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So my WL ring lost a stone maybe 2 weeks ago. I took it off couple of days ago when I was mixing up some ground beef'. I didn't want to lose another one in the food. Then I didn't put it back on and I'm still torn about that decision. Then I had a dream, where I look at my hand, and ring that looks just like the real one is missing 3 more stones. I'm so sad. I lost something that I can't get back.
This was 2 days ago.
I'm walking on a street in a Disneyland style park. Tons of people on sidewalks, lots of doors into bars and offices in a part that looks like just after the entry to Disneyland. I'm reading the signs above the doors and I finally see the name I'm looking for. It's an Indian name, all I can think of now is Rajesh, but it could have been a different one, and it had a surname too. The name is on a yellow sign board.
For some reason I keep walking to look around some more thinking now I know where it is and I'll get back to it later. I come to an area where the attraction is falling snow. Somehow they made it snow for real. I can feel it hitting my face from a side, it's cold and wet. I'm going back to the place where I found that guy, but I can't find it anymore. I walk all over the place, back and forth. No luck.
MTV style competition.
Me and my partner are being told the rules of the game. There is another couple we don't see, but we are competing against them.
There is a couple of bags made of tarp. We are suppose to find one that's moving. It has live frogs in it and we are suppose to take it somewhere. I start taking the bags off of the wheel barrow and I find one that's moving. My partner says, frogs will be all me, because he is not chasing those. So apparently we are suppose to collect 10 different animals.
I find some fish and gut them, then some other fish, and I understand that my part of the task is done. There is something about some bag hanging from some metal walkway couple of feet in the air and my partner is going around to get it off.
Last part - I am kneeling on a wooden boardwalk at the end of the comp. I suddenly feel something on me. I imagine it's a bucket of crabs. I cover my face with one hand and put my other hand in safety. I don't dare to move. I barely breathe. I'm not scared, but fuu, I'm pissed, I think.
When it's over, I watch some of the hermit crabs finding new homes in planters and small containers, and I ask the guys if they are ok with it.
bed 10 pm
GPC 2:23 am
WBTB 3:22 am
GM 4 am
LD estimate: 45 min
I may have not slept long enough, because my dreams were almost empty. Whatever was in them was barely visible. Maybe a vision issue, not sure.
First long part, I was just walking through these cities at night. Tall buildings, modern, mostly empty streets.
I tried jumping, but only managed to hover a bit.
I remembered one of the goals I wrote down during WBTB. Just to stay still and observe. So I did that.
I got out of lucidity a few times, but every time I remembered that I am still "there" and continued with dreaming.
I spun 4-5 times to get to new dreamscape.
Plot of last part:
Military started rolling through the streets because of some kind of a curfew. They rounded up some young people, made them kneel, then set them on fire. (this is from watching a scene like that on TV last night). I figured I better don't get caught. Run up to a family house. Asked people sitting on a porch to give me refuge. They declined. On the right hand side, there was a woman and while looking at her, I realized it's capt. Janeway from Voyager. My longtime hero. I spoke to her, freaking out that I get to talk to her, while trying to stay cool and not show my excitement.
I ran up to another house, where people were getting inside in a haste, because of a curfew. The last man was closing the door, when I ran inside. I knew it's impolite, but at that point I would rather do that than die outside.
They let me stay, and told me about their habit. Since they are locked up in their houses every night, they pass time by having sex. I was like oh noooo : P So we all got busy, and praise be the curfew society. : D
After that, I went looking for more, coz why not.
I just remembered:
While standing on a sidewalk of a quiet city at night, I remembered my WILDing mantra - to express interest to learn more. So I looked up, and in a very clear and articulate voice I said:
"If you are my dream guide, I am ready to learn and progress." I repeated it twice, while admiring how clearly it sounded and how it made sense.
At some transition times, I tried opening my dream eyes, then closing them, couple of times. It didn't really work this time.
This was on 4/11/17, tuesday, day off
Last night bed 9:15pm
GPC - 2:40am
GM and sofa 4am
LD time estimate - 45 min
Started to feel my body getting heavy when my cat started grooming herself leaning against me. She circumvented my anti-cat snuggling device (folded blanket separating my space from hers), so I had to move my hands and move her away a bit.
When I got to head rush, it was incredibly strong. I feared that my head may burst. I also knew I'm still few minutes away from falling asleep and wasn't sure how that will work. When I got into a dream, I tried to stand up, but couldn't. Kept trying, but didn't happen.
I started walking around this cartoonish town. I realized I'm looking at myself from 3.person view and thought that finally I'm realizing it, after so many people mentioned this on the forum. I'm thinking that I may be controlling my avatar while I am still not fully asleep.
Scene changes and I'm walking around another, similar cartoonish town. I wonder why it's a cartoon.
I finally fall asleep. Have at least 2-3 very strong head rush transitions throughout this about 45 min lucid event.
I come to a quarry and by the left wall, there is a bunch of all kinds of dinosaurs, walking in my direction. I notice them, but don't investigate closer.
I'm walking through a different town. My coworker walks by, with a cup of coffee in his hand. I start calling him by name and talking to him, but he doesn't respond. I ask him if he want's to do the "thing". He says nothing. So ... uhm... I kneel down and, you know the rest. Let's just say, he was VERY anatomically correct.
I start hearing a song Forever Young and I remember how much I love it. I see the band playing it in my minds eye, so I start climbing up the side of a building to get to their apartment. On my way up, I hit some kind of a long metal latter and it makes a huge noise. I kinda feel bad.
The song is awesome. Playing so loud, correct words, perfect music. 2-3 guys are playing keyboard or drums and a guitar. I wonder who the band is, and I see a poster behind them on the wall, that says DOORS. Somehow I doubt that's them.
Somewhere in the middle of it all, I remembered to stop and recall the previous parts of the dream. But there just wasn't much detail to remember. Just aimless walking around.
This one was few days ago:
I am standing in an opening in a stone wall. Looks medieval. I'm carefully looking out, shielding myself with my large, round battle axe. There is a horde of people dressed in bear skins and similar attire, rounding a corner with their weapons raised above their heads. As they come near, a woman aims at the opening and starts shooting arrows with a bow.
I'm in my childhood house with my brother. We start to notice that items are rearranging themselves. New items appear that we have never seen before. I want my brother to hand me my phone so we can call our parents, but my phone was rearranged.
I notice our front door is not fully closed. I look outside and I hear someone coming up the stairs. I get scared, but then I see it's my dad.
I'm visiting someone in their apartment. Talking to this girl, it turns out she is a lucid dreamer. We talk about how to pronounce DILD, WILD and DEILD. What's her method and something about "if we were dreaming now"...
I'm in a same or similar apartment as dream before. Someone is at the door. They open to see and it's about 8 pot head hippies. They want to close the door, not let them in, but somehow they push their way in. So they let the hippies use the fax or whatever they wanted. I'm thinking, wow, if they wanted to hurt me, there is nobody to stop them.
Another knock on the door. Its the satan. They don't want to let him in either, haha, but they can't say no. I think nopenopenope and I walk out the door. But there is his wife. I knew her name in a dream. She offers to walk me out, and again i"m nopenope. Then I realize if she wanted to, she can just appear anywhere while I'm going down the stairs couple of floors.
Then I woke up and was time for work. Thank god.
Last night, bed 10:30pm. Took a long 2-3 hr nap in the afternoon, till 5-6pm or so.
3;05am - 2x300 Alpha GPC
4:37 - up for WBTB
5:08 - 2x4 mgs Galantamine and sofa time
Had a long lucid, estimate 45+ min. Woke up after 8am.
I got a head rush quite fast, wasn't sure I will be able to fall asleep to coincide with that. But I guess I did. Had a strong headrush and falling backwards sensation, at least 3 times throughout the 45+ min experience.
Had an awesome beginning of a lucid, but all I remember is how incredibly happy I was, grinning from ear to ear. Have no clue what I did, but remember thinking "this is good, or finally", or something to that effect. Anyway, i love that exhilarating feeling.
I started with trying to rotate my dream body as I normally do, and added some hand and leg movements.
I spent most of the dream outside, walking through large cities.
1. Modern city, skyscrapers, tons of DCs on sidewalks. There was a plot. Some huge monster was coming and people were running. I decided to spin to change the dreamscape. I actually pulled it off and got to another city.
2. Second, even more modern city. I think here I tried the April TOTM - point at a DC, yelling Abracadabra and see what happens.
I did this to at least 8 different DCs. I remember the last one. Businessman walking fast with a clipboard under his arm. As I yelled and pointed at him, he stopped, gave me a quizzical look and kept walking. Couple times I remember thinking "what is gonna happen to them?", but nothing happened. They all stayed the same and went on with their business. I wondered if I am suppose to do some magic, but I figured it's the spell that's suppose to do it.
3. Trying to fly up to the space, but not having any luck. Looking for a spaceship to take me there. No luck.
4. Getting up to the skies, but not too high. Trying to see the stars, it took them a while to show up in full beauty.
5. Came up to a group of young people on the floor. They said in their culture, there is only s*cking. I told them we also do f*cking. They seemed intrigued.
6. Jumping, gradually higher and bigger distances. Didn't jump over a building yet.
7. There was this girl and for some reason I kissed her. She kept her mouth shut and I was ok with that. Then I though wait a minute, no, and let my tongue loose. It felt incredibly real.
I have to remember to stop and retell myself previous parts of a dream, so I remember it at the end.