Lucid dream I enter sleep paralysis right before entering a dream. Then I become lucid. I ask my mum in the dream to take me to the void but it doesn't work. Dream 1 Dreamt I was playing a shooter survival game that's kinda like black mirror. Dream 2 Everyone on my block is given letters with a bomb attached saying we must open them and obey what they say but we group together and decide to not do it. Lucid dream In my old apartment with my family with the same people from my block. My cat is there. I change one dream character's age to be older. Then my cat goes missing bc someone opened all the windows and doors and I try find him but there are clones of him everywhere. I grab a lookalike but the character I aged up tells me that's not him so he decides to help me find him. I feel sad for the other cat so I decide to adopt him. We jump out of the window because the DC says there's some lava being held back by ice which is making the environment cold and the only way to fix it is to melt it. So we melt it together so the lava can flow again warming the place up. I almost lose lucidity so to stabilise it I remember a tip where you give up trying to control the dream and just go with it. I end up meeting one of my celebrity crushes who I literally run into and get a nosebleed from. He apologises. Lucid dream In my apartment again. I decide the only way for my cat to be happy is to let him outside so I tell my mum in the dream to only let him out when it's warm. I make eye contact with other DCs in a bus passing by. I try to notice flaws in the environment bc I have a theory dreams follow AI logic where they seem normal but when you look closer they're just generated using what your brain knows to form new locations which have some errors when you look closer. I enter a bus and try to enter the void by saying "exit simulation". It's dark but not the void. The DCs say it's cool but wtf am I doing. I get off the bus, someone's drink spills. I'm with my mum and my cat is sleeping in my arms. It's raining and I ask her where we're going. She says here and points to a lake where I see a rickety old house and I'm like HERE? She says no, and points to a hotel next to the lake. We go inside and chat to the lady to book a room.
Dream 1 Awful dream where I'm just arguing with my parents and I felt sad the entire time. Dream 2 I'm in my apartment again, in a better mood. People are in my home and I fight them off and rescue it. My cat has had kittens with another cat and they're all super cute with different personalities. Dream 3 Again similar location but suddenly there are 7 kittens, and the darkest one is the best behaved one. I just play with them the whole dream. Lucid dream I'm in my grandma's apartment in a random room and suddenly become lucid. My grandma and mum are there. I decide to enter the void as it's my goal. I jump out of the window and fail and wake up. So I re-enter the dream and this happens 4 times. Each time I'm in a different room. In one of them I see a swamp with hippos aside, push away the character next to me and run to the other room where I jump out of the window again. Then I try to meditate in a dream and it feels kinda cool. The void isn't real but it looks more gray than black. Then I have a false awakening.
Tarzan beatbox (fragment) A bearded mixed-race man behind a grocery store starts imitating a traditional dance (or a series of movements) made previously by a spirit/monster but in a modern version while making the Tarzan yell and beatboxing, all while smiling.
20th - Barely slept. No recall. 21st Snow Rolling Night is deep, endlessly dark. He steps slow, footprints smothering my own in the snow. Every so often a war cry howls... then the hiss of an arrow far too close to an ear. I can run but but never outrun him. Fall backward into the drifts and roll under depths of the snow. Roll softly. Roll sightless. Enjoy the false security of faux escape. Trainings She is Dachshund. Short legs. Short leash. We say her name as a sneeze. She is mine to train. Here and there she whips wild, rolling and whimpering. Simply wait until she simmers down. Return to training. Somehow she is now a kitten. She is still Dachshund. She is leash-less and allowed to play through the house. Two other dreams I can't record because I can't read the scribbly handwriting. Frag: Something about Jason Brant on youtube Team Robot - Spring Competition
My brain loves NOT doing any reality checks in my dreams! I need to drill them further into my subconscious, it seems...practice, practice, practice. I hope I can have more lucids during this comp, but even if I don't, I want to keep these good practices going as I think this will really help me take all this to the next level. Hypnagogic Imagery: My brain was trying to write pseudocode for a bug as I was falling asleep, but it was trying to do this using heavy metal growls. It was like the music was playing and it somehow corresponded to my coding. I woke up a bit later, wrote it down, and fell asleep for real.Non-Lucid 1: I was at Disney's Polynesian Resort (OK brain I get it, you want to go back to Disney World!) but I had a flight back home in less than an hour, was nowhere near the airport, and I didn't notice the time somehow. I was traveling with some dream character who I knew in the context of the dream. They said they knew we were going to be late, but they were just having so much fun that they didn't want us to leave yet! I was mad because we were going to miss the flight and experience delays with work, etc.Non-Lucid 2: I was in the car and some ripped dude was in the car with me. This dude insisted on driving and wouldn't let me drive. Then, somehow, the dream dissolved into some YouTube video I was placed into where some gymbros were playing on a shopping cart at the grocery store. One of them wasn't wearing any shoes and I was super grossed out. I don't remember if I was in a YouTube video, if I was watching it, or if they were just filming one. I almost remembered a dream upon waking, but unfortunately it left me as I was grabbing my notebook and pen to write it down.
1. Restaurant I walk with Aro to a lower area in the night. I become lucid. I see that there’s a restaurant area at the bottom of a small flight of steps. I feel happy to be lucid and I glance at several of the shops in the distance, just beyond the restaurant. There seems to be some type of game shop and a couple others that I can’t quite discern. I figure we can head there in a minute, but I want to check out the restaurant. I pat Aro on the back and tell him we can go in to get some food. I walk past a couple of booths to my left and see a waiter coming down the main walkway. I see a large man in a booth to my left eating some ribs and fries. I snap to go invisible, sit a cross from him and eat a couple of fries from the white plate. He doesn’t appear to notice me at all. I get up and sit at the empty booth just beyond and Aro follow me. There’s a plate of fries as well as a plate with a portion of a burger. I grab some ketchup and put it on the plate with the burger. I go to take a bite, yet wake up. 2. Gravity Flux I’m in a very dim room and become lucid. I begin flying around and head toward a near wall, ready to teleport. I fly a bit further, yet feel that I’m waking up. Regained lucidity I’m standing on the upper walkway in main house Meadow, just next to the railing. This feels…dreamlike…nose pinch. I’m lucid. I fly over the railing and float down below. I head toward the front and head out into midday light. I look around, considering where I want to explore to. I figure I’ll explore a bit farther down to the right as I’ve been across the street quite a bit lately. I begin flying to the right, heading past Bud house. I notice that the next house is a bit closer than I remember it begging. I decide not to head into Bud house again, but to explore further down. I continue flying and head toward a building positioned much farther in the distance. As I fly, I hear a group of students participating in some type of sporting event. Bay seems to be leading them. I notice how long I”ve been flying and how stale everything feels. I figure some super speed will help me reach the building in time. I begin flying faster, yet not quite kicking into super speed gear. I reach the building quickly and notice a stainless steel sink with a faucet set into the side of the building. I may as well drink from it and get a few points. I turn on the faucet and drink a bit of water. I finally enter though the door and go into a fairly large rectangular room that appears a bit dingey. There’s an old, large couch to my right with smaller, single sofa seats on either side. Far down to the left, I see a couple large sets of metal shelving. I head into the center and raise my right and in front of me, grounding. I take a couple slow deep breaths before turning to the couches. I hoist the large couch up, but figure I could do that in waking life anyway. I then lift the entire couch with one arm. I back up and go for tk. I tk the large couch, but figure it’s not heavy enough to count for mass. I tk the additional two sofa seats, but know that it’s still only three. I head through the doorway and enter a larger room that extends far down to the left. I decide to basic summon a drink and see a vending machine in front of me. I imagine a Pepsi and as I look into the machine, I quickly spot one. I grab it, then follow the walkway and hear several people talking, as though there's gathering farther down. People begin talking about cancer, and explaining how certain depictions in the glass displays represent its progression. I find it a bit weird. I head a bit farther, grab one of the people, and fly farther down before dropping them off. I head farther into the room before turning right and heading toward what appears to be the receiving area of a large establishment. There’s another room farther down and some type of storage area to my right. I see a few cube shaped stacks of large sacks that appear to have some type of heavy, grain type material inside. I tk one, then another, then three to four more for a total of roughly six huge sacks. I let them drop and explore back toward the entrance. I see a small, closet shaped room next to the entryway. I enter and see a couple other people along with some type of arcade machine. I begin thinking of other control to play with and decide to shift gravity. I flip upward, then notice how I want everything in the room to shift. I focus, and suddenly, everything heads toward the ceiling, including the people and the machine. I revert gravity, and get ready to explore a bit more.