-such and Jimmy played all innocent as they walked by. He asked one of them if he wanted a cigarette and the man said no because it was a sin and unhealthy. The missionary then goes on to say that sex isn't sinful however, as long as the couple is married and they're in the privacy of their bedroom

That's it

I think I went to bed at around midnight or earlier. I had gotten no sleep the day before so I was really beat and fell asleep quickly. And I stayed asleep all night (other than brief wakings)

I had several dreams, but they're all sort of jumbled right now.
In the last one, I was a male monkey teaching my offspring how to jump through the trees safely. We were high up in the canopy and the little one missed a couple of times. I dove through the branches, in total panic to grab him. I got to him in time, and then I went around teaching him how to identify dead branches and trees and I showed him what made them dangerous.

Then the dream changed and I was myself at my grams house. Something was going on with a cat and a kitten. The kitten was black and it either got separated from its mom or the mom died. I went out to get him but then I saw my old (favorite!) cat Rogue run off carrying something black in his teeth. I followed Rogue and cornered him, then took the kitten out of his mouth. I popped him a couple times and after I got the kitten, Rogue hissed at my. I noticed the kitten had a small but bleeding wound on its stomach and I thought briefly about letting Rogue finish the kill. But I couldn't. As I walked across a large field to return to the house, a lioness started nosing the kitten in my hand. I used my body to block but I knew she could feel my fear and pretty soon she would just eat me too lol. I got the house and stood in front of the door.
I told someone through the screen to open the door just a little and to take the kitten. My son Myles argued with me, not seeing the lioness. My mom picked up on the stress from my voice, so she took the kitten.
Then I woke up.

And I all-stinking-ready have a headache.

In other dreams... I killed someone and tried to hide it. There was something about a crocheted ball of yarn with the needle stinking through it. My son, Myles lol, somehow knew what I had done and he was calling me out on it. I kept grumbling for him to drop it, but then an Elder showed up behind me. I was very angry. I wouldn't look at him. One of his hands was on my back, the other occassionally rubbed my crotch through my clothes and I wondered if he thought I was hysterical [a reference to a medical practice LONG ago where the Dr. tried to cure or clam female patients by inducing orgasm ]
I don't recall how that dream ended.

In another dream- an awesome dream which I've mostly forgotten, I followed to lives of one family: a mother, father, 2 sisters. They always traveled southeast and something always happened to the family in which everyone died. I was confused throughout the dream because I didn't understand how their line could continue. Then it was revealed (somehow) to me that they were the same family but from different places and in different times. They were different families yet somehow also the same. I wondered how they could all look the exact same, then dismissed it so I could finish watching their story.
But I've forgotten, now, way too much of it to do it justice.
The daughters were in some secret war against each other. The older sister was crazy and kept threatening the younger. But the younger had a gun, so the older stayed in line.
The older sister, somehow got the gun and taunted the younger. The younger ran toward their mother who was in a public restroom.
The mom was behind a door and couldn't see what was going on. She was kidding around with her youngest kid and played that she was "going to get her", making tickle hands at her kid.
The younger told the mom to run, but it was too late. The oldest sister killed their mom then the younger took off running. And as she run through some woods, she became smaller and younger til the point she was about 4 years old. I thought to myself she would never make it, and she didn't.
Then my vision zooms out to a map. I was certain I would pick up the story further south, but I shot up to Denver and I let out an exasperated cry
I don't recall how that dream ended.

In some other dream, I was with my ex-husband. We were driving somewhere but the car felt unbalanced. It had an open roof but mostly resembled a truck. He stopped briefly and I jumped out. I told him it was going to roll but he pushed on anyhow and it did roll. We were on the property I now live on but the driveway was much different. My ex pushed the vehicle up a small rise to get it back onto the driveway but he ran over a small tree in doing so. I was upset, saying my hubby would be angry because he had JUST planted that tree. But it had been pulled up roots and all, so I carefully placed the roots into a container of water, lol, that was under the ground. I was going to tie a string around it and a nearby something to keep it upright.......
Ah ha... and then my son rounded a corner, calling me out on having killed someone.
So, this dream tied into the second one I wrote above.

Then there are tidbits I recall... walking through a grocery store and being asked if 40% off a jar of Seasoned Salt was a good deal. I looked into the container to see how much equaled 40% lol It was being sold for $1.00 so I agreed it was a very good deal. My friend Roxanna walked by me then and agreed with me.
I wanted to talk to her so badly but knew I couldn't.

In the dream where I followed the family, there was one scene in which the mom was having an affair with some corporate man. The husband rushed to her rescue, thinking she was in danger. I don't recall anything more about that split though.

That's it...